Lmao today a lady at work told me because I took ibuprofen and Tylenol to kill myself I must have not wanted to die. She’s also making fun of me leaving work early, even though she does as well. I really thought she was my friend, I’m starting to see that everyone truly does hate me. On the bright side, I haven’t eaten since last night, so at least I got 14 hours of fasting so far and still not off work. Really thinking that disappearing sounds great. At least they made me want to starve more, I’ll prove them wrong someday.

You know your fat when oversized hoodies are obviously your stomach making it stick out. I hate myself

Does anyone else ever feel like disappearing. I feel so hopeless all the time. I walked 3 miles today but of course my fat ass ate way too much. I really do hate myself. I just want to look in the mirror and feel pretty. I’ve literally been overweight my entire life and now I’m obese and I want to die. My job is currently sending a lot of people home on vto and I love the time off when I get the chance and I get to walk home which is 3 miles but like, if I stay at work I don’t have a car so I can just ✨not✨ eat.

I used to be 145 pounds, and I thought I was so fat, but my boyfriend pretty much worshipped my body, now I am 180 due to birth control and I feel so fat and he never wants to have sex anymore, I just feel like my weight is ruining everything. This is a promise I will be 130 by April. And by July (my birthday) I will be my UGW of 115. Can someone please send me meanspo?