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Summary: You become the personal assistant of Seoulβs most demanding fashion designer. What starts as a professional relationship filled with impossible standards and expensive gifts transforms into something deeper.
Fandom: ATEEZ
Pairing: Kim Hongjoong x Reader
Genre: Romance, Workplace Romance, Sugar Daddy Elements (unintentional)
Warnings: Workplace power dynamics, excessive gift giving, mentions of exhaustion/overwork, alcohol consumption
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The glass towers of Seoulβs fashion district gleamed in the morning sun as you stood outside the headquarters of Kim Hongjoongβs design empire. Your resume felt woefully inadequate in your sweaty palm, despite your fashion management degree and internship experience. Kim Hongjoong; the enfant terrible of Korean fashion, the man whoβd taken Paris Fashion Week by storm at twenty three, whose collaborations with luxury brands were the stuff of legend.
And apparently, he was impossible to work with.
βThree assistants in two months,β your friend's voice rang in your ears. βThe last one lasted exactly twelve days.β
The receptionist, immaculately dressed in what you recognized as Hongjoongβs latest collection, led you to a minimalist office that screamed expensive taste. Floor to ceiling windows, a desk that probably cost more than your rent, and racks of stunning garments that made your heart race with their artistry.
βYouβre late,β came a crisp voice from behind a fabric screen.
You checked your phone. 7:58 AM. βIβm actually two minutes early-β
βYou should have arrived at 7:55.β Kim Hongjoong emerged from behind the screen, and despite your preparation, you werenβt ready for the reality of him. Smaller than youβd expected but with a presence that filled the room, reddish-brown hair styled perfectly, wearing a deconstructed blazer that probably cost more than your car. His dark eyes scanned you with the intensity of someone evaluating fabric quality.
βI donβt have time for people who canβt follow simple instructions,β he continued, settling behind his desk with feline grace. βWhy should I hire you when you canβt even arrive on time?β
You straightened your shoulders. βBecause Iβm the first candidate whoβs bothered to research your actual design process instead of just your Instagram following. I know you start your creative sessions at 6 AM, that you prefer natural lighting for color matching, and that youβve been looking for someone who understands both the business and artistic sides of fashion. Also,β you pulled out your tablet, βIβve prepared a preliminary schedule optimization that could save you approximately three hours per week. According to the data I've been sent for my trial processβ
For the first time, Hongjoong looked genuinely interested. βShow me.β
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Three weeks in, you understood why his previous assistants had fled.
βThe coffee is wrong,β Hongjoong announced, not looking up from his sketches.
βRough day with the boss?β she asked sympathetically.
βHe said the coffee tastes different.β
She winced. βItβs the same beans, same recipe. But itβs raining today, barometric pressure can affect taste perception. Some people are really sensitive to it.β
You stared at her. βYouβre telling me he can taste the weather?β
When you returned with a cup made with beans from a different batch, Hongjoong took a sip and nodded approvingly. βBetter. Also, move my 3 PM meeting to 3:30. The lighting in the conference room is better at that hour.β
You wanted to scream. Instead, you made the adjustment and wondered if your health insurance covered stress related breakdowns.
But then there were moments that caught you off guard. Like when he noticed you shivering in the over air conditioned office and wordlessly adjusted the temperature. Or when he had lunch delivered for you without being asked, somehow knowing youβd been too busy to eat.
βYou canβt assist me properly if youβre malnourished,β heβd said dismissively when you thanked him, but you caught the slight flush on his cheeks.
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The fashion show was in two weeks, and Hongjoong was in full perfectionist mode. Youβd been working fourteen hour a day, surviving on coffee and determination. Tonight was no different. It was past midnight, and you were updating vendor contacts while Hongjoong worked on final alterations.
The soft sound of fabric rustling was oddly soothing, and the warmth of the office after the cold Seoul night made your eyelids heavy. Just for a moment, you told yourself, resting your head on your arms at the small table where youβd spread out your work.
You woke up to the feeling of something soft being draped over your shoulders. In your half conscious state, you were aware of gentle hands adjusting the fabric, careful not to disturb you. A familiar scent, citrus surrounded you.
βStubborn,β you heard Hongjoong murmur quietly. βI told you to go home hours ago.β
You felt the brush of fingers against your forehead, pushing away a strand of hair with surprising tenderness. βCanβt have you getting sick before the show. Youβre the only assistant whoβs actually useful.β
When you woke up properly in the morning, you were covered with what you realized was his jacket, the expensive one heβd worn to yesterdayβs meeting. Hongjoong was already at his desk with fresh coffee, looking like heβd slept a full eight hours instead of maybe two.
βYou drool when you sleep,β he said without looking up, but you caught the hint of a smile.
Your face burned. βIβll dry clean your jacket-β
βKeep it. It-β He paused in his sketching. βThereβs breakfast on the side table. Eat before you pass out again.β
The fashion show was a triumph. Models glided down the runway in Hongjoongβs latest collection while celebrities and fashion editors watched in rapt attention. You coordinated everything from backstage, wearing the emergency headset and the jacket heβd given you, which had somehow become a permanent part of your wardrobe.
βFlawless execution,β Hongjoong said afterward, finding you in the chaos of the after party. He looked radiant in his victory, champagne flute in hand, surrounded by admirers. But heβd sought you out.
βIt was all your designs,β you replied. βI just kept the schedule running.β
βDonβt be modest. It doesnβt suit you.β He studied you for a moment. βYou look tired.β
You were exhausted, but there was still cleanup to coordinate, vendors to pay, a dozen loose ends to tie up. βIβm fine-β
βGo home.β It wasnβt a request. βCar service is waiting outside. Everything else can wait until tomorrow.β
βBut the invoices-β
βWill still be there in the morning. Go.β
As you gathered your things, you overheard him talking to his finance manager about bonuses for the team. The amount he mentioned for you was generous- more than generous. It was enough to pay off your student loans and then some.
When you tried to thank him the next day, he waved you off. βGood work deserves fair compensation. Itβs just business.β
But the way he avoided your eyes suggested it was anything but.
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The gifts started small. A coffee maker for the office (βso you stop wasting time going downstairsβ). New software for your tablet (βthe old version was inefficientβ). An ergonomic office chair (βyour posture is terribleβ).
Then they escalated. A designer bag of his (βyou canβt represent my brand carrying that thingβ). A laptop upgrade (βhow do you work on such an ancient machine?β). Professional wardrobe additions (βdress codes exist for a reasonβ).
Each gift came with a practical excuse, delivered with Hongjoongβs trademark dismissive tone. But his eyes always lingered to see your reaction, and you noticed he seemed particularly pleased when you used or wore his gifts.
Your friends noticed too.
βGirl, heβs totally sugar daddying you,β your best friend announced over drinks. βDesigner everything, pays you way above market rate, and you said he sends you home in car services?β
βItβs not like that,β you protested. βHeβs justβ¦ particular about professional standards.β
βProfessional standards donβt include gifting you a bag that he himself designed.β
You nearly choked on your wine. βHow did you know that?β
βBecause I looked it up after you sent that photo. Do you know how much his bags costs?β
You didnβt, actually. Youβd never asked, and Hongjoong had presented it so matter of factly that youβd assumed it was reasonably priced. Now, looking it up on your phone, you felt faint.
βI have to give it back,β you whispered.
βAre you insane? He gave it to you! And honey, looking at your social media, thatβs not the only expensive thing heβs bought you. That jacket youβre always wearing? Those shoes? The jewelry?β
You looked down at the delicate necklace youβd worn every day since Hongjoong had given it to you, claiming it was βon brandβ for company events. The reality of the situation began to sink in.
Two days after your friendβs revelation about the gifts, you were at a company networking event, trying to act normal while hyperaware of every expensive item Hongjoong had given you. The delicate necklace felt heavy around your throat, and you kept fidgeting with the designer jacket on you.
βYou look like youβre about to bolt,β came an amused voice behind you. You turned to find Jeong Yunho, one of the top models who frequently walked for Hongjoongβs shows. Tall, gorgeous, and surprisingly down to earth, heβd become a friend over the months youβd worked together.
βJust tired,β you said, accepting the champagne he offered. βLong week.β
βTell me about it. Hongjoong had me do seventeen takes for that campaign shoot yesterday. Seventeen! For one pose!β Yunho rolled his eyes dramatically. βSometimes I think heβs actually insane.β
You laughed despite yourself. βOnly sometimes?β
βSee, this is why I like you. You get it.β Yunho grinned, moving closer so he could be heard over the music. βMost people are too intimidated by him to see how ridiculous he can be. Remember last month when he made the entire styling team redo a shoot because the modelβs nail polish was the wrong shade of nude?β
βIt was a three hour reshoot for nail polish,β you giggled, the champagne making you more relaxed than youβd felt all week.
βExactly!"
"And donβt get me started on his coffee thing. I swear he can taste when the barista is having a bad day.β Yunho leaned against the wall beside you, his shoulder brushing yours companionably. βHow do you deal with him every day without losing your mind?β
From across the room, you felt eyes on you. Glancing over, you saw Hongjoong watching your conversation with an expression you couldnβt quite read. He was surrounded by fashion editors and buyers, but his attention was fixed on you and Yunho.
βHeβs not that bad,β you found yourself saying, still watching Hongjoong. βHeβs justβ¦ particular.β
βParticular is one word for it.β Yunho followed your gaze and grinned. βOh, interesting.β
βWhat?β
βNothing. Justβ¦ your boss looks like he wants to murder me right now.β
You looked back at Hongjoong, who had indeed developed a rather stormy expression. As you watched, he excused himself from his group and started walking toward you with purposeful strides.
βYunho,β Hongjoongβs voice was crisp as he joined you. βShouldnβt you be networking with potential photographers? I heard Vogue is looking for fresh faces.β
βAlready talked to them,β Yunho replied cheerfully, seemingly oblivious to the tension. βThey loved the portfolio you helped me put together, actually. Thanks for that.β
Hongjoongβs jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. βGood. Y/N, I need to speak with you about tomorrowβs schedule.β
βCanβt it wait until-β Yunho started.
βNo.β Hongjoongβs tone brooked no argument. βItβs urgent.β
Yunho raised his eyebrows but smiled good-naturedly. βI can take a hint. See you later, Y/N. Thanks for the chat.β He squeezed your shoulder gently before walking away.
The moment he was gone, Hongjoong stepped closer, his presence suddenly overwhelming. βWhat was that about?β
βWhat was what about? We were just talking.β
βYou were laughing. A lot.β His voice was carefully controlled, but you caught the edge underneath.
βFriends do that sometimes, Hongjoong. They laugh together.β
βFriends.β He repeated the word like it tasted bitter. βIs that what you are?β
You stared at him, sudden understanding dawning. βAre youβ¦ jealous?β
βDonβt be ridiculous.β But the flush creeping up his neck betrayed him.
βYou are!β The realization was both thrilling and bewildering. βYouβre jealous of Yunho.β
βIβm not jealous of anyone,β Hongjoong said stiffly. βI just donβt appreciate my assistant being distracted during work events.β
βThis isnβt work, this is a party. And I wasnβt being distracted, I was being friendly. You know, that thing normal people do at social gatherings?β
His facade cracked slightly. βHe was touching you.β
βHe only touched my shoulder, Hongjoong. Itβs called friendly contact.β
βI donβt like it.β The admission seemed to surprise him as much as it did you.
Your heart started beating faster. βWhy?β
For a moment, he looked like he might retreat behind his usual professional mask. Then something in his expression shifted, became raw and honest in a way youβd never seen before.
βBecause youβre mine,β he said quietly, the words seeming to surprise him even as he said them. βBecause I watch you laugh with him and I want to be the one making you smile like that. Because the thought of anyone else having your attention, your time, yourβ¦β He stopped, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. βThis is insane. You work for me. I shouldnβt be feeling-β
βWhat?β you stepped closer, emboldened by his vulnerability. βWhat shouldnβt you be feeling?β
βLike I want to give you everything. Like seeing you wear the things I bought you is the best part of my day. Like Iβm completely, pathetically in love with you and I donβt know how to handle it.β
The words hung in the air between you, charged with months of unspoken tension. Around you, the party continued, but it felt like you were in a bubble, just the two of you and this moment.
βHongjoong,β you whispered, reaching up to touch his face gently. βYouβre not pathetic. And youβre not insane.β
He leaned into your touch despite himself. βI buy you things because I donβt know how else to show you. Iβve never felt like this about anyone before. I donβt know the rules.β
βYou tuck me in when I fall asleep at work,β you said softly. βYou remember how I like my coffee and my favorite pastries. You adjust the temperature when Iβm cold. You donβt need to buy me anything- you take care of me every day in a hundred small ways.β
He stared at you. βI didn't know you noticed.β
βHow could I not notice? Youβre not as subtle as you think.β You stepped closer. βI care about you too. More than I should, probably. More than what is professional.β
βScrew professional,β Hongjoong said, reaching for you. βIβm terrible at this, at relationships, at being vulnerable. Iβll probably drive you crazy.β
βYou already drive me crazy,β you admitted, letting him pull you closer. βBut I wouldnβt want to work for anyone else. I wouldnβt want to be anywhere else.β
βEven when Iβm being impossible?β
βEspecially then. Someone has to keep you in line.β
He smiled. The first real, unguarded smile youβd ever seen from him. βKeep my gifts. And everything else. Not because you have to, but because I want you to have them. Because you deserve beautiful things.β
βOkay,β you whispered. βBut Iβm keeping them because theyβre from you, not because of what they cost.β
βI can live with that.β He cupped your face gently, thumb brushing across your cheek. βCan I kiss you? Iβve been wanting to for months.β
You answered by standing on your tiptoes and meeting him halfway.
Later, After dealing with the party. Wrapped in his arms on the office couch, you murmured against his chest, βSo are we going to talk about how you basically accidentally became my sugar daddy?β
Hongjoong groaned. βPlease donβt call it that.β
βWhat should I call it then?β
βHow about calling it what it is?β He pressed a kiss to the top of your head. βMe being hopelessly in love with my assistant.β
βI prefer βhopelessly in love with your girlfriend,ββ you corrected.
βI like the sound of that better too.β
And if he still bought you ridiculously expensive things and took care of you in every way imaginable, well- that was just Kim Hongjoong loving you the only way he knew how. Completely, protectively, and with absolutely no regard for practicality.
Just the way you loved him back. Even if he was still an annoying prick at the job, at least he was yours.
THE END
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A/N: CAPTAIN IN FASHION SCENE I REPEAT CAPTAIN IN FASHION SCENE!! *starts barking* Hongjoong was going to say the 'It looks better on you anyway' word but stopped since he is too emotionally constipated to actually say it.
Warnings: forced marriage, slow ahh burn, emotional abuse, stalking, jealousy, implied violence, insecurity, yeosang is THE husband, we all want him
AN: Ok so happy belated birthday to my boy yeosang. The most prettiest, angelic mf I've ever seen. Like how can a man be so pretty and handsome at the same damn time. Also this was kinda like a prompt but I can't for the love of god find the comment. But you know who you are, thank you
Part 2 | Masterlist
βIβm not doing it.β
The words left your mouth before you could stop them, sharp and fast, cutting across the heavy air in the room like a blade. The study smelled like old leather and wood polish, the same way it always did when your father called you in for his lectures. But this wasnβt a lecture. This was something else. He sat behind that heavy desk, wearing the same expression he always wore when he made decisions for other peopleβs livesβ calm, practiced, untouchable.
βThis isnβt a request,β he answered, barely sparing you a glance. βItβs a responsibility.β
You couldβve laughed. Honestly, you almost did. Responsibility. That word sounded hilarious coming out of his mouth. What did he know about responsibility? The only thing he was responsible for was dragging this family name around town like it was some royal crest, acting like being respected by neighbors counted for anything real in the world.
βYou donβt get to sell me off like Iβm aββ
βEnough.β
Just that one word. Quiet. Heavy. And somehow louder than your shouting could ever be. Your mother was standing near the window, arms folded like she was cold even though the room was warm. She didnβt speak. She never did, not in front of him. Just stood there looking outside, twisting her rings like she could disappear into the carpet if she tried hard enough. You hated that you werenβt even surprised.
βThis marriage will benefit this family,β your father continued, smoothing his sleeves like this was some business meeting. βWeβve built this name for generations. And you will protect it.β
You clenched your fists tighter, nails biting into your palms. βYour reputation doesnβt mean anything outside this stupid town.β
It slipped before you could stop it, but you didnβt regret it. You meant it. All these formal dinners, these family events, these endless talks about legacyβ all of it felt empty. Like a dying empire pretending it was still a kingdom.
βThis family has survived longer than youβve been alive,β your father shot back, finally meeting your gaze with steel in his eyes. βAnd youβll do your part to make sure it stays that way.β
You could feel the walls closing in. You could feel your freedom shrinking, curling in on itself, suffocating before you could even scream.
βKang Yeosang.β
The name hit you like a slap. Sharp. Direct. Cold. You knew that name. Everyone did. Not because he was some loud, reckless criminalβno, worse than that. He was dangerous in a way that didnβt make noise. Dangerous in the way silent oceans are. You donβt notice how deep they are until youβre already halfway sunk.
