Summary: When you rescued Julia and made it safely back to your world, you had assumed that was the end of your Underworld journey. Your heart, however, has other plans in mind.
Word Count: 3.1k
A/N: This is the penultimate chapter of It's Only Forever! The next chapter will be tie up loose ends, then we're done. š„² I sincerely hope that you guys enjoy, and I thank you for reading this passion project of mine.
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Itās odd, the way that life can justā¦return back to normal after such a world-altering event. Or, back to as normal as possible when everything that you thought you knew has been turned upside down. Youāve been through an unbelievable journey through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, yet the world still continues to spin just as it had prior to that night, people continuing to live their lives as they always had. On the outside, nothingās changed. The more time that passes since you met the Demon King, youāre wondering if you maybe made it all up.
Julia didnāt remember anything about the Underworld, that much youāre sure of. If thereās one thing you know about her, itās that sheās a chatterbox. When her parents had asked her if she had fun with you that fateful night, you had cringed and expected her to tell them that she had been kidnapped by a bunch of demons and that you had to fight your way through a labyrinth to save her. Instead, she told them excitedly about the cookies you baked, the extra episodes of Paw Patrol you let her watch (okay, that did make you cringe because you know sheās not supposed to have extra screen time, but itās hard when sheās so cute and convincing), and the fun princess story you told her.
For Julia, there had been no interruption in her life, no fantasy adventure that she had been dragged upon. That had been your main worry upon returning from the Underworld, that you would have to try and explain what had happened to you both. So it should be a good thing that she wasnāt permanently traumatized from what she went through, considering that saving Julia was your top priority when he stole her away from you. It is a good thing.Ā
And so, you follow the lead of a three-year-old and try to move on with your life, getting back into the routine of school and work and being a twenty-something. āTryā being the key word. Itās difficult to fully move on when the reason you were there in the first place and the Demon King that you have conflicting feelings for is everywhere. Not everywhere in the sense that he follows you, which is almost disappointing. Rather, reminders of him follow you no matter where you are.Ā
Youāll hear a laugh that sounds just like his and turn around in excitement, or smell the cherries and burnt wood that are so unmistakably Michael. Sometimes you swear you can feel his presence right behind you, only to turn around and find nobody there. Last week had been the worst of these cases of mistaken identity. While shelving books at work, you had glanced out of the storefront windows to see a tall, lean man with golden locks wearing all-black walking past. You were so sure that it was Michael that you abandoned the books you had been shelving to run outside, leaving your coworkers behind you calling your name in confusion. Much to your disappointment, he was nowhere to be seen when you made it to the busy sidewalk, nor was whoever had looked like him.
Itās maddening, and you wish that you werenāt so hung up on him. After all, you only knew him for a total of thirteen hours, and those thirteen hours were spent trying to get back the child you nannied, the child he kidnapped. Yetā¦you canāt stop thinking about your last moments with him. Scratch that. You canāt stop thinking about every single interaction that you had with him in those thirteen hours. Whether it be the way that the air seemed to spark with electricity whenever you were around each other or the way he kissed you so tenderly, the appreciative look in his blue eyes at your wit or how he was willing to give you everything just so that you would say you love him like he loves you. Thereās no way you could have ever dreamed up anything like that.
You really donāt know what to make of these feelings. It seems illogical and stupid that you could be feeling something like love for Michael, both after he constructed an elaborate kidnapping plot just to get you to the Underworld and (you canāt stress this enough) the fact that you only knew him for thirteen hours. Could these feelings, the heartache and the sadness and the feeling that thereās something missing from you, be warranted?
Thereās one person (couple, you suppose) that knows more about love than anybody youāve ever met, and you just so happen to nanny their child. Even just watching them when they get home tonight after your regular Thursday daycare pickup, you can see how in love Kit and Alma Walker are with each other. Youāve been deliberately slow in getting out the door tonight, lingering and chatting about minute subjects while you wait for the perfect chance to talk to Alma. Finally, Kit declares that Julia needs her pajamas and chases her into her bedroom.
You glance over to Alma and take a deep breath. āAlma, can Iā¦talk to you about something kinda personal?ā Alma looks at you and smiles, glancing to make sure Kitās getting Julia in the bath before nodding and leading you out to the front porch.
The Walker porch has always been one of your favorite places to be. Thereās lights strung up overhead the comfy patio seating, and it gives a perfect view of the quiet little street they live on. You sit on the outside couch, Alma taking a seat next to you.
āWhatās up?ā
āIā¦ā It takes you a moment to figure out what to say. Everytime you think you know, you suddenly feel that itās not right. Alma waits patiently for you to find your words. āHow did you know that you were in love with Kit? That Kit was the one?ā
She laughs, the sound as light as the wind chimes gently blowing in the breeze. āSo thatās whatās had you all out of sorts! I knew there was something bothering you.ā
āYou did?ā
āOf course. Iāve known you long enough to know when youāre off.ā Have you really been that transparent? Before you can continue to spiral, Alma says, āSo whatās his name? Or her name? I shouldnāt have assumed.ā
āHis name is Michael.ā Just speaking his name makes your heart stutter, as if heāll finally appear now that youāve called for him.
āHmm, and you think that you might love Michael?ā
āItās so complicated. I actually thought I hated him at first.ā
Alma barks out a laugh. āWould you believe me if I told you I thought I hated Kit at first?ā
āYou did?ā You look at her with wide eyes.
āYep. I thought that he was a jerk and not worth my time. Even when he was driving me to work every day and sending me sweet good night texts, I still tried to hate him.ā
āWow, they had texting back in the olden days?ā you tease. Kit and Alma are maybe ten years older than you, but you enjoy making them feel extra old when you can.
She points a threatening finger at you while trying to bite back a grin. āI can stop being so helpful, if thatās really what you want.ā
āNo! Iām sorry.ā
āThatās what I thought. Think before the next time you try to diss the Motorola Razr.ā
Once your laughing has finally died off, you get serious again. āSo what changed?ā
āWell, to be honest with you, it wasnāt really any one thing. There was just one day where I looked at him andā¦I didnāt want to do anything without him by my side.ā
One of the many things that you love about Alma? She doesnāt push you to talk before youāre ready. She again sits patiently and waits as you mull over her words. Though you want to think that what sheās said doesnāt apply to you and your situation, you can already tell that it does. How many times since you returned from the Underworld have you found yourself wishing that Michael was with you? Even when completing the most mundane tasks, like driving or reading, you wish you had Michaelās hand in yours, his smooth voice in your ear and his overwhelming passion making you flustered.
āCan I say something?ā Alma asks.
āDuh,ā you scoff, rolling your eyes playfully.
āYou know the answer that youāre looking for, even if you donāt want to admit it. Besides, if youāre not sure, I tend to believe that the universe, or fate, or whatever you want to call it, has a way of making sure that whatās meant to happen will happen. If you and Michael truly do love each other, things will fall into place.ā
āYou really think so?ā
āIt worked for me and Kit.ā Alma glances into the living room window, where Kit sits combing Juliaās hair on the couch. Kit must sense that heās being watched, because he looks up suddenly and waves at Alma, Julia joining him with a grin and blowing kisses. Youāre no expert, but you would say itās definitely worked out for the Walkers.
You know what you have to do now, though youāre not sure if it will work. Still, for every doubt that you have, Almaās voice telling you that it will all work out rings in your head. Sitting in the living room of your apartment after you get home from the Walkers, those words are the only thing giving you any sort of confidence right now. Whichā¦isnāt much, if youāre being honest. Whoās to say if this will work for a second time? And if it does work, why would he want to speak to you after what happened?
Still, itās the only plan that youāve got, and youād be remiss to not try it. Not after the conversation you had with Alma, and not after the weeks that youāve spent missing him. Closing your eyes, you take a deep breath before saying the words that have played through your mind a hundred times by now.
