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Killing has always been easy for the renowned assassin known as Ni-ki, but his latest target is the crime boss of rival mafia āI-Landā. And well, his daughter is cute.
.: 14.6k words .:. female reader .:. friends to lovers .:.Ā fluff, action, hurt/comfort :.
.: tw: implied physical violence, gang violence, gun violence, character death :.
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Heās just a kid. Soft little eyes and chubby bunny cheeks.
A ruthless and renowned assassin, born and bred for murder.
Raised to never hesitate.
Picked from a bunch of orphans as the one with the highest potential. āI bet this oneāll be good at murder,ā he thinks they mustāve said.
He was only eight.
He was only eight when he got up and left all that he knew for what he thought would be a better life. He was only eight when he began his practice into martial arts, exercising and practising and fighting, all in training to become a killer. He was only a few years older when they first gave him a gun.
And yet, here he was, at the peak of his teens and already a seasoned veteran in the field of assassination and murder. And here he was, standing, shaking, a gun pointed at the head of his target, stopping himself from pulling the trigger simply because, well, your voice was stuck in his head. There wasnāt a particular phrase or word stuck in his head either.
It was just your laugh.
It was your smile, your eyes, and the way they crinkled when you laughed.
a/n: finally the first full chapter is out!! i thought about putting everything up in one but i realized itās easier to divide everything in chapters :p i am already really attached to the storyline and characters so i hope you enjoy the world of burning cold water as much as i do! and again a big thanks to my bestie mika for proofreading and polishing this, without them the story wouldnāt be as good
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āfUUCK GODDAMNITā you splash the water around you. you feel the anger and disappointment in yourself rise.
he beat you again. how was that possible? and this time for only about 0.32 seconds.
being the best swimmer in your team is definitely a burden sometimes. everyone depends on you to win the practice competitions your coach made up with the coach of the partner college next town. although it can be a good practice method, it is still humiliating to get beaten over and over again. you really want to avoid his face but unfortunately you're stuck in the swimming hall every two weeks.
no one really takes the competitions seriously, except you and sunghoon. It's a bloodbath.
sunghoon climbs out of the pool with a shit eating smirk on his face. he ruffles his silver ,wet hair and walks towards you confidently, his chest swelling full of pride and with a look on his face already telling you that heās not letting you off easily.
even though the water is barely 5Ā°C, your heart feels as if itās about to burst and catch fire. you can feel the heat rise up in your face. sunghoon slowly crouches down, offering his slender hand. the way he looks down on you made you explode internally.
āguess you guys have to pay for dinner for the third time, m/n?ā he snickered.
you swear the water could catch fire right then and there. before sunghoon could pull more dumb comments out of his ass, you climb out of the pool, completely ignoring his presence.
āfucking bastardā you curse under your breath as you enter the shower.
your teams decide to go out to drink this time. you got drunk pretty fast, since luck was really not on your side today and you kept losing against your seniors.
āguys, iām pretty dizzy, i thinkā¦ i need some fresh air.ā
you get up and stumble over your teammates.
ādude, be careful. do you need help?ā soobin offers while holding you up.
you try to find your balance.
āno, iām okay, cap. iāll be back in a minute.ā you say reassuringly.
honestly, you donāt know what you're saying at all, your head feels as if itās wreathed in a foggy cloud.
ālet me get you some waterā your captain insists, but you're already out of the door purposely ignoring him.
you stumble your way out of the pub, being led by the compelling smell of fresh air. slowly sliding down a wall and careful to not make any sudden movements, you lean your head against the cold stone. meanwhile you make a mental note, promising yourself to not play drinking games anymore.
everything is spinning and your stomach feels like you swallowed a cage of living birds.
you close your eyes and take deep breaths. your stomach hurts so bad, you kinda regret now not asking someone to come out with you.
suddenly you hear someone opening the door, exposing the noise in the pub for a vast second.
a dark figure is slowly approaching .
you squint your eyes to see who it is but your blurry vision makes it hard to recognize the silhouette.
āuhm, soobin wanted me to give you this water bottle.ā sunghoon offers the bottle with an awkward look on his face. you slur incoherent words trying to ignore his presence, hoping he would just leave again, but suddenly you feel sunghoons hand aggressively grabbing your shoulder. he tries to make you sit straight.
you probably look as bad as you feel. your cheeks and nose are glowing and probably bright red, your eyes are barely open.
ālook if you wanna die here, do it, i donāt care but i donāt want to be responsible, okay m/n?ā sunghoon huffed. you manage to roll your eyes but regret it immediately as everything starts to spin even more.
āyou know, if i wasnāt so drunk, i wouldāve alreadyā¦, i wouldāve punched your face already.ā your voice is just slurring at this point and you start to lose the ability to even understand words. you give your intoxicated state the fault.
ādude, how much did you drink?ā he asks unbothered and with an annoyed undertone.
āi lost all the games.ā you say while snatching the water bottle out of sunghoons grip and taking a big gulp of water.
his head tilts slightly, a mischievous smile slowly creeping on his lips.
āit wouldāve been a surprise if youād win a game for once.ā he snickers.
āno wonder you couldn't go to the nationals, if you can't even manage to win a simple drinking gameā
the birds in your stomach finally shut up. replaced with pure fire, adrenaline rushes through your body, and before you can even think, your fist smashes right into sunghoons face.
the brute force made sunghoon almost fall to the ground. hand on his nose, droplets of blood dripping between his fingers , the look in his face completely taken aback. the shock doesn't last long, he hisses from the pain and anger, not hesitating for more than a second before punching you back.
āfucking bastard. i was trying to be nice and you ruined my face like this?!ā
you make an animalistic noise while jumping on him in pure rage, landing another punch on his face. you didnāt care about the consequences anymore, punching him felt so liberating. you finally gave him what he deserved. it was pure bliss.