βWhy him?β you asked, throat dry.
Your father barely blinked. βBecause his familyβs name will keep ours alive.β
Alive. Like this was survival. Like marrying you off to someone you didnβt even know was a favor. Like it was a gift. You hated how calm he was about it. You hated how your mother still hadnβt said a single word. You hated how small you felt in that moment, standing in a house you used to believe was home.
βIβm not going to his house,β you muttered finally, stubbornness flaring even when your heart was hammering in your chest. βYou can make me marry him, but Iβm not moving in with someβ some stranger.β
For a second, you thought maybeβjust maybeβthat would get a reaction. That something in him would soften, crack, break.
It didnβt.
Instead, he stood. Calm. Slow. Adjusting the cuffs of his shirt with careful precision, like he was bored of the conversation already. βYou will,β he said softly. βYouβll go to his house, youβll be his wife, and youβll do whatβs expected of you.β βAnd if I donβt?β you pushed, lifting your chin like you werenβt breaking inside.
His gaze sharpened just enough for the threat underneath to show, sharp and cold as glass. βThen Iβll handle it my way.β
You knew what his way meant. Not blood. Not mafia violence. But ruin. Reputation torn apart. Family turned against you. Friends pushed away. He knew how to break you the polite way, the respectable way. Quiet destruction in the form of shame.
You swallowed thick, hot air that didnβt want to go down.
βI hate you,β you breathed.
But your father was already walking away, steps quiet against the polished floor.
βI can live with that.β
Your throat burned with all the things you wanted to scream, but only one thing came out. βWhat about my studies?β
It sounded small. Weak. But it was the only lifeline you could grab onto in that moment. Something that was yours. The one thing you had left that wasnβt part of their family dinners, or reputation games, or polite handshakes pretending to be alliances.
University was supposed to be your escape. Not glamorous. Not perfect. But it was freedom in its own, small wayβearly mornings, long commutes, paper deadlines, friends who didnβt care about who your father was.
Your father barely reacted.
βYou can continue after the wedding,β he answered flatly, as if you were asking if you could have dessert after dinner.
You stared at him. βAfter?β
βYes. Youβll still attend.β
But you knew what that meant. You knew the weight behind those words. After the wedding. After moving into a strangerβs house. After taking his last name. After your life wasnβt yours anymore. Technically, sureβyou could go back. Physically, you could sit in the same classrooms, scribble in the same notebooks. But it wouldnβt be the same. Not with whispers curling behind your back. Not with people watching you like you were an exhibit. βThatβs herβthe girl who married into them.β
It would hang on you like invisible chains. Dragging behind you everywhere you went.
And worst of allβyou wouldnβt be able to come home. Not really. Not to this family. Not to your old life. Youβd have a new last name, a new house, a new set of rules written by someone elseβs hand.
The walls of the study felt like they were closing in.
βI donβt want this,β you said, quieter this time. No yelling. Just raw honesty, like a last ditch effort to claw your way out. βThis isnβt my life.β
Your father looked at you the same way he looked at accounts on paper. Math. Numbers. Problems to solve, not feelings to fix.
βIt is now.β
Simple. Unforgiving. Final.
You could almost feel the weight of your choices shrinking down to nothing. Every dream you used to picture folded neatly into a little box, pushed aside for family names and legacy dinners with strangers in pressed suits. Your stomach twisted. Hot. Cold. Rage and panic mixing together until you couldnβt tell which was worse.
You wanted to shout, wanted to break something, wanted to drag this perfect little empire down brick by brick just to prove you couldβbut you stood there frozen, fists clenched, staring at a man who would never, ever see you as anything but his tool first.
Come to the house.β
βNow?β
βNow.β
Yeosang sighed, rubbing his hand over his jaw. βAlright. Be there in twenty.β
It wasnβt unusualβgetting called over like this. His father didnβt waste words, didnβt waste visits. If he was calling, it meant something needed handling.
By the time he got to the mansion, the gates were already open like they always were when they expected him. The house was quiet, the same way expensive places areβgrand, but not loud about it. Just old money tastefully sitting in every piece of polished wood.
His father was already in the study when Yeosang stepped inside, standing by the window, one hand in his pocket like it was muscle memory by now. Glass of whiskey in the other. Of course.
βYouβre early,β his father said without turning around.
βYou said now.β
His father finally looked over, gave him that familiar once-over like he was assessing a report. βFair enough.β
There was a beat of silence. Not tense. Just quiet.
Thenβ
βThereβs going to be a wedding.β
Yeosang blinked once. βYours?β
His father gave him a flat look, one eyebrow raising the way it always did when Yeosang was being difficult on purpose. βYours.β
Yeosang huffed a breath, somewhere between a laugh and a sigh, stepping further into the room. βThat supposed to be funny?β
His father didnβt smile. βIβm serious.β
Yeosang stood still for a second, tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek. βIs that what you dragged me here for? Couldβve sent a text.β
βThis isnβt a text conversation.β
βYouβd be surprised what can be said over text these days.β
That earned the smallest twitch at the corner of his fatherβs mouth. Approval, maybe. Maybe not. Hard to tell with him.
βItβs arranged,β his father said, cutting through Yeosangβs deflection cleanly. βHer familyβs name still matters in this town. Not rich, not influential in our way, but solid. Traditional. The kind of people who care about reputation more than their own comfort.β
Yeosang tilted his head slightly. βSoβ¦ charity work?β
βStrategy,β his father corrected smoothly. βThey need stability. We donβt need much from them, but it keeps everything clean.β
βClean,β Yeosang repeated under his breath. He crossed his arms, leaning his shoulder against the doorframe. βAnd Iβm guessing I donβt get a vote?β
βYou get an understanding. Thatβs enough.β
Yeosang didnβt argue. Not because he agreed, but because he knew there was no point. This was how it worked. Give and take. Favors. Names. Quiet deals behind closed doors.
He exhaled through his nose. βWho is she?β
βY/L/Nβs daughter.β
Yeosangβs brow ticked. βDidnβt know they had one.β
βNot surprising. They keep her out of sight. Books, classes, family dinners. But they need her to secure their name before it fades.β
Yeosang thought about that for a second. Reputation marriages were common enough. Boring, mostly. People shaking hands over other peopleβs futures like it was stock trading.
βYouβve met her?β he asked.
βBriefly. Enough to know sheβs going to fight it.β
βGreat.β
His father glanced at him then, sharp. βNot your job to like it. Just your job to make it work.β
βI didnβt say I wouldnβt,β Yeosang muttered, rolling his jaw. βIβm just sayingβ¦ if sheβs gonna be difficult, itβs gonna be annoying.β
His fatherβs gaze didnβt soften, but there was a certain understanding there. βYouβll handle it.β
Yeosang let out a dry chuckle. βYeah,β he said, pushing off the doorframe. βGuess I will.β
As he turned to leave, his father added quietly, βThis isnβt punishment.β
βI know.β
And he did. This was just how things worked. Fair or notβhis life wasnβt completely his own anymore. Yeosang sat behind the wheel, thumb tapping against the steering wheel as he pulled out of the driveway. Headlights cutting clean lines through the dark street, smooth turns, muscle memory driving him home while his mind drifted elsewhere.
Marriage. Arranged.
He scoffed quietly to himself, shaking his head once. What was he supposed to do with someone elseβs family name attached to his life?
Some sheltered daughter of a traditional family, probably the kind who spent too much money on handbags and complained when the AC wasnβt cold enough. He could already hear the whining. Could already see the way sheβd expect to live in his place, treat it like a hotel, float through his routine like an expensive perfume he didnβt ask to wear.
No, that wasnβt happening.
Maybe heβd buy her an apartment somewhere else. Nothing fancy, but decent enough. They could do the whole photo ops thing, wear the rings, play nice for the public, then go back to separate lives. Paper marriage. Clean. Or worseβshe could be one of those girls who latched on for money. Gold digger. Probably already imagining his credit cards with her initials on the back.
He pressed his tongue to his cheek in irritation. God, he hated gold diggers.
Maybe sheβd show up to the first meeting with some designer bag acting shy, but batting lashes like she knew exactly how to play the game. All wide eyes and fake humility. Great. Just what he neededβanother headache in heels.
And the nameβYN.
It felt familiar. Couldnβt place it, but the reputation was old enough to echo through town. Traditional. Reputed. The type of family that prided themselves on manners but ate each other alive behind closed doors.
The kind that smiled with their teeth.
He drummed his fingers once more, sharp taps on the leather, jaw set.
Alright.
If he was going to be stuck with this arrangement, he might as well know what he was dealing with. And he wasnβt about to walk into it blind. He had resources. Skills. Connections that didnβt come from LinkedIn profiles or polite family dinners. If they thought he was going to just sit back and play along without checking her first, they clearly didnβt know him well enough.
Fine. If she was going to be part of his life, even on paper, heβd find out exactly who she wasβbefore she even stepped in the same room as him.
He flicked his blinker, turning toward his penthouse, already thinking about who to call first.
Letβs see what Miss YN was hiding.
By the time Yeosang finished, he knew more about her than her own family probably did.
Universityβsmall, local, nothing flashy. Biology major. Not exactly the typical rich family trophy daughter. No branded handbags, no influencer lifestyle. Her socials were barely active. Private, even. Most of her posts were old, nothing more than the occasional picture of a sunset or food she cooked. No thirst traps. No fake aesthetic feeds.
She liked drawing. Had an old art account that hadnβt been touched in monthsβmessy sketches of flowers and animals, all pencil or black ink. Crochet too. Random photos of half-finished scarves stuffed in a drawer. Cookingβsimple recipes, home stuff, not the kind of thing you post to show off, just to remember.
Her friends? A few from university. Small group chats. Normal conversations. Mostly about classes, complaining about assignments, nothing interesting. No clubbing pictures. No vacation shots with secret boyfriends tagged under fake accounts.
The further he dug, the more it annoyed himβnot because he found anything bad, but because he didnβt. No scandals, no secret plans to social climb, no hidden motives that screamed gold digger or spoiled brat.
She was just⦠boring.
Boring in the way people are when theyβre not trying to be noticed. And for some reason, that irritated him more than if she had been a problem.
Yeosang leaned back in his chair, tossing his phone on the table. Elbow propped on the armrest, hand running through his hair, frustration curling at the edges of his jaw.
Great. Now he was stuck marrying some quiet, awkward, crochet-making biology nerd who probably spent more time reading textbooks than thinking about designer clothes. Not exactly the chaos he was expecting.
But that was fine.
Boring or not, it didnβt change the situation. Didnβt change the fact that she probably didnβt want this marriage any more than he did. Didnβt change the fact that, like it or not, she was about to become his problem.
The small cafe tucked between two old bookstores smelled like cinnamon and burnt espresso, the kind of place youβd miss unless you were looking for it. Y/N liked it that wayβquiet, steady, familiar. No loud music, no influencers with tripods. Just people who liked good coffee and minding their own business.
She stepped up to the counter, eyes scanning the pastries before glancing at the girl behind the register. βI love your hair,β she said softly, a small smile pulling at her lips. βThat color looks really good on you.β The girl blinked, caught off guard, then smiled wide. βOh! Thank youβI just dyed it last week.β
Y/N nodded, pleased. Compliments were easy. They made people softer. And the girl was pretty, her pastel blue curls tucked behind her ear like she wasnβt sure yet if she liked them. Little things like that made the world feel less sharp.
She ordered her coffee, tucked herself into the corner seat like she always did, pulling her notebook out of her bag. Pages filled with messy diagrams, doodles in the margins, recipes scrawled sideways between molecular structures.
What she didnβt noticeβwhat no one noticedβwas the man sitting at the table near the window, fingers idly circling the rim of his untouched cup, black baseball cap low over his brow.
Yeosang watched all of it with that same steady, unreadable expression he always wore when he was thinking too much. He wasnβt even sure why he was there. Habit, maybe. Curiosity. Boredom. The fact that the more he found out about her, the more it didnβt add up with what he expected. Normal girls didnβt compliment strangers just because. Normal girlsβespecially daughters of families clawing for reputationβwere supposed to be fake polite. Smile, nod, move on. But she meant it. He could tell. You didnβt fake that kind of tone.
He watched the way she curled into herself, scribbling in that notebook like the rest of the world didnβt exist, lips pressed into a soft frown of concentration.
Just a quiet girl who looked like she was holding herself together with coffee and stubbornness.
Yeosang leaned back in his chair, crossing one ankle over his knee, jaw ticking once. This was going to be annoying in a completely different way. Y/N didnβt notice him when she left.
He watched her go, watched the way she shrugged her bag higher onto her shoulder, thumb absentmindedly rubbing at a little ink stain on her wrist from writing earlier. She moved like someone used to being unnoticed, like she liked it that way. The door chimed behind her, soft and forgettable.
Yeosang waited a beat, then stood, shoving his hands into his coat pockets as he stepped out onto the street. He wasnβt planning to follow her. Not really. That wasnβt his thing. He wasnβt the lurking type. But something about the whole thing felt unfinishedβlike heβd walked into a movie halfway through and now he needed to know how it ended, even if it was boring. Especially because it was boring.
She turned down one of the smaller streets, familiar paths clearly mapped in her head. She didnβt hesitate. Not once. Like sheβd walked this way so many times her feet didnβt need permission anymore.
Normal. Predictableβ¦.Except for the part where, in a few weeks, her life wouldnβt be.
That was the thing gnawing at the edge of his mind. She didnβt know yet. Not fully. Probably knew about the arrangement, sure, but she didnβt know what marrying into his family meant. What marrying him meant. She looked like she still had hope things would be fine. Like she still thought she could negotiate her way out of it if she used the right tone with her father.
Cute.
He wasnβt cruel. He wasnβt the type to tear down someone just because he could. But he wasnβt about to let someone walk into his life acting like it was optional.
This marriage was happening. She was going to be his. And the sooner she realized that, the easier it was going to be for both of them.
Yeosang sighed, pulling his cap lower as he turned the opposite direction, heading back toward his car. No point in being seen. Not yet. Heβd play it properly, like he always didβlet the introductions happen the way their fathers arranged, act like this was his first time seeing her. Civil. Normal.
For now, she could keep her quiet cafes and notebooks full of diagrams.
Soon enough, sheβd be sitting across from him at a dinner table pretending she wasnβt thinking about escape routes.
And when that time cameβ
Heβd enjoy watching the fight leave her eyes when she realized there werenβt any.
The dining room was too polished. Everything in it felt like it belonged in a magazineβheavy chairs, polished forks, crystal glasses that didnβt belong to people who used them often. It smelled faintly like expensive old wood and control.
Y/N sat straight, shoulders set, jaw locked like sheβd been preparing for this her entire life. Polite daughter. Obedient. Chin slightly tilted upβnot too much to look rude, just enough to show she wasnβt going to shatter on command.
Across the table, Yeosang sat with his elbow resting lazily on the armrest, fingers tapping slow against the tablecloth. His gaze was on her, not in the obvious way, not wide-eyed or curiousβmore like someone reading a file they already memorized but going over it again for fun.
βSo,β his father started, formal tone sharp around the edges, βthis is long overdue.β
Her father chuckled lightly, already halfway sunk into the leather chair like this was a golf meeting. βWeβve been meaning to sit down properly.β
Yeosang barely blinked. βMm.β
Y/N didnβt look at him at first. Her eyes were trained on her plate, expression soft but unreadable, like sheβd pulled politeness over herself like armor. When she finally did glance at him, it wasnβt shyβit was calculated. Brave. Probably spent the last week practicing it in the mirror.
Didnβt matter.
He knew everything already. Biology major. Draws on the side. Probably keeps her yarn stuffed in a drawer somewhere in that tiny bedroom of hers. Ordinary, and for some reason, that irritated him more than anything else could have.
Their parents carried the conversation like businessmen. Deals, family names, subtle remarks about strengthening ties. It wasnβt a dinnerβit was a contract, disguised in roast chicken and overpriced wine.
Yeosangβs eyes didnβt leave her.
Y/N shifted her grip on the napkin under the table, folding it tighter in her palm. Eyes stayed lowβnot on purpose, not because she was scaredβbut because eye contact always felt like permission for people to ask more questions. And she wasnβt in the mood to explain herself to anyone at that table.
Yeosang sat across from her, speaking with her father like he wasnβt being sized up for marriage. Confident. Comfortable in a room full of expectations. His voice was steady, like someone used to being listened to, used to having the final word in a conversation. The kind of steady that didnβt need raising.
His father said something about ties between families. Her father hummed in agreement. Someone poured more wine. The edge of Yeosangβs gaze cut toward her briefly. He didnβt stare. Just checked. Like someone glancing at a watch to see how much longer they had to stay.
βSo,β his voice finally reached her side of the table, low, smooth, without decoration, βbiology.β
Her fork hovered, not quite raised, not quite lowered. βYeah.β
He waited. No explanation followed. No polite rambling about how she got into it, what she wanted to do with it, how hard it was balancing studies with life. Just that quiet confirmation, like she wasnβt going to give him more than that unless dragged.
