SupremePig

finally finished this little comic i was drawing, maybe more to come in the future

Some of the things I’ve been drawing on Twitch

https://www.twitch.tv/themechagiraffe

I still draw, just letting y’all know.

whipped these two up live on stream, also watched ‘Kong : Skull Island’

first is Snail GIrl, [Do Not Lewd] [Ok Lewd A Little Bit]

I’ve been feeling really lost and confused on what i should be doing with art, I stopped drawing the comic, and slowly stopped drawing regularly all together. I wanted to do a new comic set in space, which is why i drew that one tentacle headed character. I also wanted to draw a knight girl character, which didn’t get any responses from my followers. I’ve felt a big disconnect with the people who pressed follow on my blog, and i know that keeping up with blogs can be hard, especially when you follow a lot, I follow 193, and only really look at about 10 of them, hell i don’t even think most of them show up on my dash board. I guess i just felt like the things I drew weren’t getting attention,or any recognition. The space comic didn’t get much traction, I’ve only drawn one character, and barely even have down what kind of character she is, The knight girl is barely even a character, it’s just a drawing with nothing going on. 

I “left” the fandom for various reason, the first was because i didn’t like what the fandom is like,I felt disgusted some of the times. Some of the people i got to know/hear about turned me away as well. But you could say this about any fandom, doesn’t represent bronies only, I still like drawing horses and stuff, but drawing other things has made me a better artist, I can now say I can draw more than just a horse.

I’ve jumped around from online friend group to the next online friend group, never really finding one I can fit in with. It was always either they never really cared about me and only talked to me because I followed them on Tumblr, or drew them things, or it was because of my dumb ass being a dick. I’ve lost a lot of friends and would be friends because of both of these reasons, and I’m still scared of whatever friends I have online now leaving too.

Right now I wanna start doing the Red Head Pony comic again, as well as stream regularly by myself, and not have to multi with someone just to get viewers to watch me, I also wanna regularly stream Guilty Gear on twitch.