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30+ writer here who only wishes to write with other 21+ writers(though 25+ is preferred).
loved and penned by: hachi.
current featured muse(s): haneul park, mirae hwan, hyeok choi, hana jeong, kai xiao.
currently featured secondary muse(s): seojin han, nobu sakurai, hayun choi, minho lim.
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Is there anybody out there looking out for me?
Just say you want me, just say you need me
Is there anybody out there looking out for me?
Does anybody need me?
Is every last soul just fucking me over?
With tears on their shoes and ice on their shoulders
Is there anybody out there looking out for me?
Of all his brothers, Elliott was the best looking. He charmed women and men without trying, often getting everyoneâs attention. Whereas, when Wes fiddled with his appearance nobody noticed. He shifted his attention toward his crush, and found himself smiling like an idiot. âWell, whatever this is, itâs real. I havenât told anyone else just yet; youâre the only one I trust with this secret. And I still feel nervous around her. Weâve spoken alone maybe two or three times. I donât know how to approach her without stumbling all over my words.â A beet red blush tinted his cheeks, and he shook his head. âWorst case scenario, we go for the classic looks and donât fit in with the rest of the guests. But that will only make us stand outâ and that in itself is a bold statement.â The brunette was unable to stifle a chuckle as the tower toppled over, and a few of the blocks fell onto the floor. He bent down to retrieve the pieces before helping Hana make a new tower. As he stacked the wooden blocks, he laughed again. âSo, do you have anyone special in your life? Weâve talked about my love life, so you owe me.â
"of course, it's real! what are you even talking about?" hana was scoffing displeased, albeit not seriously as her face shone with amusement. bending to her knees and grasping up the last few bricks, she rose to scatter them on the table near the others. pressing both her palms flatly to the surface of the table promptly, hana loomed over wesley with a thick brow raising. "that's what you have friends for." hana responded, an edge of her lips curving into nearly a mischevious grin. "friends like me!" she added after a beat, tilting her head downwards. "i promise your secret is safe with me. and, as a good friend, i promise to help you strike up a conversation if she attends." the sly woman rolled her shoulders into a sweet shrug with a roll of her eyes that was also exaggerated in a way. "what do you think?" now her eyes were alight with full intent on helping wesley gain a date.
stacking more of the blocks with him, she huffed out a breath with a short lived laugh. "you already know i don't do relationships, wesley." hana's tone thick with a reminder, so thick she's dead serious. "there's too much heartbreak. too many liars. oh, and then there's all the expectations... and the 'what are you going to do for me?' attitude." she had plenty of time to deep dive in the dating pool and hana hated it. it was easier with no strings attached, it also happened to be a lot more interesting and fun. "so," resting her chin in her palm as she finished stacking the last of the blocks, she poked at one with a pout on her lips. "it's safe to say, there is absolutely no love life of mine."
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i literally canât sleep alone anymore so iâve shown up at your door in my pyjamas, can we have one more nap together, please?Â
we promised to stay friends but weâre doing the same stuff we did when we were a couple and i donât wanna point it out because i donât want it to stop
listen i know i canât just show up at your apartment at six in the morning but i need coffee and no one makes it like you doÂ
we broke up after i left and moved away and months later i find out you rushed to the airport to stop me but you were too lateÂ
you keep calling me over to get rid of spiders from your apartment and iâm pretending i donât know youâre not afraid of them at all because i miss you too
we keep showing up at all the same places separately because weâve always had similar interestsÂ
cop!au iâve been undercover for months/years and i know i told you not to wait for me but iâm still in love with you and itâs killing me
or, i fell in love with you while i was undercover and i know youâre mad at me for lying but i have to go back to my old life (and i want you to be in it)
i know weâve been broken up for a while but i still have those concert tickets and youâre the only person i want to share this with
i found the ring when i was moving my stuff out of your apartment and now everything makes sense
are you?? sabotaging?? my dates?!?!?
iâve seen you hanging around my apartment and i thought it was because you missed me, turns out youâve been using my wifi you asshole
i know you canât cook for shit so iâve been bringing you dinner every night, just, yâknow, to keep you alive
i kissed you goodbye by accident - old habits die hard okay?!?!