āit was your fucking fault that i couldnāt go, you motherfucker!ā sunghoon wrestles himself on top . he didnāt even give you the chance to get back up before kicking you right in the stomach.
āhow do you think i feel, m/n?ā he screams. you feel another hard kick right where your ribs are. āmy whole career was almost ruined because the coaches saw more in you than in meā the third kick almost made you vomit.
āam i crying because i didnāt get the scholarship? no.āā he grabs you by the collar of your shirt, spitting the words in your face. by now it would be a miracle if no one heard what was happening outside.
you're able to turn over just in time before you start vomiting and everything turns blurry. you slowly close your eyes, not fighting against the urge to lay your head down. you see people coming towards you .your head is ringing to the point you can't hear anymore. the last thing you remember before blacking out is seeing yeonjuns worried face and sunghoon getting dragged by the others.
maybe you deserved this too.
the bright light and nervous quiet whispers wake you up from your unconscious state. the unfamiliar white room is so bright, you are barely able to open your eyes.
a groan from you makes the two people standing at the window turn around to look at you with wide eyes. they're both wearing the same clothes as last night ,but the setting wintersun outside of the window tells you it was late in the day and with a slight feel of doom you realize that you were passed out almost a whole day.
you look around the room trying to understand where you are, observing the cold energy of a lackluster hospital room. the smell of antiseptic mixed with the nauseating smell of sickness and helplessness makes you want to get out of the bed and run away immediately. you hate hospitals. and you hate that you can't even really explain why. something about it makes you feel stuck, like you can never escape this prison.
a clock on the plain white wall tells you it is already past 4pm,
did you really sleep that long ?
before you can sort out a single thought, yeonjun and kai run up to your bed, immediately greeting you with their worried looks. you notice that kai has a suspicious shimmer in his eyes and you see by the redness of his face that he has been crying.
āoh my god, m/n, youāre awake!āā
kai plops down at the edge of the bed, looking quite exhausted.
the sudden commotion left an unpleasant ringing in your ears and you slowly start to feel last night's events in the form of a nasty headache.
yeonjun on the other hand was foaming with anger, showing his passionate nature. ādude, i thought you were about to die!ā
jun spat out and started angrily walking circles in the small room.
"the others already went home ,but we stayed to make sure you wake up" kai explained quietly.
"the next time i see that piece of shit i will break his shoulders so heāll never be able to-āāyeonjun continued his rampage. you grab his arm weakly, which forces him to stop stomping around.
ācan you please shut up, i have a headache." you say while pulling your pillow over your face to dull your overly strained senses.
the concerned look on your teammates' faces, makes you feel guilty immediately.
the only thing you dont regret right now, is landing that delicious hit on that snobby motherfuckers face.
but you wouldn't say that out loud.
the humiliation of your defeat lingers worse than any physical pain could do right now.
to avoid their increasingly worried gaze you pull the pillow over your head again.
what did even happen after you two were separated? was he in the hospital too? you hoped so.
busy with your thoughts you didn't notice two men entering the room at first. your throat goes dry immediately, when you recognize one of them as your coach. a twitch of his eyelid and the dark circles under his eyes already promise no good. you adamantly avoid eye contact and a clump forms in your throat.
your coach is usually a patient person, if he is mad, you're in a different level of trouble.
the man next to him ,who is unmistakably the doctor, greets you with a quick nod and shifts his attention back to the paper in his hands.
"good morning m/n ,im dr. kim, we've done some tests already to detect possible serious injuries, but since you're awake finally we can make sure no bones are broken"
the doc gives you an encouraging smile, that doesn't really reach his tired eyes.
he orders you to sit up, which you obediently follow. a sharp pain flashes through your chest and you wince in pain.
with your friends help, you manage to strip out of your shirt, who hiss at the sight of your upper body.
your whole torso is painted in blue and purple.
with skilled hands, the doctor starts examining your injury.
"well, you're very lucky m/n ,there are no broken bones." dr. kim says while writing something down on his papers.
relieved exhales can be heard.
"although.." he looks at you over the rim of his glasses.
"your ribs are heavily fractured and are very prone to damage further ,if not treated accordingly" he says with a serious look in his eyes.
"are you feeling any dizziness, nausea? "
now that he mentioned it, your stomach made a rumbling noise. you swallow down the unwell feeling and nod unreluctantly. he scribbles down some more.
"there is a high chance you have a concussion" he explains.Ā he finishes his notes and finally turns to your coach.
"he needs bed rest for at least 2 weeks"
"what about swimming"? yeonjun interrupts him.
"well, until he is not fully healed there is no way he can participate in any sport activity. he will be able to swim again in approximately 6 weeks IF-" he looks at your friends with a strict expression "he puts all effort in his recovery. he should also shorten the consumption of alcoholic drinks" commenting the unmistaken stench of beer lingering in the air.
kai throws his hands in the air and the coach sighs in defeat.
after doctor kim left, silence filled the room.
you could swear the coach grew a few new grey hairs in the course of the last minutes, he also looked about 10 years older.
"this is not good..not good" the coach mumbles into the palm of his hand.he finally looks you in the eyes.
"i'm incredibly disappointed in you m/n. how could you let go of yourself like that? you're an athlete, not some thug! this puts our school, our team AND the neighboring school in a really bad light, you're lucky the pub didn't call the police on you two" his voice rising with every word.
"it was not only my fault, he provoked me!" you started to get angry. all of this was so unfair!
"trust me ,if we find sunghoon i will have a word with him too. this will not be left unpunished!"
you were confused.
"find him? he is not in the hospital?" a small part of you was disappointed that his injuries were not as severe as you thought in the beginning.
"he vanished immediately after jake dragged him away" kai answered your question while sharing a nervous glance with yeonjun.
"we tried to stop him, but he was suddenly gone and no one has been able to reach him"
this definitely surprised you. anger started to rise again. that coward couldn't even take the consequences of his actions?