Something about that pulled a faint curve to the corner of his mouthβnot a smile, not even close, just interest. Her fingers folded the napkin tighter.
βYou gonna finish that?β he asked, eyes flicking to the untouched half of roasted potatoes on her plate.
Finally, her eyes met his. Not soft, not flirtyβflat. Careful. βDo you want it?β
He shrugged once. βDidnβt think you were shy about eating.β βIβm not.β
He raised an eyebrow, mildly amused. βGood.β
Silence again, heavy but not uncomfortable. Just two people used to not needing to fill it. Her father started speaking about how she could continue studying after marriage, casual, like saying weβll paint the guest room next week. She didnβt bother correcting him, though the heaviness in her chest said she wanted to. No way it would actually work that easily.
She didnβt say anything else for the rest of the meal. Yeosang didnβt, either.
He just watched her, like a lion watching something smallβnot because he wanted to pounce, but because he was curious if it was going to run. Neither of them moved first.
Yeosang watched the way her fingers kept folding the napkin tighter and tighter, like if she could just make it small enough, she could disappear into it. But her expression didnβt match the tension in her hands. She didnβt look flustered. Didnβt look desperate. Justβ¦ controlled. Like someone whoβd been living with locked doors their whole life and knew better than to jiggle the handle too loud. Interesting.
βDo you usually not talk,β he murmured, cutting into the silence, βor is that just for me?β
The faintest breath of humor pulled at her nose before she could stop it. βDepends.β
βOn?β
She let her gaze flick upβnot to his eyes, just above them. βWhether or not the person across from me deserves it.β His tongue pressed to the inside of his cheek, and for a second, he almost laughed. Almost. This wasnβt what he expected. Spoiled daughters didnβt sit at tables folding napkins into perfect squares like they were holding knives in their laps.
And she didnβt look at him properly, not even once. Not because she was scared. Because she didnβt care. But she would.
Not in the way girls cared about him normally. Not wide-eyed or hopeful. No, she was going to care when she realized exactly how much of her life was about to be decided for her whether she folded napkins or full pages of essays. And the funny thing wasβhe didnβt want to break her. He just wanted to watch how long she could hold that line before she blinked first.
After the dinner dragged itself to its dull, polished conclusion, with the adults shaking hands over dessert like theyβd just signed a treaty, Yeosang leaned back in his chair, elbow resting against the polished wood, fingertips brushing his jaw like he was thinking something over. And maybe he was. But the look in his eyes said this was calculated.
βSo,β he said casually, but with the kind of weight that immediately drew the attention of both families, βhow about next Thursday?β
The words dropped into the space between them with a deliberate softness, like a stone hitting still water. No one moved. His father raised a brow slightly, clearly pleased with the display of initiative. Her father smiled, the kind of smile fathers wear when they think their daughterβs life is finally falling in line. And Y/NβY/N kept her fingers on the edge of her plate, eyes flickering up to Yeosang, finally, properly, but only for a second.
βThursday?β she echoed, like she needed to make sure she heard him right, even though she absolutely had.
He nodded once, slow, composed. βNext week. Youβll be free, wonβt you?β
It wasnβt a question. Not really. Not with the way every eye at that table turned toward her, expectant, waiting for her to be agreeable. Marriage was already settled like property; a casual dinner date wasnβt going to shake the foundation of that, but somehow, this felt worse.
Her jaw tensed before she could stop it, irritation curling hot under her ribsβnot because she didnβt expect him to test her, but because he chose Thursday. Her only weekday off. Her only breathing space. Her only time where nobody expected her to be anything, say anything, do anything. She studied late on Thursdays, sometimes sat in the library doing nothing but scribbling messy notes on scrap paper that didnβt mean anything, just because she could. And now he was looking at her like he knew that. Like heβd planned that.
βI suppose,β she muttered, voice clipped, polite, lined with quiet annoyance that no one but him seemed sharp enough to hear. βSince youβve already picked the day for me.β
Their fathers chuckled, pleased at the display of future marital bliss like they were in on some great joke. His father gave him that approving glanceβthe good, take responsibility look that was passed between powerful men in rooms like this. But Yeosang wasnβt watching anyone else. Just her. Measuring. Testing. Curious how far she could fold before snapping.
βYouβll like it,β he said simply. No tease. No apology. No smile.
She didnβt respond. Just folded the napkin in her lap one more time before setting it neatly on the table like she was handling something fragile. She didnβt look at him again, not because she was shy, but because she knew better. If she did, itβd feel like she was giving him something.
And right now, she wasnβt in the mood to give him anything. But she was curious now. Why Thursday?
Yeosang saw everything. He wasnβt sitting there with that calm posture and steady gaze for showβhe was trained for this, raised on discipline sharper than any blade, molded under the expectation that one day he would carry the weight of something much heavier than family name. He was observant. Always. And while everyone at that table was busy patting each otherβs backs over the success of an arranged marriage neither party asked for, Yeosang was watching her like a map he was learning by memory.
It was the way she folded the napkinβnot once, not twice, but over and over. Each time, pressing it smaller, sharper, tucking corners like she wanted it neat but not too neat, controlled but never pristine. People who folded things that many times werenβt trying to fidgetβthey were trying to manage something they couldnβt put words to. Heβd seen it in tense meetings, watched rival leaders smooth the edges of cufflinks or touch their watches repeatedly when they were hiding nerves or holding in words they couldnβt say aloud.
And she didnβt even realize she was doing it.
But that wasnβt the only thing. He caught the tiny shifts in her posture whenever her parents leaned too close, a subtle lean awayβnot disrespectful, not obvious, just barely enough to create distance like muscle memory. She didnβt flinch. She didnβt recoil. She managed it. As if that small separation was the only thing keeping her breathing steadily through this whole suffocating display of family pride.
Then there was her food. The careful way she pushed it around her plate, not because she was picky or entitled, but because eating under watchful eyes wasnβt the same as eating alone. Separating textures, shapes, colors, almost like categorizing parts of herself she wasnβt ready to share yet. It wasnβt disinterestβit was control. She was being studied, so she gave them nothing. Not even in the way she chewed.
Most people didnβt notice these things. Hell, most people didnβt even know they did them. But Yeosang saw it all like someone reading subtitles under a movie no one else could hear. And with every fold of that napkin, with every subtle lean of her shoulder, with every glance that never quite met anyone elseβs fully, he knew one thing for certainβ
She was no ordinary girl.
No spoiled daughter. No meek little thing waiting for a husband to save her from some sheltered life. There was something under that careful silence, something sharp, something waiting. Not the loud kind of defianceβbut the quiet kind that made revolutions possible if left alone too long.
Yeosang didnβt know what that thing was yet. But he wanted to. Not to break her. Not to tame her. Not even to get under her skin. He just wanted to see what would happen if someone finally pressed back. And he was more than prepared to be that someone.
But he was no saint, either. Sure, Yeosang was observant. Sure, he was sharp, disciplined, raised on a steady diet of politics, violence, and strategyβbut he was also his fatherβs son. And that bloodline came with one very particular curse: the chronic, unrelenting need to poke at things just to see what sound they made when they cracked. It wasnβt malicious. It wasnβt even personal. It was just in his bones.
And sheβsitting there with her neat napkin folding and careful glances and that stubborn refusal to give him anythingβwas basically gift-wrapped for that exact kind of cruelty.
Admit it. He was intrigued by her, sure. But more than that, there was an itch under his skin when he looked at her, this annoying, bratty curiosity that made him want to press buttons just to see what sheβd do. Not because he wanted to humiliate her. Not because he wanted to watch her fall apart. No, it was because she didnβt flinch. And that was interesting. Different. Everyone flinched eventuallyβbut she justβ¦ adjusted.
And she looked cute annoyed.
Not the whiny, spoiled kind of cute. Not the bratty, helpless kind. The kind of cute that made him want to lean closer, just to see if her voice would crack the same way her napkin did under her fingers.
He shouldnβt care. He shouldnβt even be here, technically, wasting brainpower on reading into a girl he was being forced to marry by family names he didnβt even particularly respect. But here he was, running mental diagnostics on someoneβs napkin folding like it was part of a case file, and liking it more than he should.
And if he was going to be dragged into this circus of arranged happiness, he might as well have fun while he was at it.
Testing her? It wasnβt just strategy anymore. It was entertainment. Annoying her? That was just hereditary.
She really didnβt want to go.
Likeβborderline, jump-off-the-balcony level of not wanting to go. Not because she thought it would fix anything, not because she was dramatic, but because the sheer dread of giving up the one day that belonged to her made her stomach twist. It was Thursday. Thursday was hers. Her one breath in a week full of held ones. Her one clean, unclaimed square of time where no one asked her to smile, or marry, or fold herself into something palatable.
But she didnβt jump, because that wasnβt how good girls act.
Her motherβs voice echoed in the bathroom as she brushed mascara through her lashes. βBe agreeable, Y/N. Donβt embarrass us. Youβre not going to be one of those girls with tantrums and police reports. Youβre better than that.β
Better. Whatever that meant.
So she got dressed. Pulled on clothes that said I didnβt try but I still look good because if she was going to be dragged into this, she was going to do it on her terms. She tied her shoes like she was tightening a tether around her own ankles. Did her makeupβnot too much, not too little, just enough to look alive, to hide the exhaustion that simmered under polite nods and family dinners.
And when she finally looked at herself in the mirror, it wasnβt vanity staring back. It was survival. Thursday. Her Thursday. And now she was about to spend it across from him.
That annoying Yeosang with his sharp eyes and careful words, with his Iβm watching you energy and the quiet smugness that didnβt need smiles or stupid flirting to make itself known. She could already hear his voice in her head, perfectly even, perfectly annoying.
And yetβshe still tied her hair the way she liked it. Still put on her favorite necklace. Not for him. For herself. Because if she was going to war, she might as well wear armor.
She went down the stairs like muscle memory, footsteps light but steady, not really registering anything around her. Her parents said somethingβmaybe a wish, maybe a warning, maybe one of those sugary βbe goodβ reminders her mother loved so much. But it was all white noise, just the hum of life happening in the background of a mind that was already somewhere else entirely.
She didnβt ignore them on purpose. She was just zoned out. The kind of zoned out where you donβt even realize your keys are already in your hand, or that you locked the door behind you without thinking about it. Automatic. Like when youβre walking to class with music on and suddenly youβre already at the building, but you donβt remember crossing the street.
She didnβt remember leaving the front door. Didnβt remember if sheβd even said goodbye, or if her mom had tried to fix the fold of her sleeve one last time like she always did. And she definitely didnβt see him until she stepped out onto the pavement and felt him.
Thereβs a specific kind of awareness that happens when someoneβs eyes are already on you before youβve noticed them. Like a silent tap on the shoulder. She glanced upβ
βand there he was.
Leaning back comfortably in the driverβs seat of a sleek black car, windows down just enough to catch the breeze, one hand draped over the steering wheel like he had all the time in the world. Rap music playing in the background, not quiet but not obnoxiously loud. And that expressionβnot quite a smile, definitely not a grin, just that irritating curve of satisfaction people wore when theyβd predicted something exactly right. Smug wasnβt even the word for it. It was too clean. Too Yeosang. Of course he was already here.
Of course he was watching her like he knew she wouldnβt have noticed him until now. She blinked once, slow, lips pressed in a thin line, and then kept walking. Didnβt acknowledge him, didnβt offer a greeting, just moved like she was late for something even though she wasnβt.
He leaned slightly forward as she approached, tapping his fingers once against the steering wheel, eyes glinting with that silent, irritating amusement.
You walked towards the car, your steps slower than usual, annoyance bubbling up at the sight of him sitting there, looking far too comfortable. You crossed your arms and leaned slightly against the door, giving him a flat look.
βI wasnβt aware you were picking me up,β you said, trying to keep your voice neutral. It came out a little sharper than intended, but you couldn't help it. This whole thing felt off, like you were being dragged into a game that you hadnβt agreed to play.
Yeosang just looked at you with that annoying, cocky expression, the one that always made your blood boil, and shrugged a shoulder. "Well, you should've been. Itβs not like you had many options."
You felt a flicker of irritation, but it quickly settled into a calm mask. You werenβt about to give him the satisfaction of showing how much he got under your skin. Moving towards the backdoor, you reached for the handle, ready to slide in and get this over with.
Before you could even touch it, the car locked with a loud click.
You froze.
What the hell?
You looked up at him, surprised. He just sat there, still with that casual air, his eyes gleaming as if he was waiting for a reaction.
βExcuse me?β you said, narrowing your eyes.
Without missing a beat, he simply pointed to the passenger seat with an almost lazy gesture. "Sit there."
You blinked at him. You were about to say somethingβprobably something rudeβbut you stopped yourself. There was no way you were going to let him mess with you like this. Still, you didnβt argue. You didn't have the energy to fight him over something so trivial. The car door opened with a quick swipe, and you slid in, your gaze still sharp but subdued.
Yeosang didnβt speak again as you buckled your seatbelt, his attention shifting to the road as he put the car in drive. The silence between you felt heavy, but you couldnβt bring yourself to break it. It was better this way. Better not to engage, better to keep things surface-level.
The ride was awkward. Well, for you, at least. Yeosang didnβt seem to feel it. His posture was relaxed, one hand on the wheel, the other resting lazily on the gear, like he was driving down to the beach with friends and not chauffeuring his future wife to some forced date neither of you wanted.
But you sat there, arms crossed, eyes out the window, chewing the inside of your cheek. And then it hit you. Wait. Is that Kendrick Lamarβs Reincarnated playing?
You blinked, eyes flickering toward the dashboard like you could confirm it with just a glance at the stereo. The beat was unmistakable, that heavy bass, sharp snare, and those layered vocals riding smooth over the instrumental. Of all the people to be playing Kendrick Lamar at full volumeβit had to be him.
The irritation in your chest shifted slightly, replaced by somethingβ¦ warmer. Familiar. For a secondβjust a secondβyou forgot you were on your way to spend your Thursday afternoon with the most annoying man alive. You knew this song. Knew it.
Mentally, you started mouthing the lyrics in your head, matching every bar, every breath, every sharp flip of cadence like muscle memory. Word to word. Clean. Like second skin. It wasnβt loud in your expression, but your mind was in full concert mode, rapping like youβd been waiting for this exact song to save you from the awkwardness.
And for the first time since you sat in that car, you didnβt feel bored.
Without even realizing it, your fingers had started tapping against your thigh, following the beat with this natural kind of ease that only happens when something feels right. The awkwardness melted just slightlyβnot completely, but enough that you didnβt feel like throwing yourself out of the moving car anymore.
But thenβ
The song ended, and before you could even mourn the silenceβanother Kendrick song started playing. Different album. Same vibe. Same unmistakable energy. You frowned slightly, eyes flicking to the stereo now like it had betrayed you. Two Kendrick songs in a row? Coincidence?
You sat there for a second, staring ahead, lips pressing into a thin line as your brain worked overtime. Sure, it couldβve been a coincidence. Everyone liked Kendrick, right? But this feltβ¦ deliberate. Like someone had put it on a playlist. Was he doing it on purpose? Is he a fan too?
You glanced at him, cautious, like you didnβt want to give him the satisfaction of catching you interestedβbut curiosity was starting to override irritation. He was just driving like usual, one hand lazily adjusting the volume like it was background noise to him. But something about how casual he looked felt rehearsed.
It didnβt sit right with you. Couldβve been random. Couldβve been a setup. Orβ¦ couldβve been both. But either way, you werenβt about to ask first. Nope. Not happening.
You just leaned back against the seat, eyes steady out the window, tapping your fingers again, this time not just because of the beatβbut because you were thinking.
Yeosang was way too pleased with himself.
Not that he showed it outwardlyβno smug grin, no teasing comments just yetβbut inside? Yeah. He was damn near proud. Everything was going exactly how he wanted. Calculated. Controlled. Planned with the kind of precision that came from years of watching, learning, and franklyβbeing too damn good at reading people.
He knew everything he needed to know about you. Hellβhe probably knew more about you than you did. He knew Thursday was your free day. Knew how you carved it out for yourself like it was holy ground. Thatβs exactly why he chose today to drag you out. Not because he wanted to ruin it. Noβbecause it would be the one thing you couldnβt say no to. Youβd either have to cancel your only peace of the week or face himβand he knew youβd pick facing him. Pride. Predictable.
He knew you didnβt like going outβnot with family, not with friends, barely even by yourself. So, he came to you. Made it easy. Familiar car. Private. No excuses to back out last minute because βI didnβt feel like taking a cabβ or βthe bus was crowdedβ. Nah. He had you cornered, comfortably.
And the music? That wasnβt a coincidence, either. Heβd seen the playlist. Hell, heβd memorized the damn playlist. Kendrick Lamar was your favorite in the rap genre, and it just so happened Kendrick was on his heavy rotation too, so it didnβt even feel forced. Just enough familiarity to make you settle in, just enough to make your fingers tap without realizing, to get you thinking maybe this wonβt be as bad as I thought.
He didnβt need to ask you what you liked. He knew what you liked. Yeosangβs father didnβt raise foolsβand Yeosang wasnβt about to start disappointing now.