āI wish the Demon King would take me away.ā
You wait a long moment for something to happen, and then another one. Finally, you open your eyes again, only to see that everything is exactly the same. Itās hard to hide your disappointment, but you try your best. You really shouldnāt have expected that he would actually show up after what happened the last time you saw him, or that this would even work. Still, you allowed yourself to get your hopes up, which was your own fault.
You try to sniff back the angry tears that are brimming, but itās proving a difficult task. Not only are you sad that nothing happened, but you feel stupid for sitting here and thinking that saying a few magic words would summon him. You need to leave, preferably by driving around and screaming to sad breakup music while eating fries. After grabbing your keys from the table, you flip the living room light off. Something stops you as youāre putting your shoes on, a presence that sends shivers down your spine.
āI was wondering what was taking you so long, Precious.ā
That voice. You would know that lyrical voice anywhere. Is it too good to be true? Are you hallucinating? Your hand fumbles along the wall until you find the light switch. Finally, you flip the light on, and when you do, you can barely gasp out, āMichael.ā
Itās him. Now youāre sure that youāre hallucinating, the most beautiful hallucinations anyone could ever come up with. But no, heās all too real, and heās right in front of you. Michaelās dressed just as ostentatiously as always, wearing the same gaudy starry cloak that he wore the night this all began and trailing glitter on your living room floor. He tries to smirk at you, but itās impossible for him to not smile right now. You feel the same, especially when you throw yourself into his arms.
He reciprocates your hug, his arms wrapping tightly around you. He holds onto you as if heās worried youāll disappear into thin air, with you holding onto him in the same way. There are so many things that you want to say to him, but he speaks before you do.
āDearest, I have missed you so.ā
āIām so sorry,ā you say through the tears that are clouding both your eyes and your voice, āfor everything. I never should haveāā
āI do believe it is I who should be apologizing to you.ā Michael takes your face in his hands, looking so sweetly down at you that you almost canāt stand it as he uses his thumbs to wipe away your tears. āI will admit that kidnapping your charge and forcing you to run a labyrinth to rescue said charge was not the best plan when I decided that I wanted to woo you.ā
āA simple āheyā probably would have been enough for me,ā you say with a laugh. āStill, I shouldnāt have said the things that I did.ā
āYou had to, it was the only way. My smart, brave Y/n, I was no match for you.ā
Michael kisses you (finally), and you have to say that this is the best one yet. Thereās no deceit or goodbyes hidden within it, nothing youāre both trying to convey. Thereās simply love. āWhy didnāt you come for me? Youāre the one with the magic powers.ā
āDid you learn nothing about what the things you say can do while you were on your run? Words have power, and I had no power over you the moment you said those very words. You had to be the one to decide to let me in again.ā
You smirk. āSo, I was more powerful than the almighty Demon King, huh?ā
Michael rolls his eyes, but nods nonetheless. āYes, you were. But even though I could not come for you, I watched over you.ā
āSo all the times I thought that I had seen you?ā
āYes. Not physically, but I was there. Sometimes the veil between us just became a little thinner.ā
The flash of a blond man walking on the sidewalk, you realize. It was him, for a brief moment. You smile shakily, the revelation bringing on a new round of tears, and kiss him again. āI knew it.ā
āNow that you know just what your words can doā¦ā You really donāt think Michaelās smile will ever get any less breathtaking. āSay it, wonāt you?ā
You raise an eyebrow, feeling like teasing him. āSay what?ā
āYou know what I want you to say.ā
Of course you do. Theyāre the reason that you called him here in the first place, the words that Alma helped give you the courage to recognize. Theyāve likely been teetering on the tip of your tongue since you faced off against him in that deserted ballroom, when he was promising you the world if only you would stay with him.
Itās impossible to pull away from him and properly face him, like you would like to do when telling him this for the first time. Itās as if the two of you are magnets of opposite polarities, and now that youāve connected once again, you wonāt separate easily. Instead, you look up at his blue eyes, your lips still a mere inch apart from his.
āI love you, Michael.ā
Though the answer of whether or not you loved Michael eluded you for so long, saying it feels as natural as blinking. Itās barely louder than a whisper when you speak, the sound of your heart thumping in your ears nearly drowning yourself out. Michael hears it loud and clear, though, just as loud and clear as you hear his excited gasp. āI love you, my darling.ā
āItās a relief that your feelings havenāt changed since the last time you told me that you loved me.ā Humorās usually a pretty bad coping mechanism, but Michael seems to enjoy it.
āI promise you that my feelings will never change. Iām afraid youāre stuck with me now. On that note,ā from within his cloak, Michael pulls out a pocket watch with thirteen hours on it instead of twelve. āAre you ready to go home?ā
āThat depends.ā
He looks at you in surprise. āOn what?ā
āWell, am I going to be your prisoner? Are you keeping me trapped in your labyrinth if I go with you?ā
āYou think so little of me, Y/n. You shall be my queen and my equal, free to come and go as you please.ā
āWait, say that again? What am I going to be?ā
He looks at you in confusion. āMy queen and my equal?ā
You wink at him. āAnd donāt you forget it.ā
Michael huffs, but you can sense the endearment behind the action. Youāre sure that everything that you say and do regarding or towards Michael from now on will be tinged with endearment. Oh no, youāre going to turn into those sappy, lovesick couples youāve hated, arenāt you? Well, you suppose that thereās no other person to be half of that lovesick couple equation with than Michael.
A crystal appears in one of Michaelās hands, while in the other he takes yours. A strong feeling of deja vu comes over you at this, but luckily youāre not in nearly as fearful a situation as you were the first time this happened. Now, you can enjoy the crystal and the way the light refracts into rainbows off of its surface. Michael tosses it up in the air, and you watch dizzily as it spins into a blur of color before popping as gently as a bubble to reveal a landscape youāre now familiar with: the gardens on the grounds of his castle, the same ones that he chased you through in that beautiful dream he gave you. Thereās nothing sinister about it now, not when the moonlight is shining over the dewy foliage and various animals are calling to each other.
Michael glances at you, as if heās checking to make sure that youāre not going to change your mind. You nod to confirm that thereās no getting rid of you now, and he kisses you. He turns to face you, grabbing your other hand so that he can properly lead you into the Underworld. Into your home.
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The Force and Its Tragedies (Sith!Anakin Skywalker)
Summary: Joining the Rebel Alliance was always going to be a risk to your life and safety. But never did you think that you would end up in the clutches of the evil that you have been fighting to take down. And never did you think that you would reveal your biggest secret to said evil.
Word Count: 3.4k
A/N: Kay, so this is my first (and maybe last? depending on reception) Star Wars fic in a long, long time. It's also a Sith!Anakin Skywalker fic. Suitless, uncrispy Vader, if you will. Let me know your thoughts, feedback is always appreciated. If you enjoyed, please like, comment, or reblog! If you didn't enjoy, pick a time and place and we shall duel.
The first thing that you realize upon waking up is that you have no memory of how you came to be in a position where you would need to wake up. The last thing you remember, your small group of Rebels had landed on Naboo to follow up with the Gungans on a lead about the Empireās supposed killing machine, the Death Star. Now youāre hereā¦if only you knew where āhereā was.
Thatās when you realize the second thing, which is that youāre restrained. Considering you donāt usually restrain your hands and feet before going to bed, youāre a little concerned. Now youāre actually awake, and your eyes shoot open to see what situation youāve found yourself in. Youāre strapped to a platform that stands vertically, the restraints being the only things keeping you from falling over. The room is small and constructed almost entirely of steel, with no technology to give you any sort of indication as to where you are.
āHello?ā you call out, cringing as your voice echoes through the room. You clear your throat and try again. āCan anyone hear me?ā
The door, a panel on the wall that looks the same as the rest of the room, opens before you can again attempt to summon anyone, and you know that youāre in far more danger than you had originally thought. The all-black figure that marches in would be imposing based on size alone, but the lightsaber at his hilt and the helmet covering his face make him a creature of nightmares. Everybody in the galaxy, and probably outside of it, knows who this is, how he came to be. After all, the Jedi Order and the Republic only fell a mere five years ago.
