To the moon and back - S.R
Insecure reader confronts an insecure Spencer
Warnings : Sub Spencer, Dom reader, Insecure Spencer, Handjob, Praise kink, swearing
1461 days. That’s how many days you’ve known Spencer, 1461. 730 of those wonderful days have been spent wrapped within his embrace and they’ve been the best days of your life. Everyday you get to see his bright smile, whether he’s reading quietly on the sofa with you sat in between his legs, gently holding your hand as you walk to work or babbling on about the latest sci-fi movie. You love him. You love him so much it hurts. The one and only issue with your relationship seems to be one sided; you’ve never had sex. Sure he’s eaten you out before, multiple times, and he seems to enjoy it, but when it comes to you returning the favour he backs away and returns to his shy self, running off to the bathroom to get a towel to clean you up. You’ve pushed the subject aside for a long time thinking it was just nerves, that he’ll come around sooner or later but that was months ago. What was wrong? It couldn’t of been you could it, what if he just didn’t want you to touch him? What if he was turned off by you and was too nice to say anything about it? Your insecurities are suddenly making an appearance once again, stretch marks on your thighs, a chest on the slightly smaller side, hair on your arms and so many more. You couldn’t go on like this, you had to confront him about this.
“Fuck Spence, god you’re so good fuck” you moaned as he sucked on your clit, tongue tracing circles around you. Your hands tangled themselves into his hair slightly pushing his head down further, deeper. “Fuck that’s it baby, nearly there” your eyes began to roll back as he moaned, one hand gripping his hair while the other searched around desperately for anything to grab onto, settling for the once clean sheets that melted around you. “Fuck yes Spencer yes fuck that’s it yes baby yes” you screamed as stars began dancing in front of your eyes, glistening on the ceiling before they began to dim as your vision cleared up and you came down from your high. Spencer was still on his knees, hands tucked comfortably underneath your thighs as his head rested gently on your right one. You came back to reality, hand still tangled within his fluffy hair as you pulled him up towards you for a kiss. “Thank you sweetie, the best boy I could ever have” you whispered in his ear as you both pulled away.
“Your welcome baby, never have to thank me” he mumbled, his head pressed into the side of your neck as he blushed. “My best boy”, your hand in his hair tightened slightly as your other hand gently touched his cheek, slowly sliding down towards his chest. You knew you had an effect on him, you could feel it pressing into your lower leg. he kept quiet, his breathing quickening just enough for you to notice. Your hand dropped down lower, reaching the waist band of his trousers and just as you thought he might want to go further he gasped. Quickly detangling himself from you he gave you a kiss on the cheek before running into the bathroom.
Now you respect Spencer, you wouldn’t dream of doing anything that might make him uncomfortable and if he wanted you to stop you would do so immediately but this was getting upsetting now, were you really that repulsive? You couldn’t do it anymore, couldn’t let your overthinking haunt you once again.
Spencer came back out quite quickly, eager to help you clean up so you could go to sleep, he knows you always get sleepy after you have an orgasm. As he drops to his knees with a warm wet flannel you finally gain up enough courage to ask him what had been bothering you, “Is it me baby? Do I make you uncomfortable?”. The look on Spencer’s face can only be described as horrified, how could he of been so stupid to let you think there was something wrong with you. “What!? No of course not you’re absolutely perfect” he said unaware his actions had caused you so much doubt and insecurities about yourself. “Why do you never let me touch you baby? Are you not ready, it’s okay if you don’t want to do anything, I just want to make you feel good.” Spencer looked away from you, dropping his head down to look at the floor, “I’d love nothing more than to have sex with you baby, it would be a absolute dream.” He sighed before shyly whispering “What if I’m not good enough, what if I mess up or cum too quickly and you don’t enjoy yourself”, “Oh baby, I’d enjoy myself either way, I love you so much Spencer”, you gently placed your hand under his chin as you lifted his head to look into his eyes, “I don’t care if you cum quickly or even put your fingers in the wrong place, I just want you to feel good Spence.”