roadtrip au where we need to save gas money so we take a long, awkward, tension-filled car rideÂ
instead of dividing up the CDâs, letâs play a drinking game to determine who gets what (it may or may not end in sex)
i was so sleep-deprived after the night shift that i climbed into bed with you (and you just rolled with it)Â
youâre my emergency contact and iâve been in an accident so you drop everything to come to the hospitalÂ
soon to be divorced couple obnoxiously painting the walls wacky colours every time the other paints over itÂ
youâre pretending weâre still together because my relatives will disprove of the break up so youâre being all sweet itâs reminding me of why i fell in love with you in the first place
we bumped into each other in the street and you were grinning like a cocky asshole the whole time so i stalked off only to realise iâm wearing your shirtÂ
"I wouldn't go that far. Elliott's really handsome and I can't compete with him." Wes took Hana seriously, as he didn't detect her playful tone. He looked towards the Jenga tower distractedly. "U-uh. Um... well. She's about 5'4'' with wavy long brown hair. Her green eyes shine like emeralds, and her smile melts my heart. Her name is Sarah." He gulped, and continued speaking. "She used to be a ballerina... until she got a foot injury. She'll still go to the club sometimes-- that's how she met my brother." Wesley nodded. "She lights up a room, and is the life of the party. I'm sure you two will get along well." He smiled sincerely, his lips curling upward. "Thank you. This will be so much fun. You'll see!" He'd been looking forward to the wedding ever since Elliott got engaged to Iseul-- which was a while ago. "What if we asked about the theme? I'm sure we won't be too out of place if we just wear formal clothing..." His attention returned to the game, and he nudged the blonde haired beauty teasingly. "It's your turn now."
hana gave wesley a pointed look for him not believing he was just as handsome as his friend elliott. she watched him squirm from her one question about the woman he had his sights on and hana relished in how adorable wesley seemed as he explained his crush in detail. her cheeks rose with her widened smile on her face then, âthat kind of sounds like more than just a crush, wes.â after his turn and the nudge gave the gamer caused her to giggle. âso⌠have you spoken to her yet? you know, without anyone else around?â she wanted the juicy details, the longing, the yearning. hana was helpless like that, even though she never took relationships seriously. âit will be great! and iâm sure just a classic look works.â her agreement strong. the tower was leaning so far that she feared just barely tapping a block in the tower. as soon as she spotted a corner piece to pull out, two light taps to the wooden piece then caused the entire tower to tumble. crash! laughing with glee in her eyes, she began to pick up the fallen pieces so they could rebuild a new tower.
@ad0rati0ns sent in: [ TENSION ] one muse is patching up the otherâs injuries which leads to intense eye contact, lingering touches and them finally crashing their lips against each otherâs. :) || from some meme here.
feeling the seeping blood through his tee on the left side of his abdomen, minho had hardly made it back to the lim home on his own accord. unfortunate for the dark haired thug, heâd left home without his cell and had gotten attacked unprompted while walking out of the bar heâd finished a clean glass of whiskey in. now, his left hand held as much pressure to his wound as possible, hoping to keep from losing more precious blood.
trying to reach for the staircase railing, minho was about to grasp hold of it with his other blood drenched hand but it slipped across the sleek exterior and the dizziness he felt finally caused him to collapse under the weight of his own body. his knees buckled to the floor, beads of sweat dripping down his face from the intense pain radiating through his veins. shallow breaths meant that minho was already exhausted just from the walk up the driveway from his beloved porsche.
âji..?â he weakly tried to call out for his younger sister but his voice was strained with all consuming, raging pain. latching onto his wound with both hands now, his eyes were growing weaker and the buzzing noise in his ears was ringing so clearly, everything else felt like a frozen space in time. unable to hold himself up any longer, his body began to fall backwards and crumple onto the marbled flooring. it was in the moment of his collapse that eunchae had been exiting the kitchen area, instantly spotting minho at the bottom of the staircase.
she gasped and hastily took each step rapidly, descending to meet him. one of her hands patted at his cheek, trying to keep him conscious. âoh, shit. minho, what did you do this time?â she wondered, not too serious as the more pressing matter was his loss of blood. âstay with me, minho.â eunchae tried a soft plea, worry tangled in her voice.
his heavy and hazy eyes could make out her silhouette and slight color of her outline. âi⌠got jumped.â he breathed out, volume so low before he began to cough violently. eunchae pressed a firm index finger onto his lips to silently tell him not to speak. âreserve your strength.â what was she going to do? âjiyoo!â her voice yelled up to the second floor.
