Sub Confessions

Daddy introduced a whole new kink to me recently 😅 and I guess we’ll jump into it, it concerns me being a free use whore. I don’t know why but that idea is just such a turn on 😅 people just knowing that they can use my holes whenever they want for their pleasure - not mine obviously cause I can’t cum 😅🙈

Speaking of, the night daddy introduced all this to me he had me call myself a free use whore who didn’t deserve any orgasms and 😳 in the middle of saying it it was like a whole rush came over me and it just felt soooo good and I had a sort of mini edge 😅🙈 just from calling myself that 😬 and having to beg to continue to be denied was also a huge turn on while also being a bit embarrassing 😅🙈.

Daddy also wants me to tell my fwb about this 🙈 and I’m really excited to but also still quite nervous, but I feel a lot better after daddy walked me though how I could talk to him about it hehe thinking about how he would be able to take advantage of that and just use me whenever he pleases 🤤 so hot, cause anything could happen at any second, and I know that it’ll be for the sake of his amusement of teasing me, or purely for his own pleasure 😅🙈 the thought of being used like that is real excitinggg.

Whenever I’ve heard about this kind of thing in the past it’s always been a bit intriguing 😅🙈 but I don’t think I ever reealllyyyy wanted to admit that to myself. But I think my desire to just be touched and teased and played with constantly even in just a casual “oh am I playing with your nipples? Oh well I want to” kind of way is so hot 🙈 just reminding me that I’m something to be played with for someone’s entertainment.

And being able to give someone I know in real life the permission to just use me freely is 😍🙈 hot and I’m excited to see how he takes advantage of that.

I’m also really excited to see what more of this means while playing with Daddy and having my pussy be his for the next 100 days and exploring more of what this kink is and how to play around with it hehe 🙈

Goooooooodnesssssss it’s been ages since I’ve blogged 

But this time Daddy asked me to go back and look at all my old blog posts, and to write about how I’ve grown over the last almost year. I’ve got some scary grown up things to do soon, and looking back and thinking back to where I was at the beginning of all this, has really helped me regain quite a bit of confidence in myself. 

For starters, where I was all those months ago, I think back on it and I really cant believe how much I’ve grown, as a person and sexually. I had just gotten out of the worst relationship where I had learned to really be complacent and accept the way I was being treated. And at the time, I didn’t have the confidence or communication skills to demand more for myself, I was in just the place I thought I deserved to be in. 

Thank god I woke up from that nightmare.

And thank god I have such great friends who care and look out for me, and I’m so greatful to have met such amazing people online like Daddy, Jesse, Millie, and a few more who have really taught me some important lessons and have supported me along the way. 

For starters, I don’t put up with people’s shit anymore. And I’ve realized that it’s frustrating some people that they can’t push me around and walk all over me anymore and I love that. I know my worth now and I’ve really raised the standard for how I expect to be treated. And a lot of that’s from the confidence I’ve gained in myself from completing tasks and things that I never thought I could do, like at the beginning when sooooo many things were new and scary and I thought I’d never be able to do them (like pulling off my toothless clamps). And I’m really proud of those things and all that I’ve accomplished, being able to endure more denial, pain, pleasure, and more has really shown me all I can accomplish. 

Also, I’ve learned a lot about responsibility and communication. I’ve always been a heavy procrastinator and if anything holy moly I’ve learned that I shouldn’t push things off to the last minute. I mean I still do, but I’m getting better about it. But having long lists of tasks given to me on my more off quiet days and being expected to finish them in a timely manner has taught me a lot about being responsible, and I’m happy to say I’m applying those lessons to every aspect in my life. Communication as well, that’s always been my families biggest downfall, and boy did I learn about communicating properly right at the beginningggg

I’ll never forget that momenttttt

Daddy you know exactly what I’m talking about. 

But events like those have really helped me become a better communicator, and advocator for myself and the people around me.

I’ve also learned to embrace who I am as a person, and that includes my kinks, and my little side. Things that I had suppressed for quite some time, that really are a part of me. And I have had so much fun exploring new things and pushing myself and the boundaries I originally set. Like how at the very beginning I never dreamed I’d have a dominant bone in my body, but maaaaaaaaaaaaan do things change, and I found myself really enjoying my dommy and switchy side. Who knew? 