Anakin Skywalker was a name only spoken in whispers by people gossiping and retelling how the so-called Chosen One had heeded Darth Sidiousās call, executing Order 66 flawlessly and without any mercy. Nobody knew for certain what had happened that day on Mustafar when the student battled the teacher. The only thing that was certain was that after that, both Obi-Wan Kenobi and Anakin Skywalker had disappeared, the former presumed dead and the latter taking on the mantle of Darth Vader (the worst-kept secret in all the worlds). Some say that he wears the helmet because he had been burned beyond recognition and the suit was the only thing keeping him alive, others claim itās solely for the fear that it strikes in the hearts of his opponents. Whatever the reason, itās certainly striking fear into your heart right now.
The door slides shut behind him with a hiss, and for a long few minutes, he just stands there and stares at you. Itās obviously an intimidation tactic, but itās doing its job. You canāt see his eyes, yet you can still feel them boring into your skin. Itās uncomfortable, and you squirm under his gaze.
āSo,ā he begins, his modulator-altered deep voice making you jump, āthis is the best that the Rebel Alliance can come up with?ā
āI donāt know what youāre talking about.ā You parrot the alibi youāve gone over multiple times since you were assigned to this mission. āI was on Naboo to trade textiles.ā
āLiar.ā He takes a step closer to you, and your breath catches in your throat. āWe know that youāre with the Rebels.ā
You shake your head. āYouāre mistaken.ā
āAm I?ā His voice sounds mockingāhe probably is mocking you. āIf youāre not going to tell me what I want to know, I can always just take it from you. Iām going to ask one more time. What were you doing on Naboo?ā
āI already told you.ā
His head tilts thoughtfully. āSo youāre going to be difficult today? Very well, then.ā
Itās difficult to explain what itās like when someone tries to go through your mind unless the person has also gone through the same experience. Unfortunately, it seems that more and more people these days have experienced the cruel interrogation tactics of the Empire. Itās a horrible feeling, one that you can never forget once itās happened to you.
Itās an invasion of privacy in the worst form when you learn that your mind is not nearly as impenetrable as itās supposed to be. Your mind feels as though itās being physically rifled through, one layer at a time. The pain would be enough to send you to your knees if you were physically able to, but your vision whites out instead.
Going down without a fight would be to go against your very nature, so you force yourself to regain some of your wits and attempt what the Rebellion has been training you to do. You lift your head up to stare back at Vader, taking deep breaths in and then, with each breath out, physically pushing him out of your mind. He retreats suddenly, almost stumbling back. Youāre sure that this is how you die, considering youāve never heard anybody ādefeatā Darth Vader and live to tell the tale. To your surprise, however, he looks at you and laughs. Maybe you did die? Thatās the only logical reason why he would be laughing right now.
āI didnāt realize we had a Jedi as our guest of honor today.ā
āIām not a Jedi.ā
āNo, but the Force is strong with you.āĀ
āThatāsāā
āThereās no use coming up with more lies. Not when I can feel it.ā A hand comes up to your face, and you flinch as he brushes an errant hair out of your eyes. āSomeoneās on edge.ā
You roll your eyes. āPardon me for being a little jumpy after being captured by some creature in a mask.ā
āāCreature in a mask,āā he repeats dryly. After a moment, his hands come up to his mask. You can hear the mechanisms unlatching his mask, and you close your eyes to try and shield yourself from the horrors youāre inevitably about to face.
Slowly, hesitantly, you peek out of one of your eyes before both open to make sure that what youāre seeing is correct. The stories, it turns out, are wrong. Darth Vader is not some burned husk of a man thatās clinging to life, nor is he horribly disfigured. Darth Vader is arguably one of the most beautiful men youāve ever seen. His golden-brown curls fall to just above his shoulders, and his sharp features are striking. With a face like his, you can easily see why people could so easily fall to the dark side. The only thing that does give you pause is his eyes; bright and yellow, the eyes of a Sith.
A smirk appears on his full lips, and you know that he doesnāt need to read your mind to know that youāre enjoying (unhappily, albeit) this revelation. āNow that Iāve successfully toppled your ācreature in a maskā assumptionāā
āYou can still be a soulless creature no matter how you look,ā you hiss.
Vader raises an eyebrow at you, daring you to speak out of turn again. Upon seeing that the message has been received loud and clear, he continues. āThe Jedi keep thorough records of Force-sensitive younglings throughout the galaxy. How did you escape them, then?ā
Too late, you realize that you perhaps should have pushed aside your tendency for self-preservation. Maybe revealing that youāre Force-sensitive to a Sith was a very, very bad idea. Judging by the sudden interest in your past, youāre leaning more towards that it was definitely bad instead of just āmaybeā bad.
You donāt realize that youāve inadvertently refused to answer the question until that same pain shoots through your head once again, making you cry out in pain. āNeed I remind you what happens if you donāt play by the rules?ā The pain disappears just as suddenly as it appeared. If you werenāt tied up right now, you would absolutely flip Darth Vader off. Instead, you settle for mentally flipping him off. It doesnāt have the same effect. āAnswer my question.ā
You sigh heavily. āFine! My parents didnāt want to give me up, they refused to allow me to be taken away by the Jedi. I was eight when they came for me, and my parents told them I was dead. They sent me off-planet to stay with family for the week, just to make sure they couldnāt track me.ā
āSmart. Although, letting an untrained Force-sensitive run around to wreak havoc on everyone and everything probably wasnāt the best call.ā
āI guess my folks werenāt thinking long-term.ā
Vader laughs at this. The sound doesnāt reassure you. āItās been a few years since Iāve seen someone with yourā¦potential.ā
āCould that be because you killed all of them?ā you ask dryly. He rolls his eyes, but thankfully doesnāt cause you any more pain.
āItās been even longer since Iāve had an apprentice.āĀ
Your heart drops into your stomach when you realize what heās implying, and you can feel the cold sweat that begins to form. āI donāt need to be trained. I donāt want to be trained. Especially by you.ā
āThink about all that you could accomplish by honing your skills! You could become great, Y/n.ā You donāt recall telling him your nameāhad he gleaned it from looking through your head? Or had it been the Gungans themselves who had betrayed you and sent you to this fate the moment you touched down on Naboo?Ā
āI donāt need you in order to be great.ā
Something darkādarker than what youāve already seen from himācrosses Darth Vaderās face. Youāve angered him by turning him down, and some part of you knows that people who anger him donāt live to see another rotation. His gloved hand hovers above the hilt of his lightsaber, your heart thundering in your chest at the action.
Instead of removing the lightsaber, igniting it, and slicing you in half, Vader simply fiddles with its position on his belt, like some sort of coping mechanism while he thinks. He turns away from you, looking back at his discarded helmet on the table next to the door. You remain silent during these long few minutes, too scared to speak up and ask him why heās decided to change tactics. Then, he turns around. By the smile on his face, youāre almost wishing that he stayed facing the door.
āLetās play a little game.ā Vaderās hand flexes and your restraints unlock. You fall to the ground, catching yourself on your hands and knees. Your limbs tingle at the sudden unrestricted movement, and you have to give yourself a second before you can push yourself up to a standing position again. āYou hide and try to escape, and I seek. If you win, you walk away from here free. If I win, you become my apprentice.ā
āAnd if I donāt want to play?ā
He grins. āYou donāt get a choice.ā
Thatās what you were expecting him to say, yet there was a part of you hoping that he wouldnāt. Vader glances behind him, opening the door at his command.