He kept his eyes on the road, face clean of expression, like he didnβt know exactly what you were thinking. Like he hadnβt already played this scene out in his head a dozen times. You were stubborn, yeahβbut he was patient. And precise.
He didnβt want to break you. Nah. That was boring. He wanted to watch. Watch how long you could act like you didnβt care. Watch how long you could pretend you werenβt curious. Watch how long it took before you realizedβyou werenβt the only one with sharp edges.
And yeah, he liked rap too. Lucky you.
The car rolled to a smooth stop, the hum of the engine cutting off and leaving behind the faint echo of Kendrickβs verse lingering in your head. You looked around, blinking slowly. Parking lot.
What kind of parking lot? You didnβt know. Big building, a few cars around, that slightly industrial vibe, but nothing familiar. You didnβt go out enough to tell which part of town this was, and franklyβyou didnβt care. You just wanted to get this over with.
With a sigh, you reached for your seatbelt, pressing the button to unclip itβ¦Nothing.
You pressed it again, harder this time, like maybe the extra force would convince it to listen to you. Nothing moved. βOh, come onββ you muttered under your breath, tugging at the strap now with growing frustration. Typical. Typical. Of course this was happening. On today of all days. And the last thing you wanted to doβthe very lastβwas ask him for help. But pride had limits, and youβd already used up most of yours agreeing to this disaster of a βdate.β
You glanced at him reluctantly. βItβs stuck.β
He didnβt even pretend to be surprised. Didnβt flinch, didnβt chuckleβjust leaned slightly toward you, unbothered, one hand moving with irritating ease to the buckle. The button clicked effortlessly under his fingers like it had just been waiting for him to do it.
βSee?β he murmured, voice low, that smug little undertone threading beneath it. βI knew youβd need me eventually.β
Your jaw clenched, and you shot him a look that couldβve killed a weaker man on the spot. βIt was broken.β
βOf course it was,β he replied, tone dripping with mock sympathy, before pushing his door open and stepping out like nothing just happened.
You sat there for a second, heat prickling at the back of your neck, wishing the ground would swallow you wholeβbut no such luck.
Fine. Whatever. You pushed your door open too, standing straight, brushing down your clothes like you hadnβt just been humiliated by a seatbelt. You wouldnβt let him have the last word. Not yet. Not ever.
You followed him, not knowing where you were going, but very aware of two things:
1. This was going to be a long day.
2. You hated how nice his stupid cologne smelled when he walked ahead of you.
But you had no intention of making this easy for him.
So, as soon as you both started walking, you slowed your paceβnot obviously, not dramaticallyβjustβ¦ enough. Enough to make it mildly irritating. Enough to make him notice. You werenβt even really doing it on purpose; he was just tall, and apparently, tall people had no concept of walking like normal humans. His strides were three of yours combined, and you refusedβrefusedβto jog after him like some lost puppy.
If he wanted to drag you around, he was going to work for it. But the irritating thing? He didnβt say a word. Didnβt huff, didnβt throw a glance over his shoulder, didnβt tell you to hurry up like you half expected. He just walked, silent, hands in his pockets like this was the most casual thing in the world.
Until suddenly, about ten steps ahead, he stopped. Just stood there.
You narrowed your eyes, fully prepared for some passive-aggressive remark or maybe a sarcastic clap. You were ready for it. Bring it on. But insteadβhe just turned around andβ¦ held out his hand. You stared at it like it was something you didnβt understand.
The hell was that supposed to mean?
Your eyes flicked up to his face, searching for the usual sharp comment or hidden smirkβbut nothing. He just stood there, hand out, expression unreadable but steady. βGrab on,β he said, like it was obvious. You blinked, caught between being offended andβ¦ genuinely confused. βWhat?β
βYouβre slow,β he said simply, like he was pointing out the weather. βSo grab on.β
You stared at his hand, then back at his face. βIβm not slow. Youβre just fast.β
βWhatever helps you sleep at night,β he said under his breath. βNow grab on before I make you.β
You didnβt move for a second. Pride screamed no, but practicalityβ¦ well, it was tired of jogging every five steps to keep up. And something about the way he said itβfirm, low, steadyβnot mocking, not playful, justβ¦ expectingβit made that prickling nervousness crawl up your spine again. You hated that tone.
But your hand moved anyway, slipping into his, your fingers curling awkwardly, like you didnβt know what to do with yourself. His grip was steady, firmβbut not crushing. Not controlling. Justβ¦ leading.
Without another word, he started walking again, pulling you gently but efficiently alongside him, adjusting his paceβnot entirely slowing down, but enough that you didnβt have to scramble. You hated howβ¦ easy it felt. Hated it more that your hand stayed there.
The deeper you both walked, the clearer it gotβit wasnβt just some random building or a casual cafe. It was a restaurant. A fancy one.
Not just white tablecloth fancy, but crystal glasses, piano music playing softly in the background, waiters dressed better than your uncles at weddings kind of fancy. And honestly? It was too much.
Your dad never took you to places like this. Never. Said restaurants were a scam, said home food was better, cheaper, cleanerβbut you knew better. Youβd seen the unpaid bills, the receipts stuffed into drawers, the phone calls with that low, desperate tone he didnβt think you could hear. Gambling debt didnβt leave room for filet mignon or imported wine. Youβd spent your life quietly excusing it, brushing it off, pretending you didnβt want this kind of thing anyway.
But standing here now, in this giant pristine place with soft golden lighting and tables spaced way too far apart, you felt like an imposter. Like you were wearing someone elseβs shoes in a room you didnβt belong in. It was overwhelming. Too bright. Too clean. Too silent. Everyone here looked like they belonged. And youβyou didnβt even know which fork to use first.
You hadnβt realized it at first, but your body did. Instinctively, without even thinking, you found yourself scooting closer to him. Not dramaticallyβnot enough to look weirdβbut just enough that the space between you narrowed. Like proximity alone could make you smaller, safer, less obvious. The worst part?
It felt natural.
You hated that. Hated that the man you were mentally arguing with for the past hour was now also the one person here who felt vaguely familiar.
Yeosang noticed, of course he did. The tension of your shoulder brushing barely against his arm, the shift of your body tilting slightly toward hisβhe clocked it instantly. But he didnβt comment. Didnβt give you that teasing remark you were bracing for. Instead, his fingers adjusted slightly around yours, like he was anchoring you there. Silent. Steady. Just a solid presence beside all the marble floors and velvet chairs.
He didnβt say a word. But you felt it anyway. βI got you.β
Some guyβmanager, waiter, whateverβshowed up then, all polite smiles and expensive cologne, greeting Yeosang like they were long-lost friends or something. Said something about the table being ready, offered some words you didnβt really catch because your brain was too busy buzzing with nerves.
You werenβt listening. Didnβt want to. Everything felt too sharp around the edges. Before you could even process it properly, Yeosang had your hand again, guiding you forward with that same casual grip, not giving you the chance to hesitate. It wasnβt forceful, justβ¦ confident. Like he already knew youβd follow.
And you did.
He led you through rows of softly murmuring people until you reached a tableβnot entirely private, but tucked into a little alcove, partly hidden by frosted glass panels and low plants. Enough separation that you didnβt feel like fish in a tank, but not so hidden that it felt awkward. It was nice. Comfortable in a way you hadnβt expected.
Yeosang didnβt miss a beat. He stepped around you andβof courseβpulled out the chair. You hesitated for half a second, eyes flickering up at him. No teasing expression. No sharp remark waiting. Just a simple gesture, like this was routine.
You sat down, the chair gliding smoothly beneath you, and he pushed it in with practiced ease. For a brief second, you hated how nice that felt. Not because of him. But because no one had done that before. Not dates, not family, not anyone.
You adjusted your sleeves awkwardly, trying not to fidget, while he walked around and took his own seat, leaning back with that effortless comfort like this was his living room and not a restaurant with menus you probably couldnβt even afford to read.
He picked up the menu with one hand, flipping through it casually like this wasnβt his first time hereβwhich, judging by how the staff greeted him, you were sure it wasnβt. His eyes scanned the pages, sharp and focused, while the other hand rested lazily on the edge of the table. After a moment, he looked up, right at you. βWhat do you want?β
It shouldnβt have been a complicated question. Normal people would justβ¦ answer. Say pasta, steak, whatever. But for some reason, your throat tightened. It wasnβt nervesβnot exactly. Justβ¦ indecision.
All your life, someone had chosen for you. Your mom, mostly. Always ordering for you at restaurantsβnever asking, just assuming. Always brushing off your opinions as βItβs not good for you,β or βYou wonβt like it.β Somewhere along the line, you stopped bothering to decide. It felt easier that way.
So you did the only thing that felt natural, default almost. βWhatever youβre having.β Yeosang paused.
His jaw ticked slightly, almost like he was holding back a sighβbut not in frustration. More likeβ¦ patience. βThatβs not how this works,β he said, voice lower, steady, like someone reasoning with a kid who was trying to eat candy for breakfast. βYou donβt just copy.β
You shrugged, defensive, staring at the polished wood of the table. βI donβt know whatβs good.β
βItβs not that deep,β he finished for you, lips twitching slightlyβbut not in mockery, just amusement. βItβs just food. Pick what you want.β
The thing wasβ¦ no one had ever given you choices like that. Not explained them patiently. Not acted like your opinion actually mattered, even in something as small as dinner. It made your chest feel weirdly tight. Like you wanted to be mad, but couldnβt quite find the reason.
Yeosang didnβt press further. Just leaned back again, waving over the waiter with a lazy flick of his fingers, like this was the most normal thing in the world. But you sat there with the menu still open in your hands, staring at itβ¦
Thatβs when it hit youβthe slow, creeping embarrassment settling in the pit of your stomach.
You didnβt know how to read menus.
Not like literally not knowing how to read, butβ¦ you didnβt know how to understand them. Fancy restaurant menus werenβt in normal languageβthey were in that rich people language. Words like confit, beurre blanc, something-something reductionβyou didnβt even know if you were ordering food or furniture. The more you stared at it, the worse it got. Everything blurred together until it just looked like noise on paper.
Your hand twitched slightly on the edge of the menu, the corners of it curling under your fingertips. You didnβt even know how to begin. Finally, you gave up. Quietly. Awkwardly. You placed the menu down and looked at himβreally looked at himβfor the first time all evening. Gone was the irritation, the stubborn defiance. Instead, it was something softer. Not defeated, but pleading.
βCan you justβ¦ choose?β you asked, voice low, almost hoping he wouldnβt make a scene about it.
For a second, he just stared at you. No teasing, no smug smileβjust studying you. Calculating. Then, instead of making a big deal about it, he nodded once, sharp, like this was all perfectly normal. βAlright,β he murmured. βBut youβre still gonna have choices.β
And then, like it was muscle memory, he listed things off. Simple. No complicated words, no long-winded chef specials.
βDo you want red sauce or white?β
βChicken or beef?β
βWant dessert or not?β
Just basic questions, no extra fluff. Like someone breaking down rocket science to math tables. By the time he was done, it actually sounded like a meal, not a puzzle.
And without realizing it, youβd started folding the cloth napkin again. Neatly. Sharply. Fold, unfold, fold, unfold. It was muscle memory at this pointβyour fingers always needed something to do. Something to control, even when nothing else made sense.
Somewhere along the way, heβd passed you his napkin too. You didnβt even notice it. Just that at some point, your hands had another one to work with. Your mind didnβt register it; your body just accepted it, thankful for the extra fabric to keep you grounded.
It was quiet. Subtle. No words, no glances, no gestures. And while you kept folding and unfolding that napkin like your life depended on it, he just sat there across from you, arms resting lazily on the table, ordering both your meals in that steady voice like this wasnβt even a thing.
He didnβt act like he was helping. And you didnβt notice you were being helped.
While you were busy poking at the carefully cut chicken on your plateβeating but not really tastingβYeosang sat across from you, trying not to lose his mind.
Cuteness aggression. That was the only way to describe it. Like he wanted to bite something or hit the tableβnot out of anger, but because you were just too much.
It wasnβt just the way youβd quietly surrendered, letting him order for you like it was nothing. It wasnβt just the way your fingers kept working that napkin like you didnβt even know you were doing it. It was the whole pictureβthe you of it all. Sitting there, looking like the softest thing in the sharpest world.
And that cardigan you were wearing? Please. He could tell by the stitching it was handmade. Probably by you. The unevenness of the cuffs, the slightly imperfect patternsβno brand could fake that kind of charm. You didnβt even know how much that cardigan was giving you away, how much of you was stitched into every row.
It made something in his chest tighten, like he wanted to tuck you somewhere safe. His pocket. A drawer. Somewhere you couldnβt get overwhelmed by menus and loud places and useless fathers.
But he still played it cool, leaning back a little, eyes glinting as he ran his thumb along the edge of his fork like he wasnβt thinking borderline insane things about a girl he just met. He glanced at the cardigan, then back at you, voice dropping casual but knowing.
βYou make that?β
You blinked, pausing mid-bite. βWhat?β
βThat cardigan,β he said, tone light, like they were talking about the weather. βYou made it?β
You hesitated. Not because you were embarrassedβmore because no one really noticed that kind of thing. Definitely not guys like him. Butβ¦ you nodded. βYeah.β
A lazy grin, sharp but not mocking, pulled at the corner of his mouth. βFigured. Looks like you.β
That sentence alone made your stomach flip in ways you didnβt have the energy to process. You didnβt even know what that meant. Looked like you? Quiet? Crocheted? Awkwardly stitched together? You didnβt ask. You just looked back down at your plate, busying yourself with another bite, folding that second napkin again like it was holding the fabric of your nerves together.
Meanwhile, Yeosang sat there, feeling way too satisfied with himself. You were dangerously cute. And he was dangerously aware of it.
He dropped you off, making sure you got to your front door before pulling away. You didnβt say muchβa quiet βthanks,β barely audibleβbut you didnβt run away either. Progress.
But by the time he pulled into his fatherβs estate, parked the car, and stepped into the over-polished marble entrance, he was losing it. Hand over his mouth. Jaw tight. Muscles flexing like he was holding in a scream or something equally embarrassing. What the hell was that?
That wasnβt supposed to happen. You were supposed to be annoying. Spoiled. Bratty. Some daddyβs princess with acrylic nails and too much perfume. You were supposed to be the type he could dump in a nice apartment and visit once a month with gifts so youβd stay quiet about the whole arrangement.
But you werenβt. You were a mess. An organized, pretty, cardigan-wearing mess.
And worse, you didnβt even know you were cute. You werenβt even trying. You just sat there in that chair at that fancy-ass restaurant, folding napkins like they were some secret escape plan, wearing that handmade sweater like it wasnβt making him feel like an insane person.
And now? Forget that whole buying-another-place plan. That idea was dead the moment he saw how small you looked sitting across from him. No way. You were staying where he could see you. Reach you. Annoy you on purpose if he felt like it. Which he did.
He stood in the foyer of his fatherβs mansion, hand dragging down his face, pacing a little in his boots.
God. He felt like squealing. Like actually kicking something, or punching the air, or rolling on the expensive carpet like a twelve-year-old with a crush.
βThis is insane,β he muttered to himself, like saying it out loud would make it make sense. It didnβt.
You were in his head. Neatly folded like that stupid napkin you kept twisting around your fingers. And for the first time in a long time, Kang Yeosang didnβt know whether he wanted to laugh, scream, or marry you right now.
The moment Yeosang stepped further into the house, hand dragging down his face, muttering like a lunatic, he heard itβthe unmistakable voice of his old man echoing from the sitting room. βWhy the hell do you look like a teenage girl who just got her first crush?β
Yeosang didnβt even flinch. Didnβt even stop pacing. Just waved his hand dismissively, as if to say donβt start. His father stood there in his usual crisp shirt, whiskey glass in hand like always, giving him that unimpressed look fathers reserve for sons who donβt follow in their exact footsteps.
βIβm serious,β his father huffed, stepping forward. βWhat the hellβs wrong with you? Why are you here anyway? Thought you liked hiding in that overpriced shoebox you call an apartment.β
Yeosang finally dropped his hand from his face, side-eyeing him, unimpressed. βRenovation,β he grumbled. βItβs getting fixed up. You want me to sleep on the street?β His father scoffed, taking a sip of his drink, shaking his head. βYou couldβve stayed at one of the hotels we own.β
βRight. And let everyone think Iβm homeless now. Good look for a mafia heir.β The older man narrowed his eyes, recognizing that tone. That annoying tone Yeosang always used when he was about to get smart-mouthed. βSo why are you pacing around here like some lovesick idiot?β
Yeosang clicked his tongue, glaring at the floor like it personally offended him. βItβs your fault.β
βMy fault?β
βYouβre the one that set me up with her.β
His fatherβs brow lifted. βDid she bite?β
βShe didnβt even blink.β
That made his father laugh. Really laugh. Like belly laugh, hand pressed to his chest, deep and loud in that expensive, echoey house.
