im going to fucking die

lips

Feelings is something that’s becoming harder to do. Over thinking is easy. Assuming easier. Hoping, hopeless. To have what you want in your hands and not being able to hold on to it. Fear is a man’s worst enemy. It’s what holds you back from things that you want. Makes you think twice, maybe three times. And what’s really a mistake? changing your mind on something? Regretting it? If at some point it felt right, does it still count as a mistake? So many thoughts, so many wonders.

comes out with overwhelm. It’s like words and thoughts gets knotted up and comes out all at once. Then you have a mess to clean up.

I am addicted to coffee and chocolate. I’m Brazilian. I’m Bilingual yet i understand a third language. I’m the pickiest eater you’ll ever meet. I cant cook. I have no more than 5 girl friends who i truly trust. I’m always the only chick in the middle of a cockfest. I’ve been in love only once. I’ve had my heart broken too many times. I bleed Kit kat bars and Dr.Pepper. I’m in beauty school. I want to become a vet some day. I own a ferret. Her name is Sheik. <33 I Mohawk my hair when i’m bored. I’ll never go for the “Natural” look. I have 1 tattoo. Its a Peacock feather behind my ear and it says “We are Life”. There’s a meaning behind my tattoo of course. I like being under the influence. I’ve done things you’ll probably will never do. I have 7 piercings- 9 piercings holes. I find beauty in hands. I notice little details and tend to miss the big ones. My memory sucks, so i’m sorry if i forget anything about you. I’m learning how to forgive. I’ve got a strong back bone, I dont care for what you think. You’ll probably never fully know me. My music taste is random. I rave, yet i’m not a raver. Respect me and i’ll respect you. I love to paint, yet i’m never inspired to do it so. I never know what im doing or where im going with life. The things you read out of a computer screen about me, are only the things i want you to read.