the lim sister had been working on reading a new book but she appeared above the pair and her eyes widened before she also rapidly descended the staircase. lifting the side of her brotherâs leather jacket where he clung to his wound, jiyoo could almost taste the faint metallic in the air from the loss. âfuck. heâs lost a lot. here, we need to get him upstairs. now!â
without a second to spare, both women lifted minho from the ground, one supporting each side of his frame. jiyoo was careful not to press on his injury as she supported his weight with her friend. each step up the staircase felt like a yearâs long trek, her brotherâs legs hardly able to retain any balance. âwe just need to get him to his den and â and iâll grab the first aid materials. please, stay with him?â jiyoo urged the other woman, eyes wide with a seriousness behind them.
eunchae promptly nodded in agreement, jaw tightening because with minho that weak, he felt like dead weight and she could hardly manage to keep him steady with his sister. once the double doors of the den opened with jiyoo yanking one free, the pair of women nearly stumbled twice while setting minho onto one of the love seats off near a corner of the highly accented room.
âah, ah..â minhoâs head fell back upon the loveseat once he was sat upon it, chin up to the ceiling with more sweat trickling down the side of his face and neck. âji..â he tried to reach for her hand but jiyoo had already taken off in a blur before he could register it with a blink. instead, he found eunchae reaching for his hand, taking it into both of her own. âshhh, sheâll be right back.â her tone comforting and welcoming to his buzzing ears and ringing head.
it hadnât taken long for jiyoo to return with a large bag full of different materials: cleansing wipes, gauze pads to stop the bleeding quicker, wrap to taper around his midsection, a kit to stitch the wound up, and lastly, a large bandaid she hoped would cover the entirety of it.
eunchaeâs eyes widened in surprise by how many things his sister had collected in records time. âdoes your house always carry these supplies?â her curious tone flitting over to his sister despite her eyes locked on the worn man nearly writhing in pain. âpretty much. iâve been helping tend to min since we were teenagers. iâve seen a lot of shit and iâve been the only person to help him through it. no one else was going to do it.â besides, jiyoo knew minho got caught up in the wrong crowd specifically to care for her. she recalled nights he let her eat with his little money from sales on the street that evening and minho went hungry. âif youâre squeamish? look away.â she insisted and began to peel away his jacket enough to expose his side.
once she started peeling the shirt upward to reveal the injury, minho clenched his jaw and a hoarse sound of pain vibrated through his chest. âminho!â there was no use, the pain had become unbearable to the point that minho was on the verge of losing conciseness.
the male felt in and out of it, vaguely feeling the sensation of jiyoo pressing the gauze pad firmly against the tear in his flesh. âluckily, itâs not as deep as i thought.â he cried out when she applied more pressure, though the gauze was quick to soak up the blood and jiyoo knew the kind they held in the household tended to stop the bleeding quicker. minho was seeing black spots in his vision, realizing he was in the mercy of their aftercare before blacking out.
âââ-
eyes startled awake, the dark haired man nearly gasping for breath, blinking as he hastily looked around the den. he had forgotten about the scuffle, the blade slicing through his side and the loss of blood while trying to get home. it wasnât until he felt eunchaeâs palm press down on his chest, prompting him to sit back and not move that minho came back to reality. âdonât move so quick.â eunchaeâs small voice warned him. âjiyoo just finished the stitches and wrapping the extra gauze. iâm just securing the last touch.â her brief explanation given while the medical tape carefully was woven around his torso where the injury had been cleaned and bandaged afterwards.
he winced lightly at the sensitive side of his body when the tape wound around his form once more. âyou donât need to help me, chae. jiyoo is pretty good at that.â though his tone was soft, he held strings of guilt for all the times he worried his poor sister. âi wanted to.â eunchae was honest, carefully cutting the wrapping before holding it in place with her palm as lightly as possible.
minhoâs gaze turned not only apologetic in her direction but soft and welcoming. he supposed the universe rewarded him her help as a return of favor for him saving her life out of that ditch heâd caught her in. once her eyes met his, her fingertips stopped smoothing out the wrapping and she hesitated. âdoes it hurt?â brows furrowing in concern.
while it stung, it wasnât nearly as bad now that he was looking at her this closely. minho thought she would have deflected her own stare but he found her peering back at him with the same softness. there was a small tug on the bandage wrap, eunchae securing the metal piece in place so the wrap wouldnât come undone. âyou said you got jumped?â her voice tiny, question filled with concern.