βGod,β Yeosang muttered under his breath. βYouβre actually enjoying this.β
βOf course I am,β his father smirked. βFinally met someone who doesnβt fall apart under your pretty-boy nonsense. Good. You needed that.β
Yeosang rolled his jaw, annoyed beyond belief, but honestly? His dad wasnβt wrong. His father waved his glass toward him. βWhatβs the problem, then? I thought you were going to dump her in a penthouse and get on with life.β
βYeah, that planβs dead.β
βWhy?β
Yeosang just stood there, defeated. βSheβs tooββ
βWhat? Petty? Weird? Mean?β
ββ¦Soft.β
His father blinked, confused. βSoft?β
Yeosang didnβt elaborate. Didnβt have to. Soft in a way that made him want to ruin someoneβs life if they made you cry. Soft in a way that made him want to drag you closer by the wrist when you got overwhelmed. Soft in a way that pissed him off because he liked it too much. His father just shook his head, amused, like he knew exactly what kind of hell Yeosang was walking into. βGood luck with that, Romeo.β
βShut up.β
You did not expect this. A casual text? Fine. Him calling you just to βcheck inβ? Annoying, but tolerable. Even him dragging you out on those stupid dates now and thenβyou could live with that. But this? Showing up to your university?
What the actual hell was wrong with him?
It wasnβt even subtle. Of course it wasnβt subtle. Not with that stupid black car of his parked right at the entrance, shining like a beacon of unwanted attention. Not with him leaning against the door like he was shooting a damn commercial, sleeves rolled up, sunglasses pushed into his hair, looking like every other manβs nightmare and every other womanβs distraction.
And people noticed. Oh, they noticed. Girls whispering, eyes widening, phones coming out to take sneaky pictures. A group of guys near the library basically breaking their necks trying to get a better look. And you?
You wanted the ground to open up and swallow you whole. He had the audacity to wave at you. Like this was normal. Like this wasnβt blowing up the very careful life of low attention, quiet exits, donβt talk to me Iβm just here to graduate you had built for yourself.
You speed-walked. Not even pretending anymore. Walked up to him so fast it looked like you were about to commit a crime. βWhat the hell are you doing?β you hissed under your breath, shoving at his shoulder, eyes darting around like you were being followed by paparazzi.
βPicking you up,β he said, casual as you liked, like this wasnβt the most embarrassing moment of your life unfolding in real time.
βGet in the car,β you snapped. βNow.β
And, the bastard, he laughed. Laughed like this was a game.
Still, he obeyed, sliding into the driverβs seat like he was doing you a favor. You yanked the passenger door open, practically diving inside, head ducked like you were avoiding a sniper.
The moment the door shut you rounded on him. βAre you insane?β
βI missed you,β he said, like that explained anything.
βYou couldβveβ texted me or something! I donβt need the whole uni thinking Iβm with someone richβ
βYou are with someone rich,β he corrected, one hand casually gripping the wheel, the other resting over the gear like this was a Sunday drive.
The car came to a stop in front of this sleek-looking storefront, all black glass and warm lighting, like one of those places you only see rich people walk into on TV shows. And because your life apparently wasnβt embarrassing enough, Yeosang parked like he owned the building.
You looked at the place, then at him. βWhat is this?β
βJewelry,β he answered flatly, already stepping out of the car. Jewelry. Jewelry. As if that explained anything.
Before you could argue or even think, he came around, opened your door, and like a villain from a drama, dragged you inside by the wristβnot harsh, but determined. The cold from the street clung to your clothes, your boots crunching against the salted sidewalk, but the moment you stepped insideβit was warm. Not just warm, but that kind of luxury warm, where the air smells faintly of expensive perfume and everything feels soft, even though nothing should be.
And you? You immediately felt your whole body loosen, just a little. It wasnβt even intentional. The cold had been biting, sharp against your ears and the tip of your nose, and this? This was dangerous. Comforting. You could rot here, honestly. Just melt into one of the velvet chairs and stop existing.
Yeosang noticed.
Of course he noticed. He didnβt miss anything about you. The way your shoulders relaxed. The way you almostβalmostβlet your head drop forward like you could fall asleep standing there.
He wanted to bite you. No, seriously. Bite. His jaw clenched just thinking about it. You looked too cute. With your knitted cardigan, snow-dusted boots, fidgety fingers already tugging at the sleeves. It was criminal. Illegal. Someone should lock you up for being this dangerous in public.
But he was strong. Barely. Barely holding himself back from grabbing you by the face and justβsquishing. Maybe even kissing that stupid annoyed expression off of you. Wouldβve been worth it. You were too busy shaking the snow from your sleeves to notice him battling for his sanity two feet away.
An employee walked over, all smiles and professional greetings, asking what you both needed today. You blinked at her like a deer caught in headlights.
Yeosang spoke first. βRings.β
You snapped your head to him. βWhat?β
βFor the engagement,β he said calmly, like duh, obviously. Your mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again. βYou dragged me here for that? You couldβve warned meββ
βAnd ruin the surprise of watching you panic in real-time? No thanks.β You glared daggers into his skull, wishing you could teleport out of your own skin. βYouβre evil.β
βMm,β he hummed, eyes lazily drifting over the display cases. βYours?β
You blinked. βWhat?β
βRing size.β
βIβI donβt know!β
His lips quirkedβnot a smirk, you banned those, but just that annoying, knowing twitch that told you he was enjoying this too much. βFigures. Guess weβll find out together.β You honestly might combust right there on the jewelry shop floor.
Yeosang walked toward the counter with the same energy as someone about to close a business deal. Calm. Focused. Casual power.
You stayed frozen for a beat, still stunned at the whole situation, until your feet moved on their own. Before you realized it, you were right beside him, eyes locking onto the display.
And thatβs when it hit you. The rings. They were gorgeous. Not just shiny-for-the-sake-of-shinyβbut delicate, beautiful. Rings with elegant stones, simple but detailed bands, not the overdone flashy stuff but the kind that made you think: if I wore that, maybe I wouldnβt feel so small.
You leaned in without realizing, gaze scanning over each one like a kid at a candy storeβbut also a little sad. You never let yourself want things like that. What was the point? Your parents could never buy you things like this. You grew up being handed the practical, the necessary. Wanting was a waste of time.
But Yeosang saw it. All of it.
The way your fingers twitched at your sides like you wanted to reach out but didnβt. The slight glassiness in your stareβnot tears, but that lost look people got when they wanted something badly but were too used to swallowing it down.
To him? Your eyes were sparkling. Bright, full of that light people only showed when they forgot to hide. He couldnβt stop looking at you. The whole room couldβve caught fire, and he wouldnβt have noticed.
He leaned closer, voice lower. βSee something you like?β
You snapped out of it, blinking up at him like youβd just been caught stealing. βIβI was just looking,β you muttered, instantly defensive, shoving your hands into the sleeves of your cardigan. βDidnβt say I wanted anything.β
But Yeosang wasnβt even listening to the words coming out of your mouth. He was too busy cataloguing everything you didnβt say. The spark. The hesitation. The soft way your lip pressed against your teeth when you held back from speaking. You werenβt loud, werenβt clingy, werenβt bratty like he thought you might beβyou were quiet. Observant. Someone who shrank herself just to survive.
You stared at the rows and rows of rings like they were mocking you. Every shape, every color, every shine β how the hell were you supposed to pick one? Your fingers hovered over the glass, not touching, just hovering, like maybe the right one would start glowing or something. But nothing did.
It wasnβt that you didnβt like them. It was that you liked all of them, and also none of them, because your brain kept whispering, what if you pick the wrong one? What if you regret it? You didnβt get choices growing up, not real ones. Every decision was always someone elseβs to make for you β your clothes, your food, even your damn hair. The few times you got to choose something, it was met with criticism or disappointment. No wonder your chest felt tight standing here.
βI canβt,β you muttered under your breath, frustrated. βThey all lookβ¦ I donβt know.β Yeosang watched, hands tucked in his pockets, silent. But not with judgment. More like studying. He could see it happeningβthe way you kept retreating into yourself, that familiar shrinking posture like you were bracing for someone to yell at you for being annoying or difficult.
He didnβt like that. Not one bit.
Without warning, he stepped closer, leaning down near your ear, voice lower, firmer. βWeβre not doing that here.β You blinked up at him. βWhatββ βWeβre not doing that thing where you act like youβre a burden for existing,β he continued, tone steady but not harsh. βYou like something, you say it. You donβt like something, you say it. You donβt have to know what you want right now, but donβt stand here apologizing for breathing.β
Your throat went dry. No oneβs ever talked to you like that before. Not mean. Not fake sweet. Justβ¦ steady. Like he meant it. Like he wasnβt going to move until you heard him. βIβm not apologizing,β you finally muttered, defensive. He raised an eyebrow. βYouβre folding into yourself like someoneβs about to slap your wrist.β
Your jaw tightened. βThatβs just how I stand.β
βMhm,β he hummed, not convinced for a second.
You wanted to shove him. You also wanted to crawl under the display case and disappear. But somewhere deep down, embarrassingly deep, you also wanted to grab his sleeve and lean into him like a tired stray cat. But instead, you just shoved your sleeves up higher and looked at the rings again. βFine. Iβll try some.β
βThatβs my girl,β he murmured, barely loud enough to catch, but you caught it. And you hated that you liked how it sounded.
You picked up one of the rings, delicate and shimmering with tiny embedded stones. It wasnβt flashy in the way rich people wear thingsβit was pretty. Simple. Something you could see yourself wearing every day.
But then it hit you like a slap. The price. What the hell were you doing? Just choosing whatever looked nice like you werenβt broke half your life? Like your mom didnβt yell at you for picking snacks that were βΉ20 more expensive than the local brand?
You started searching the display, eyes darting, looking for price tags like a madwoman. But it was one of those places. No prices on anything. Which only meant one thingβif you have to ask, you canβt afford it.
Panic started tightening in your chest. You werenβt stupid. You knew this whole setup was expensive. Expensive coat racks, expensive chairs, expensive air. And here you were like some idiot playing dress-up, picking rings you couldnβt afford in three lifetimes. βUhβ¦ whatβs the price on these?β you asked quietly, almost hoping he didnβt hear you.
But of course he did.
Yeosang, standing beside you with his annoying posture of βI own everything I touch,β just glanced down at you, one brow raised. βWhy?β You gave him a look. βWhat do you mean why? Theyβre probablyβ¦ crazy expensive. I donβt wanna-β βYou think I brought you here to worry about prices?β he interrupted, eyes sharp now.
You blinked. βWell, yeah? This isnβt a grocery store, I canβt just-β βDo I look like the kind of man whoβs going to let you think about numbers right now?β His tone wasnβt harsh. But it wasnβt soft, either. It was justβ¦ Yeosang. Calm, slightly amused, slightly annoyed, fully in charge.
You hated how warm your ears felt.
βI donβtββ
βI said pick.β
His voice was low this time. Not rude. Not cold. Just that tone that slides down your spine and makes your stomach clench in the weirdest way. Firm. Dominant, even. But not because he was trying to be machoβit was just who he was. You stood there frozen for a second before whispering, βThey donβt even have prices on themββ
βThey donβt have prices,β he cut you off, leaning closer so only you could hear, βbecause the people who shop here donβt need to ask.β
You swore your knees nearly gave out.
βAnd right now,β he added, hand lightly brushing your lower back as if guiding you forward, βyouβre with me. So that makes you one of those people. Pick.β You swallowed hard, looked down at the rings, then up at him.
His gaze didnβt waver. βOr,β he added, eyes glinting, βdo you want me to choose for you again?β
God help youβyou almost said yes.
The wedding was hectic.
Not in the βfun chaosβ way you saw in moviesβno, this was suffocating. Your cheeks hurt from fake smiling at people you didnβt even know. The scent of flowers was so strong it made you lightheaded. The jewelry was heavy, and the outfit? Beautiful, yeah, but you could barely breathe.
After the ceremony, when the music was loud and people were starting to eat, you sat in a corner. Just existing. You were chewing blandly on some sweet, not even tasting it. The small cushion under you was probably worth someoneβs rent, but you sat like you were at some boring family reunion.
Yeosang did ask you last month if you wanted to invite your friends. You had been fixing your cardigan sleeve at the time and barely looked up. βDonβt reallyβ¦ have any.β
It wasnβt sad when you said it. Just a fact. You said it the way someone says, βYeah, I donβt like tea,β or βIβve never been to Goa.β Just plain. But you felt it sting more now, seeing his friendsβ8 of themβlaughing on the other side of the venue like this was just some party.
Meanwhile, you sat with your cousin. The only one in your family who didnβt belittle you constantly or make subtle comments about you being βtoo old to be unmarriedβ or βtoo quiet for your own good.β He didnβt say much either. Probably didnβt even care. But you preferred that. Quiet company was better than company with sharp tongues.
Your eyes wandered across the room. Yeosang was standing with his friends, of course. One of them threw his arm around Yeosangβs shoulder, laughing about something. And then Yeosang glanced at you. It was briefβbut he looked. And when his gaze met yours, it wasnβt pity, or amusement, or even awkwardness.
It was⦠knowing.
Like he knew you didnβt want to be there. Like he understood exactly what it felt like to be surrounded by noise and not feel like you belonged in it. And for a momentβjust a secondβyou didnβt feel alone in that room. Of course, the moment passed when your cousin nudged you and asked if you were going to eat your chicken.
You gave it to him without a word, gaze still lingering on the man across the room who, apparently, now belonged to you.
The ride home was torture. Your jewelry felt like chains, the embroidery on your dress scratched at your skin with every small shift, and your hairβoh god, your scalp was screaming. You sat awkwardly, pressed up against the door, knees at an angle because the fabric wouldnβt let you sit properly.
And Yeosang? He just drove like it was a normal day. Relaxed hand on the steering wheel, other resting against his thigh, occasionally glancing your way. He didnβt say anything, but you knew he noticed you shifting every two minutes like you were sitting on needles.
By the time the car pulled up at the apartment complex, you were two seconds away from just tearing the sleeves off like some dramatic soap opera character.
It was lateβtoo late for nosy neighbors or anyone else to be hanging around. The whole building was quiet except for the low hum of the elevators. You followed him silently, heels clicking softly against the polished floor. And when the elevator doors opened to his placeβ
Yeah. Pinterest board aesthetic.
It wasnβt over-the-top, but it was intentional. Clean lines, warm lightingβnot those harsh white bulbs like your home had. The couch looked like it cost someoneβs college tuition, blankets folded neatly on the armrest like it was straight out of a home decor photoshoot. Shelves with actual books. Art that wasnβt mass-produced prints. Little ceramic things on the side tables that you didnβt know the use of but looked expensive anyway.
It didnβt smell like dust or old carpet or fried onions like your house did after your mom cooked. It smelled like sandalwood and something slightly musky. Like him.
You just stood there by the entrance like a misplaced sticker on a clean page. He casually dropped his keys in a tray by the door and started undoing the buttons on his sleeves, rolling them up forearms first. βYou wanna change?β
Did you wanna change? You were two seconds away from climbing out of your own skin. You nodded silently.
Without a word, he pointed to a hallway. βThird door. Closetβs in there. Pick whatever. Bathroomβs attached.β As if it was nothing to offer someone full access to his wardrobe. As if he hadnβt just brought his brand new wife into his home like someone bringing home takeout. You shuffled off like some fancy-dressed raccoon, already planning which oversized shirt you were gonna steal first.
You padded out of the bathroom, freshly freed from that suffocating dress, now wearing a soft oversized t-shirt that smelled like detergent and someone elseβs cologne, paired with pajama pants that pooled a bit at your ankles. Your hair was a mess, makeup slightly smudged from your tired hands rubbing your face. But you couldnβt care less. Comfort first.
Yeosang was already lounging on the couch, changed into a black t-shirt that hugged his shoulders just right and grey sweatpants, one ankle lazily crossed over the other. Casual. Comfortable. Infuriatingly attractive. You stood there, awkward, arms crossed, twisting your fingers like you always did. βWhereβ¦ where am I supposed to sleep?β
He didnβt even hesitate. Just pointed with two fingers toward the hallway. βSecond room on the right.β You nodded and started walking, but something tugged at you. A gut feeling. Something wasnβt right. Second roomβ¦
Curiosity dragged you to peek, and when you opened the door, your stomach dropped. Black sheets. Black pillows. Black walls. Not pitch dark, but matteβsleek. Expensive. His room. You didnβt need to ask. That man screamed black-on-black energy. You stormed back into the living room, eyes narrowed. βThatβs your room.β
He looked up from his phone slowly, mouth twitchingβnot into a smirk, just that faint amusement he always wore when he knew he was pushing your buttons. βYeah. I know.β You stared at him, blinking. βWhy did you point me there?β He set his phone down like this was about to be a full conversation. βWeβre married now. Married people share a bed.β
You gawked at him. βThatβs not a rule.β
βIt is now.β
God, you hated that. That casual dominance. Not loud, not aggressive. Just matter of fact. Like he said it, so itβs law now.
βYouβre annoying.β
βYou married me.β
βWe were arranged.β
βSame thing.β
You rolled your eyes so hard they almost got stuck, turning on your heel to storm back to the room. And yetβ¦ you didnβt really argue more, did you? Because deep down, under the irritation, you couldnβt help but feel that same stupid warmth creeping up your neck.
