just a warlock finding her of wisdom and dexterity

There is a reason I don't allow photos

I kept thinking about my mistakes every day

Overthinking cuz of bad choices I feel pushed into since I got this way and what has has me acting the way I do....

How do I be myself safer in Los Angeles

I want to be a great queen I know I can be

I don't need to be stuck in a bad game I would hate

It's been so hot today

Morning coffee ☕

And applying to Zara in a Zara outfit

Working on myself I have therapy today

Made these yesterday

I love water color <3

Spending this morning watching SVU trying to work out all my stuff while getting some rest in

I just trying to do my best

One step forward and five steps back is how my life have gone

People are full of their own hero's journey

I can not control what others do

I can work on steps to make my life safer

Instead of letting others tell their own version of my actions here on my manic Mondays off of the Santa Monica pier

I have so much frustrations about how people started acting toward me

But I have been struggling different for five years than they all seem to be short term memory fish about

My life has had so much confusion about boundaries

I just do not even know

Los Angeles is a dangerous place

Full of people looking for quick answers to very complex systems

Let alone the red tape that seems to have "less risk"

Doing my best

Making goals and trying to keep to them

Today didn't go as planned

And I am so stressed and mad about liers and enabling my boundaries broken

I just frustratingly trying to get through life but navigation of Los Angeles over the last 5 years has been exusting

I have to do better