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don't tell me that you know me, know me
saying what i feel, what i do, what i want
quit acting like you own me, own me
saying that i'm yours to control, but i'm not
your animal
under control
i ain't afraid though my steps appear tentative
i scope it out then i throw myself into it
i ain't ashamed in the fact that i'm sensitive
i believe that it is the perfect adjective
i wear my feelings on my sleeve, i suggested it
it serves me better than to swallow in a sedative
i am what i am and i'm good at it
and you don't like me well that isn't fucking relevant
03. thick skull by paramore
only i know where all the bodies are buried
thought by now i'd find 'em just a little less scary
might be easier but you don't get used to it
keep on autopilot, hey, hey
what's the body count up to now, captain?
04. i want to kill you by citizen
in the bright red sky i saw
a pain that i clung to once before
but i never want to go there anymore
and in my bright blue eyes i know
i'm looking for something to calm my nerves
the clock is a knife and i wait my turn
and it's just getting worse
it's worse, it's worse, it's worse
tried self-destruction 'til i couldn't function
i hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me
tried self-control, tried letting go
to heal myself, i went to hell, i hope you know
what it's like to fight your mind
when your skin still crawls at night
i pretend that i'm all right 'til the lights go out
you got me thinking that i was too mean
well, everything that i say i believe
tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and
change like a season
reason for nothing
i am disruptive
i've been corrupted
and by now i don't need a fucking introduction
i've been gone
cause i been on this road too long
07. my limb by hayley willliams
if you gotta amputate
don't give me the tourniquet
you wish that i would run away
sever what isn't working
but i let my body bleed out
lean into my left side
is your part of me is gone now
do i wanna survive?
08. world away by tonight alive
this is not my punishment
this is my catalyst for growth
i know i will survive this
i'll be the strongest person i know