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___absolutely_love_every_moment_of_our_talk_____________especially_that_it_was_all_ours__________i__

wouldnt_trade_those_moments _for_the_world______

__i_missed_1215__so_much___<this/whole/blog/was/for/that/>_____________

i____got_so__tired_of_writing_____

___i_miss_the_entirety_of_you___________

___honestly_if_theres_something_i___

could_say_to_you_right_now___

__i_would_just___say_

___be_happy______

___you_were_the_best_thing_that_never__happened_to_____me_____

______________i_want_to_love_me____but_also___________________love_the_idea_of_wanting__to___kill__me___________at_the_same_time_________its___brutal_______and_______truly_a_heartless_act____but__honestly____we__________all_do_it_all_the_time____when_seeking_pleasure_from_____our_poison_we_indulge_in___<knowingly>___

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__last_night_i_felt_this_was_all_just_some_sort_of___________<not/necessarily>__a_dream___nor_nightmare____________

__but_just_some_kind_of___waiting_room__type_____________feeling___

___i_was_reminiscing___and_still_thinking____the_same____things____

___then_i_got_up_____

__________________i_left_the_waiting_room_______

___just_as_it_left_me_too______

___not_angry___________not_sad_______________

_________nor_happy_______

________[just____emotionless]_________________________________as_ive_been_taught_from_previous_endeavors_________________i_can_pretend_too_______________________

<im/not/like/them/but/i/can/pretend>___________________

___pretending_is_such_a_good_skill_______

_some_of_you_stupid_fucks_shouldve_auditioned_

____for_a_film____or_tv____truthfully______

___not_angry_nor_happy_or_sad______

___just_here_____[______for_now______]

__ha_ha____honestly_who_gives_a_flying_fuck-______________about_any_of_this_and_nobody________

_____ever_really_truly_\will\\\\\\_____

___almost__forgot________

______

___________

_______

_________nevermind____________

___if_only_we_were_beneficial_for_one_another_and________nothing_more_than_that____<our>time_shared_amongst___one_another_would_have_so_much_more_meaning______and_truly--be_beneficial_for_both________________________

______i_cant_help_but_to_imagine_____________________

____________<could/you/blame/me>____________________

____i_dont_want_to_type_anymore_________

____this_is_me_changing_the_channel______________

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_what_knowledge_becomes_acknowledged_from_what_______we_experience_amongst_one_another_____

___<we/will/never/get/this/time/back>__________

____its_gone_forever_as_this_gets_typed_____

----____it_sucks_to_say_the_absolute_least__-----------------------

___as_i_know_there_is_so_much_that_remains_____

___unsaid__which_says_more_than_what_was_truly_said_______

____<at/the/end/of/the/day>_______________

___this_shit_fucking_killed_me_________________________________it_ruined_my_process_and_all_________________

__everything_i_had_going_was_placed_to_pause________

___and_it_wasnt_anybodys_fault_________+i_blame_me+_________nobody_else____

____i_blame_me_for_thinking_people_are_different_____________but____________________ive_known_you_my_whole______life________

_____your_style_remained_familiar_to_everyone____________from_the_past____<i/never/wanted/to/compare/>

____still/wish/1215/well_________________

_thanks_for_misery_________

__i_wish_i_could_seek_you_and_elaborate_all_my_feelings___and_my_emotions_in_regards_to_where_everything_______stands________

_____theres_truly_<without/a/doubt>__much_more______than_what_we_care_to_know______

___[where_did_we_go_wrong____]_________________________________<why>_______________

______i_remain_so_passionate_about_you_____________________<why>_____________________

_as_now_we_remain_distanced______away_from_one________another____

________[for__what__]_____________

___i_wish_it_was_explained___

___<for/lack/of/better/words>________________________________

___as_there_is_so_fucking_much_i_wish_was_said_________

__for_now_______

----_________i_will_remain_solidified_in_my_solitude______

___waiting_to_hear_that_lullaby_voice_once_more__________waiting_for_comfort_to_find_me_in_the_dark_________

___patiently___and___calm_______

maybe___its_just_time_for_me___

_____to_release_from_the_ideal_of_something____that_will_never_become_________

but/who/is/to/say/or/decide/

i_wish_prosperity_for_you____

_as_you_continue_to_find_growth____

(at_least)

_thats_all_i_can_hope_for_from_here______

#1215

___youll_either_be_happy___for_me____

___or_not____

_truth_be_told__i_know_getting_invested_in_any_way________is_just_a_real_letdown_for_sure____________

___theres_not_much_i_care_anyways______

__________________fuck_everything____

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__though_my_opinion_has_no_relevance____over___

___your__actions_by\any/means>>____i_cant_help__

_but_to_blame_myself_in<some/type/of/way>____

___for_what_occurred______________

_______what_can_i_really_say_though_________

___im_not_trying_to_be___some_"smartass"______

___and__strive___from___ignorance___as__<u>__

___know__i_dont_get_anything_out/of/that_________

_______________theres_a_busy_week_ahead________________________________________________________________________<i/think\u/will/be/______________________okay__________>___________________________________________ _____although_i_dont_really_know______but_one_could______only_wish_right?__________

___________

________________wish/you/really/knew/what/u/meant/to/me_________expressions_or_words-couldnt_cover____________any_of_this________

___plus________________

___

_______theres_always_that_reminder_of_the_truths__________ive_already_experienced_______________

___thanks_to_that_______i_know_where_i_stand___________

___i_will_never_be___

___i__never_even__was____