His eyes had glistened over, tears beginning to form in the corners “y/n, I love you so much, please baby ”, he grabbed your face pulling you in for a passionate kiss as your hands began to wander once again, trailing down from his face all the way to the waistband of his trousers. You could feel his excitement pressed up against you as he leaned into your touch. You pulled away, allowing him to stand up and sit back down onto the bed, him taking your previous position as you lowered yourself down onto your knees. His breathing quickened, palms beginning to sweat as you placed your hands carefully on his thighs. “Are you sure you’re ready Spence?” You asked him gently, wanting to make sure he was completely okay with what was happening.
Spencer gasped quietly as your hands began to rub up and down his thighs, too focused on the reassuring sensation of your calming actions contradicted by the constant throbbing within his trousers to even think of answering your question. “Spence?”, “Yes baby, please, please do something”. His erection was obvious, tenting his trousers as he twitched and whined, your hands continuing to tease up and down his thighs before you started to feel bad for the boy squirming beneath you. “Fuck god yes baby, please more please” he whined as you began to palm him, his dick twitching painfully underneath your hand. You couldn’t handle it anymore, taking your hand off his dick as you unzipped his trousers, pulling them down to his ankles before tugging down his underwear, taking note of the wet patch spread around where his tip had rested.
His dick slapped up against his stomach, bright red and leaking precum. “Please baby, please more, more” Spencer whined, you took him into your palm sliding it down slightly before pulling it back up towards his tip slowly pumping him, watching as a drop of precum oozed out of his slit, dripping down your wrist. “So good for me baby” you whispered as your hand began to speed up “Fuck yes, yes thank you baby thank you” Spencer moaned as he threw his head back, eyes rolling to the back of his head “Feel good baby?”, “Yes so good, fucking amazing please keep going, please more, need more” Spencer whined, moaning softly as he rutted into your palm, hips humping up and chasing the pleasure. “m’your good boy right baby?” Spencer asked desperately as your thumb slid over his tip. “Yes sweetheart, my best boy doing so good for me”. Spencer moaned loudly, his hips becoming erratic as a steady stream of precum began running down your wrist. “M’gonna… baby please m’so close please yes nearly there” you slid your other hand down to gently cradle his balls as the other sped up on his dick, slicked up by his precum creating a smooth glide of your palm. “Fuck m’gonna.. baby please can I cum? Please I don’t think I can hold it any longer” he strained, holding back his orgasm for as long as possible, wanting this moment to last. “Such a good boy for me baby, cum for me sweetheart, please”. “Fuck yes m’there baby I’m there, gonna cum, m’so close, yes, yes” Spencer babbled as he flung his head back, toes curling into the carpet, hands tightening desperately clutching the sheets, abs tensing as his eyes rolled back into his head and he fell off the edge. “Fuck yes, god yes thank you” he moaned loudly gasping for air as he came, string after string of warm cum coating your hand, wrist and his stomach, “fuucck” he whispered, catching his breath.
You gave him a quick reassuring squeeze on his thigh as you stood up to get a wet flannel to clean him up, you wiped him down, the sight before you engraved permanently into your head, he looked so peaceful, so relaxed. “Y/n”, “yes baby?”, “Need you, please” he muttered, voice muffled by the covers, “Alright baby, I’ll be right back okay sweetheart.” You placed the flannel by the sink ready to be washed later before climbing back into bed with a very sleepy Spencer, his head immediately rested on top of your chest, directly above your heart. “Love you so much y/n” he drowsily muttered as his eyes shut. “I love you to the moon and back Spence” you whispered back to the now sleeping boy resting in your arms.
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Spencer has never had an orgasm before, reader helps him out
Warnings : Sub Spencer, Dom reader, Handjob, Blowjob, Masterbation, Praise kin