āi know you and sunghoon have a complicated past but you both took it too far this time"
the coach sighs again.
"we'll talk about this when he shows up, try toā¦ rest"
after coach left, all attention went back to you. your teammates' pitiful looks made your headache even worse.
that damn bastard.
white plain walls. the steady sound of life, brought by diverse machinery.
beepā¦ beepā¦ beepā¦
you wish it would just stop. you hated this place, but you hate him more.he is laying there, not looking at you, his body just skin and bones. everything remaining of him was wired up, keeping him alive artificially.
he's staring out of the window, watching a group of children play. laughter and careless screaming echoing through the room.
he finally looks at you, but as if you were a stranger.
"why did your mom die for a faggot like you." he spat out with so much disappointment in his eyes that it made your heart shrink. it was almost bizzare to see such a frail body filled with so much hatred. you focus on the wall behind him again, your eyes burning. why do you still depend so much on his opinion about you? it's not like he will be here for much longer. you both knew that.
he suddenly cries out. "you shouldāve died instead of her!"
the cables rip out one by one and your father jumps out of bed right towards you, the cables hanging off his body like tentacles. you run and run ,the long hospital floor suddenly changing to your old apartment complex.the old balconies and concrete foundation are familiar, but it looks older, like years have passed. your legs get weaker and it feels like an invisible force slows you down with every step. you look back at your father who is still mercilessly chasing you down, when you don't notice a crack on the ground and fall with your full body length. the monster is towering over you now, victory in his empty eyes. he raises his foot, smashing it down on your torso, his eyes glimmering with satisfaction. you could feel your ribs break like thin branches, the nauseating cracking sound echoing in your ears. he raises his leg again. and again. and again. you just feel pain, nothing exists except pain. you look at the monster's face, squinting your eyes through the tears. you lock eyes with sunghoon. your father and his face changing every second but the sadistic expression staying the same. all physical pain on earth was not as bad as the feeling of your heart shattering at that moment.
with a loud gasp you wake up from your dream, sweat and tears rolling down your body.
not again.
your body feels hot and cold at the same time, trembling uncontrollably. it feels like you've actually run for ages and you're so exhausted you feel like crying. it's been a while since you dreamt of your father, let alone thought about him. no matter how much time passes, seeing his face sets you back to the time you were a little boy with no strenght to defend yourself.
"why are you crying? are you scared of me now?"
you hear some rustling in the corner of your bedpost, a dark silhouette towering over you hidden in the shadows. your eyes try to get used to the dark hospital room, only lighted by the dim moonlight shining through the windows. the person takes a step towards the light source. the moon reflects his silver hair, almost making it seem like it was lightning up. he looked like porcellain, although you could clearly see a black eye painting his otherwise flawless skin. his lips where parted slightly and you could also see a cut at the bottom lip.
"what do you want here?"
you ask with a passive aggressive undertone, but more taken aback than anything. your voice was also shaking slightly, making your genuine confusion even more apparent.
"I see you're happy to see me!" he snickers while putting his hands up like you pointed a gun at him. with a nonchalant move he throws a bouquet of flowers on your bed.
"I got these for you on the way here, I think that's what you do when you beat someone up, right?" his expression one shade away from menacing. you were not in the mood for his bullying today, your body was still trembling uncontrollably and you could barely form words. "please leave"
your voice sounds incredibly weak.
he looks at you with big eyes, this was obviously not the response he expected. his expression only slipped up for a second before his face got the usual arrogant look again. "did I beat out the sharp tongue of yours? I'm apologizing and this is how you treat me?" you're barely listening to him anymore. you were gasping for air and you could taste your tears running in your mouth, you felt incredibly hot.
you're having a panic attack.
"leave!!" you cried out. your voice was shaking and barely understandable.
no matter how often this has happened, you're still as helpless as the first time. sunghoon stood there like he was hit by a truck with his usual cocky mask slipped up, exposing his startled face. you try to reach for the emergency button, but the pain in your chest made you scream out in pain immediately.
"please press it for me ,please!" you were sobbing at this point.
still standing like a lifeless statue, he finally gets out of his shocked state.
he squints his eyes to small slits.
"you said I should leave, so I'm leaving!" he huffs, taking his bag and without looking backĀ he flees the room, leaving you hyperventilating and completely alone. every breath felt like swallowing sandpaper, each one getting more painful. why was this happening to you? why could everything not just stop? and why did sunghoons betrayal hurt this bad? it was not like you shouldāve expected anything else. at this moment the realization that you were completely alone hit you more painful than ever. someone knocks at the door and for a swift moment you hope that sunghoon came back.
"oh, my! what happened to you dear?" a middle aged woman, presumably a nurse, rushes to your bed and checks your pulse. you feel a little prick on your arm and suddenly a wave of calmness overcomes you. "come on, calm down with me. breathe inā¦and out. follow my breath." you do as you're told, still shivering, until you're able to breathe at a normal pace again. "I gave you something to calm down." the nurse explains. "do you want me to help you change your clothes? you're completely drenched in sweat!".
"yeah, that would be nice please." you reply slightly ashamed of yourself, still out of breath like you just ran a marathon. "I am glad to help you, dear! oh, did the handsome young man get you these?" you follow her eyes to the bouquet of pink camellia that fell down to the ground during all of the commotion. you nod reluctantly. "ohh, how nice of him, and you're both so handsome oh my!" she squirms. "I'll put them in a vase for you!"
"you can throw them away or keep them" you reply, not interested one bit in looking at them any longer than needed.
she clicks her tongue in disapproval and gives you a reproving look. after the nurse left, you reminisced about the last minutes, still shaken up. your breathing went back to normal but you felt more helpless than ever. your heart felt like it was ripped open and stuffed with those ugly flowers sunghoon brought you to spite you even more. you didn't understand his intentions anymore, not in your craziest dreams you would've imagined he would visit you, or nightmares would be more accurate.
you could barely hold your eyes open from all the exhaustion and the last thing in your mind before you fall asleep are pink flowers and hair that looks like the moon.