So in general, I think I’ve really grown and changed as a person. And I’m really proud of myself for all that I’ve done and accomplished these last 8ish months. And I know that I should keep pushing myself, and my boundaries, and get out of my comfort zone, and I know that it’s scary, but I know I can do it, and I can handle it, everything I’ve endured, explored, and grown through has proven that to me. 

So daddy asked me to write out some financial goals of mine 😅 and thinking about this is very exciting but also very nerve wracking sometimes, but I know that I have to do this at some point, and it’s just something that I have to learn to incorporate into my life, and the sooner I do it the less freaked I’ll be about it.

Move out - the lease for the house is up in March, so I want to be out by then. Moving out and saving for that is going to be kind of weird. Since my dad has told me he’s going to help me the first year or two I’m out. But I honestly want to plan and save as if he wasn’t going to do that. Thinking about this stressesssss me out.

Get outta the country - I know this ones not going to happen for awhile considering Covid and whatnot so I’m not gonna get as into it. But I do really want to start saving for a trip that gets me really outta the country for once. I’d need to get an actual passport 🤔

I wanna be able to get a new drawing tablet for my computer one with an actual screen I can look at, and the one I want is around 400. That would be a fun birthday present to myself.

More stuffies obviously 🤷🏼‍♀️

I also should really put money aside for a new camera. I’ve wanted one for awhile, but I can never decide if I want to save longer and get an amazing camera, or spend less and get something that’s just really nice. Along with that, collecting used lenses would be something I wanna be able to start buying when a nice deal comes up.

And if the Nintendo switch pro ever gets officially announced, I wanna work towards that too. There’s also a couple GameCube games that would be cool if I could get my hands on them 👀 but they’re like 100-125 now that they’re so hard to find.

And I guess that’s really it for goals I can think of 🙈 everything else I’d want isn’t something I’d necessarily spend for. I’d just need to budget accordingly so I can get them from time to time. Which I assume is going to be a whole other conversation 😅

Soooo a lot has changed in the last however many weeks hehe not too much, but some definite changes in how I interact with one of my friends.

I’m actually domming him now. And that was something I’d never expected. Especially since when we first started talking, he was soooo resistant to any even bratty comment I’d make. Even though he pretty obviously wanted me to be able to step up and domme him. But back then there was nooo way I would’ve been able to do that. I had nooo idea what to do as a domme or how to be a domme or to even identify and enjoy that dominant energy.

But I’ve been taught so much through watching and 😅 experiencing my friends dom me and each other. And especially now that I’m being let in a little on daddy’s secrets hehe

Domming is a lot of work though. Like a lot. It takes a ton of thought, time, and energy. And I always knewww that, but I’d never done it before. And I wasn’t even really expecting to get into this dynamic, my daddy and I pretty much teased my way into it. But I’m really happy it happened hehe it’s been a lot of fun, it’s a whole different ballgame than submitting.

First of alllllll domming is always very intimidating for me. I’m always very conscious of people and their emotions and their time and what their doing, so starting a dynamic with someone with limited time who I can only really play with while he’s at work, made me nervous, I don’t want to push too hard, and take up too much of their time, and idk.

But, I realized that this is a two way street, if he didn’t want his time and schedule and things messed with, he never would’ve agreed to this in the first place. And we’ve talked enough about boundaries and limits that I have a good idea of what I can and can’t do. So that doesn’t scare me so much anymore.

The slow decent into domming my friend has been fun though. Just lots of teasing and joking and poking about it hehe and then finally a well timed “you wish I was your domme” just set everything in motion.

The first week of domming has been a lot of fun though. I liked how slow things started, he had left a task for me to be done that Monday which was the day we were going to talk about our dynamic, and that task really got us both into our more switchy mindsets, which for me was a nice transition from mostly submitting to my friend to mostly domming him.

I really like giving him edges hahaha especially after all the times I’ve suggested them and he’s just been like “hmm nahh” cause he’d rather just play and cum. But we’ve decided, edging will help keep him nice and ready for his wifey at home hehe

Then came telling Daddy about it, hehe I knew he’d be excited and boy did I get a whollleeee lot of new information and ideas. Which has helped sooo much in blending into my own dommy style.

