sometimes i pretend to be normal

so, i've been knocking around on this blog for a few years (almost 4) now but i've kinda moved over to d!scord mainly because it was easier to thread over there whilst on the move. i will do threads on tumblr too, just sometimes harder to get to replies. but anyhoo

hi, i'm millie. i'm 28, gmt timezone. feel free to drop me a message or ask to be added on d!scord.

whatever happens happens, from now on it was her motto. no matter how much time they had, katherine was going to cherish each minute. it seemed to foolish of her now, how she was full of doubt just hours prior, thinking about what she was missing out on. flynn was everything she wanted, it wasn’t getting any better than this. making herself comfortable between his legs katherine enjoyed the warmth of the bath, the ends of her long hair already getting wet. “it’s perfect.” it truly was, she wouldn’t change anything about it. katie didn’t need luxurious bathroom with gigantic bathtub, expensive champagne or fluffy towels made out of egyptian cotton. whatever they had, whatever moment they shared ⎯ it was more than enough. “if you get any cramp i promise to massage the pain away.” she said playing with bubbles as he pouring water at her shoulder and back. it was definitely something she could easily get use to, spending nights with flynn at his apartment, taking care of one another, it’s not like they weren’t doing just that before. “i know it might sound cheesy but… i don’t think i have ever been this happy in my life.”

“I’m sure that’s something that I can work with if the time comes. That’s to say you won’t find some wonderful perfect wife in the next few years, I don’t doubt that. You’re a lovely man, you’re intelligent and funny. And you’re kind of handsome, so there’s also that.” She was definitely downplaying how she really felt about him because there were a million and one other things that she could sing his praises about, but she kept them to herself. Though she had to admit, they knew one another so well and got along in ways that would make them a pretty perfect couple. When he mentioned intimacy, she seemed to falter because that hadn’t even crossed her mind but at the same time, it wasn’t something she would necessarily keep out should he want that. “Well… That’s, um. That’s just something we could discuss if we got to that point.” She wasn’t sure if she could keep up a relationship where they were married for the sake of it only to sleep with other people; her heart probably couldn’t take it. 

she inhales sharply as his hands move over her frame. her arms wrap around his waist, and she breathes him in. her hands raise to cup his face as she deepens the kiss. miray shifts so she was pressed up against the wall and she wanted nothing more than to just feel him. the woman pulls away and rests their foreheads together. “i’m sorry for making things difficult. i’m just so tired…” she whispers and swallows thickly. “thank you for loving me even through that. through long hours at the hospital…through everything.” she bites into her lip and wrinkles up her nose. “i have a couple of days off, so i can get some rest and i won’t be a bitch.”

at this point of their agreement, and now whatever they turned it into, katherine knew the placement of every mole on his body, she could easily remember every scar, but didn’t know the story behind them. his naked body was truly a work of art. when he started undressing, her hungry eyes were following his movement closely, smiling at his skin being exposed. “you say this right now, but we will get back to this conversation in a few years.” her eyes found his face. was it too soon, to think about the future? was it possible to survive a few years? was she allowed to think about what would come and how things would go? she felt like it wasn’t a bad thing, katherine didn’t want to scare him away with jumping into the future so she just skipped on that topic and went straight into another thought. when he positioned himself katherine waited a moment and then got in the bat turning the water off. after standing in between his legs she slowly sat down and thankfully she fit there perfectly. with her back facing him she smiled placing her hand on his knee. “oh, this is so nice.”

Jonah knew that they’d gone past the point of no return by now. If her boyfriend found out, he would surely kick Jonah’s ass. But really, what did he expect? The man who flaunted his girlfriend’s nudes, he shouldn’t be that surprised that one of his friends went after her because of it. The woman was gorgeous, and clearly he didn’t please her as much as he should.