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āfUUCK GODDAMNITā you splash the water around you. you feel the anger and disappointment in yourself rise.
he beat you again. how was that possible? and this time for only about 0.32 seconds.
being the best swimmer in your team is definitely a burden sometimes. everyone depends on you to win the practice competitions your coach made up with the coach of the partner college next town. although it can be a good practice method, it is still humiliating to get beaten over and over again. you really want to avoid his face but unfortunately you're stuck in the swimming hall every two weeks.
no one really takes the competitions seriously, except you and sunghoon. It's a bloodbath.
sunghoon climbs out of the pool with a shit eating smirk on his face. he ruffles his silver ,wet hair and walks towards you confidently, his chest swelling full of pride and with a look on his face already telling you that heās not letting you off easily.
even though the water is barely 5Ā°C, your heart feels as if itās about to burst and catch fire. you can feel the heat rise up in your face. sunghoon slowly crouches down, offering his slender hand. the way he looks down on you made you explode internally.
āguess you guys have to pay for dinner for the third time, m/n?ā he snickered.
you swear the water could catch fire right then and there. before sunghoon could pull more dumb comments out of his ass, you climb out of the pool, completely ignoring his presence.
āfucking bastardā you curse under your breath as you enter the shower.
your teams decide to go out to drink this time. you got drunk pretty fast, since luck was really not on your side today and you kept losing against your seniors.
āguys, iām pretty dizzy, i thinkā¦ i need some fresh air.ā
you get up and stumble over your teammates.
ādude, be careful. do you need help?ā soobin offers while holding you up.
you try to find your balance.
āno, iām okay, cap. iāll be back in a minute.ā you say reassuringly.
honestly, you donāt know what you're saying at all, your head feels as if itās wreathed in a foggy cloud.
ālet me get you some waterā your captain insists, but you're already out of the door purposely ignoring him.
you stumble your way out of the pub, being led by the compelling smell of fresh air. slowly sliding down a wall and careful to not make any sudden movements, you lean your head against the cold stone. meanwhile you make a mental note, promising yourself to not play drinking games anymore.
everything is spinning and your stomach feels like you swallowed a cage of living birds.
you close your eyes and take deep breaths. your stomach hurts so bad, you kinda regret now not asking someone to come out with you.
suddenly you hear someone opening the door, exposing the noise in the pub for a vast second.
a dark figure is slowly approaching .
you squint your eyes to see who it is but your blurry vision makes it hard to recognize the silhouette.
āuhm, soobin wanted me to give you this water bottle.ā sunghoon offers the bottle with an awkward look on his face. you slur incoherent words trying to ignore his presence, hoping he would just leave again, but suddenly you feel sunghoons hand aggressively grabbing your shoulder. he tries to make you sit straight.
you probably look as bad as you feel. your cheeks and nose are glowing and probably bright red, your eyes are barely open.
ālook if you wanna die here, do it, i donāt care but i donāt want to be responsible, okay m/n?ā sunghoon huffed. you manage to roll your eyes but regret it immediately as everything starts to spin even more.
āyou know, if i wasnāt so drunk, i wouldāve alreadyā¦, i wouldāve punched your face already.ā your voice is just slurring at this point and you start to lose the ability to even understand words. you give your intoxicated state the fault.
ādude, how much did you drink?ā he asks unbothered and with an annoyed undertone.
āi lost all the games.ā you say while snatching the water bottle out of sunghoons grip and taking a big gulp of water.
his head tilts slightly, a mischievous smile slowly creeping on his lips.
āit wouldāve been a surprise if youād win a game for once.ā he snickers.
āno wonder you couldn't go to the nationals, if you can't even manage to win a simple drinking gameā
the birds in your stomach finally shut up. replaced with pure fire, adrenaline rushes through your body, and before you can even think, your fist smashes right into sunghoons face.
the brute force made sunghoon almost fall to the ground. hand on his nose, droplets of blood dripping between his fingers , the look in his face completely taken aback. the shock doesn't last long, he hisses from the pain and anger, not hesitating for more than a second before punching you back.
āfucking bastard. i was trying to be nice and you ruined my face like this?!ā
you make an animalistic noise while jumping on him in pure rage, landing another punch on his face. you didnāt care about the consequences anymore, punching him felt so liberating. you finally gave him what he deserved. it was pure bliss.
āit was your fucking fault that i couldnāt go, you motherfucker!ā sunghoon wrestles himself on top . he didnāt even give you the chance to get back up before kicking you right in the stomach.
āhow do you think i feel, m/n?ā he screams. you feel another hard kick right where your ribs are. āmy whole career was almost ruined because the coaches saw more in you than in meā the third kick almost made you vomit.
āam i crying because i didnāt get the scholarship? no.āā he grabs you by the collar of your shirt, spitting the words in your face. by now it would be a miracle if no one heard what was happening outside.
you're able to turn over just in time before you start vomiting and everything turns blurry. you slowly close your eyes, not fighting against the urge to lay your head down. you see people coming towards you .your head is ringing to the point you can't hear anymore. the last thing you remember before blacking out is seeing yeonjuns worried face and sunghoon getting dragged by the others.
maybe you deserved this too.
the bright light and nervous quiet whispers wake you up from your unconscious state. the unfamiliar white room is so bright, you are barely able to open your eyes.
a groan from you makes the two people standing at the window turn around to look at you with wide eyes. they're both wearing the same clothes as last night ,but the setting wintersun outside of the window tells you it was late in the day and with a slight feel of doom you realize that you were passed out almost a whole day.
you look around the room trying to understand where you are, observing the cold energy of a lackluster hospital room. the smell of antiseptic mixed with the nauseating smell of sickness and helplessness makes you want to get out of the bed and run away immediately. you hate hospitals. and you hate that you can't even really explain why. something about it makes you feel stuck, like you can never escape this prison.
a clock on the plain white wall tells you it is already past 4pm,
did you really sleep that long ?
before you can sort out a single thought, yeonjun and kai run up to your bed, immediately greeting you with their worried looks. you notice that kai has a suspicious shimmer in his eyes and you see by the redness of his face that he has been crying.