I think my favorite has been the write for me website. I think they’ve honestly taught him a good lesson about rushing through things. I started off by giving him the 30 lines “Miss Emma is my Goddess Domme and I am her bitch” hehe the first time there wasn’t a penalty and homeboy made like 22 mistakes and only spent 4 minutes on them when I’d given him the whole day! Really rather unacceptable. But I had seen that there was an option to add more lines, and he was already talking about how he wanted to try again and get less mistakes so I was like yeah how about now then. So like a good little boy off he went to go do more lines, and very quickly I got a whiny Miss Emmmmaaaaa and man that made me giggle. Cause of course he was already making mistakes and earning plenty more lines. By the end of the night he’d written 92 before completing the task.

Which only made the next day of lines even better. After he lied and blamed me for giving him 92 lines in the group chat with daddy, hehe daddy suggested that I give him those 100 lines he claims I did. So I did. And I took the punishment off of adding extra lines with then plan of giving him an edge for each mistake after he was done. Daddy really helped walk me through how I should handle it and that was so helpful and my goodness did it work. He was all ready to joke with me about how poorly he did the task and I think I really surprised him with my response. I’ve neverrr had him in a 😞😞😞 pouty emoji phase till then hehehe

But in all, I’m pretty sure he’s learned his lesson about getting things done right and not rushing through them.

But something that makes me feel really good, is when he told me how he was grateful for the edges and whatnot because it helped him feel more in control of his day.

Along with the lines, I recently established the rules with my sub, and the ones he’s following are that he wears a rubberband on his wrist as a collar for me all day at work, his tea costs 10 edges a cup, bathroom is 3 ball snaps, lunch is 15 edges, and snacks are 5. If he wants to see tits it’s 10 edges and 5 nipple snaps and if he wants to see pussy it’s 10 edges and 5 ball snaps. I’m also having him keep track of his edges/miscounts. And recently we’ve added that I’m going to help keep him on top of his morning runs. He’s gonna send me a screenshot from his run 3 times a week.

On top of that there’s been other small tasks, and he’s tried to get me to task him more on his lunch breaks and have him drive places, but I don’t know what’s in the realm of possibilities there 😅 but I really think he’s enjoying the experience.

Im also really enjoying the experience. I never thought I’d have this much fun domming someone, although it is a ton of work and completely different to submitting. It’s fun being able to have a bit of both now, and it’s interesting bouncing from feeling dommy to subby so much in a day, and honestly kind of hot when daddy knocks me off my domme pedestal 😅

I’m just gonna have to keep coming up with more fun and creative little tasks for my new sub hehe since he’s been so generous and thoughtful with all the past tasks he’s given me.

Hehe soooo till next time 😋

Yesterday was absolutely insane. Insane. And I’m feeling all of it today 😅🙈 nice and sore and sensitive.

Daddy and I had been talking about this for awhileee since my birthday is on Monday I was gonna plan a dick appointment over the weekend, and I was going to actually get to cum this time 😋🤤 I was so excited and was just waiiiitting for that day. It felt like ages and my number of edges had gone up significantly in the week leading up to it, so I was beyonddd horny and getting closer to the date just made it even worse.

My friend showed up and I let him in dressed in only my shorts and one of my more strappy bras hehe the look on his face when he saw me was definitely something like 😳😏🥵 and I was so horny all I wanted to do was drop to my knees and get the party started. But when we got to my room he started pulling out his dab rig right away and telling me about his morning adventures. Next time I’ll just answer the door topless. Maybe that’ll work 🙄🙇🏼‍♀️ I was too horny for small talk.

Thankfully I didn’t have to wait too long though before he pushed me on my back and grabbed me by my throat and started rubbing my pussy over my shorts. He’d caught me a bit off guard but I was so horny I was already whimpering and moaning at his touch. I reached out and rubbed his already hard dick through his shorts the best I could while he was holding me down to the bed.

My friend was really excited that he got to actually make me cum this time. He’s definitely the pleasure dom type and he wasn’t wasting time to get my shorts off, even when I tried to switch things around and give him head. And thinking now even about him licking my clit makes me soooo horny and just ahfhfkehsbekdkrhfb god it felt so good. And I knew I was allowed to cum and I kept getting so close but it was so hard to finally get pushed over the edge. I just kind of kept reminding myself that daddy said this was ok and to have fun 🙈 and then finally I was able to have the first of many mind blowing orgasms. And sometimes there were just 3 or 4 little ones that would just come one after the other and would melt together and I would just go absolutely nuts 🤤 sometimes just embarrassingly loud.

