i just wanted to be pretty

i said i have an eating disorder, not that i'm good at it

thank you, mother, for making comments about my weight gain in the middle of my relapse. appreciate it🥰

oh the irony of teaching an anorexic about calories

jennifer if you see this get off of tumblr bestie u r perfect just like that

went prom dress shopping and i'm big enough to want to jump off a cliff now

fuck weight gain but fuck this eating disorder even more

anyway my best friend has my dream body without even trying😗✌️

i'm so tired of looking like a "before" picture

thinking about how i went vegetarian to avoid certain foods and i said it was about the planet and the animals and now i will never be able to eat meat again without either telling people about my eating disorder or saying fuck the animals and fuck the planet

sure, being the fat friend sucks, but being the fat sibling hurts different😔🤚

i wanna post body checks for the ~validation~ buuuut i refuse to do so bc i think posting them is pro ana, no matter how many "for no one but me!!!" you put after them and if there is one thing i will NEVER encourage it's this goddamn disorder

so apparently i have the willpower to starve for a new record amount of time but not the willpower to do any of my school assignments... alright. i see how it is.

you call it wisdom teeth removal, i call it 🌠an opportunity to starve🌠