āoh my god, m/n, youāre awake!āā
kai plops down at the edge of the bed, looking quite exhausted.
the sudden commotion left an unpleasant ringing in your ears and you slowly start to feel last night's events in the form of a nasty headache.
yeonjun on the other hand was foaming with anger, showing his passionate nature. ādude, i thought you were about to die!ā
jun spat out and started angrily walking circles in the small room.
"the others already went home ,but we stayed to make sure you wake up" kai explained quietly.
"the next time i see that piece of shit i will break his shoulders so heāll never be able to-āāyeonjun continued his rampage. you grab his arm weakly, which forces him to stop stomping around.
ācan you please shut up, i have a headache." you say while pulling your pillow over your face to dull your overly strained senses.
the concerned look on your teammates' faces, makes you feel guilty immediately.
the only thing you dont regret right now, is landing that delicious hit on that snobby motherfuckers face.
but you wouldn't say that out loud.
the humiliation of your defeat lingers worse than any physical pain could do right now.
to avoid their increasingly worried gaze you pull the pillow over your head again.
what did even happen after you two were separated? was he in the hospital too? you hoped so.
busy with your thoughts you didn't notice two men entering the room at first. your throat goes dry immediately, when you recognize one of them as your coach. a twitch of his eyelid and the dark circles under his eyes already promise no good. you adamantly avoid eye contact and a clump forms in your throat.
your coach is usually a patient person, if he is mad, you're in a different level of trouble.
the man next to him ,who is unmistakably the doctor, greets you with a quick nod and shifts his attention back to the paper in his hands.
"good morning m/n ,im dr. kim, we've done some tests already to detect possible serious injuries, but since you're awake finally we can make sure no bones are broken"
the doc gives you an encouraging smile, that doesn't really reach his tired eyes.
he orders you to sit up, which you obediently follow. a sharp pain flashes through your chest and you wince in pain.
with your friends help, you manage to strip out of your shirt, who hiss at the sight of your upper body.
your whole torso is painted in blue and purple.
with skilled hands, the doctor starts examining your injury.
"well, you're very lucky m/n ,there are no broken bones." dr. kim says while writing something down on his papers.
relieved exhales can be heard.
"although.." he looks at you over the rim of his glasses.
"your ribs are heavily fractured and are very prone to damage further ,if not treated accordingly" he says with a serious look in his eyes.
"are you feeling any dizziness, nausea? "
now that he mentioned it, your stomach made a rumbling noise. you swallow down the unwell feeling and nod unreluctantly. he scribbles down some more.
"there is a high chance you have a concussion" he explains.Ā he finishes his notes and finally turns to your coach.
"he needs bed rest for at least 2 weeks"
"what about swimming"? yeonjun interrupts him.
"well, until he is not fully healed there is no way he can participate in any sport activity. he will be able to swim again in approximately 6 weeks IF-" he looks at your friends with a strict expression "he puts all effort in his recovery. he should also shorten the consumption of alcoholic drinks" commenting the unmistaken stench of beer lingering in the air.
kai throws his hands in the air and the coach sighs in defeat.
after doctor kim left, silence filled the room.
you could swear the coach grew a few new grey hairs in the course of the last minutes, he also looked about 10 years older.
"this is not good..not good" the coach mumbles into the palm of his hand.he finally looks you in the eyes.
"i'm incredibly disappointed in you m/n. how could you let go of yourself like that? you're an athlete, not some thug! this puts our school, our team AND the neighboring school in a really bad light, you're lucky the pub didn't call the police on you two" his voice rising with every word.
"it was not only my fault, he provoked me!" you started to get angry. all of this was so unfair!
"trust me ,if we find sunghoon i will have a word with him too. this will not be left unpunished!"
you were confused.
"find him? he is not in the hospital?" a small part of you was disappointed that his injuries were not as severe as you thought in the beginning.
"he vanished immediately after jake dragged him away" kai answered your question while sharing a nervous glance with yeonjun.
"we tried to stop him, but he was suddenly gone and no one has been able to reach him"
this definitely surprised you. anger started to rise again. that coward couldn't even take the consequences of his actions?
āi know you and sunghoon have a complicated past but you both took it too far this time"
the coach sighs again.
"we'll talk about this when he shows up, try toā¦ rest"
after coach left, all attention went back to you. your teammates' pitiful looks made your headache even worse.
that damn bastard.
white plain walls. the steady sound of life, brought by diverse machinery.
beepā¦ beepā¦ beepā¦
you wish it would just stop. you hated this place, but you hate him more.he is laying there, not looking at you, his body just skin and bones. everything remaining of him was wired up, keeping him alive artificially.
he's staring out of the window, watching a group of children play. laughter and careless screaming echoing through the room.
he finally looks at you, but as if you were a stranger.
