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I want Olea. I need her. I want my baby back. I don't know what I'm supposed to do without her.

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I don't want to be here anymore

Fucking hate that I get seasonal depression too but it's during the summer. It's awful & I hate it I don't get how any of you like it. It's miserable.

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i can't be the only one who's just straight-up ... bored with women hating themselves. my mom keeps lamenting to me how upset she is about her gray hair. my friend stares at her laugh lines every day in agony. my sister loses sleep over the horrible unbearable thought of looking fat. and every time these women i love open up to me, i can't help but think ... then stop staring at yourself? stop drowning yourself, narcissus, and just fucking live your life instead of sitting in front of a mirror obeying cosmetic corporations' lies. just stop it. this is getting ridiculous. you're too smart to be falling for this bullshit. "oh no but these men who hate women told me that if i'm ugly i'm worthless!" girl if you actually believe that then good luck. but i am getting worse at being supportive of people whose nonsense worldviews keep them trapped in pain. stop looking at yourself start fucking living i am pleading you deserve to be happy and it is stupid that you disagree

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Someone in the comments said "you really said just stop being insecure" and yes :) make an effort to stop spiralling about your looks, challenge insecure thoughts and stop doing things that lead to you feeling insecure.

whisperingthings

I always come back to this: Do your insecurities match your morals?

Do you truly believe that having belly fat makes people disgusting? That the media should have final say on how you feel about yourself? If you don't believe it and there is a mismatch between your moral beliefs and your gut reaction to your appearance...

Then yeah. Stop being insecure. It's work but it's worth it.

#File under things I need to do #Want to do #Wish I could do #What do I do to stop feeling bad when watching TV or movies & someone prettier than me shows up #What do I do to stop feeling bad when I'm not the smallest in a room #Why do I feel ugly every single day lately #And why is that my main focus #It doesn't matter #I want it all to go away

Having downer bad brain thoughts. Just wanna sleep but I know that it's not sleep. It's not equivalent.

#Going to work tomorrow & back to a routine might help #Or it'll make the feeling stronger #Dunno

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Every episode of season 3 of White Lotus, I kept waiting to finally be into it or like it. Unfortunately, just finished it, and I don't think I liked this season at all. Season 1 still best season.

Anyone else total their boss's car this week? No? Just me? K.

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Volcanoes with baby Oleander 🖤

definitely still think my aversion to eating goat/lamb & seafood is due to me being a capricorn tbh

#can't eat my people

As someone who has zero experience with wigs. Found out when I tried one on that they're quite warm/hot. As someone who already runs hot, uhhhhh, def something I'll have to "beauty is pain" mindset out.

Also should *actually* lose like 10 pounds minimum so I can run slightly less hot but for some reason that's impossible (the losing weight). Maybe this will be the biggest incentive to try. Otherwise RIP to me gonna melt forever.

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I'm flying to a different state today to go to a consultation tomorrow to get a custom wig made. Then as soon as the appointment is over, I'm heading back to the airport to fly home. 🫠

surgeofadrenaline

May 4th - Day after wedding

We cute <3

Amazing how much uglier I look & feel when I don't put on my eyeliner.

6-years-ago on this day. Dang. Not today in 2024, though. But I'll get there again. Maybe minus the bit of love handle stuff that's going on there.

#I do have ab muscles now though so I'll take my wins

*keeps eating lots of restaurant food & lots of snacks*

Why do I keep gaining weight?! Why do my leggings feel tight?! Why are my legs massive & jiggly & that thigh gap I was just telling someone about LAST month & how my body/skeleton is such a way, THAT I ALWAYS HAVE ONE, well yo where is it? Where'd it go? How come last week I was walking & felt immediate shame because I could feel my upper inner thighs touching/rubbing while I walked? Nah. Nah. Nah. Was googling thyroid stuff like hypothyroidism, etc, because *surely* I must have something like that & this isn't all the consequences of my own actions or anything logical like that.

#What do I do though #Also my scalp is COVERED with seborrheic dermatitis or psoriasis or whatever the hell & the new fancy shampoos I got are maybe helping #But whether they or they aren't #I've lost so much hair #More bald spots #So now fat & molting #Hideous

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Ten pounds is a fuck ton on my frame

#Casually wanting to die #But also not #Bc if I don't die skinny then I'm a laughing stock #Tw I'm an idiot

Sometimes I wanna speak something into existence or even just write it out here, but then I get weirdly superstitious that if I do let it leave my brain, it means the world will then take it away. This is vague because I'm scared! Want to share but I also do not & probably won't bc then, poof, it's gone.

#If I read this post in a few years I wonder if I'll even remember what it's about #Sorry future me #✌️

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