Finallyyy it was my turn and he got me on my knees in front of him, my brain already like mush from the handful of orgasms he’d already given me, and I was very eager for the facial we had talked about him giving me. I just really like the degrading element of that and it’s like their marking their territory which is honestly really really hot and why I like it when guys cum on me.

But he didn’t warn me he was going to cum so I couldn’t pull my mouth off his dick.

So instead he came in my mouth and I swallowed of course 😛

I was kinda bummed though

And he mentioned that he forgot about giving me a faciallll 🙄🙇🏼‍♀️🙇🏼‍♀️ laterrr

This is when he grabbed my small plug though and put it in my ass before lying me back down on my back and rubbing my clit again just 🤤🤤🤤 holding my hips down and telling me to cum for him. So hot and felt incredible.

After that he told me to climb on top and he had me straddle his face and 69 and 🤤😩 that felt fucking incredible, it’s always so hard to stay focused while I’m moaning around his dick but there were times when I got him back and he couldn’t do anything but moan hehe

After what felt like ages he told me to get off and finally got between my legs to put it in and I was sooooo tight and it felt sooo good when he finally got it in all the way. I couldn’t even contain my noises and he just kept working me through my orgasms, occasionally rubbing my clit which got me going absolutely crazy 😩 I couldn’t form any coherent thoughts.

And it only got even worse (better? Hehe) when he flipped me over on my hands and knees and started fucking me from behind. He started spanking me and with each hit I let out quite a loud moan 🙈 and I could feel my pussy get even wetter with every spank, and he was getting some good force behind it. And he started getting even rougher with me and grabbed a fist full of my hair to pull on and I came instantly and he just railed me through such a long orgasm I thought I was gonna pass out.

That’s when he came in my pussy and 🤤🤤 I’ll never get over that feeling too. Always sooo good.

After that we took a break for dinnerrr and when we got back I mistakenly turned on drive to survive while we ate not thinking he knew what formula 1 was and he did and somehow we ended up watching two episodes while he stroked my thigh and ass which made me really horny again.

Again he got me on my back and my shorts off and this time he was determined to make me squirt 😳🙈 in the past he used to do it over and over and over and over again so many times. And tonight he was at it again 🙈🙈🙈 cause once I start it’s so easy to get me to do it again and again and again. And just watching him as he almost effortlessly gets me to squirt is such a turn on, he just looks so satisfied with himself and smug which is just 😩🤤 hot. Makes me feel submissive. Especially thinking that he’s really making me lose all control of my functions, making my cum over and over again. Soaking my bed.

Finally he decided to give me a break and took off to the bathroom and I flopped and tried to catch my breath. And when my friend got back he lied back down next to me and this hooooe started edging me 🙈🙇🏼‍♀️ I was so sensitive already that any little touch just had me so reactive. Squirming and moaning and breathing heavy. And he thought it was very amusing to play around with that. And very audibly getting me right on the brink of another orgasm before stopping. And chucking when I’d whine. He got me really close to begging him to let me cum 🙈🙇🏼‍♀️ but then he finally pushed me right over the edge when I least expected it and climbed over me and pulled the small plug out of my ass and replaced it with his dick. And fucking hellll it felt so good. I always always forget just how amazing it feels to have him balls deep in my ass 🤤

I came just from that penetration alone, and again when he started playing with my clit.

He again got really close but pulled out and stopped before cumming in my ass, cause he still hadn’t given me a facial. And kindly he cleaned his dick off before I gave him head again. And this time he came on my face and it was just as hot as I expected it to be hehe 🙈 I really liked it and happily took a selfie for Daddy because I knew he really really wanted to see.

After that I’d reminded him of my birthday spanks 🙈 and he laughed and had me bend over the side of my bed and he spanked me pretty hard but not hard enough. It took three tries the first time to get me hard enough to count 1, and until he got till around 7 it had taken him a few tries to get me to count out the next number 😅🙈 my ass was a nice shade of pinkish red at the end of the 22, and my pussy was soaked again. But sadly it was late and I was exhausted and so was he and he had a drive home to make. So after a little bit of hanging out and cuddling and back rubs, he went off on his way after hours and hours of playing 🙈🙈🙈

Wow alright it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged.

