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the holiday i dread the most … no i don’t want seconds i don’t even want firsts 😊

it’s that time of year where i start running from my own reflection and ducking when cameras come out!!!!

i just want someone to ask me if I’m okay so I can say yes and carry on with my miserable life

Back to school = 7 hours of distracting myself from food

having to convince myself that I deserve to eat just like everyone else is starting to become harder than getting out of bed everyday

my whole life is a flop this is honestly starting to become embarrassing…

such a humbling experience when your friends don’t take your eating habits serious … like damn you don’t care whether I eat or not either 😛

doing myself such a disservice by not being skinny rn .. like what are you even breathing for??

wish I’d have to get my jaw wired shut 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

living while not skinny just doesn’t seem worth living for 😂😂😂😂

god I love the scandalous feeling of relapsing

i just wish my friends would be willing to make plans without the involvement of food

i just wanna wake up 20 lbs lighter …