Hardcore Harlot

Gypsy wasn't asleep but was pretty damn close til she heard that knock on her door. When Sunnie pulled her aside earlier in the day saying she'd needed to talk and be over later, Gypsy remembered telling her her door was open to her. Which is why she was shocked that Sunnie knocked. She opened the door and let Sunnie in.

"You DO know that 'my door is open' means you can just walk in without knocking right?" She said with a half chuckle.

Sunnie seemed a bit frantic. She ran a hand through her hair and the other took the cigarette out of her mouth. She sighed out a huge puff of smoke. Gypsy looked at her, brows raised and eyes wide and mouthed a "whoa".

"There's no limits or TMI's between us right?" Sunnie asked.

"Sun-hun, we haven't had TMI's between since that ONE john just sat back and watched while we-"

"Okay point taken."  Sunnie interrupted. Gypsy was the only good thing about that night. Creepy ass guy.

"So what it is it?" Gypsy asked.

Sunnie inhaled her cigarette deeply, throwing her head back. She puffed out with a sigh and said it. "I think I'm relapsing."

Gypsy gasped silently. "Are you su-"

"No. But I really think I am."

"Okay......... why?"

"Because... ever since I kinda got cured I haven't been horny. Not that I didn't want sex... I just didn't crave or need it. Even with Josh."

Gypsy nodded.

"But this morning I was kinda horny....."

Gypsy widened her eyes as her way of saying "go on". Sunnie sighed again.

"We always sleep naked, Josh and I. And he's a guy which means morning wood. We were face to face, legs tangled. And he was pressed against me. HARD. And it felt so fucking good I was tempted to just rub against him til we both finished but I didn't..... Then when he woke up and kissed me and shifted a little and I nearly came but I didn't then he just got up and went to shower and......" She bit her lip and looked down and took in another puff.

"And what?" Gypsy asked.

Sunnie blew out then took another long drag. Gypsy raised her brows. This was a big 'and'.

"He showers with the door open. Well WE do that... just cuz. I mean once your mouths and hands have been on almost every inch of a person you don't really need to NOT let them see you naked y'know. But this time I.... I watched him shower."

Gypsy was about to let out a short "so?" but decided not to."

"I only saw him from a side view. But his ARMS! His tattooed fucking ARMS! And he was just wet and glistening and his muscles and.... before I knew it I was...."

She looked at Gypsy out of the side of her eye. No judgement in her eyes. No disgust. Just intrigue... and the desire for Sunnie to stop pausing. 

".... Wet and before I knew it, I had one hand slipping lower and lower and I'm squeezing my boob with the other and.... I just... I haven't done that since I cured my addiction. Even when I felt myself falling for him. Even after the night when he was on top of me and his hand was on my bra, squeezing me, I didn't. But there I was rubbing my clit watching my husband shower, sucking and biting a finger so I don't scream. Then I see him washing his cock which by the way was STILL hard and it triggered this flashback and I just came all over my fingers."

"What flashback?" Gypsy asked. Her voice and face finally gave off an uninterested impression but that was just a second wave of sleepiness taking over. In all actuality, she wished Sunnie had been here hours ago to tell her this on what was a slightly slow night.

"It was the way he stroked it I think. Just kinda not realizing that it was a tiny bit more than just a handswipe. Or maybe he was just trying to relieve some tension, I dunno. But the flashback- there was this one time, he had me laying down and he was stroking me exactly where I needed to be stroked, just doing it to get me wet right? Then he slid in two fingers and worked them around until I came like profusely on his hand then he pulls his fingers out, licks his fingertips and he traced the tip of his cock along me and collected what he could and that mixed with what was on his hand, he started lubing up with it, he was hovering like right over me as he was slicking up and he almost lost himself before he finally angled and slid in and-- Gyps why does this MATTER?"

"Sorry, just got kinda curious..... plus you get more turned on the more you speak and you know how I feed off that."

Sunnie rolled her eyes but chuckled a little. 

"What happened after that?"

"Well he came out the shower, tied a towel around his hips and he blowdried and styled his hair and did his eyeliner. The mess had dried up by the time he came back in to get dressed. He gave me this funny look and I thought he like saw or knew or heard or something but he was just wondering if I was falling back asleep or something."

"Y'know, Sunn, maybe you're not relapsing."

"Gyps, I've spent all day NEEDING it. NEEDING it so bad."

"Maybe you just have a hot husband...."

"And when I thought he might now I just orgasmed from watching him shower I felt ashamed and dirty and guilty. The last time I felt like that was my last john before I checked myself into SAA."

"Oh, come on, Sunnie. I bet he's jacked off to you showering and covered it up and felt the same way plenty of times." Gypsy said, hoping to reassure her.

"He has. But usually he flaunts his still hard cock and we end up fucking either in the shower or right there on the bed."

Dammit.

"Well this is your first time doing it and it made you fear a relapse so of course you felt guilty."

Sunnie sighed again, nodding guessing maybe Gypsy was right. She didn't know how long it was before either of them started talking again but it had been a while. The fact that her cigarette had been done filled her in on that.

Gypsy finally broke the silence. "You know even if you DID relapse, Josh is an understanding guy. He'd probably bang you as much as you wanted or help you recover again. So really what's the WORST that could happen?"

"He bangs me until his dick hurts, gets tired of me, starts thinking my addiction's stronger than my love, leaves me, I start sleeping around camp and he REALLY never comes back."

"Okay, now let's be REALISTIC cuz he wouldn't leave you and I know you wouldn't do anyone if he did."

Sunnie sighed and chuckled again. Gypsy was right. Then she sighed a sad sigh again.

"Sunnie really, I mean I know I'm no expert but really, you might not have anything to worry about. Seriously. It just sounds like you have a HOT husband and some pent up sexual energy." She scooted closer to her friend and hugged her.

"I sure hope you're right." Sunnie said, leaning her head on Gypsy's shoulder.

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