"why did your mom die for a faggot like you." he spat out with so much disappointment in his eyes that it made your heart shrink. it was almost bizzare to see such a frail body filled with so much hatred. you focus on the wall behind him again, your eyes burning. why do you still depend so much on his opinion about you? it's not like he will be here for much longer. you both knew that.
he suddenly cries out. "you shouldāve died instead of her!"
the cables rip out one by one and your father jumps out of bed right towards you, the cables hanging off his body like tentacles. you run and run ,the long hospital floor suddenly changing to your old apartment complex.the old balconies and concrete foundation are familiar, but it looks older, like years have passed. your legs get weaker and it feels like an invisible force slows you down with every step. you look back at your father who is still mercilessly chasing you down, when you don't notice a crack on the ground and fall with your full body length. the monster is towering over you now, victory in his empty eyes. he raises his foot, smashing it down on your torso, his eyes glimmering with satisfaction. you could feel your ribs break like thin branches, the nauseating cracking sound echoing in your ears. he raises his leg again. and again. and again. you just feel pain, nothing exists except pain. you look at the monster's face, squinting your eyes through the tears. you lock eyes with sunghoon. your father and his face changing every second but the sadistic expression staying the same. all physical pain on earth was not as bad as the feeling of your heart shattering at that moment.
with a loud gasp you wake up from your dream, sweat and tears rolling down your body.
not again.
your body feels hot and cold at the same time, trembling uncontrollably. it feels like you've actually run for ages and you're so exhausted you feel like crying. it's been a while since you dreamt of your father, let alone thought about him. no matter how much time passes, seeing his face sets you back to the time you were a little boy with no strenght to defend yourself.
"why are you crying? are you scared of me now?"
you hear some rustling in the corner of your bedpost, a dark silhouette towering over you hidden in the shadows. your eyes try to get used to the dark hospital room, only lighted by the dim moonlight shining through the windows. the person takes a step towards the light source. the moon reflects his silver hair, almost making it seem like it was lightning up. he looked like porcellain, although you could clearly see a black eye painting his otherwise flawless skin. his lips where parted slightly and you could also see a cut at the bottom lip.
"what do you want here?"
you ask with a passive aggressive undertone, but more taken aback than anything. your voice was also shaking slightly, making your genuine confusion even more apparent.
"I see you're happy to see me!" he snickers while putting his hands up like you pointed a gun at him. with a nonchalant move he throws a bouquet of flowers on your bed.
"I got these for you on the way here, I think that's what you do when you beat someone up, right?" his expression one shade away from menacing. you were not in the mood for his bullying today, your body was still trembling uncontrollably and you could barely form words. "please leave"
your voice sounds incredibly weak.
he looks at you with big eyes, this was obviously not the response he expected. his expression only slipped up for a second before his face got the usual arrogant look again. "did I beat out the sharp tongue of yours? I'm apologizing and this is how you treat me?" you're barely listening to him anymore. you were gasping for air and you could taste your tears running in your mouth, you felt incredibly hot.
you're having a panic attack.
"leave!!" you cried out. your voice was shaking and barely understandable.
no matter how often this has happened, you're still as helpless as the first time. sunghoon stood there like he was hit by a truck with his usual cocky mask slipped up, exposing his startled face. you try to reach for the emergency button, but the pain in your chest made you scream out in pain immediately.
"please press it for me ,please!" you were sobbing at this point.
still standing like a lifeless statue, he finally gets out of his shocked state.
he squints his eyes to small slits.
"you said I should leave, so I'm leaving!" he huffs, taking his bag and without looking backĀ he flees the room, leaving you hyperventilating and completely alone. every breath felt like swallowing sandpaper, each one getting more painful. why was this happening to you? why could everything not just stop? and why did sunghoons betrayal hurt this bad? it was not like you shouldāve expected anything else. at this moment the realization that you were completely alone hit you more painful than ever. someone knocks at the door and for a swift moment you hope that sunghoon came back.
"oh, my! what happened to you dear?" a middle aged woman, presumably a nurse, rushes to your bed and checks your pulse. you feel a little prick on your arm and suddenly a wave of calmness overcomes you. "come on, calm down with me. breathe inā¦and out. follow my breath." you do as you're told, still shivering, until you're able to breathe at a normal pace again. "I gave you something to calm down." the nurse explains. "do you want me to help you change your clothes? you're completely drenched in sweat!".
"yeah, that would be nice please." you reply slightly ashamed of yourself, still out of breath like you just ran a marathon. "I am glad to help you, dear! oh, did the handsome young man get you these?" you follow her eyes to the bouquet of pink camellia that fell down to the ground during all of the commotion. you nod reluctantly. "ohh, how nice of him, and you're both so handsome oh my!" she squirms. "I'll put them in a vase for you!"
"you can throw them away or keep them" you reply, not interested one bit in looking at them any longer than needed.
she clicks her tongue in disapproval and gives you a reproving look. after the nurse left, you reminisced about the last minutes, still shaken up. your breathing went back to normal but you felt more helpless than ever. your heart felt like it was ripped open and stuffed with those ugly flowers sunghoon brought you to spite you even more. you didn't understand his intentions anymore, not in your craziest dreams you would've imagined he would visit you, or nightmares would be more accurate.
you could barely hold your eyes open from all the exhaustion and the last thing in your mind before you fall asleep are pink flowers and hair that looks like the moon.
synopsis ā¬ When your boyfriend of four years, Sunghoon, cheats on you, you get insanely drunk in the hopes of forgetting about him for a night. But at the bar, you run into your friend and colleague Heeseung, and the two of you devise a list of ways to get back at Sunghoon for hurting you. As you carry out your plan, you realise that maybe, what they say is true: sometimes, love is right in front of you.
genre ā¬ fluff, office romance, f2l, some angst
warnings ā¬ cheating, consumption of alcohol, food, trust issues, implied sex but no explicit smut, language, characters are aged up
word count ā¬ 15.8k
permanent taglist (ask to be added!)Ā ā¬ @mochisnlix @sunoope @heessseungiā @forneveryoungā @soobin-choisā @acciomyloveā @fiantomartellā
a/n ā¬ thank you guys sm for 300+ notes on the preview!!! iām really excited to share this, i worked really hard on it, so i hope you will like it :)) reblogs are feedback are extremely appreciated !!! even if itās just a small thing, letting me know what you liked (or didnāt like) helps me a lot :)
Park Sunghoon, that fucking bastard. You were going to kill him. If your hangover didnāt kill you first, that is.