āIāll even give you a head start.ā
If you donāt go, youāre conceding defeat before you can even start, and you wonāt allow him to have you without a fight. You look back at Vader one more time, who teasingly motions with his hands for you to get going, before sprinting out of the door. A pair of stormtroopers stare at you as you pass them, but they donāt follow. You donāt stick around to hear if Vaderās telling them not to shoot you.Ā
(When the Troopers hesitantly peer into the room you were being held prisoner in to say, āSir, the prisoner has escaped. Should we engage?ā Darth Vader does, in fact, tell them that they do not have permission to engage and that they should leave this to him)
You round a random corner to make sure that youāre far enough away to have this crucial second before pausing. Your hands fumble for the inner lining of your jacket, and you rip apart the loose seams to pull out the emergency homing signal that all members of the rebellion are sent on missions with. The button is pressed once, twice, three times, which is all the time youāll allow yourself before youāre running again to try and find some way out of here. The pipes along the top of the wall serve as your guide; you know that theyāll lead somewhere, whether it be an electrical hub that you can sabotage or an exit.
āRebel,ā a voice echoes through the halls further than a voice should reasonably be able to echo. The surprise of it sends you screeching to a stop as your head swivels from left to right in an attempt to see how heās caught up to you already. When you see that he isnāt, in fact, anywhere near, it becomes clear that heās projecting to you.
āStay out of my head!ā Heāll hear you even though youāve whispered it under your breath. After all, if thereās one thing you know about the Sith, itās that their powers are frightening and limitless.
āMm, no. I donāt think I will.ā Back to sprinting you go, following the pipes and begging your feet to move faster and faster until it feels like youāre hardly touching the ground. āYour shields are impressive for someone with such little training. Once I find you, weāll work to make sure that theyāre impenetrable.ā
āLike this?āĀ
A Jedi who had escaped Order 66 and ended up joining the Rebel Alliance, Dia Dorvin took you under her wing when she recognized that there was another Force-sensitive within the ranks. Though there wasnāt much she could train you on, having just barely achieved the rank of Jedi Knight before the fall of the Republic, she tried her best to help you at least hone your skills. Dia would be proud of the way you use her gentle voice to remind you to slam shut the proverbial steel doors of your mind that Vader has managed to slip through. Your mind goes blissfully silent, and you wish you could see the look on his face when heās realized that youāve shut him out without his ātraining.ā
The loading hangar is devoid of any life when you make it, and only a few droids beep at you when you hit the button to open the hangar doors to give you any indication at all that they recognize your presence. When the door begins to open, you see lava and obsidian outside. Interesting that Darth Vader decided to build his home base on the same planet where he allegedly killed his former master, though that may be more due to the circumstance of an inhospitable planet serving as a good hideout then some sort of poetic justice.
Before you can run past the TIE Fighters and numerous other ships whose makes you couldnāt begin to name, the sound of heavy boots echoes at the back of the room. Considering the stormtroopers are much lighter on their feet to maintain the element of surprise, thereās only one person those footsteps could belong to. Even without that knowledge, your intuition just knows whoās coming. You dive behind a pile of shipping containers, snatching an iron bar from one of the work tables as you do so.
Your breathing is too loud, too scared, and you slap a hand over your mouth to try and keep quiet. Vaderās moving slowly through the hangar, listening carefully for any sign of you. A droid chirps at him, loud and insistent. The red flash of a lightsaber and the sound of metal being slashed gives you enough of an idea whatās happened to that little droid.
āWhere, oh where, could my little rebel be?ā Vaderās voice sounds like itās coming from everywhere, making it impossible for you to tell where he is in the hangar. He lets out a laugh before his sing-song tone says, āCome out, come out, wherever you are.ā
Heās enjoying this, you realize. The sick bastard is hunting you, like a predator stalks their prey, and heās having fun doing so. You have to move, and now. Slowly, you poke your head out from behind the containers, only to see that Vader isnāt anywhere in your field of vision.
The hairs on the back on your neck stand up, and you tense right before you feel him behind you. āBoo,ā he whispers into your ear. You try to jump over the crates, but he grabs you by the back of your shirt and flings you to the ground.
Your back collides harshly with the ground, and you cough as you try to get your breath back. When you can finally breathe again, you look up only to be faced with Vaderās bright-red lightsaber inches away from your face. The heat from it is intense, and trying to be as still as possible only makes you want to involuntarily jerk more.
āI donāt want to hurt you,ā he says. For some reason (like, say, the lightsaber currently pointed at you), you highly doubt that. āCome with me, Y/n. Embrace your destiny, who youāre meant to be.ā
Keeping eye contact with him, you stretch your fingertips to get the metal bar that you dropped closer to you. Once itās close enough, you wrap your fingers around it. āFuck you.ā
You swing the bar at Vader with all your strength, making direct contact with the hand that holds his lightsaber. It doesnāt hurt him, but it does catch him off-guard enough that the lightsaber goes flying out of his grasp. Scrambling back up to your feet, you ready yourself to swing once again as he calls his lightsaber back with the Force.
Vaderās other hand stretches towards you, using the Force to stop you from bashing his head in. The bar wonāt swing any further, an invisible hand keeping it from moving any more. In the distance, you can hear the distinct sound of a ship exiting hyperdrive.
āI admire your tenacity, but this ends now.ā
Suddenly, you see it. Your way out, and your last hope. āYouāre right.ā You lift your shaking hand in the air towards a control tower. Now, itās your turn to smile. āThis does end now.ā
Yanking your hand back towards you, the control tower collapses along with it, like youāre pulling it with an invisible string. Sparks fly from the wires, and Vader is forced to roll out of the way to keep from being crushed under all of the metal. You take your chance and run outside before he can try to get back around the now-destroyed tower.
The Mustafarian heat is immediately oppressing, sweat beading on your brow as you scan the skies. The dot in the distance quickly becomes an actual shipāa Rebel Alliance ship. The back of the ship opens, and the familiar faces of your friends and comrades appear. Theyāre yelling for you to hurry, holding their hands out as the pilot drops as close to the ground as they can.
Your legs are burning from the exertion of having to run for your life yet again, a stitch forming in your side as you extend your hand and jump. Though the crew is not Force-sensitive, you trust them with your lifeā¦literally. Yet again they come through, a hand grabbing onto yours and ensuring that you wonāt fall.
Rip and Oona, two of your fellow Rebels, each grab an arm and haul you up onto the ship. Theyāre hanging onto you like youāre going to turn to smoke and slip out of their hands. Given the circumstances that have led to this moment, you donāt exactly blame them.
āKriff, Y/n, are you okay?ā Rip is frantically looking you up and down, checking for any sign of injury.
āYeah, we were sure you were a goner!ā Oona adds.
āIām good. Letās just get out of here.ā
āOn it!ā Voth yells from the pilotās seat up front.
As the back of the ship closes and the crew springs to prepare to again enter hyperdrive back to the Rebel Alliance base youāve all been stationed at, you canāt help but look down at Vaderās fortress. Sure enough, you see a tall, broad silhouette staring up at your ship. Just before you lose sight of him, you hear his voice in your head one last time.āYou may have won the battle. But I promise you, my little Rebel, that I will win this war.ā
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summary: y/n meets elektra in an unconventional way
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It wasnāt even that the facts were stacked right in front of her face that Y/N blinked twice to ensure she wasnāt dreaming. It was the reminder that the signs were all around her before she even acknowledged themābefore she took notice and actually considered those to be the signs that maybe Matt wasnāt fully hers, to begin with.Ā
With the knowledge that she now holds; it made a lot of sense. Patrolling at night as Daredevil was always risky. More often than not, Matt came home with visible remnants that his encounters were less than friendly. The blossoming bruises on his pale skin, tender to the touch and sore from movement. What made Y/N scoff in irony was how she managed to attain the skills to attend to the cuts on his body. How she was the one that had to stitch him up in the endāand it wasnāt like she was complaining because he was doing good for the city.Ā
He was being Daredevil for the benefit of others, and he was being Matt just as he would in different contexts. Good, kind-hearted Matt. Genuine and concise.Ā
On a different note, it mightāve been comical to think that Y/N was now the one with an open wound. A metaphorical one that ached deep within her chest. It felt like her emotions were being forced to the surfaceāwas it sheer jealousy? Frustration? Curiosity? Or was it a mixture of all of those that made her wonder how she could ever think that she was good enough for him? Not even that, but compared to her.Ā
Summary: Michael finally follows through on his threats to take you to a Cooperative meeting, and you hate what you see. Your plan as to how to get Michael to not end the world needs to change, and soon, but the heat of the moment gets to you before you can even think about that.