nodding, his eyes still linked to hers effortlessly. reaching out slowly, he set a palm atop her thigh. âthank you for helping me, chae.â his genuine gratitude noticeable in the way it reflected in his eyes, in his lips twitching into the faintest of exhausted grins. she couldnât look away, no matter how hard she tried and minho wasnât making a move to create more space either.
releasing her hold on the wrap, eunchaeâs hand settled on his arm then, fingers curling around his skin. minho could swear he felt a connection, one that had formed right under his nose all this time that he was too afraid to confront. he already risked his sisterâs life with his lifestyle. minho never wanted someone he cared for to be wound up in it and used as a target against him. first rule to the streets? no one plays fair and there are no rules. heâd learned that young as he swallowed thickly before the woman.
she traced faint lines against his skin and stared at him with deep intent. âwhen i saw you like thatâŚâ she didnât know how to finish the sentence even, too startled to think of the horrible outcomes that could have happened. luckily, minho would live to see another sunrise. âi didnât know what to do.. you scared me, minho.â
âiâm sorry.â he was quick to apologize, not to shove it under the rug but the reality was that heâd hoped eunchae would never see him in a position like that; weak, almost lifeless. carefully, he brought a hand to one of her cheeks, treading his thumb across her skin slowly. the softness of his touch was perhaps the gentlest heâd ever given to anybody. âi left my phone at home. i would have called otherwise.â and that was a promise. since eunchae had needed his help, minho had promised her heâd call if he ever needed hers.
âletâs just be gladââ minho began but was abruptly cut off by eunchaeâs lips meeting his in a sweet kiss. holding her face with both his hands then, minho reciprocated the affection and offered to deepen it. it was a needy melding of their lips, as if theyâd remained patient for far too long with the tension between them. his arms wrapped around her small frame, muscles tightening as his grip did. the way she kissed him back, harder, eager, it left minho in more of a daze than the blood loss had.
Natalya let out a low, breathless hum against Tomoyoâs lips as she takes note that it will take more than whatever they are doing now to drive Tomoyo impatient. She wants to see it or better yet, feel it what drives Tomoyo impatient but she has better task to do. She wants to see Tomoyo more, more of her reaction be it sighs, moans and how her body contorts to her touch so shifts enough to trail her lips down the curve of Tomoyoâs jaw.
With one thing in her mind, Natalya ceases her teasing glides of fingers and slides purposefully towards the center â Natalya does not bother to waste any second wait as she slips the same two finger smoothly with deliberate pressure into Tomoyo's slick warmth which jolts her entire body from doing just that. God, she is really doing this isn't she? Pleasuring her boyfriend's friend in her backseat? She lets Tomoyo adapt to the intrusion until she think it is enough by curling her digits; slowly finding a rhythm that was steady, deep. "Gosh, you're so beautiful Tomoyo"
her lips lingering on tomoyoâs jaw and slipping down the curve of it made the modelâs face flush harder in the darkness. how could natalya be her best friendâs girlfriend? tomoyo would never understand how a boneheaded idiot like him landed a woman with such beautiful features, the brunette for once wasnât complaining about not taking the dominant role. both her palms slide down natalyaâs back, nails dragging against the fabric of her dress in a teasing manner. the friction of natalyaâs fingers pushing into her elicited a sharp gasp, her head falling back upon the seat. deep and rich chocolate locks splayed messily beneath her head. once natalyaâs fingers curled, the modelâs fingernails dug into the material upon the other womanâs frame.
mouth hanging open, lips parted before a louder involuntary sound of pleasure leaked out of her mouth. each steady and deep pulse igniting more of a fire within her veins. âthat feels so good, natalya,â her comment truthful with a strained groan of enjoyment trailing with it. there werenât many times where tomoyo felt helpless and she typically played the tease, the calculated vixen who crafted unique tricks and illusions for picking up one night stands. but this with natalya? this was something on a completely other level as a flood of euphoria had her arching her body lightly into the other woman, âfuck. does he know⌠how good you are at this?â after another moment, tomoyo rocked her hips forward and in time with natalyaâs smooth rhythm, soft whimpers leaving her throat from how deeply natalyaâs slender digits were gliding back and forth. grasping the back of the designerâs head, tomoyoâs fingers intertwined with her hair and her face was awash with bliss, eyes snapped shut loosely.
@ghcstwired sent in: i wasn't  waiting for you, i just happened to be here.â (whoever u want to :3) || from this tag.
