Jade Rain🌿💦

for you are fire

your flames leave endless ashes

carried by dry heat

leaves me choking on the debris

romanticizing your flares with hot glares

never in one place too long

everything you come by you burn

ignited in your own chaos

with time you go cool, as the night

your flames flooded by waters

carrying the ashes of bridges burned by you

the tides collide and carry them away

to safety

to where i wish it would’ve drifted me away,

too

i imagine there’s an endearing warmness there

nothing like this smoldering air that’s suffocating me

all i needed was your warmth, not your burn scars

i tried not drowning in your

treacherous waves

when you were only steady in your ways

i grasped for air to much

didn’t i

im trembling from my own betrayal

to myself

i allowed you to be so hot & cold

as if i couldn’t feel the glaciers

while i lie on your chest

as if i didn’t feel the furnace rising in temp

-tations with my leg hung on your hip

you desire anything & everyone else

as we’re intertwined

your eyes give you away every time

for you are ice