If he wanted to be cocky, fine. Two can play that game.
You marched back to his room like you owned the place, plopped yourself dead in the center of the king-sized bed, limbs spread like a starfish, sinking into the expensive sheets like you were born for this. If he wanted drama, you were going to give him cinema. Moments later, the door creaked open, and you heard his footsteps approaching. You didnβt look. You just knew from the way the air shifted, from the scent of his cologne mixing with the faint smell of fabric softener on the bedding.
Silence for a second. ThenββReally?β
You cracked an eye open. He was standing at the edge of the bed, arms crossed, one eyebrow raised, the faintest curve on his lipsβnot quite a smile, not quite mockery. βYouβre gonna starfish in my bed?β
You yawned, stretching even further like a cat on a sunny windowsill. βYou said it was our bed,β you said pointedly, throwing his own words back at him with venom-laced sweetness. βIβm just following instructions.β
He looked at you for a beat longer. Then, very slowly, very annoyingly, grinned. βFine,β he said, voice deep and lazy. βBut if you stay like that, Iβll just sleep on top of you.β Your eyes snapped open fully, heart jolting so fast it almost echoed in your ears. βYou wouldnβt.β
βOh, I would.β
It wasnβt even a threatβit was a promise. That calm tone, that glint in his eyesβhe meant it.
You groaned and scrambled to your side of the bed, flustered beyond measure, hating him more with every second and somehow hating yourself for feeling heat crawling up your neck. βYouβre insane,β you muttered, adjusting the pillow aggressively.
Behind you, you could practically hear his satisfied smirk, even though you werenβt going to turn around to give him the satisfaction of seeing your face.
βMarried life, sweetheart,β he murmured, climbing in on his side, making the mattress dip. βWelcome to it.β
You didnβt know what devil possessed you to say it, but the words just slipped out, dripping with faux innocence as you looked straight at him.
βI have weird sleeping habits,β you murmured casually, adjusting the blanket like it was the most normal conversation. βLikeβ¦ Iβll keep rubbing my leg on yours until you put your leg on top of mine.β
Silence.
You didnβt dare look at him yet, but you could feel the way his posture stiffened beside you, like your words short-circuited something in that annoyingly sharp brain of his. Thenβsoftly, almost too casualβcame his voice, deep and quiet, βIs that a threat or a promise?β
You slowly turned your head to him, blinking, pretending to be confused. βWhat do you mean?β His jaw tensed slightly, like he was holding back a laughβor something else. βI meanββ he leaned in just a bit, enough for his voice to drop that octave lower that made your stupid heart stutter, ββif you keep talking like that, Iβm gonna start wondering if you want me to put my leg over yours.β
You hated that heat crawling up your skin, hated that he was good at this stupid game, hated that he was better at it than you, hated that you wanted to keep going anyway.
So you did.
βWhy would I want that?β you shot back, voice steady, gaze sharp but your hands fidgeting with the edge of the blanket. βItβs just a habit.β
βRight,β he said, laying his head on the pillow now, one arm tucked behind his head, looking absolutely unbothered. βJust a habit.β
You laid down too, facing the other way, stubborn. The tension between you two was thick, and you both knew it. Then, after a beat, you felt itβthe slow weight of his leg draping lazily over yours. βIβm just helping with your habit,β he murmured, so close you felt the warmth of his breath by your ear.
βIβm serious,β you said, voice flat, not backing down. βItβs true. I canβt sleep unless someoneβs leg is over mine. And I always hug something too. Itβs likeβcomfort or whatever. Dunno. Been like that since forever.β
Honestly, you thought that would be the final straw. That heβd roll his eyes, scoff, maybe throw a pillow at you and head to the couch like any sane person would. Maybe you were hoping for that. Maybe you didnβt want to admit how weirdly safe this felt. Either way, you braced yourself for irritation, for that cocky remark, for something.
But nothing came.
Insteadβyou missed itβthe way Yeosang stared at you like he was physically restraining himself. Like some internal monologue was yelling donβt say it, donβt call her cute, donβt ruin it, donβt scare her off. But how could he not? You? Looking like that? Saying stuff like that? In his bed? Wrapped in his blanket, in his shirt? Talking about hugging things like you werenβt already curled up like a goddamn kitten?
He was having a crisis.
βOkay,β he finally said, calm. Too calm. Suspiciously calm. You frowned, glancing back at him. βOkay?β βYeah.β He adjusted slightly, the mattress dipping with his weight. βLegβs already over yours. Go ahead. Hug something.β
You glared at him. βI donβt have anything to hug.β His lips quirked slightly at that. Barely. But you caught it.
βYouβve got two arms, donβt you?β You wanted to slap him. Genuinely. But alsoβnot really.
Fine. FINE.
You stubbornly grabbed the pillow, hugging it tight to your chest and trying to sleep. Silent. Annoyed. Flustered. All of it. And Yeosang? He laid there, eyes on the ceiling, teeth sinking into his lip just to physically restrain himself from smiling like an idiot. If only you knew how close he was to dragging you into his chest just to see how flustered youβd get then.
Cute. Way too cute. He was so screwed.
You were out. Completely gone, knocked out like you hadnβt had proper sleep in weeks. Leg tucked neatly under his like you said you would, hugging his pillow like your life depended on it, your face mushed against the fabric, lips slightly parted in a soft pout you didnβt even know you had.
Yeosang was having a spiritual crisis. What was this? What was this feeling? Cuteness aggression? Probably. He felt like he could actually bite you. Not to hurt youβgod noβbut just toβarghβbecause how could one human look that cute doing absolutely nothing?
His jaw flexed, teeth grinding softly as he stared at you, eyes darting between the way your fingers curled into the pillow, to the little crease forming on your cheek from the way you were pressed against it.
It wasnβt fair. It shouldnβt be allowed. He felt like punching the wall just to let some of the weird, frustrated fondness out of his system. The urge to squeeze you like some plush toy was nearly overwhelming.
And the worst part?
You didnβt even know.
Didnβt know the way youβd completely tangled yourself around his leg without a second thought. Didnβt know how absolutely tiny you looked curled up in his bed. Didnβt know how soft your breathing sounded in the dim light filtering through the curtains.
Yeosang stared at the ceiling for a good minute, breathing slow, eyes closed, fighting the very cellular urge in his bones to scoop you up and justβkeep you. Like, forever. Pocket you. Protect you. Instead, he carefully shifted, tucking the blanket around you a little tighter, letting your leg stay right where it was. He glanced at you one last time before shutting his own eyes.
Completely, utterly ruined by the universe. Absolutely smitten. And you? You just drooled a little on his pillow.
Perfect.
Morning light spilled through the sheer curtains, soft and annoyingly gentle. Your eyes fluttered open, adjusting to the brightnessβand then it hit you.
You were holding something warm. Something that breathed. It wasnβt a pillow. It was him.
Your heart stopped for a solid second. Somewhere between falling asleep and now, the pillow had betrayed youβreplaced by Yeosang. Your arm was across his torso, fingers curled loosely into the fabric of his shirt. Worse, one of your legs had completely decided that boundaries were optional and had hooked over his, practically hugging him like some oversized teddy bear.
What the actualβ
You moved so carefully, like one wrong twitch would make the earth explode. Slowly untangling yourself, your breath hitched when you saw his hand resting lazily over your arm, like heβd pulled you closer in his sleep. That just made it worse.
Finally, finally, you untangled yourself, slipping out of bed like a secret agent on a stealth mission. The floor was cold beneath your feet, but your entire body was flushed with embarrassment anyway. Without sparing him another glance, you practically ran into the bathroom, shutting the door behind you with a soft click.
The second you were alone, you let out a silent scream, face buried in your hands. God. Why. Why you. You turned the shower on, letting the sound of running water drown out your embarrassment. Maybe you could drown in it too while you were at it.
Meanwhile, back in the bedroom, Yeosang cracked one eye open, staring at the ceiling with the smallest ghost of a grin.
βThought so,β he whispered to himself. That damn pillow never stood a chance.
Yeosang lay there, staring at the ceiling like it had all the answers to lifeβs greatest mysteries. His hand absentmindedly touched the part of his shirt where your hand had been curled into just moments ago. The warmth was gone, but the imprint of it β of you β stuck like some permanent tattoo on his chest.
What the hell was this feeling? No, seriously, what was this feeling?
He had always thought love was supposed to be a slow thing. Like aging whiskey. Like taking your sweet time to ruin someone in a chess game. But this? This felt like a truck hit him. A small, anxious kitten-shaped truck with pouty lips and messy hair in the morning.
It was stupid. He knew it was stupid. You were barely in his life for what? Few months? And yet here he was, already thinking like some washed-up romantic lead in a drama. It wasnβt even funny anymore.
He dragged a hand across his face and groaned softly, staring at the bathroom door where steam was now rolling from the gap under the frame. The thought of you in there β wearing that sleepy pout, probably muttering under your breath about your parents or about how annoying he was β it made his chest feel tight in the weirdest, most annoying way.
Was this how his dad felt about his mom? Cause that man always did dumb shit just to annoy her, but never went a day without holding her hand.
He was whipped. Fully, entirely, embarrassingly whipped. And he wasnβt even fighting it anymore. Hell, he was enjoying it. βI swear to god,β he muttered to himself, eyes shutting like he was trying to meditate through the emotional breakdown, βif she ever figures this out, Iβm finished.β But knowing you? You wouldnβt. You were too busy folding napkins, avoiding eye contact, acting like you werenβt the most precious thing to ever annoy the hell out of him.
And godβhe liked having a wife. A wife.
He let that word roll around in his head like a marble, both terrifying and oddly satisfying. If you stayed in that shower any longer, he might just combust. And honestly? Heβd die smiling.
You came out of the bathroom with damp hair sticking slightly to the sides of your face, the oversized t-shirt hanging loose on your frame, sleeves falling a little off your shoulders, pajama pants riding up slightly at the ankles. You rubbed your hand against your face, trying to wipe off the last remnants of sleep, but honestly, your head was still foggy. You werenβt even fully functioning yet.
And there he was. Still in bed.
Liar. You could tell he wasnβt sleeping anymore. Before, he was on his back, legs spread out like some rich brat on vacation. Now? He was on his side, perfectly composed like he was acting asleep. And he was good at it. But not good enough for you.
With irritation bubbling up β mostly because you were up, and why should you be the only one awake suffering in awkward new-wife-land β you stomped over to the bed and stood over him with crossed arms. You stared at the messy strands of hair falling into his stupidly handsome face. His lashes were thick, unfairly so. And his lips slightly parted like he wasnβt living rent-free in your nerves already. He looked expensive even while pretending to be unconscious. Ugh.
Annoyed, you bent down and gave his shoulder a shove. βWake up.β
No response. Another shove. Harder this time. βWake up.β Finally, his eyes opened. Lazy, slow, like he was waking up from a peaceful dream of girls feeding him grapes or something. His voice was rough from sleep, deep in that way that made your brain short circuit for a second. βWhat?β he rasped, like you were disturbing his peace.
Your mouth opened, about to say something snarky, but then you paused. Why was he hot like this? Who gave him permission to be hot right after waking up? Hair a mess, voice low, sleep still hanging off his features like a silk sheet draped across expensive furniture. You forgot what you were gonna say for a second. Caught yourself blinking at him like an idiot.
He noticed. Of course he noticed. A smug little grin spread on his lips, lazy and cocky at the same time, like he was the main character in every stupid romance movie. You cleared your throat and stood up straight again, brushing invisible dust off your pants. βWhatβ¦ what do you want for breakfast?β
You hated how quiet you sounded. Like you were suddenly soft just because he was attractive. Which β you were soft, but he didnβt have to know that. He sat up properly now, running a hand through his hair like he was in a commercial. βYouβre making breakfast?β he asked, raising a brow.
You shrugged. βWhat else am I supposed to do? Iβm awake.β He leaned back on his arms, eyes not leaving you for a second. βI didnβt marry a housewife, you know.β Your jaw clenched. βIβm notββ you stopped yourself. βIβm just making breakfast because Iβm hungry.β
βYours?β he said suddenly, tilting his head.
You blinked. βWhat?β
βBreakfast. Yours or mine?β
You frowned. β...Whatβs the difference?β
He grinned, teeth showing this time. βYours is probably, like, toast or boiled eggs or something. Mineβs pancakes, bacon, syrup. Fancy shit.β
You deadpanned. βWho the hell eats pancakes on a weekday?β
βI do,β he answered smoothly, without missing a beat. βIβm rich, remember?β
You rolled your eyes so hard you almost saw your own brain. βFine. Yours. Whatever. Pancakes.β
Yeosang stepped into the bathroom, the door creaking softly behind him as he entered the faint warmth she left behind. The mirror was still fogged at the corners, drops of condensation trailing down lazily like the room itself hadnβt quite woken up yet. The air smelled faintly of herβsomething floral, something sweet, and something unfamiliar but weirdly comforting.
He exhaled through his nose, steady and controlled, walking up to the sink. His eyes automatically landed on the toothbrush holder. His black toothbrush standing tall, firm, exactly where he always kept it.
And beside it⦠her pink one.
Smaller, softer looking, like it didnβt belong. But it did. It really did. He stared at them both for a second, lips slightly parted, eyebrows drawn faintly togetherβnot confused, but thoughtful. Something about seeing them together in the same cup twisted something warm in his chest. It wasnβt dramatic. It wasnβt fireworks or explosions or heartbeats racing so fast he couldnβt breathe. It wasβ¦ steady. Fulfilling. Quiet in the most dangerous way.
He loved it.
Not the pink color or the softness of it. He loved what it meant. Her using his things like they were hers now. The shared space. The toothbrushes leaning like companions. It was stupidβsomething small, something everydayβbut it was theirs. And for someone like him, someone who always knew how to calculate every move, who always knew how to observe and stay steps ahead, this feeling was something he couldnβt predict.
He picked up his own toothbrush, fingers brushing against the handle of hers. He stared at that pink brush for a second longer, a lazy grin curling on his lips before shaking his head at himself. Who the hell gets soft over a toothbrush?
Apparently, him.
He started brushing his teeth, leaning over the sink, letting the familiar minty sting wake him up properly. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he thoughtβhe could get used to this. He wanted to get used to this. Her hair clogging the drain, her random skincare bottles invading his shelves, her leaving the bathroom all steamy and warm like this every morning.
It was stupid. Domestic. And yet⦠it felt like power in the quietest, most dangerous form. And Yeosang was nothing if not addicted to power. Especially if it looked like her.
He came down wearing a black fitted turtleneck, sleeves pushed up to his forearms, paired with tailored dark slacks that hugged his waist just right. His silver watch gleamed faintly against his wrist, hair slightly messy from towel-drying but falling just perfectly like it was meant to. He didnβt put in effortβbut somehow looked like he walked straight out of a photoshoot. Sharp jawline, long legs, expensive cologne that smelled like trouble and money.
And thenβthat smell hit him.
Pancakes. Sweet, buttery, thick in the air like a hug you didnβt know you needed. Warm vanilla mixed with something fruity. And then, there she was. (Do pancakes even have scents? Idk)
Hair tied up lazily, a few strands falling loose, wearing one of his black aprons that looked like it was made to fit her. Bare feet padding softly on the kitchen floor, navigating his sleek, modern, borderline cold kitchen like sheβd been living there her whole life. She didnβt hesitate with the drawers, the utensils, even reaching up to grab plates from his overhead cabinets with a little difficulty like she knew where everything was. Like she belonged.
He leaned against the wall for a second, arms folded, watching her. His kitchen was matte black, sharp edges, minimalist design, way too clean for someone who actually lived here. It was the kind of kitchen that screamed money but not home. Until now.
Until her.
Now it felt warm, felt used. And for some reason, that domestic image made something stir in his chest. Not in a soft, sentimental wayβno, Yeosang didnβt do sentimental. It was more likeβpossession. Admiration. Likeβyeah, thatβs mine. His quiet, irritating, soft-voiced girl, right there, using his kitchen like she owned it. And she didnβt even realize how good she looked like that. The apron tied at her waist, sleeves rolled up as she worked carefully over the stove, flipping pancakes with precision.
How the fuck did she even know where everything was? He barely cooked. Eating out was his thing. Restaurants. Friends. Loud tables. Fancy places. But this? This made him crave home-cooked meals in a way he didnβt know he could. Made him crave coming home to something like this. And the worst part? He didnβt know whether he wanted the pancakes more or her. Probably her.
Definitely her.
He didnβt even realize sheβd caught him staring. Sharp reflexes, top of his class, trained to pick up on the tiniest shitβand yet here he was, caught like some lovesick loser at the doorway of his own damn kitchen. She didnβt make a big deal out of it though. Just glanced over her shoulder, flipping another pancake like it was routine. βOh, youβre here. Sit down or something.β
He blinked for a second, caught between embarrassment and awe, and then muttered under his breath, βYes, maβam.β Low enough that she wouldnβt catch it. Good. His pride was intact. Barely.