âyeah, right, ryu.â hana retorted with a playful roll of her eyes at the male. âiâm almost certain iâve heard that one before.â now, hinting that he was reusing the same excuses to stop by and see her. âi told you, iâm fine.â she had met him at the convenient store, making a late night snack run when some unprompted drunken man cut her in line to pay for her items and also proceeded to try and hit on hana. not only was the employee helpful in halting his bothersome comments but ultimately it was ryujin that had kicked the trash to the curb almost literally.
âthereâs really no need to keep checking in on me. iâve run into my fair share of problematic men in public.â the blonde tried to laugh the discomfort off as a lighthearted comment but she knew it always felt odd to her after a situation like that happened. âcome on in,â she sighed with a false annoyance, stepping aside to grant him entrance to her apartment. âi was just about to make some tea and maybe something quick for lunch. if youâd like to join me, that is?â then her sparkling smile appeared, wide and full of mischief. she always loved having company. âi do have to admit the little check-ins are a bit adorable.â she felt as though only her closest friends really checked on her when their schedules werenât clashing.
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the blonde male allowed a soft chuckle to rumble in his chest. "i try to think on the positive side of things. so, i'll take it as a gift." both of his shoulders rolled into a casual shrug, seojin's blonde locks spilling with the tilt of his head. "well, if i'm honest with you," he paused, face tilting downward despite a flashy grin occupying his lips then, "i'm imagining sitting at my mother's home and all the unique aromas in her kitchen. she always has to feed her kids properly." seojin's smile bloomed further at the memories, so vivid but so distant now. "i haven't seen her in a while because i've been up to my neck in work. i miss her homemade meals." he admitted, glancing over at minkyu. "there are some days my imagination is just odd, too! i can picture lands far and wide and make them up as i go along." even though he modeled, seojin's imagination had given him creative ideas over his years, often earning him weird or skeptical looks by his peers.
A small satisfied gasp has left her followed by her head nodding couple of times in eagerness. "Wow" He looks incredibly sharp. The buttoned-up denim gave him a effortlessly clean look that immediately burns in the back of her mind from how good looking he looks but it was the slight giddiness in his voice and the way he rolled up his sleeves that really caught her th most. He could be on the cover of magazine if anyone snatch him right now.
It impossible not to mirror that involuntary grin of his. "Okay?" Yuna echoed, letting out a soft, amused chortle as she walks towards Hyeok still with the similar eagerness. She tilts her head whilst her eyes scanning the fit of the denim over his shoulders before meeting his gaze. "Hyeok, you look way better than just 'okay.' It actually suits you perfectly."
Reaching out, she gently caught the edge of his collar, tugging at it just a fraction to smooth out a tiny crease heâd missed. "The buttoned-up look gives you this put-together vibe that looks great on you" she admits in her voice dripping in affection, "ButâŚ" A playful glint flashed in her eyes as she leans in just a bit closer. She wonders how would he look?Her hands moving down to rest lightly against the top two buttons of his shirt. "Now you've got me curious. Let me see what it looks like open over the dark shirt, is it okay if IâŚ?" She does not want to look that bit forward, what will he think of her actively undoing his button in public like this so she gently takes a step back. "Can I see if it is unbutton down to her" gently she brush against towards where his mid-torso is. "I kinda have a vision, you see? I think you would start swooning everyone once you go with this shirt"
yunaâs initial response caught him by surprise, if he were honest. it caused his ears and cheeks to flush a shade of peach, shyness creeping into his dimpled cheeks. âyou think so?â while it wasnât that he never dressed up, hyeokâs sense of fashion was nothing like some of his other friends who looked more clean and sharp the majority of the time heâd run into them. as she helped smooth out the collar, his smile became more pronounced and joyous. the woman before him made hyeok want to write love stories more often, as if yuna were a muse of his own.
noticing the playful edge to her features, the male rose both his brows and lifted them in confusion. that was, until her hands met the top two buttons of the article and her shyness and abrupt pull sway made it difficult not to chuckle. they were both dancing around silly things as if they were first loves with no previous experience on how dating worked. approaching yuna, he cupped her face in his hands and leaned down to peck her lips. âwhat is with you being so shy right now?â he pointed out in a soft and interested tone.
gently, hyeok grasped her hands in his and moved her fingers back to the top button. âitâs okay to help, you know?â carefully, his own slender fingers helped her undo the first two buttons. âthe vision getting clearer yet?â the broad male squinted his eyes playfully, looking around and then back at her. âis it something youâd swoon over?â