A couple fun things have happened recently though 😋

I’ll start with the one that’s not going to take up the majority of this post (even though it happened a bit later) buuuuuuut Daddy’s going on vacation. So starting in a handful of days Daddy isn’t going to be able to really play and do our usual things. Which is a little bummy cause I’m gonna miss playing with and pleasing daddyyy, but Daddy came up with an idea for while he’s gone which involves my sub and honestly quite switchy friend from the group chat. And that was for me to submit to my sub friend for the week while Daddy’s away.

I was really interested when Daddy suggested that because submitting fully to my sub friend was going to be very different from submitting to Daddy. For example he constantly is telling me I got off easy 😛 so that’s obviously a great sign for how this is going to go. But thankfully Daddy is still in charge and has the final say over a couple things, and he’s having me write him a daily report to tell him all about what my day and the torment I received 😛😅

It’ll be so fun, he’s already told me I’m going to be in pigtails and braids most of the time, and asked if I have a dog collar big enough for me. 😳🙄🙇🏼‍♀️ I don’t want to tell him the toys I ordered for daddy 🙈 he’ll have too much fun with those. (Hehe daddy doesn’t know I ordered them a few days ago they should be in kinda soon 🙈🙈).

So I dunno what I’ve got myself into 😅 there was a small part of me that was hoping he’d say no to Daddy’s present, but obviously he can’t deny such a privilege to have me submit to him all week 😛

So I’ve got a few days left now to keep pushing his buttons before he can actually do anything about it 😛😂

Aside from that

The main point of this post is the new group chat that me and daddy managed to find through showing off on kik. Daddy was having me drain both of my vibes, and had me post on getdare about showing them to anyone who wanted while the vibes were still alive. We’d met a female switch who I happily showed off too, and sir and I played and talked with her for awhile, finding out she has a sissy sub (who was coming to visit/stay with her for a week), and we invited them to join us in a group chat on wire.

And like that, we finally got someone to stick around hah we’d talked with a couple other people before this switch and I’m not sure what happened but I think they just jumped ship🤷🏼‍♀️ it was exciting to see how this chat was gonna be, I had never even talked to anyone before that was into sissification and now I was going to play with two people actually doing it together. Which was also something I was excited to see, how their dynamic works while they’re in person together the whole week.

As soon as the groupchat started the hierarchy got established hehe obviously Daddy at the top, then the switch, then meee, then the sissy. It was definitely going to be interesting being higher up in the pecking order and something to get used toooo especially cause me and my other sub friend would always work to kind of one up each other, it’s interesting how different it is. But it’s something I’m starting to get a bit more used to it.

The first few days of the groupchat were fun getting double dommed at times 😛 and Daddy having me teach the switch about the rules and how Daddy likes things like edging done and how toys should get put away. It was definitely a fun couple days hehe but I was very eager to meet the sissy, especially since I got to help name her, and then the attention would deviate away from me a bit 😛

Before the sissy got added to the chat we got a run down of what her rules would be once she got into the chat.

These rules were pretty basic, the ranking she had in the group, sending pics to the group every day, and the last ones applied to me tooo, every day I get to pick out panties and a plug and lube for the sissy and I thought that was really fun but now I keep looking at panties, and I had honestly forgotten how much I liked having cute panties until now 👀🙇🏼‍♀️ but I know daddy won’t budge on that.

Alsooo what I think is fun hehe is that she has to match my edges every day no matter the number hehehe and man some days do I rack up a lot of edges 🙈 I almost feel bad. But it’s the same amount I doooo and if I can do it surely my little sister can 😛

And then of course a little goodnight routine.

I was kind of bummed I wasn’t around really the first night she joined the chat, but I was having a good night with friends. And man I thought I was ready for those pictures and I was not hehe it was definitely fun seeing her in the panties and plug I picked out.

I’m getting lots of dick pictures now hehe whenever I want pretty much 😜 which is a lot of fun and I definitely have to remember to take advantage of the fact that I have a little sister I can boss around a bit.

The last few days of playing though has been fun 😋 showing off in the group chat occasionally and watching everyone else taking their turn getting a little tormented 😅 like last night the switch and sissy had to sleep with their plugs tied together 🙈 but of course daddy hasn’t gotten tormented, but I tattled on him outside the group chat so 🤷🏼‍♀️😅😂 makes up for it I supposeeeee

But I am excited and curious to see where this continues going, and what other stuff happens in the group chat and how the relationships grow, it’s interesting to see the differences in my old chat versus this one and the different personalities and dynamic types.