You wake up with a pounding head and an unquenchable thirst, groaning at the awful sensations you knew you wouldnāt be able to get rid of for the whole day. But worse than the dry mouth and the ringing in your ears, you had a broken heart, and to your disappointment, the alcohol hadnāt managed to glue it back together. If anything, it had only deepened the cracks and made you drown in self-pity. You felt terrible physically but you also felt sorry for yourself: what had made you think drinking four bottles of soju to yourself and probably double as many cans of beer would help you get over your asshole of a now ex-boyfriend Park Sunghoon?
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MEET THE CAST
ready to run
ā a walk through of heeseungās soft and simple love for an oblivious you told through interconnected times when he walked you home from school
midnight memories
ā some people are destined to meet. for others, itās a meet cute at a coffee shop. for you? itās at an empty bathroom of a party with your timid and very handsome classmate
loverboy
ā your classmate and student athlete sim jake is always finding a reason to go to the student council office. it doesnāt have anything to do with you being student council vice president, right?
a quiet boyās heart
ā when sunghoon eats lunch with you once in your classroom, you donāt expect it to become an every day thing. you also donāt expect being roped into a friendship with your usually quiet classmate.
inevitable realizations
ā you and sunoo have been best friends for as long as you could remember. so, why was it getting hard to retort his usual affectionate teasing?
love grows (where jungwon goes)
ā the difficulty of the upcoming exams weighs down even the brightest students of belift high. itās a good thing yang jungwon, your class president, is very much willing to help you.
never had the balls
ā thereās a fine line between having a crush on you and being a little shithead to try and get your attention. nishimura rikiās having a hard time distinguishing whether heās crossed that line or not.
synopsis: you absolutely hate the month of april because it reminds you of your ex boyfriend who ghosted you three years ago. three years later where the month of spring is soon to return, you meet him againā this time, as the manager of his basketball team heās a captain for.
pairing: park sunghoon x fem!reader
word count: 18k (est. 15k?? yeah about thatā¦something happened to me)
genre: university!au, exes to lovers, basketball!au, angst, fluff
warnings: profanity, mention of insecurities, bruises, a lot of tears, sunghoon faints at one point. a lot of flashbacks and just two very stubborn people.
featuring: the whole of enhypen, yeonjun of txt
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note: it is finally here MY FIRST EVER LONG FIC! this will be my 900 follower gift to everyone! thank you so much for supporting me and my writings <33 all the kind words, likes, reblogs and feedbacks mean a lot to me!! this is my first enhypen piece and hopefully to many more!! i need to thank my bff jel for helping me with the bball knowledge to prevent me from embarrassment, also to may and dori for beta reading this !!!! please do enjoy my first over 3k fic HELP i wouldnāt say itās the best out of all the writings that iāve done but there is always room for more improvement in the future! enjoy sunghoonās hyuga junpei era (according to jel) featuring jungwonās kuroko testuya moment <3
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They say Spring is the season of romantic flings, picnics along the river, cherry blossoms petals in the air and flowers decorating the park.
They even say Spring is the season of new beginnings, like flowersā fresh buds bloom, every living thing comes back to life and the once cold air becomes warmer and warmer. To others, it may sound idyllic. But to you, you absolutely hated Spring.
Every year when Spring comes, you wish it would just go by in a flash. Once March ends and the new month of April adorns your calendar your mood turns sour and you curse every little perk of Spring you come across.
You never thought you could hate something this muchānevertheless, a damn season of all things. But every year it comes by, youāre reminded of all the terrible things Spring (or April) has done to you.
This has been ongoing for almost three years now, to the point that you didnāt remember what you thought of Spring before you began your beef with the season. You thought that maybe it wasnāt the season that youāre having conflict with, but more so the month that Spring is associated with.
April, thatās right.
Along with Spring, you hated April which kind of goes hand in hand with Springā so it makes sense that you wouldnāt enjoy the particular month. To weigh out your fonder memories in April to memories you wish to forget, the latter is a lot heavier. You think that April is your unlucky month, which is why you just want to sleep it away until May but you could never really do that can you? So you dread every single day, just hoping each day doesnāt add on to the amount of terrible things that happens to you in this very month.
And there is a reason for your immense hatred for those two in particular. It reminds you of Park Sunghoon, your ex boyfriend to be exact. The boy who ghosted you three years ago, in April, which so happens to be the season of Spring. It also happens to be the month that he confesses to you, which makes you fume even more because back then you always hoped for April to arrive so you could celebrate your years anniversaries with him, but now it just reminds you of your heartbreak.
It disgusts you that a mere ex boyfriend could have this much of an affect on you. And you thought that you would move on after the whole thing, but the fact that he left you without saying a word to you, frustrates you to the core. Three years is a long time, and he has not contacted you once. And all you wanted was a reason, some closure even, to your break up with him.
And in the same month, you find out from someone else that he received an offer in a different school in Seoul. Which baffles you because why couldnāt he tell you; his current girlfriend at the time? It wasnāt a shameful thing to pursue dreams in the capital city, and isnāt it normal to at leastā consult your significant other?
Either way, you wish April never came. But you canāt always have what you wish for.