When she finished, she casually served two platesβone in front of him, one in front of her. No big presentation, no waiting for him to start first like those rich girls he was used to. Just sat down, scooted her chair in, and started eating like it was another regular morning. Like theyβd been doing this for years. God, why did that feel nice?
The pancakes were good. Like, scary good. Slightly crisp on the edges, soft in the middle, syrup on the side, not drowned in it like an amateur. She knew what she was doing. Each bite made him feel weirdly cared for, and he didnβt like that one bit. It feltβ¦ vulnerable. Exposed. He wasnβt used to this shit. Halfway through, she lifted her gaze to him. Not fullyβjust under her lashes, barely holding eye contact before glancing away again.
βIβve been meaning to askβ¦β she said softly, cutting into her pancake with that annoying, neat little precision of hers. βWhat do you actually do? Likeβ¦ all day?β He chewed slowly, buying time. No one ever asked him that. Not seriously. Everyone just knew who he was. Son of that family. Part of that business. It was understood. Expected. Even his friends didnβt bother asking.
But her? She didnβt care about any of that. She genuinely didnβt knowβor maybe she did but wanted his version of it. Wanted to hear it from him, not just whispered behind closed doors or Googled with a headline next to his face. So, he swallowed, set his fork down carefully, leaned back slightly in the chair.
βWhat do I do?β he repeated, eyes glancing over her face like he was trying to decide how much of himself he wanted to give her. βI manage the boring rich guy stuff, apparently. Assets. Investments. Real estate. Help with family business bullshit.β
She hummed softly, almost dismissively. βSounds annoying.β That caught him off guard. He huffed a laugh through his nose. βIt is annoying.β
They sat in silence for a second, just the quiet sounds of cutlery scraping against plates.
Then she added, still not fully looking at him, βSounds lonely too.β
That made something sharp twist in his chest. Annoyingly accurate. He stared at her, at the little crease between her brows as she focused on cutting another piece, at the way she subtly folded the napkin next to her hand without thinking about it. Always fidgeting, always folding.
She didnβt even mean it like that. It was supposed to be just a question. A throwaway thought while she was chewing, cutting another bite, syrup glistening against the fork like she was focused on literally anything else except him. Like it didnβt matter. Like it wasnβt going to completely rearrange the wires in his damn brain. βAfter I graduateβ¦ can I see your office or something?β
Just that. Simple. Plain. Like she was asking to borrow a pen.
But Yeosang? Yeosang heard that in HD. Dolby Atmos. Surround sound. Can I see your office echoed through his skull like sheβd just proposed marriage again or something. Why was that affecting him so much? Why was his immediate internal response Yes. Yes, of course. Come sit on my lap in the stupid leather chair. Take over the entire desk, I donβt even like working, Iβll retire now, Iβll build you a whole new office, you can have my whole nameβ
He blinked. Dangerous thoughts. Dangerous. She didnβt even know what sheβd done. But he couldnβt just say all that, obviously. He couldnβt wrap her up in a blanket and tell her she was the cutest thing alive for wanting to be in his space, in his world. He couldnβt tell her that no oneβno oneβhad ever even bothered to ask about that part of his life. His office. His work. His real world outside of the titles and money.
So, he kept it cool. Cool and bored. Always the bored one. Mr. Nothing Affects Me.
βSure,β he said, cutting another piece of pancake, stabbing it with his fork, stuffing it into his mouth like that would hide the feral urge he felt to grab her face and kiss the absolute life out of her. βReally?β she asked, finally glancing at him properly this time, eyes sharp and unreadable. βItβs not like a private office?β
Private office? Private office? Woman, youβre in my home. You cooked in my kitchen. You slept with your entire leg tangled around mine. And youβre asking about privacy?
He swallowed. βItβs my office. I decide whatβs private.β
Another bite. Another casual shrug. Another act like he wasnβt two seconds from folding completely. Folding like the damn napkin she kept playing with next to her plate. βSure,β he said again, this time softer. Almost like a promise. Almost like anything you ask me, everβIβll give it to you.
You both didnβt know one thing. You both were falling.
Maybe Yeosang knew it. Kinda. Somewhere in the background of his usually sharp, calculating mind β the same one trained to notice weaknesses in deals and flaws in contracts β there was this soft hum, like static turning into a love song. He knew something was happening. Maybe not fully, maybe not yet in words, but the pull toward you was starting to feel less like curiosity and more like instinct. Breathing. Natural. Familiar in a way nothing else had ever been.
But you? You didnβt know. You didnβt realize what was happening. You didnβt realise that while you sat here with syrup on your fork and pancake crumbs on your fingers, you were starting to heal something that he didnβt break.
Yeosang didnβt grow up with softness. His mother was the only person who offered that to him, that kind of gentle warmth that made a person feel safe, and when she leftβso did that warmth. His father tried to raise him with ambition and success, not comfort. Not home. Yeosang had everything: wealth, education, sharp looks, friends who could buy out entire hotels on a dareβbut not this. Not this thing he was starting to feel around you.
And you didnβt realize that you were going to get something you never thought possible, either. That here, you were healing too. Because all your life, you were raised in pieces. Your parents clipping parts of you before you could even grow. Told that your interests were silly. That your opinions didnβt matter because you were a girl. Always βtoo muchβ or βnot enough.β They called it upbringing. Respect. But it wasnβt. It was shrinking. You adjusted. You bent around it like vines climbing a crumbling wall, finding space wherever you could, making a way even when there wasnβt one.
But here?
Here, no one was going to call you too much. Here, no one was going to shrink you down into something manageable. Here, no one was going to make you feel small for having hobbies or dreams or random thoughts that didnβt make sense. Hereβyou werenβt going to adjust anymore. You were going to thrive.
And you didnβt even know it yet.
Days blended into something that almost resembled normal life. Morning routines settled. Nights had their own rhythm. You handled your stuffβuniversity lectures, deadlines, notes scribbled on the backs of receipts when you couldnβt find proper paper. He handled hisβmeetings, calls, those frustrating dinners where people tried to get on his good side for favors he never planned to give.
The two of you orbiting each other like satellites, not colliding, not quite distant either. Somewhere between strangers and something else you both refused to name yet.
But then there were nights like this.
Nights where assignments piled higher than your patience. Nights where caffeine felt like medicine, where eye bags were unavoidable, and sitting cross-legged on the living room floor with books spread around you felt like survival mode. The glow of your laptop screen threw harsh shadows across your face, highlighting the slight furrow between your brows, your bottom lip caught lightly between your teeth as you tried to figure out whatever academic nonsense your professor thought was appropriate for midnight.
Yeosang came home late that night. He had texted you. βRunning late. Donβt wait up.β
He didnβt expect much. Maybe youβd already be in bed, curled up, hair a mess, hugging that ridiculous pillow youβd claimed as yours. Or maybe youβd be curled on the couch, knocked out with some random video playing softly in the background. But no.
He walked in, loosened his tie, and paused.
You were awake. Awake and working. Glasses slipping down your nose. Notebook covered in tiny handwriting, pages curling at the corners. For a split second, irritation sparked in him. Not at youβat himself. Why were you still up? He told you not to wait. And yetβ
Then he saw it. The laptop open to some assignment, words scrolling by, academic jargon that even he didnβt have the mental energy to pretend to understand. You werenβt waiting for him. You were fighting a deadline.
Silently, he toed off his shoes, rolled up his sleeves, and went to the kitchen.
The machine hissed softly as the coffee brewed. The comforting, bitter scent filling the sharp black lines of his modern kitchen again. This time, coffee. Warm, grounding, familiar. He made it just the way you likedβtwo spoons of sugar, a splash of milk. Not too sweet, not too bitter. Balanced. Like you.
He poured one cup for you, one for himself, and padded back across the living room, setting the mug down next to your scattered pens and half-crumpled sticky notes.
You barely noticed at first, mumbling a quiet, βThank you,β eyes still on the screen.
But Yeosang? He just stood there for a second, hand in his pocket, watching you. Watching how you stubbornly refused to give up, even with dark circles forming under your eyes, even with your knee bouncing from stress, even with your exhaustion creeping in like slow fog.
βCan I help?β His voice was soft, breaking through the quiet hum of the laptop fan and your messy thoughts. You blinked, finally tearing your eyes away from the screen to look at him properly.
Help? You werenβt used to that word being offered like that. Especially not for things like your work. No one really asked if they could helpβyou were always expected to figure it out yourself, get through it, push harder. Alone. You stared at him for a second, eyebrows furrowed slightly like you were trying to figure out if he was joking or being sarcastic. But he just sat there, leaning forward, coffee resting on his knee, expression neutral but serious. Waiting.
You hesitated. Not because you didnβt want help. Justβ¦ it felt weird. Someone wanting to take on something with you instead of at you or despite you. But you were tired. And behind all your stubbornness, you knew you could use it.
ββ¦You can help with a couple things,β you murmured, barely above your breath.
His lips twitched slightly at thatβalmost a smile, almostβbut he didnβt comment. Didnβt tease. Just sat up straighter, pushed his coffee aside, and motioned for you to show him.
It wasnβt even difficult stuff. Mostly organization. Proofreading. Finding references. And Yeosang, for all his cocky behavior and sharp-tongue antics, was ridiculously smart. He picked up on things quickly, helping you untangle confusing parts, correcting small mistakes you didnβt even notice you were making in your sleepy haze.
With him there, the work didnβt feel like a mountain anymore. It felt doable. Manageable. Like he was one more set of steady hands holding up the mess before it could collapse.
You didnβt talk much. Just handed things to him, pointed at the screen when you needed help cross-checking something, let him scroll through research tabs while you typed furiously to finish the parts only you could write. By the time you reached the end, you realized it had gone faster than you expected.
Andβ¦ it didnβt feel heavy anymore.
As you saved the file and finally let yourself lean back against the cushions, stretching your aching fingers, you glanced at him from the corner of your eye. His sleeves were still rolled up, tie loose, hair falling slightly over his forehead. He looked relaxed. Like this wasnβt a burden. Like he didnβt mind being here at all.
βThanks,β you said finally, voice quieter than before.
He just hummed, reaching for his now slightly-cold coffee again. βTold you,β he muttered, taking a sip, βIβm not just here to look pretty.β
You rolled your eyes at that, a small breath of laughter escaping despite yourself. And for the first time in a while, the stress didnβt feel suffocating. For the first time, you didnβt feel like you were carrying everything alone.
But now you didnβt want to move. Not even a little. Your body felt like it weighed triple, bones filled with sand, limbs heavy from the hours of grinding through assignments, deadlines, typing until your knuckles hurt. The soft hum of the laptop fan was starting to blend with the background noise of the apartmentβthe occasional creak of the walls, the soft ticking of the clock. So you just laid down right there on the couch, curling slightly onto your side, pressing your cheek into the cushions like they could swallow you whole.
βYou shouldnβt sleep here,β his voice broke through gently. Not nagging. Not demanding. Just a low, careful suggestion. βItβs bad for your back.β
βYeahβ¦β you mumbled. You knew. Of course you knew. But knowing and moving were two different things. The soft, tired sound of your own voice felt distant to you, like it was coming from somewhere underwater. βMβfineβ¦ Justβ¦gimme a minuteβ¦β
And then, you felt it. Arms sliding under you, one beneath your knees, the other curling easily around your shoulders. The couch shifted beneath you as he moved, and suddenly, you were moving too. Your eyes snapped open halfway, heavy-lidded with exhaustion but sharp with shock. What theβ
He picked you up. Like it was nothing. Like you weighed absolutely nothing. Effortless. Smooth. As if this was something he did on a daily basis, as if you werenβt dead weight with tangled limbs and messy hair and exhaustion practically dripping off your skin.
You knew he worked out. Youβd seen his arms, the way his shirts sometimes hugged his shoulders, the way his forearms tensed slightly when he rolled up his sleeves or carried grocery bags with one hand like they were weightless.
But this? This was a whole new experience.
You blinked up at him, groggy but vaguely scandalized, too drained to fight him on it but still indignant enough to grumble, βI can walk, you knowβ¦β
βDoesnβt look like it,β he muttered back, voice lazy but steady, gaze fixed ahead as he carefully maneuvered you toward the bedroom. His jaw was set, clean lines of his face shadowed by the low lighting, and that stupid, faint grin on his lipsβlike he was enjoying this a little too much.
You were too tired to argue more, head lolling lightly against his shoulder, his cologne filling your nose. Clean, sharp, warm.
βPut me down,β you murmured weakly, only half meaning it.
βNo.β
Thatβs all he said. Just no. Simple. Firm. No teasing this time. Justβno. Because you were tired, and because he wanted to carry you. Because whether you liked it or not, this was part of who he was nowβyour husband. And part of that role, apparently, included picking you up like a princess when you worked yourself to exhaustion doing university assignments at midnight.
You didnβt realize when your eyes slipped closed again, but the warmth of his hold and the soft shift of the apartment around you made it easier.
He set you down gently on the bed, the mattress dipping softly under your weight. The second you hit the covers, your whole body sighed in relief, muscles unraveling like thread, tension slipping out of your shoulders as your eyelids fluttered heavily.
You barely registered him leaving, the soft rustle of fabric as he changed, the faint clink of his watch being set down somewhere on the nightstand. The apartment was quiet except for those soft, everyday soundsβthe kind that made a space feel lived in. Real. And then the bed dipped again, the warmth of him close, his scent following like gravity itself. Before you could fully register it, his arm snaked around your waist, firm but not rough, and he pulled you in.
Your eyes opened halfway, brows pinching lightly. βYeosangβ¦β
βNo complaining,β he murmured, voice low, brushing near your ear. βI know you need it.β
That shut you up real quickβnot because he was being cocky, but becauseβ¦ he was right. You did need it. And that annoyed you more than anything, how well he was starting to read you without effort. Like this connection was some secret language only he could pick up on while you were still figuring it out. You wanted to argue. Maybe just out of habit. Maybe because that independent part of you hated the idea of needing someone this badly. Butβ¦ God, it felt good. It felt safe. Not like being trapped, not like obligationβbut like comfort. Like warmth. Like someone saying, Itβs okay. You donβt have to hold everything up alone tonight.
So you didnβt say anything after that. Just let yourself sink into the pull of his chest against your back, his hand splayed warm over your stomach, his steady breathing brushing against the back of your neck. Everything fit a little too perfectly, like puzzle pieces you didnβt even know belonged to the same set.
And that night⦠that night, you both slept better than you ever had since this whole marriage thing started. No weird dreams. No uncomfortable tossing and turning. No stress lingering sharp at the edges of your thoughts.
Just⦠sleep.
You didnβt know how it happened, but somehow, somewhere in the middle of the night, your body betrayed your stubbornness. You woke up curled against him, face pressed gently to his chest, his scent filling your lungs like something youβd been secretly addicted to. His armβGod, his armβwas draped around you, hand cupped protectively over the back of your head like instinct. Like he was shielding you, even in sleep. And it wasnβt awkward. Thatβs what surprised you most. It felt natural. Not forced, not weird, justβ¦ like safety.
You could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest under your cheek, hear the soft, even rhythm of his breathing. And as much as you hated to admit itβ¦ he looked pretty like this. No, scratch thatβannoyingly pretty. Long lashes resting against sharp cheekbones, lips slightly parted, hair tousled from sleep in that effortless way guys pull off without even trying.
Gross. Beautiful. Disgusting. Infuriating.
You blinked a few times, brain slowly booting up for the day, before carefully untangling yourself like a thief in the night. His arm loosened its grip like he was reluctant even in his sleep, but eventually let you go. You got up, showered, got dressed, doing your whole morning routine as quietly as possible. University wasnβt going to wait for you to bask in your soft domestic crisis. And you definitely werenβt about to stand there and gawk at his stupidly handsome sleeping face for too long. Absolutely not.
By the time you were adjusting the strap of your bag, tying your hair properly, you heard movement from the bedroom. A few minutes later, Yeosang walked out, freshly showered, damp hair pushed back, wearing that clean, crisp button-up with the sleeves rolled just enough to make you want to scream into a pillow. Grey slacks, black watch, rings back on his fingers, that usual lazy confidence laced into his posture.
He looked at you, eyes dropping down briefly to your outfit, then meeting your gaze again like it was nothing.
βIβll pick you up later,β he said, fixing one of his cuffs. βAfter uni.β
You blinked. βWhy?β
βDate,β he said simply, like it was obvious. βWe deserve one.β
You opened your mouth, then closed it, unsure of what reaction you were supposed to give. A part of you wanted to roll your eyes, say something sarcasticβbut another partβ¦ another part felt weirdly happy about it. Happy in that annoying, fluttery kind of way you werenβt ready to admit yet. So you settled for a quiet, βOkay,β adjusting your bag again, looking at the floor to hide the small smile trying to creep up on your lips.
βGood,β he said, smirking nowβbut this time it wasnβt cocky. It was something softer, warmer. βIβll see you later, then.β And as you left the apartment, the weight of the day felt lighter somehow. Like maybe, just maybe, you werenβt dreading things as much anymore.