Hellooooo everyone 😋 I know you usually expect a blog post from Emma, and last time you got a blog post from Daddy, but today is Princess Tattle Tales turn 😜 don’t worry Emma will be back soon, but this has been a fun week for me hehe

The beginning of the week was a bit rough. The weekend held a lot of car problems and I was stuck out of the house for most of it. Meh. But thankfully by Monday things were pretty sorted out, and I was able to start catching up on tasks. I finally got my blog posted about my orgasms four days prior 🙈 and Daddy made sure to have a talk with me before reading it. As soon as he said that I knewwww I was in trouble. Punishments galore 😖☹️ some really not so fun ones too. Daddy had me change my name on wire to Naughty Girl, I lost my rope and plug to wear at nights, all my stuffies got put back in the box, and my brand new stuffie had to spend his last night with me in the corner ☹️🥺🙇🏼‍♀️ and of course the talking daddy gave to me really helped that lesson sink in.

After that daddy asked about the other sub and if he took my side when I got punished. That made me laugh. Oh boy was that funny. Every time I get in trouble the other sub either says I deserved it or a worse punishment or he tries to come up with a way for me to brat against the punishment and get me in more trouble 😛

Daddy was shocked by that hah

The other sub is basically prince tattle tale

Always looking for something to get me in trouble 😛 and daddy took dirty pictures of me away from him and I think he’s finally starting to miss them 😂 trying to convince me that videos and FaceTimes are technically not dirty pictures.

But I finished my edges for the night and went to bed, after daddy teased me about my bush for a bit 😒🙇🏼‍♀️ talking about how fun showing off was gonna be now and how humiliating it would beeee 😳😩

The next day haha oooooohhh the next day was a lot of fun for me 😋😂

Daddy let me become the sheriff of the sub police hehehe and he had a plan to send me after the other dom for abuse of power 😂

I was absolutely giddy about this idea hehe it’s always fun getting to meddle around with them again ever since the group chat disbanded 😂 so of course I took up the rank of sheriff and got to work, although I was a bit nervous about how she was going to respond to me threatening to arrest her.

And hehehe oh it was fun getting into character 😂 I wasn’t totally expecting her to respond to me and just accept my newly appointed position. But I definitely had fun coming up with ways to talk around her excuses and so called witnesses she had.

But oof she had a better case than Daddy did 😛 and she started hinting at me being a corrupt American cop and I couldn’t let that fly so I had to play this game as by the law as I could 😂 which I don’t think is daddy’s style considering he told me to arrest my sub friend purely for being Australian.

Eventually I was debating back and forth with her and with my sub friend who was her newly appointed lawyer and man he was not playing nice with me 😛☹️🙇🏼‍♀️ he was making it so hard and since I didn’t have alllll the facts of the story it was veryyy hard to defend daddy the way I wanted tooooo 🙄🙇🏼‍♀️ but I still stalled and did my best to go toe to toe with this bloodthirsty shark 😛

Eventually daddy got back and started defending me in the group chat to the other sub 😂 which was when he lost his dirty picture privileges and when daddy told me I should arrest him. I was so amused by how big this had snowballed 😂 but eventually Daddy went and fought his own battle with his dom and recalled his report, and sadly my lawyer friend lost his job on the case, and we closed the investigation into the abuse allegation.

Tragic.

It would’ve been fun to witness that court case 😜😂

But aside from that I got to go and experience the wrath of my little friend that day. After going behind her back and stealing her orgasms I knew she was going to be sooooo mad at me hehehe but when daddy suggested the idea I honestly couldn’t resist the idea of having a denial buddy, no matter how mean it would be if I’d actually accomplished it 😅 I know Emma was definitely hoping that Tim wouldn’t say yesss but for some reason the Baby Yoda I offered sealed the deal 😁

But going over to her house was scarryyyyy

She didn’t know yet 😅 and I knew when she found out she was gonna be soooooo mad at me.

And yikes when she found out. I ran for the hills.

I didn’t have many places to go though sadly 😛

So I crawled under their kitchen table and hoped I could just hold on so she couldn’t get me out from under it

But I really forgot how strong she could be when she wanted to 😅

So she dragged my ass out from under there, me pulling chairs along with me, desperate to stay away from her, and she grabbed my pony tail and yanked it and sat on my stomach and licked my face like what the fuck 😒 I was lucky she didn’t like spit on me or something though.

