SURF x WORDS

my story this far doesn’t look anything like I think it should and to be quite honest with you, I am okay with that.  There are things that I have kept close to my heart, things that I should have maybe let go of... there are things that I have done that I swore on my life i’d never do, and the list goes on.

Where we started, the way we ended, none of it was ever easy for me.  But now I sit here knowing that she's left you and I almost wonder where that leaves me.  The fact that I even entertain the thought should be wrong but somehow it feels right.

I don't want easy, I want you.  And if having you is going to cost me being comfortable, then so be it... because what comes easy isn't worth having.

when I think about the work its gonna take to be with you, i don't hesitate.  you're a mystery, my mystery.  there is no one else for me.

he is everything I want, he is everything i crave.  I just wish I only knew if we were on the same page.

I am thankful for the lessons you taught me, but now it's time to let you go.  I have moved on and I hope some day you can too.