Word Count: 5.1k
A/N: I've been writing this fic for 3 years now, I think. And for three years, I've heard variations of the same question repeated over and over again. "When are Michael and reader finally gonna have sex?" you lovely readers have asked. Your questioning ends today. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think!
CW for Satanism, Michael burning a guy with his mind, talk of ending the world, sex and sexual situations.
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In hindsight, you should have been more prepared for this. Michaelās told you that this would be expected of you since that first weekend you spent with him when you were both filling out a contract for the terms of your then-forced marriage. Still, after so long, you had hoped that he had forgotten about this. Even a couple of weeks ago at Homecoming, when Michael bargained with you after you had finally pulled him away from the football game, you believed that it was just a vague threat.
Now, sitting in the back of a black SUV with Michael and nervously fiddling with the hem of your dress, youāre realizing that you should have been way more prepared for the possibility of having to attend a Cooperative meeting with Michael. You attended the gala/function with him, of course, but that was far different from an actual business meeting where, from what you can gather, Michael verbally eviscerates the rich people paying for his plans for the end of the world. Said rich people apparently just sit there and take it, which fills Michael with even greater joy. What you wouldnāt give for them to see Michael right now, rehearsing his talking points to you so that you can coach him based on your semesterās-worth of experience in one speech class.
The building that the car pulls up to is nondescript on the outside, but youāre sure that the inside tells a different story. Michael exits the car first before holding a red-gloved hand out to you to help you out of the car. Youāre both wearing black with accents of redāa unified force. His suit and cloak are all black, with the red leather gloves providing his only pop of color. Youāre wearing a black empire-waist dress that goes to your knees. On your neck sits a choker with a red jewel as the centerpiece. You both look rich and powerful. You donāt recognize yourself at all.
The assumption you had made about the inside of the building proves correct. Everything is sleek and black, and you feel like youāre on Starkiller Base from the Star Wars sequels. The receptionist looks up for a split second before immediately bowing her head in respect as you and Michael walk past. You really donāt think youāll ever get used to that, the way that people fawn over Michael and, by extension, you.
You come to a set of doors, both just as dark and intimidating as the rest of the inner architecture of this building. Two men dressed in black guard either door, and youāre almost tempted to ask if theyāre the actual Men In Black. You refrain from that question, but only because Michael nods to them that heās ready to go in. Next time, then.
Once the large doors open for you and Michael to make a grand entrance, he drops your hand. You look up at him to see why he did so, and youāre completely thrown off when you do. Heās not looking at you, so you canāt question him silently, but thatās not what shakes you. No, what shakes you is the look on his face. Gone is the sweet man that you know and love, the man that was just listening intently as you suggested he take a pause instead of saying āumā. The man that stands before you is full of hate and fire and entitlement and evil. It takes your breath away, and you turn your gaze forwards once you realize that your Michael is not here right now.
A long table sits at the center of the room, each seat filled by someone in black robes and a chrome mask that covers their entire face. Anonymity is the name of the game here, it seems, except for you and Michael. Itās silent in here, everybody waiting for their lord and savior to speak first. Michael, at least, has the decency to pull your chair out for you and makes sure youāre seated before standing above the empty chair next to you. Youāre grateful that you get to sit: even though the faces of those here are covered, you can feel how theyāre all looking at you.
āEsteemed members of The Cooperative,ā Michael begins. To your relief, the attention of The Cooperative members shifts to Michael. āI appreciate that youāve taken the time out of your busy schedules to join me here today. Since you are the main benefactors of the Outposts that will provide shelter from the apocalypse, I find it only fair to provide you with more concrete updates as construction and fortification continues.ā
He speaks with such an ease that itās no wonder why people have fallen in line behind him so easily. Heās enigmatic and charming while also making it clear that heās in charge here.
āMs. Mead has placed updated information at each of your seats, which will hopefully answer all of your questions as to where your finances are going and where we are at in the timeline. Please, take your time and read.ā
You look down at the paper in front of Michael, curious as to the intricacies of this plan. What you see is more horrifying than you could have ever imagined.
Fallout shelters are being constructed in multiple locations around the world, except theyāre far more elaborate than the Cold War-era shelters that you had been imagining. No, these are less bunkers and more complexes that have simply been moved underground. From what you can see, the plan is that these will be funded both by those who sit here today, who get creative oversight regarding the construction as well as a guaranteed spot for them and their families, as well as a price tag of $100 million for anybody else that decides they want to survive the end of the world.
The other survivors will be those whose genetic material is ideal for carrying on the āsurvivalā of the human species. From the looks of it, The Cooperative is sourcing this data from all of the DNA sites that people use to find out their ancestry. You think back to when you did one of those your senior year of high school for your science fair project. What hidden information was between the lines of the report that you had received? Did you have genetic markers that would have stood out, were you not Michaelās wife?
None of this matters, though, when youāre looking at how the world gets to this point in the first place. As it turns out, Michaelās planning of the apocalypse is much further than you thought it would be. You were under the assumption that he was still mulling over the different ways that one could bring about the end of the world, and that these were all just hypotheticals. This plan that sits in front of you shatters that. Instead, there in black and white, it lays out how and where nuclear bombs are being sourced, the potential locations that they would be dropped, who would be privy to the knowledge of what was going to happen, and a list of suggested dates for when the plan is launched.
Michael wants to end the world in the next year or two. All of his promises, of grad school and moving to a new city, making friends and getting another cat, plans and dreams and ideas that youāve shared, are lies. This whole time, heās known that there will be no future, at least not in the way that heās led you to believe. You donāt know whether you should feel heartbroken, betrayed, or angry about this. Probably all of the above.
Though you want to confront him, to yell and fight back and try to convince him that this is a terrible idea, you know that this is not the time nor the place. So you remain silent through the rest of the meeting, keeping your eyes on the plans in front of you or staring at a random member of the Cooperative and trying to guess who is under the mask.
Finally, Michael concludes his elaboration of what was found in the papers you had read through and invites questions. It doesnāt surprise you at all that thereās voice modulators inside the masks, distorted voices asking various questions about the logistics of the apocalypse. After a moment of silence, and with the belief that everyone has asked their questions, Michael opens his mouth to dismiss the meeting. Heās interrupted before he can speak by someone sitting about five seats down from you.
āYou bring your pet with you everywhere now, My Lord?ā the words of this person seem to hang in the air, and you can almost hear the silent gasps that people make at the audacity.
Michaelās jaw clenches. āSay that again?ā
āYou seem to have found yourself distracted, is all that I mean to say. The past two times that youāve bothered to grace us with your presence, you bring along,ā he gestures vaguely in your direction, as if youāre just an afterthought.
Michael doesnāt even bother to speak to the man who just insulted you. Instead, he just smiles.
A moment later, the man is screaming as heās engulfed in flames.
Youāre the only one who has any sort of reaction to this, flinching at the sight of a man being burned alive. Everyone else stares down at the table, and you assume that this is not the first time that someone has been turned into barbecue at one of these meetings. Michael waves his hand and the flames go out, leaving the chrome mask sitting on top of a smoking pile of remains.
āLet me remind you, once again, that the only reason you are here is because of the gifts bestowed upon you by my father which led to you giving him your immortal souls. Satan owns you. Therefore, I own you. Those that dare to disobey me will end up like your colleague over there.ā Michael juts his chin towards the pile of ash that sits in the chair where, mere minutes ago, a person sat.
Michael holds his hand to you, and you take it and stand up. Together, you turn and walk out of the conference room, where youāre sure everyone is erupting into gossip the moment the doors close behind you. You know that the only reason heās holding your hand is to make a point, but youāre still glad that he is.