But in all it was faiiirrrr I pretty much gifted her with a month and then some of denial 😛

So I left her house and left Baby Yoda with her, I was sad to see him go after only having him for a few dayssss

Daddy though was mean and decided that every edge she does I have to do two 🙇🏼‍♀️ no faiiiiirrrr, and on top of that I have to still do all of Daddy’s edges toooooo

That wasn’t the end of me messing with my friend though 😅 in the morning she had quite the message for him, which I of course passed along. And not long after did Daddy get her to say looootttssss of naughty words 🙈 uh ohhhh

You know what that means

Tattling

But.

I was feeling a little bad for all the trouble I’d been getting her into. So daddy suggested I try blackmailing her 😅😂

For a stuffie.

I was sold.

So I went right too it, and it was honestly so easy to get her to cave and trade me a stuffie for the rest of the denial. I knew she didn’t want those spanks she would get for alllll of those very very naughty four letter words. I was feeling pretty proud of myself hehe managing to get a stuffie out of her, especially since she has my Baby Yoda 😋

And Daddy was proud of me toooo hehe and that definitely made me feel fuzzy inside.

And it was certainly nice when my friend handed me the dragon unicorn I requested the other night 😋

41 days. 2605 edges. All since my last orgasm.

At this point it was really indescribable how horny and desperate I was feeling 😅 and just how constant that feeling was, always being so sensitive and wet and horny has been driving me wild 🤤

I had a bit of a rough start to my Thursday hah the night before having fallen asleep during my edges (oops 🙇🏼‍♀️) and left 30 undone for the night, and Daddy had pretty quickly let me know that I wasn’t going to get a pass on those edges. Instead of just adding those 30 on to Thursday’s 100, I had to do 200 instead, and I was to put my tack bra on until they were finished. Ouch. But the tack bra is a very good motivator 😅

Before putting my tack bra on after work, I jumped in the shower real quick and sent a couple pictures to a new little group chat daddy added me to, and every picture I sent to the chat would give her 15 edges hehe so I took a few and sent them along to give her something fun to do 😋 daddy also had me send her five squeezes once my tack bra was on. I think these group chats are fun, they make me miss our old group chat, and I get a lil bummed when the new person doesn’t stick around for long.

After showing off to her Daddy asked if I’d wanna show off more on kik, and I said yes of course hehe and posted on the getdare forum Daddy had sent me last time, and posted that the first five people get to see my pussy since I had my tack bra on.

It wasn’t long till we were chatting with that handful of people, some of them were fun, some more fun to just mess around with hehe I definitely like having Daddy in the chats to help me when they do things like call me a slave which I most definitely am nooootttt. Ugh I felt so meh when he called me a slave, the complete opposite to how I feel when Daddy calls me little one and all the other cute names 😋🙈

A couple people we played with there asked for other images and like a good girl I showed them 😋 and Daddy even took a picture of me putting in my large plug for someone hehe when he sends those pictures from his side of the screen it always makes me feel a lil extra submissive cause it’s just even more confirmation that he’s definitely there watching me.

After showing off to those first five people Daddy thought it would be a fun idea to play on Omegle for him tooooo and I was a little nervous but also excited, Daddy had never seen me play with people on Omegle only heard about what I’d done. So having him watch me play with others made me feel a tiny bit shy at first, but after a minute I remembered there’s nothing to feel shy about.

So I definitely got more comfortable cruising through Omegle, people disconnecting from me left and right - I can only assume they thought I was fake, since I was sitting there very obviously naked aside from my bra.

But I managed to find a handful of people to play with, a couple having me play with my tits for them, after I mentioned the tacks torturing them of course. Showing them the large plug in my ass, playing with my pussy a bit, but not cumming of course. Then one guy wanted to see me double stuff myself and I usually dont with my large plug, but I was up for it, he had me sit on top of it and bounce on it and oh my god it felt incredible. But boy it didn’t last too long till Daddy asked me if it felt good being double stuffed and then asked if I would give him a loud “yes daddy” and without hesitation I did because it felt amazinggg.

And then.

I couldn’t believe my eyes.

I had to reread the message twice.