Jonah slid his hand between her legs. He could feel the heat radiating off her before he even touched her. His fingertips teased at her clit lightly before he applied pressure to the sensitive bundle of nerves. Jonah’s other fingers ran against her slit and felt how wet she was. “Do you want to feel me inside of you?”

katherine was actually a pretty simple girl, she didn’t expect much, a good heart was enough  flynn definitely had that. she blushed at his comment, was it ever going to change? was she always going to blush at his every compliment? truly, she hoped so. no one has ever showed her this much attention and care, his constant admiration was making her more and more confident, she wasn’t hiding behind the clothes anymore, now not even a full light on wasn’t a challenge. “it’s time to lie you got it just in case i showed up at your door.” she joked stepping away so he could easily walk into the bathroom and place the items he was carrying, with her help obviously. “i am awful, i know. already doing things without asking, but i couldn’t resist.” she pointed at the tub that was slowly filling up, she had in mind the level of the water, knowing two of them had to somehow fit in there. when the glasses were put down she let go of the towel, letting it slip exposing her naked body. “i figured you were tired after what happened earlier so i undressed myself, hope you don’t mind.”

Rolling her eyes playfully at his words, she leaned closer to him, brushing against him lightly. “True… guess I just couldn’t resist.” She smiled, flirty eyes leaving him to watch as her brother entered the kitchen - not even giving either of them a second glance. She almost laughed at the irony of it all, that the two of them were nervous he’d think something was up but he didn’t pay them any mind. That was just like him though, and she felt some relief knowing he could be so oblivious. “Right.. cause then you’d have to explain to him why doing dishes turns you on so much.” Marisol whispered, grinning.

so much was ahead of them to discover, it could work perfectly, or end up with the biggest heartbreak. it was okay, she was fine with whatever was coming. their height difference was actually adorable, she felt pretty small next to him, there was something about his body towering over her that made katherine feel things. “okay, so… do you have something to drink? anything, even water is fine. i need a minute or two and then we can discuss getting rid of the clothes, okay?” with a sweet smile she moved away, she needed a moment to herself in the bathroom. then she was all his to enjoy. with another wink she disappeared. for the next two minutes she managed to pee, make sure she isn’t looking like a troll, and turned on the water to fill out the tub. after using completely random combination of shower gel and shampoo katherine watched bubbles form. a few more minutes were spent behind the closed door before she lost all of her clothes. pushing the door open completely naked katherine wrapped in one of the towels appeared. “i need volunteer to wash my back.”

“you silly little goose.” katherine said shaking her head, she looked around as he showed her around his flat. it was so exciting to stand there, be there, not just as his friend, but possibly more. “i love it.” there was no lie in that statement, maybe it wasn’t much, but it was more than enough. it was great to be around the guy who could afford his own place, work hard, be responsible. before approaching him she put her bag on the couch and then moved to show him her affection. a wide smile on her lips as she looked up at the man she was madly in love with. it wasn’t time to make such a statement out loud, she needed time to actually understand her own feelings. “so… about the undressing part…” her hand mover to his arm, up to his neck and cheek. “do you own a bathroom?” female raised her eyebrows already planning the night in the head.

“i’ll be the judge of that.” young female winked at him and when they arrived at their destination she got out of the car, seconds after him. they were living pretty far from each other, she wouldn’t call it a walking distance, for sure. she wasn’t often in that part of town, but it looked decent. once again grabbing his hand she looked around, trying to memorize as many details as possible, but it was dark outside so she figured it would look so much different in the morning. “you pervert.” after laughing she let him lead her to his apartment, she hoped it would be a place where both of them would make many great memories, get to know each other and have fun without worrying about annoying her roommate. when they got inside she started looking around instantly. “i don’t know what i expected, i spent a long time wondering how your place looks like.“ when he turned the light katherine looked back at him. “it’s very… you.”

“Wow, you recognize my shampoo?” She laughed softly, pulling away to look up at him. “I don’t know whether to find that cute or creepy.” She was just kidding of course. Her eyes scanned his face, like as if she was trying to make a copy of his features. “I really missed you. You are very handsome.” She leaned up to kiss his cheek quickly.