Once youāre back in the car, Michaelās hardened facade immediately melts. Itās a little jarring how quickly he can go from a man who will burn someone alive without a second thought to the man you see right now, shyly smiling as he asks, āSo, how did I do?ā
You blink, trying to think of something thatās not āwhat the fuck?ā āIt was good! You were very captivating.ā
āIām sorry you had to see me burn that man. Not sorry to have burned him, and he certainly wonāt be much of a loss, but I wish you hadnāt been there.ā
āItāsā¦okay, Michael. He was being a jackass. I understand your reasoning behind it.ā
Michael lets out a deep breath that heās probably been holding since you walked into that building. His shoulders relax as he leans back into the leather seats. You donāt know if you should say anything to him about the plans for the end of the world. Is he going to be mad that youāre bringing it up? Was it all just for show to convince his investors that everything is going great? Finally, when youāre almost home, you break the ice.
āMichael?ā you ask.
āHmm?ā
āI read through the plans.ā
āPretty thorough, huh?ā
āYeah.ā You look over at him. āYou want to blow up the world? In two years?ā
He suddenly finds himself interested in something outside. āThatās been the timeline since I first took over The Cooperative.ā
āSo, like, is everything youāve said about our future a lie?ā
āNo! Plans can change, and they most likely will change. For some reason, the richest people in the world feel the need to try and make even more money, and theyāre saying that two years isnāt enough for them to do everything they want to do.ā He rolls his eyes with a scoff.
āButā¦ā But what? You canāt think of a compelling argument besides āI donāt want you to blow up the worldā, but you have a feeling thatās not going to fly.
āI promise that you will not be left in the dark with these sorts of things. Youāll know if thereās any changes as to the dates we have set, okay? I would never hide this from you.ā
Thatās not what youāre concerned about, not really. Itās not like youāre going to start arguing with him about this, though. That would ruin everything youāve been working on, your months of showing him the good parts of humanity and making him more and more a part of your world. You also donāt know how he would react if you revealed your own plan. Would this make him want to end the world even more?Ā
You decide that itās better to just wait until you have more time to think about what youāve learned. With that, you nod and drop the conversation for now, leaning your head on his shoulder and getting lost in your thoughts of how this is your life now.
When you do finally get home, youāre planning on a hot shower and some loud music to try and remind you that youāre also a normal twenty-something and not just the Antichristās wife. Michael, to his credit, understands, and leaves you to blissful silence when you close the bedroom door.
Your hand goes to your neck and you unclasp the choker youāve been wearing. Though youād never wear something like this in your everyday life, itās stunning, and you take great care in gently laying it on top of the dresser. Your shoes are next to go, though youāre far less careful with those. You fling them off of your feet without a care as to where they land in the room. Finally, you reach behind you to unzip your dress. This is where you encounter a problem.
In your haste to get into clothes that werenāt a dress and heels, you forgot about how this zipper is just a little bit lower than the zippers on your other dresses. No matter how you contort your arms or how you yank the fabric one way or another, you canāt get enough of a grip to actually unzip your dress. With a sigh, you open up the door and call for Michael.
Heās in front of you in a matter of seconds, and he smiles at the pout thatās surely on your face. āI canāt reach my zipper,ā you say.
āAnd?ā Heās teasing you, and you roll your eyes with a huff.
āUnzip me, please?āĀ
Michael does as asked, smoothly unzipping your dress for you. His hand stutters when he goes to pull it away once he sees the lace thatās been hiding under your clothes. You hadnāt thought anything of the lacy blue bra that you had thrown on this morning, just grabbing whatever was on top of the clean laundry you still havenāt folded. Heās not even looking at anything particularly racy, just your back. Still, Michael slowly traces his fingers along the delicate pattern of the band of your bra.
āThanks,ā you whisper, turning your head to look at him out of the corner of your eye. Heās still looking down at the blue fabric that sits against your skin, making you shiver when his fingers occasionally drift off of your bra and onto your bare skin.
Michael awkwardly clears his throat, jerking his hand away from you and stepping back. āI shouldā¦I should go.ā
āMichael,ā you call, turning around and facing him.Ā
You grab him by the clasps of the stupid cloak that heās still wearing, pulling him towards you and meeting his lips with yours. He lets out a noise of surprise but doesnāt let it stop him for long before his hands are on your waist.Ā
Maybe itās the tension of the day, or how easily Michael was able to command a room full of the most powerful people in the world. Maybe itās just monthsā worth of sexual tension having reached a boiling point. Whatever the reason, youāve found yourself kissing Michael, and you donāt plan on stopping any time soon. Michael, however, has other thoughts, and forces himself away.
āY/n,ā Michael says, looking at you seriously, āif we continue down this path, I donāt know that Iāll be able to stop myself.ā
At this moment, you realize that you really donāt care about these arbitrary rules youāve imposed on yourselves in case Satan might try to do something. The only thing stopping you from thisā¦is you. And right now, you donāt want to stop yourself. āMaybe I donāt want you to stop.ā
He looks at you, startled. āWhat?ā
āI want this. I want you, in every way that two people in love can have each other.ā You grab his hands. āMichael, we donāt even know if something bad is actually going to happen. Weāve been operating this way based on a fear of what might happen. I donāt want to let him have a say in our lives anymore.ā
You can tell that Michael agrees with you, but heās still a little wary. āWhat aboutā¦our concerns?ā
You throw your hands up in the air. āWeāll just be extra careful, I guess. Iām on birth control, and you can wear a condom or pull out.ā
āYouāre absolutely sure about this?ā
You nod. āAre you?ā
Thereās not any hesitation before Michaelās nodding emphatically. āYes.ā
You donāt need to respond to him with words. Instead, you choose just to kiss him again. Thereās more hunger behind it this time as Michael sucks at your bottom lip before tangling his tongue with yours. Your dress begins to slide off of your shoulders, and you hastily shrug it off to get it out of the way. You donāt need any distractions now, not when youāre finally getting what youāve wanted for so long.Ā
The risks donāt matter anymore, not to either of you. Itās not as if thereās some demon STD that could infect you (you hope). And, if worst comes to worst and you do end up getting pregnant, thereās plenty of options depending on what you both would decide on. But never again will you allow Satan to control any aspect of your life, especially one that is so intimate and meant for just you and Michael. And now that youāve both voiced that, you couldnāt care less about the potential supernatural consequences.
Michael pulls away from you to allow you to step out of your dress, taking the opportunity to remove his cloak and to start unbuttoning his shirt. His hands freeze, though, when he finally sees your body. A low groan sounds from deep in his throat, and he slowly brings a hand to touch your hip. You feel self-conscious, but not because of the way that you look or anything. No, in fact, itās the way that Michael looks at you that has you feeling self-conscious. He looks at you as if youāre clothed in gold, as if youāre a divine being that he worships with every fiber of his being. Nobodyās ever looked at you like this before. You hope nobody but Michael ever looks at you like this.
āI want to touch youāeverywhere.ā Michael sounds so overcome, and you can tell by the way that his eyes keep flicking from your bra to your panties to your face and back again that his mind is firing on all cylinders.
āYou can,ā you say with a laugh before leaning in to kiss Michaelās jaw. āTouch me wherever you want.ā
āIāll gladly take you up on that.āĀ
You both stumble back towards the bed, Michael giving you a light push so that you fall back against the mattress. You giggle when you do and scramble up towards the pillows. Michael hovers over you to kiss down your neck, making his way to the swell of your breasts. His hand snakes behind you to unclasp your bra, but you push at his chest to stop him.
āWhat?ā Michael asks. āDid I do something wrong?ā
āNo, not at all!ā you assure him. āItās just, uh, youāre wearing way too many clothes, and Iām not.ā
Michael bites his lip and laughs before nodding. He sits up on his knees to quickly finish taking his shirt off, his pants quickly following. Youāve seen Michael without his shirt a couple times, but those were all quick occurrences. He changed his shirt before bed, or you accidentally ran into him after he had showered and was in only a towel. This, though, is so much more different than those other times. His lean physique hides an incredible amount of strength, though youāre not sure how much of that is due to his supernatural powers. You let a hand land on his shoulder before trailing it down to his pec.
