So today is another year, i really had thought that if a year has gone through, all my sadness will just turn into a faint memory but i guess not of you.
I really am missing you quite a lot today mom, and two days ago and a week ago too.
Some people might have called me over reacting and sentimental but its okay, at least i get to shower myself some tears to let God know how sad it is to lose you, and how eager i am to see you just one bit. It is very sad to know that when you were alive, i got every chance to be with you but now i'm begging for just one dream.
It is so damn crazy. So ridiculous for a human being to realize how important mothers are until they are gone.
I just miss you a lot that's all.
I guess you're coping with heaven too good that you might have forgotten how hard life was back here,
I just hope you've gotten the chance to experience a bit of happiness and not all misery.
I hope you had the chill life too, i hope you had laughed like i did have when i was young.
If you were alive, i'd dream of taking you to vacations, to trips even to operas and cruises, i know you'd love them.
But that is the only thing your petty little daughter has to offer.
I know for sure, HEAVEN IS BETTER.
So i now i give up and pull myself together again.
and then i am gonna tell you how happy i am to have had a mom just like you.
Selfless, beautiful, supportive, loving and the best, one could ever have.
I love you ma, tani sadya kada subong... Nahidlaw lang ko simo kag tani gna dumdom mo man ko bisan papano. Palangga ta guid ka.
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