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i downloaded the sims 4 on my laptop and my flatmates have been going crazy over it ššš they get so serious and stressed about it lmaoo cause the dogs keep escaping, itās more fun watching them play than playing myself atp
hshssjsjs nauuurrrr because im literally in the situation of your flatmatesššššš i played with 2 children and they are almost always in the verge of dying-
synopsis: you absolutely hate the month of april because it reminds you of your ex boyfriend who ghosted you three years ago. three years later where the month of spring is soon to return, you meet him againā this time, as the manager of his basketball team heās a captain for.
pairing: park sunghoon x fem!reader
word count: est. 15k (unless something happened to me) currently at 11k.
genre: high school!au, exes to lovers, basketball!au, angst, fluff, slow burn
warnings: profanity, mention of insecurities, bruises, a lot of tears, sunghoon faints at one point. a lot of flashbacks and just two very stubborn people. (more to be added)
featuring: the whole of enhypen, yeonjun of txt
release date: mid march (hopefully)
note: hi this is my first enhypen piece as well as my first long fic which i am indeed Very Nervous. honestly to writers who have written fics this long before- i praise you because gosh this was difficult and yet i refused to give up just to feel what its like to write something long. this idea is actually revamped from one of my discontinued smaus which felt such a waste of an idea so i decided to give it to sunghoon. i have NEVER written anything this long in my LIFE and SO THIS IS WHAT THIS TEASER POST IS FOR, TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED!! . disclaimer it's not very good please don't expect to much from me help AND i am not too well versed in basketball ... ANYWAYS please look forward to it.
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pairing ā¬ colleague!heeseung x fem!reader
synopsis ā¬ When your boyfriend of four years, Sunghoon, cheats on you, you get insanely drunk in the hopes of forgetting about him for a night. But at the bar, you run into your friend and colleague Heeseung, and the two of you devise a list of ways to get back at Sunghoon for hurting you. As you carry out your plan, you realise that maybe, what they say is true: sometimes, love is right in front of you.
genre ā¬ fluff, office romance, f2l, some angst, an nsfw version will be uploaded on @sim-jaeyuns but this one will just be suggestive
warnings ā¬ cheating, consumption of alcohol, food, trust issues, implied sex but no explicit smut, language, characters are aged up
word count ā¬ the preview is around 1k words, full fic should be 10-15k? not fully sure yet
release date ā¬ hopefully sometime in the first week of march!!
taglist (ask to be tagged for this release or added to my permanent taglist!)Ā ā¬Ā @mochisnlix @sunoope @heessseungiā @forneveryoungā @soobin-choisā @acciomyloveā @fiantomartellā
a/n ā¬ as a thank you for 300, here is a teaser for my next fic! i am so excited to release this !!!! i was inspired to write an office romance by forecasting love and weather (amazing drama go write it rn), and i got the idea of getting over an ex while listening to so what by p!nk LMAOOOO but anyway !!! iām having a lot of fun writing this so i hope you will enjoy reading it :))) love yall
In the break room, you gulp down a bottle of water while you wait for the coffee to be ready. Heeseung struts in a minute later, a smirk youāve never seen before on his face.
āMiss me already?,ā he says as he leans in close to you, making the small of your back hit the counter behind you. The sudden proximity with your friend makes your eyes go wide. Heād never been so close before and you could smell his cologne on him, a scent that was oddly familiar.
āW-what?,ā you stutter out. Registering your confused face, Heeseung takes a quick step back and starts fiddling with his thumbs, avoiding your gaze. His demeanor is a total 180 from the one just a second ago, and the change gives you whiplash.
āSorry, I just- I thought since last night, you know, you would maybe want me to, I donāt know- Iām sorry, I donāt know what took over meā¦,ā he trips over his words, still not looking at you. You open your mouth to say something but nothing comes out, trying to make sense of the situation. You look down at his nervous hands and notice heās not wearing the watch he usually has on everyday.
relationship : park jay x fem! reader (she/her pronouns)
type : multi chaptered, each about 5k words.
estimated word count : 12k+ ??
synopsis : at twenty-five years old, your own loneliness is getting burdensome, and so is your motherās rapidly deteriorating health. unable to bear the weight of it all, you ask your friend a great favour : marriage.
tropes : slowburn, childhood friends to lovers, marriage of convenience, kinda fake relationship, unintentional rich boy/poor girl, non-idol! au, unrequited love but not really, hurt/comfort, hyung line aged-up, maknae line aged-down, domestic fluff, angst with happy ending.
warnings : illness, mentions of alcohol and food, inaccuracies about adult life/college, mixture of 2nd and 3rd person POV + will be updated as i write. SLOW UPDATESĀ
authorās note : hello iām so excited to share my first fic on engeneblr , especially since parts of the story are extremely personal, so i hope it makes a good read! iām still writing it but part 1 is done and hopefully published soon. send an ask to be in taglist!!
im not american so dont expect anything universal /hj . use of jayās korean name has a purpose im not being quirky.
Jongseong is seven years old and making Valentineās Day cards in his Arts & Crafts class when he notices his seatmate fill his card, that was really more glitter than paper with Sooah Sooah Sooah, one of the girls in his class. Infallibly curious, this is where he first learns what a crush is. Someone who you give beautiful Valentineās Day cards to.
Jongseong is ten years old when he makes his first handmade Valentineās Day card for someone. He works on it for a week, so determined to make the prettiest card that he uses his lunch money to purchase a set of new glitter pens, and goes from store to store to get the paper with the exact shade of pink in his mind.
Arts & Crafts classes taught him enough to keep his lines straight and his words legible, yet it is difficult because Jongseong keeps changing his mind on what he should write. He does not ask any of his friends because he doesnāt trust those boys to know anything about girls, besides heād only get teased, and heād rather pull his own teeth before asking his parents.
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SUMMARY | after the kiss with jungwon, you expected the two of you to date just like normal high school couples do. so why does it feel like nothing has changed? will you have to keep pretending jungwon is your number one enemy forever?
A/N | HERE IT IS!!! the sequel to this fic that received so much positive attention! thank u so much for the support guys and i hope you'll enjoy ^_^ (shout out to the anon who gave me the idea to write the sequel as an smau!)
PAIRING | jungwon x fem!reader
GENRE | high school au, fluff, angst
WARNINGS | cursing, innuendos, more to be added
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