āSorry,ā you say, āIāve just always wanted to do that.āĀ
Michael takes your hand and kisses the palm of it before moving back to your lips. You thread your fingers in his soft hair, the slight curls of its awkward length tangling under your grasp. Michael runs a hand up your abdomen, leaving goosebumps on your skin in his wake, before reaching up, undoing your bra, and practically ripping it off of your body.
Your breasts bounce from the sudden movement, and Michael moans at the sight. āOh, holy fuck.ā
Itās one of the most attractive sounds youāve ever heard, and it sends a shock of heat straight to your core. He takes one in each hand, watching you to see what you like and what you donāt like, before rolling a nipple between his fingers. Itās your turn to moan now, and you arch your back into him at the faint shocks of pleasure his actions elicit.
āIs it wrong of me to say that I want to take so many pictures of you right now?ā His collarbones are flushed with color, a sure sign that heās starting to get worked up. āLike, I could stare at you all day. I want to commit this to memory, but memoryās not enough. I need photographic evidence or something to convince myself this isnāt a dream.ā
āLetās save that for like, the second or third time we do this.ā
āDeal.ā Michaelās fingers trail to your hips, resting on your panties. āCan I try something?ā
You have a pretty good idea of what it is he wants to try, so you nod breathlessly. He hooks his fingers through your panties and helps you out of them. You can feel your cheeks burning, and you bite your lip at the sudden nerves that run through you.
āAre you okay with this?ā Michael double-checks with you.
āYeah,ā you whisper.Ā
Michaelās hesitant at first, his fingers gently making their way up your thigh before he actually touches you. You gasp at the feeling when he brushes against your clit, and he looks up at you with wide, eager eyes. When you nod, he kisses the juncture where your hip meets your thigh before placing his lips against your clit.
āOh!āĀ
You throw an arm over your eyes as he goes down on you, the vulnerability almost too much for you to handle. Youāre completely bare, spread out for the first time for this man that you love with your entire heart and soul who is currently eating you out like heās starved while simultaneously managing to fuck you with his eyes as well. Who wouldnāt feel flustered in this situation?
Michael reaches a hand up to pull your arm away from your face. āWanna see your pretty eyes,ā he mumbles against you, the vibrations of his voice making your stomach clench.
You only get more flustered the longer that heās down there, licking and sucking and managing to hit every sensitive spot you have. Feeling the pleasure begin to coil tighter and tighter in your stomach, you put a hand on Michaelās shoulder and push him away from you, breathlessly saying, āStop, stop.ā
His lips, covered in you, shine under the dim light. You want to kiss him so badly right now. āAre you alright?ā he asks.
āIām fine,ā you nod, ājustā¦kinda want to cum when weāre actually having sex.ā
āYouāre going to be the death of me,ā Michael says solemnly before leaning in to kiss you.
āThatās the plan,ā you joke. He rolls his hips against yours, and you realize that heās still wearing his underwear. āOh, this just isnāt fair.ā
āSorry, let me level the playing field then.ā Michael smirks and removes his own briefs. You lay back with your hands under your head and look at him in appreciation. He really is so beautiful, even his cockāsomething you didnāt know was possible until now. āSee something you like?ā
You shrug. āMaybe.ā
He shudders when you reach out and begin to slowly stroke him. He has to take your hand away, you assume for the same reason you told him to stop when he was eating you out. Instead, he kisses you once more.
āGimme a second,ā Michael says, forcing himself to pull away from you. He leans over to pull open the drawer of the bedside table and rummages around for a moment before coming up with a condom. Even though youāre right on the verge of finally getting to have sex with him, you canāt help but laugh.
āIs this secret stash from before we met, or were you keeping these just in case?ā you tease.
Michaelās cheeks are red. āIt doesnāt hurt to be prepared!ā
Heās quick to roll the condom on, making you a little curious as to who heās done this with before. Those thoughts are pushed to the side why he kisses you, the head of his cock bumping against you. Finally, finally, Michael pushes himself into you, and you both moan. You wiggle your nose, feeling a little uncomfortable from the wonderful stretch, but that soon fades as Michael begins to thrust against you and you find yourself eagerly reciprocating.Ā
He canāt stop kissing you, on a mission to cover every single inch of your skin that he can reach. Your lips, your cheeks, your nose, your shoulders, your breasts, your armsāheās everywhere, all at once. Everything is you and Michael. The world could be on fire outside of your bedroom door, for all you cared. So long as you were with Michael, feeling his body on yours as the two of you moan and gasp and call out each otherās names, you would be happy to burn along with it.
āFuck,ā Michael moans breathlessly against your shoulder, āI love you so fucking much, IāI love you, Y/N.ā
āI love you too,ā you tell him, one hand in his hair while the other holds onto his free hand. Though heās said your name so many times before now, the way that he says it this time, like heās whispering a prayer, has your heart twisting so deliciously painfully that you fear it may burst inside of you.
You pull him in for another kiss, and your teeth knock against his from your movements. Michael laughs from on top of you, and you find yourself joining in with him as you sloppily meet his lips. How could you not laugh? Youāre both giddy, drunk on the endorphins and the excitement and the sheer love that you have for one another.
āWhy didnāt we dādo this sooner?ā you question as Michael threads his hand between your bodies to make contact with your clit. Your body jolts at that, and your left leg holds Michael to you tighter.
āBecause weāre idiots.ā
āWe really aāahhāare.ā You clench dangerously tight around him before falling off the edge.
Your veins flood with liquid fire, blood turning to electricity as your muscles feel like theyāre contracting and relaxing at the same time. Itās intoxicating, even more so since youāve been brought to orgasm by Michael inside of you. He continues to fuck you up until heās just about cumming, pulling out as a precaution right before he releases. He collapses on top of you, the most comfortable weighted blanket youāve ever had.
The room is silent except for the sounds of heavy breathing coming from both you and Michael as you try to catch your respective breaths. When youāre finally able to think straight, you glance down only to see Michael already looking up at you. His smile is so sweet and tender that, if you had any energy left, youād kiss him again. Instead, you weakly hold your hand in the air towards Michael, who doesnāt seem to understand what you want and grabs it to hold.
āWait, were you trying to give me a high five?ā Michael asks incredulously once he notices your disappointment, making you laugh.
āMaybe.ā He releases your hand only to grab your wrist and hold it up so that he can smack his hand against yours. You smile when he does so, kissing the back of his hand before holding it once again. āThank you.ā
āFor the sex or the high five?ā
You shrug. āBoth, I guess.ā
Michael runs a hand through your tangled, sweaty hair before kissing your collarbone. You wrap your arms around him tighter, enjoying this quiet moment. āI love you.ā
āYou mentioned that a few times.ā Even though your eyes are closed, you can practically see Michaelās smirk when he scoffs.
āAnd Iāll say it a few more times. I love you.ā
āI love you too,ā you respond.Ā
Itās funny how easily those words come now, when just a couple months ago you felt like you were going to panic when you finally admitted to Michael that you really, truly loved him. Now, itās like second nature, telling Michael how much he means to you, and listening to him reciprocate those feelings.
You know that you should get up and clean yourself up, maybe even actually take a shower like you had originally been planning on. But laying here, nice and warm under Michael, feeling his heartbeat against yours and listening to his soft breaths, thereās nowhere else youād rather be. You kiss the top of his head before giving in to the urge to relax, feeling like youāve finally gotten something right in your life.
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It was a lifetime of loneliness; a lifetime of endless want and desire for someone he had yet to see. It was a promise of something that would come in the future that had driven him forward instead of revelling in the past. It was a promise from his mother that one day he would have a mate of his own to care for and protect, that he would have to wait until the time was right.