Yeosang sat in the car, one hand lazily draped over the steering wheel, the other tapping faintly against his thigh. The sun was starting to dip, casting that golden hour glow over the edges of buildings, making everything look softer, warmer, like a scene out of some movie. But Yeosang wasnβt paying attention to the scenery. Not really.Heβd had a day. Meetings that dragged. Calls that felt like someone was reading tax documents aloud just to torture him. Endless signatures, fake smiles, the whole act. All he wanted right now was peace. Quiet. A good meal. And you.
A proper date with his cute wife, nothing more, nothing less. Just you sitting across from him in that way you always didβhalf avoiding eye contact, sleeves of your cardigan slipping past your wrists, probably fidgeting with your napkin again. That was the peace he wanted. Not luxury. Not power. Just that.
But thenβ¦
His eyes narrowed. He saw you. And you werenβt alone. There was a guy. Some nobody. Same-age, maybe older, walking beside you, too close for Yeosangβs liking, talking like he knew you well. And youβGodβyou were smiling. Not the full kind, not the ones Yeosang secretly hoarded like precious stones, but still smiling. Like you were comfortable. Yeosangβs jaw tightened. His fingers, the ones tapping against his thigh, stopped moving. What pissed him off wasnβt just the guy talking. It was the way he was talking to you. That casual, easygoing posture, like he thought he was funny. Like he thought he was charming. Like he thought he deserved to be walking next to you, making you smile like that.
And maybe you didnβt even realize. Maybe you were just being polite. But Yeosang saw it all. The way the guy leaned slightly in when he spoke. The way his hands moved while explaining something, animated like he wanted your full attention on him.
Yeosang didnβt like it. Not one bit.
The expensive black car, polished to perfection, stood out like a punch to the face in front of the university gates. People kept throwing glances, some doing double-takes, whispering. Whose car is that? Whoβs that guy? But Yeosang didnβt care. Let them look. Let them talk. His gaze stayed locked on you and that idiot next to you. Calm on the outside. A storm brewing underneath. You didnβt know it yet.
You spotted him the moment he stepped out of the car. Yeosang wasnβt the type to make a show of himself, but somehowβhe did. Maybe it was the way he stood, sharp lines of his suit catching the light, hair pushed back neatly, expression unreadable. Maybe it was the car behind him, polished black, practically humming money and influence. Maybe it was just him. Either way, heads were turning, eyes flicking between him and you like something wasnβt adding up.
You swallowed, nerves prickling up your spine. Before you could react, before you could even introduce anyone properly, he was already moving. His hand found yoursβfirm, warm, possessive without being rough. It startled you. Not because of the touchβyou were used to that by nowβbut because of the timing. Calculated. Precise. Like everything he did. βThis your friend?β he said calmly, looking not at you, but directly at the guy.
Before you could speak, Yeosang gave the poor guy a small, polite smile that didnβt reach his eyes. βNice to meet you,β he said smoothly, tightening his grip on your hand just slightly. βIβm her husband.β
And then, for good measure, he added his name. Kang Yeosang.
You could see the shift instantly. The recognition behind the guyβs eyes. The flicker of panic mixed with surprise. Everyone in this city knew that nameβor at least the ones who mattered did. Not just because of the wealth, but because of what that name meant in certain circles. Reputation. Power. Authority. Not just a businessmanβsomething more. Something sharp underneath the polished surface.
βOh,β was all the guy could manage, awkward, unsure of where to put his hands now, stepping back half a pace instinctively. βYeah,β Yeosang finished softly, expression pleasant, dangerous in its restraint. βGood talk.β
Without another word, he guided you toward the passenger seat, opened the door like a gentleman, helped you in, and shut it carefully behind you before rounding the car and getting in himself. He didnβt look at you at first. Just started the engine, pulled out of the lot with practiced ease.
What you didnβt see, however, was the slight tilt of his head down as he flicked open his messages. His fingers moved swiftly, effortlessly, typing out the guyβs name, sending it to an unknown number. No emojis. No fluff. Just a clean instruction.
A name and a dot. Thatβs all it took.
Then the phone slipped back into his pocket like nothing happened.
He glanced at you finally, features softening just slightly now that the irritation had passed, hand casually resting on the gear shift..
"You ready?β he asked, like none of that had just happened. You didnβt answer immediately. Your heart was still somewhere between confused, flustered, and maybeβa little impressed. And Yeosang?
He was perfectly at ease. Because no one touches whatβs his.
The date itself was simple, nothing extravagantβjust the way you liked it. Dinner somewhere not too loud, warm lighting, food you could pronounce, chairs that didnβt make your back ache. He didnβt drag you to some elite chefβs private villa or a high-rise with twelve spoons and seven forks. Justβ¦ normal. Comfortable.
But of course, it wasnβt normal, not with him sitting across from you like that. Rolling up his sleeves just enough to show off the veins in his forearms, leaning forward slightly when you spoke, giving you that attention that made your stomach twist in a way youβd pretend was annoyanceβbut you knew better now. You were far too aware of his every move, his subtle glances at your lips when you talked, his faint smile whenever you fidgeted with the sleeves of your cardigan or neatly arranged your utensils.
And he was losing it.
Internally.
Watching you talk softly about nothingβordering dessert, choosing between tea or coffee, or even just adjusting your braceletβlike it was the most adorable thing in the world. You didnβt even have to try. Thatβs what drove him crazy. You could breathe and heβd be on the verge of melting into his seat like some fool.
But what really started creeping under your skin wasnβt the food or the conversation or even the comfort of the evening.
It was after.
Back in university, you started noticing something odd. The guyβthe one from the parking lotβgone. No hellos in the hallway, no passing glances, no awkward waves after that weird encounter with Yeosang. Vanished. Justβ¦ gone.
You werenβt naΓ―ve. You noticed patterns. You noticed behavior. You mightβve been quiet, but you werenβt stupid.
So, you asked him. One evening, after heβd made both of you coffee, when the room was quiet and warm, you just casually dropped it like spare change on a counter.
βBy the wayβ¦ that guy I was talking to last week? Havenβt seen him around.β
His reaction was instant, which already gave him away. That sharp, barely-there twitch of his lips. His fingers curling ever so slightly around the mug handle.
And thenβhe laughed.
That annoying, deep, pretty laugh that was all throat and no apologies.
βDonβt know,β he said with a shrug, voice lazy, too smooth to be true. βWeird, isnβt it?β
Liar. Absolute liar.
And thatβs what did it. Thatβs what made you fall.
Not the expensive car. Not the handsome face. Not even the whole husband thing.
It was that. That dumb, cocky, lying laugh paired with the soft way he helped you out of your coat or refilled your water glass without saying anything. The combination of someone who could ruin a manβs whole life in one text but still remember that you liked your toast slightly burnt.
It wasnβt fair.
And maybe, just maybe, you found yourself falling.
A/n: Another idea brings in a new kpop group I am writing for. Since I have enjoyed ATEEZ for some time, I thought it would be fun to try writing a fanfic
You had a long day at your job. It was a lot of tedious tasks that seemed to go wrong at every move. You really wanted to head home and crash for the night. You wondered if your boyfriend Seonghwa was having a better day. You made it home from your day job and decided to text Seonghwa to check in. But before you could, you had a text from him.
TEXT CONVO
Seonghwa: Would you like to have a night in?
You: I would really like that. What are you thinking?
Seonghwa: I ordered some take out that I will pick up on the way. What would you like to do?
You: Could we just listen to music and do our own activities? Maybe you could play a video game while I read?
Seonghwa: That sounds really nice Y/n.
You smiled at your phone from Seonghwa's text. He always seemed to know when you needed a pick me up or a night in. Whenever the two of you have a night in, you can either find the two of you watching a new movie or doing your own things. You find those nights to be the most peaceful.
Seonghwa had sent you another text that let you know that practice had ended. He would pick up the food and be home shortly. You went to your shared room to pick up his console and your book. You grabbed some extra fluffy blankets and pillows to add to the couch. It was going to be a cozy night for the two of you. Some candles were lit in the living room and jazz music to play softly. Right when you were about to sit, you heard keys jingling.
You went over to the door to help open it for Seonghwa who looked like he picked up a lot more than just takeout. He smiled sheepishly at you.
"I figured we could use some sweets from the nearby bakery. Then I had to get our favorite drinks too." He said as you laughed aloud.
"Of course! We have to have the perfect cozy night." You laughed and grabbed some bags from him.
The two of you walked into the kitchen area and started to lay out all the food. It looked like Seonghwa wanted to feed you plus all of the other members.
"I think you ordered enough food." You chuckled.
"I wanted to make sure we had a variety." He said as he looked over your shoulder. "You brought all the blankets and things out?"
"I figured if we were going to have a night in, we should get cozy." You said as he smiled at you.
"Then I think we need to change into some cozy clothing." He said as you nodded your head.
Within a few minutes, the two of you had on cozy pajamas. Both matching sets of blue and black pj's. The two of you filled plates of food and went over to the couch.
"I'm glad we had this night in hon." You sighed.
"What happened Love?" He asked as you took a bite of steak.
"It seemed today every task was not going right. Even the smallest thing would screw up. I kept beating myself up over it. By the end of it, I wanted to go home and curl up in some blankets. Then you mentioned a night in and all I could think of was how did I deserve you?" You said and rambled on.
Before you could say anything else, a soft kiss was pressed onto your lips. You melted into the kiss and touched Seonghwa's face. He smiled into the kiss before breaking it.
"You are doing great Y/n. No matter the messes and mistakes, you are still doing great. I believe in that." Seonghwa said softly as your eyes watered. "And trying to practice the new dance for our video today was not going well at all. Every member seemed to have it rough but I kept messing up on small things too. We all make those kinds of mistakes."
"Hon..." You said softly.
"I had really hoped you would agree to the night in. I wanted a night for the two of us with our favorite things. Something quaint to be with each other." Seonghwa explained. "I love you Y/n."
"I love you too Seonghwa." You said.
The two of you continued to eat and softly chat about upcoming plans. Seonghwa told you about the theme of the new music and what Hongjoong was working on. And once the two of you finished your meals, you had your book in hand and he had his gaming.
Seonghwa leaned back onto the couch where you could curl against his chest. You could read your book while he played his game while still cuddled against each other. After a couple of hours, you would fall asleep with your book against your chest. Seonghwa would reach across to put your bookmark in so you wouldn't lose your place.
A soft plush blanket would find itself wrapped around both of you before Seonghwa would put his game down for the night. He would wrap both arms around you before falling asleep as well.
A/N: Hii!!! It's been a while since I have written a fanfic. I have been working with other projects and with well... work. But I had a few ideas tonight that I wanted to type up. So here we go!
Also I will be making a separate post on this but... I have officially cross posted all fanfiction onto Wattpad, AO3, and Quotev! So if you happen to see them over there - yep it's me!
So let's begin
You worked alongside Stephen and Wong in the Sanctorum for about a year now. You were the newest apprentice to Stephen and Wong. You did not come along with a GRAND idea or wanting to fix something. You were looking for another life. Something different than the normal 9 to 5 job of sitting at a desk. You came across Kamar-Taj through another friend of yours. When you arrived, Stephen was unsure of you. You did not want anything grand? You just wanted to do something different?
About a month into your training, you picked up on the mystic arts really quick. It made you happy to train in something that felt fulfilling. Stephen was impressed by you but hid his expression. Wong picked up on this and teased him a lot.
It was when you finished training at Kamar-Taj and you wondered where to go, it was where Stephen offered to study with him. He explained that he and Wong were at the New York Sanctorum. They continued to study and protect that area. You agreed to come with them.
Since working there, you typically studied some books with Wong and asked a lot of questions. How one magic works against another? How do you train with different objects? Stephen would wander into the library and add his knowledge in.
"Actually it works like [insert how the magic works]." Stephen said as you rolled your eyes.
"I know that Stephen! I am asking if we were to use this in an alternative way, what would happen?" You said as Wong shrugged his shoulders.
"She has a point." Wong said as he reached to put a book onto the shelf.
"The normal way to use it -"
"And I think outside the box." You said cutting Stephen off.
This is how it would normally go when the three of you worked together. Even in fights to protect the Sanctorum, you and Stephen bickered.
But you two still had late night conversation at the end of the day. The two of you accidentally made this ritual when you first moved into the Sanctorum. You tend to make hot chocolate late at night then go sit outside in the cool breeze. You found it was a debrief after a day of working. But when you did this at the Sanctorum, you found Stephen also outside nursing a cup of tea. He offered you to sit with him and look at the stars. Since that day, the two of you would do this every time.
Sometimes you would talk about the day. Sometimes you would tease one another. Sometimes you would sit in silence. The two of you grew closer during this time. Neither of you two knew that the first night you two met, both of your hearts skipped a beat.
For you, those late nights made you really look at Stephen as someone more. He made your heart skip a beat. He seemed to care about your well being. He wanted to help you even on small tasks. He just seemed to be around. You loved his methodical mind and how he would study the arts.
For him, those late nights solidified his first feelings for you. While he was unsure of your reason when you arrived at Kamar-Taj, afterwards he thought you were pretty. Your e/c eyes shined bright when you learned something new. He loved how you pushed his methodical thinking. He found you mesmerizing.
It was another day at Sanctorum and you three had to hold off some villains that used snow. They made the Sanctorum really cold and once they finally were defeated, the Sanctorum was still pretty cold.
"Really? Did they have to break the heater?" Wong grumbled.
"I'm really thinking the same thing." You said as you rubbed your arms with your silk gloves (which ended up being your mystic arts item).
"Let's focus on fixing the heater and maybe the Sanctorum can warm up before we go to bed." Stephen said as he floated up the stairs. "I'll be back."
In a matter of a few minutes, Stephen floated back with a sweater. He handed it to you.
"Here Y/n try to stay warm while we work to fix the heater." He said softly.
"Thank you Stephen." You said and you couldn't tell if you blushed because of this or because of the cold.
"You could have at least brought me one too." Wong said and rolled his eyes. "But I'm not the favorite."
Stephen glared at Wong quickly and started to push him towards the heater. It left you questioning how you were Stephen's favorite? You just figured the two of you got along well. You wanted something to be more. Stephen was an attractive man and you really wanted a chance with him. Your late night chats really solidified how he would be a good partner.
You pulled on Stephen's sweater and went to the kitchen to make some hot drinks. You figured once the two of them fixed the heater, they would want drinks. You fixed your hot chocolate, made Wong the same, and then grabbed Stephen's favorite tea Earl Grey. As you were pouring the drinks, you heard the two of the complaining but the heater seemed to kick on.
"Did you two fix it?" You called out.
"No thanks to Stephen." Wong said as he walked into the kitchen.
"I tried to tell you that piece was missing!" Stephen said as he walked into the kitchen. He paused to look at you and stared.
"It was the wrong piece!" Wong yelled back. "Now he's not paying any attention!"
"Here. Let's have some drinks!" You interrupted their bickering.
"Thank you Y/n. Now that we have heat, I'm going to the library." Wong said as he picked up his drink.
"Want to go to our spot?" Stephen asked and took his cup of tea.
"Let's go." You said as the two of you used the portal to go above the city.
The two of you sat down in your chairs and you stared at the stars. It was really beautiful tonight. A lot of stars were out. You felt like Stephen was staring at you and turned to him.
"Sorry Y/n. You look beautiful in my sweater." Stephen said softly. "I was taking you in since Wong interrupted the last time."
"W-What?" You asked.
"Sorry was that too much? We have been working at the Sanctorum for a while and I don't think I have made it as obvious." He sighed and took a sip of his tea. "You made my favorite?"
"You always go for earl grey when we have our late night chats." You said as he smiled.
"I didn't realize you noticed."
"If it's you, I will." You said and then realized what you said. "I- I mean."
"It's okay Y/n. I actually wanted to talk to you tonight." Stephen said as you met his hazel eyes. He reached over and touched your hand.
"Is everything okay Stephen?"
"More than okay. Y/n, since you came to study the mystic arts and worked alongside me, I have really admired you. Your beauty, your mind that thinks outside the box, the way you can make me think and laugh, and so much more. I love you Y/n. I would like to take you on a date, would that be okay?" He said and you felt his hand begin to rub yours softly.
"Stephen... I really admired you and I started to fall for you. I would really like to go on a date with you." You said and smiled at him. "You love me?"
"I started rambling didn't I?" He said and chuckled.
"But that's okay. I still love every part of you." You said as he leaned over.
The two of you shared a kiss under the stars for a couple of minutes. His hand moved off of yours to hold your face. When the two of you broke the kiss, the two of you leaned back in your chairs. You continued to drink your hot cups but this time, you two were holding each other's hands. Soft circles rubbing against your hand in comfort.
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Hey all! I havent posted in a minute any fanfictions. Working as a geologist while working on my other things @handmadehypothesis definitely is time consuming.
What i think I'll end up doing is keeping this page open if I come up with any more ideas. It'll probably be the same of infrequent posting but I'll repost some others I have enjoyed.
Also started playing the new Pokemon Legends Z-A so maybe that'll stir some ideas around!
my love language is a violent immortal with no soul falling so in love with me that he completely changes himself for the better and worships the ground i walk on
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