this is so weird and such a personal thing to post. i know i post my boobs and that i bitch about things but i don’t really talk about this kind of stuff on social media platforms. but we should!!
my weight loss journey was never really about weight loss. I’ll never forget how i felt in that left photo. i felt tired, weak, and not like myself. i have never really been athletic but after a bad breakup my weight just sky rocketed and i became the heaviest I’ve ever been at 160!!! i can’t even believe that sometimes. not only did i feel uncomfortable in my body, i felt bad everywhere else. i was so tired and sluggish that i didn’t even want to put myself together. i just wanted to wear my hair up and not put on any makeup which is FINE of course, but it wasn’t like me. i didn’t feel comfortable because i wasn’t used to being at the size i was at. all i did was eat and sleep. however i didn’t even realize how badly i needed to change until i changed. does that make sense? i was totally fine at my larger size and didn’t feel bad about my body or anything. i never felt bad about eating what i wanted when i wanted and didn’t beat myself up for the way i looked. it wasn’t until i got involved in sports i realized how badly i needed to change. i slowly built up my strength and started eating better to make me feel
stronger and give me energy! i now am finally feeling strong and good and finally reaching some of my fitness goals. i love watching my body change and of course losing weight and feeling lighter is amazing as well. I’m down from 160 to 125 and as much as it may not seem that i was ever a big girl, it’s all about how you feel. i encourage every fitness journey and every journey aside from that. taking care of yourself and working your body is something so many people take advantage of ! your body loves you when you love it. have a beautiful day folks :)
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