SUNBREAK SONGS: A Poem A Day

you were fearfully made for far more beautiful things

But could not reach out for me

When I'm with you.

  ignite. 

When I'm alone, or when no one is near.

She keeps running - Tis far too long Her legs know no tire Only fear For the monsters Creeping beneath her shadows At sunbreak. And she is unbreakable. She runs.

With the company of good friends, Ashes, warmth in a cold sandy beach And of good fire wood.

I will save my heart for tomorrow For today has not yet produced A decadent fancy For the life I wish to lead And a surrender For those I wish to leave The greatest fear is that to be alone Simply alone and thus so lonely And yet I am still Sinking in my tomorrows

Maybe I just wanted you To love her gently To carry her through the night And to stroke her hair when she’s sleeping But you loved her more than this. You loved her so - That you felt her feeble heart And yours beat to the rhythm of hers I just wanted you to love her gently But you loved her more than you loved me.

In my fingers interlaced A pen - what might it is Yet slender she is to my touch And dainty - She is a possibility To my impossibilities And my heart overflows - It is full With grief, with agony, and all the same with love thinking of you It has words And the words spill onto pages Like my heart of blood. And I am empty.

In your living and beautiful grace

She runs.

Counting the few days she has left

Innocence, he did not posses. 

of our one abiding destiny.

There are friends you trust And there are friends you want to be Friends you take pictures with For the whole world to see, There are friends for a fun night out, And friends in your fever you text Such friends with a contract deal Friends who are yours with some hidden context, Far too many friends you keep, but Amongst all, in whom do you reside? The trusting friend - your rock, your jewel Be always forever, she is by your side.