Ari had spent a lifetime waiting, a lifetime of passing people by and wondering if one of them, if any number of them could have been his mate and time and time again he wasnāt just disappointed, he was anguished. It was an entire lifetime of waiting for the right person to come, for his beast to feel the connection and catch the scent of the one meant for him. The bear within him had come clawing to the surface when he caught your scent when he had seen you. The bear within him had reared its head and bared its teeth in the lofty desperation to have their mate with them, to have their mate safely tucked in their home before hibernation had locked them down into a long wintery stint in the cabin.
He had been prepared physically, for the arrival of his mate and had been mentally prepared for the setbacks and the kickback from you after you were taken. Ari had been prepared to have the devastation rampage through his life to help you settle into this, he was well aware that it wouldnāt just be difficult for you. Although trying to explain why you couldnāt leave his stretch of land due to the hibernation effects that had essentially sealed the entire place off from the clutches of wanderers that came too close, was not going to be an easy task.
You had hidden away when he had managed to bring you back into the cabin. You had kicked him with the heel of your foot as hard as you possibly could directly in the chest, and while you hadnāt truly hurt him you knocked the wind out of him, and that was just enough time for you to squirrel yourself away from him.
Or at least you thought you had, however, Ari knew exactly where you were. He could catch your scent and the sound of your heart racing as you had kept the barrier of a wooden door between you and himself, your state of panic heightening and increasing, morphing into animosity as you had kept yourself away from him. He could hear every beat, every shaky breath and the sound of your footsteps on the wooden floor as you paced back and forth, calculating a plan or simply thinking about what was going on and why you were here.
Ari had taken the steps two at a time as he had climbed the staircase to your room and then he had stopped outside your door and raised his hand to knock, his knuckles barely grazing the door when he had stopped and lowered his arm once more. He had stood outside the door and listened to the sound of your shaky breathing. He was debating knocking, he was debating asking you if you wanted to talk because now he was at odds with himself, and he didnāt know what to do. He didnāt know how to even begin quantifying how much you had meant to him, how badly he had wanted you and needed you.
After another minute Ari had raised his hand and knocked twice, the sound reverberating through the door and catching your attention. He had listened to the sound of your breath hitching in your throat and the thrashing of your heart as you waited for him to do something, to say something.
You were waiting for him, and he was waiting for you.
āY/N, can you open the door so we can talk?ā Ari had waited for a response all while being able to feel your aggression and your anger, and the almost tangible bitter taste of your confusion that was radiating and piercing. He was standing outside the door while waiting for you to say something; anything.
Ari had stepped back and studied the door, almost as if he was willing himself to be able to see through the wooden barrier to get a clear look at you. There would be nowhere to go now, there would be nowhere to turn. The hibernation and the charm itself were settling in, and even if you could run, even if you had tried to run, there was a barrier around his land, there was a protective wall that kept eyeing humans off his property.
āY/N-ā Ari had raised his hand again, he had moved to knock on the door and had been taken by surprise when the door had opened and you had presented yourself as a small, squandering human compared to his massive size and yet he was the one who had felt as if his knees were going to give out on him.
āAre you going to kill me? Are you going to torture and maim me?ā Your anger was justified, your anger was vehement, and Ari felt the beast inside of him grunting in indignation at the prospect, and he had to contain the urge to verbally react.
āY/N-ā
āYou kidnapped me! What do you want huh? Are you going to kill me? Are you going to flay me and eat my flesh? What do you want with me?ā Your eyes had narrowed and your fingers gripping the edge of the door as if you were planning on using it as a weapon, and Ari was briefly distracted by the absolute brilliance of your irises, the beauty of your eye colour and the radiance that was innately yours.
āIām not going to kill you.ā The bear trapped within him had started to rise, had started to paw at the cage he was in, displaying his urgency and need to be released.
āThen why am I here? How do you know who I am? Let me go, right now!ā You had squared your jaw, and Ari was struck silent. How could he react when everything about you was mesmerizing? How could he have possibly found the words to say anything when you were captivating him, even in blinding anger?
āAre you listening to me? I said let me go! Take me back to town and let me go!ā You had raised your voice and screamed your demand at him, you had addressed him with ravenous urgency and he knew the longer he had stayed silent the more irate you had become.
āThereās a lot to explain, if you could just come downstairs so we can talk-ā
āHow do you know me? Why am I here? Where the fuck is my cellphone? All my things?!ā Your heart was racing, your hands shaking as you had faced off against him.
āCan we talk?ā Ari had tried again to reason with you. āAre you hungry? Do you need something?ā
āLet me go!ā You had forgone reasoning with him and he had expected as much. You had forgone the gentle approach of pleading for something he could not give and had instead acted in aggression.
āI canāt, honey. I canāt let you go-ā the door was slammed in his face and the sound of your heavy footsteps had started again, the sound of your angry pacing had begun again.
Ari had stood at the door waiting for everything and nothing. He had stood on the other side of the door with his mate pacing angrily on one side, and his bear ravaging the cage he was in on this side. His bear was angry and irritated, his bear was thrashing nastily as he demanded to be close to the one they had been waiting for. Gnashing of teeth and clawing at the frame that had kept it trapped, furious for the distance and every presently preparing for a fight for control, his inner beast was tumultuous.
Ari had turned away from the door and you, leaving you in peace. He had walked back down the steps while trying to rein in his beast that was demanding to be close to you after waiting for so long to have a mate. Ari knew that it would ultimately get them nowhere and trying to rush the process, trying to appease his beast with the closeness he had desired would only draw you further away from them as a whole, and that was not something Ari would ever be able to contend with.
Instead, Ari had trudged toward the front door and slipped on a pair of plain stained brown boots and had grabbed a work coat from the brass hanger and had slipped his arms through the sleeves. He had started to halfheartedly button the jacket from the bottom up, all while he was listening to the sound of your pacing and the steady stream of murmurs that you had not intended him to hear, and yet he had.
Ari had stopped and he had waited, listened to the sound of your voice before he had finally placed his hand upon the door handle and turned, waiting another half beat before he had pulled the door open and stepped outside, the crisping and chilling air hitting him head-on.
He stepped out onto the porch and took the few steps that would take him onto the property at the front of the house, and upon stepping onto the crunching and dried leaves, Ari had taken pause. He had rested his hands upon his hips and exhaled languidly, at odds with himself and the beast that was clawing for control.
The hibernation effect and charm would be settling in any day now, and it was getting increasingly close to the end of the season when he would be willing to go out. The instincts that he had been born with to hide away and hibernate from the general populous of humans who had no idea what he was, or other creatures who were against his kind in the natural world, weāre coming into full effect.
Ari was driven to a higher need to completely lock down his land without a single crack in the defensive barrier, and that was because of you. You were his mate and as a werebear, he wasnāt just protective and possessive because he wanted to claim you, he was possessive and protective because he knew others were out there.
Ari had known the haggard extents and extremes and unmated bear would go to and through to have a mate, even if that mate had not belonged to them. Ari had known that he was not the only unmated bear round seeking a companion for the upcoming hibernation period and if you were left unattended for too long, you would draw attention to yourself.
Your scent, as an unmarked and unmated human in the thick of a bearās territory, would draw the attention of others in the area.
Ariās land was protected from humans, it was protected from those who would want to cross a line that wasnāt navigable however that same hibernation charm that protected you and him from curious and exploratory humans, could also aid in another male bear stealing you.
Ari stalked toward the pile of logs that needed to be chopped and had ripped the axe from the block. He had set the back end of the blade on his shoulder and cast his eyes upon your room and the window you were standing near, studying the curtains as they had shifted when you stepped out of view. Ari had kept his eyes on your window as he flexed his fingers around the handle of the axe, then clenched his jaw and grit his teeth. He had no other option, he had no other choice but to be the villain in your story, to be the monster who kept the innocent beautiful woman captive.
He had to be your captor, he had to be your jailor and the man you despised at the moment because he knew that if hadnāt been him, it would have been someone much worse.