The Support Center

Hi there, Mod GA here. It’s been a while since I’ve posted something here, or helped someone to be honest. Frankly, life caught up to me. Not that things are getting better or anything.

Anyways, I’m stepping down from this position, from the tag, from the mask. Too many losses, tears and pain, even though I’m numb to the pain my heart isn’t. And I fear for my sanity. I hope the people here may continue to help people in need, become the guardian angles I was once. Truly it’s been fun, finding other people that has as much passion in helping the weak and in tears, as much as I. 

Je suis enchante, come find me at my own blog, we’ll have a chat and all

Until next time we meet. 

You have yet to meet the right people that when you need them, they will be there no matter what.

Please my sweet anon. If you want to talk pm for Mitsuko and I will give you my Skype info. And whenever you need someone, I will be here.

They did. One of our friends here, Mod Timehopper, was the mun of that blog and had to leave for reasons that presently escape my memory. They ran the Ekko blog ‘reversing-polarity’ and I believe may have hoped to recover it when they could return - though this I’m not sure of. If any of the other mods know, I’m sure they’ll have more information on the matter.

Keep believing. Soon enough you’ll find that what was impossible, is possible. I believe in you.

I gotcha. 

Ladies, Gentlemen, dispatch yourselves to @inspired-flame on the double. A fine roleplayer in our community is under attack by anons that can only be described as terrible examples to follow in life.

Get over there and let them know that we won’t stand for abuse such as this. Make sure our friend @inspired-flame gets the love and they deserve, not this stupid, uncalled for hate.

Make me proud. I know you can.

Pets are our friends. We get pets to have buddies whenever our friends aren’t nearby. And to lose a pet bears the same loss as to losing a dear friend.

@khazixthevoidreaver if you ever need to find someone to talk to, I’m here.

Ugh..Parents can be utterly unreasonable, but don’t let it get to you. It’s a hard thing to do, but just remember that you didn’t do anything wrong. And honestly, if your rp partners are gonna say that, then forget about them. They aren’t worth rping with anyways. As for the people who are your friends and don't care, then...I think it’s time you distance yourself from them and make new friends. Make real friends, not “friends” like them, because they really aren’t your friends.

Friends should never make you feel that way, ever. I’m really sorry you had to go through that, darling, but you’ve got yourself some friends now. All of us Mods here at the support center!

Hey, hey. You aren’t bothering us, so you stop that. Come talk to us whenever you need too! We love and care about you so very much!! <3 We haven’t forgotten about you in the slightest, so you can’t say that everyone has!

I’m sure you’re parents don’t hate you, they just…Are being parents, if you get what I mean. Parent’s aren’t always good at showing that they love and care about you, because I know that my parents certainly aren’t, yet I know that when it comes down to it, they love me.

Please don’t leave us. I know it feels like you don’’t want to live anymore, but please…It isn’t worth it. I’ve felt like that for the majority of my life, and honestly, I still do. The only reason I haven’t gone so far and ended it as because of my friends. My friends are my real family, and I want to stick around for them.

Stick around for us? I promise we won’t turn our backs on you, we’ll always be here for you. Your life is precious, we don’t want to lose you…

Oh hey, @silvxrfang, how you doing? Heard you got it rough, whatever the case is. Don’t worry much about it, seems like there are a few people that want to cheer you up! Keep going on with life cause it’s gonna get better, and if it don’t come to me. I can help cheer you up. 

You heard the man! Chop chop!

So here I am, after about three weeks of inactivity. Explanation’s simple. I’m a Gemini for those who are astrological, and to those that aren’t that means my mood is very on the whim. Ever changing, constantly changing. But I am still a GA, though I haven’t been a good one for a while. Coupled with the fact that I have ADD, well it makes things harder for me to focus, and I can’t tend to everyone, I’m only a simple human trying to do an angel’s profession. 

Nonetheless I am here, and I want you all to know that I am very proud of you. Why you ask? That you are here, reading this message. I’m only a kid wearing a mask trying to make people happy, and most of the time I fail because I’m too naive to think that I can change the world. But I can’t do it alone.

Today I sit here typing this message, tears flowing down my cheeks as I try to wipe away the depressing thoughts, as I am trying my best to fight depression. The one I thought I was in love with has found another, and I do wish her well. Shame I can’t share the happiness much, I’m but a hollow shell of what I used to be.

Nevertheless I am proud to you who is reading this message. I am proud of you because you’re able to fight off the thoughts that’s trying to keep you in bed. I’m proud because you managed to hold off the tears long enough to get to this part. I am proud because you are special. Everyone is. You are all angels in my eyes, because you guys are what makes my life exciting. Everyday I try to smile as best as I can, but I know that I can only smile if you smile. 

So smile for me.

Smile widely, because it’s gonna get better. Smile brightly, because everything’s gonna be fine. Smile confidently, because you’re gonna get that job. Smile, because happiness brings fortune for all. Smile for me, because I am proud of you. Smile for me because I am smiling for you.

It’s gonna be better alright? If you ever need someone to talk to, just find me.

Indeed, I’ve just seen the very awful things that someone (or multiple people) have sent to them and that is absolutely no way for anyone to be treated.

Consider this high priority. khazixthevoidreaver is receiving unwarranted and incredibly high amounts of anon hate. It has been a problem hitting them for a long time from what I know and as a community we cannot let that stand.

Get your ass over to khazixthevoidreaver. Let them know that these assholes are in the minority and that everyone else would love him to stay around.

Now one thing above all else, you’re not alone. I know exactly the feeling of wanting to seek help from overly whatever parents, but thinking its not right. Here’s your answer, what you feel is right, just because others might technically have it better off than you, the pain you feel is no different than anyone else. Hell, I’m in the same boat as you and there's no way knowing if I have it better or worse, but it doesn't matter, overbearing families can destroy you and make you feel horrible about yourself. Maybe they do it out of love, over protection, preparation,  or whatever but that honestly doesn't make it feel any better.

 I wish I had some answer to make everything better, but I really don’t. I’m going through the same thing and the best thing I know how to do is ranting and venting about it until I feel like I've gotten my emotions out. What you need is someone who is there for you and willing to listen and just, help you through life. Know this, Blood Family is not the same as an emotional family, contrary to the belief you can move away, you don’t have to tolerate them all your life, most likely you can’t do it now, or 5 years in the future or even 10, but one day you will be able to, one day you’ll be free from them. 

If you need someone there for you until that day comes, to be your listening ear, or just a friend, I’m here for you, and you can always talk to me when ever you want, I’d be happy to vent right back at you about basically the same problems, trust me.