“Turn off Omegle and get out your vibe let’s give you an orgasm”

I don’t even know what face I made but I’m sure it was priceless 😅

I was elateddddd

I couldn’t believe I was getting my orgasm finally

Finallyyyyy

Fiiiinnnaaaaaalllyyyyyyyy

I had waited so long, I tried so hard to be so good about not cumming early through my long stretch of denial and I had finally done ittttt 😁😁😁

And I was finally about to have that mind blowing orgasm I haven’t been able to get off my mind for weeks.

Not gonna lie, for a split second I thought it was a test, but I know Daddy wouldn’t take his teasing thaaaat far (I mean I hope not 😅).

I didn’t think about it long enough to really consider that though haha, I closed out of omegle so fast (Poor guy was probably enjoying his view haha) and I dove for my vibrator in my box, because I was sooooo ready for this orgasm. I had been waiting sooooo long and edging sooooo many times to get to this and I couldn’t believe it was already here. Daddy had been teasing about the day after my birthday so much that he was definitely convincing me that was when it was gonna be 🙇🏼‍♀️

So getting that orgasm just shocked the absolute shit outta me 😅

I laid back, but Daddy had me come back to him, and he told me all about why I deserve this orgasm and why he’s giving it to me and 1) that just made me feel so fuzzy and super proud of myself and happy and 2) it completely destroyed the mental block I have on cumming.

And with my vibrator on I gave myself one of the most intense orgasms I have ever had. I saw stars. The feeling was really indescribable, and I felt it just from the top of my head down to my toes and it was unbelievable and incredible to finally release after soooo long and soooo much edging building up my need to cum. My head was fuzzy and light when I was finally able to sit up and talk to Daddy who had just watched and heard everything.

Daddy told me to tie my vibe to me and we’d put it on and I’d get to cum as many times as I wanted before the vibe died. So I tried to make quick work tying the vibe to myself and this was the first time Daddy had ever watched my tie myself up. And I was thankful that I knew what I was doing at this point when it comes to tying my crotch ropes hehe 😋

It was kind of sad though because my vibe died after one orgasm. Just one. I dunno why either 🙇🏼‍♀️ because I had it fully charged and in the box. But the worst part of that was I was gonna have to tell Daddy it died. But of course I told him and he questioned me about it but had another idea. He asked me how many times I wanted to cum today.

That made me pause.

Because the answer to that is as many times as I can.

But I knew that wasn’t an answer.

And I knew if I said 100 that would be silly.

So I decided to go with 16 😅 cause that was how many I got the first time Daddy had me tape the vibe to my clit for him.

And Daddy shocked me again and told me I was going to have to cum 16 more times for him then by the end of the day.

No way 😳🤤😅

I couldn’t believe it honestly.

This was such a rollercoaster, I wasn’t expecting this at all today, and even when I was told I would get an orgasm I didn’t even imagine that I would end up with 18 total.

So I went to charge my vibe again so I could use it for my orgasms.

But Daddy had me grab my pink vibe so that he could play with me a bit toooo, and I realllyyy like it when Daddy uses it with me. It’s always so much hotter knowing Daddy’s the one playing around with it and there’s nothing I can do to stop it. I can’t even move or buck my hips away from it.

So from that alone Daddy gave me a handful of orgasms contributing to my 16 I still needed to have. And my brain was already turning into jello. After not having cum for so long and now having orgasm after orgasm 🤤🤤🤤 my brain was just shutting down, and my legs were shaking, and my pussy was just so so happy and getting more and more sensitive with each orgasm.

The rest of them I gave to myself. Either using my dildo, or my vibe, or both,. Alll with Daddy watching. For awhile I had my plug in my ass, till Daddy told me to take it out and fuck my ass the way my friend did. And ugh just thinking about all of this now is getting me so horny again because it felt soooo good. I came so fast from having my ass fucked, it always surprises me that I can cum from just anal alone, but I won’t complain 😜

With each orgasm they just built in intensity and my brain just got more and more mushy, at first it was hard to keep track of my orgasms for Daddy, he wanted me to make sure I was counting them out loud, but my orgasm brain made that very difficult.

And I finally finished my last orgasm. It was honestly so bittersweet but it was so so so so soooo worth it. It felt almost as incredible and intense as the first one, and I think that was due go knowing that would be my last orgasm for awhile.

But man is the denial worth it. So so soo worth it 🤤 those were some of the best orgasms that I’ve had, and having earned them after all that time just made them that much better 😍😋

So those were my orgasms hehe and I am very wet after having relieved them 😅 and I guess it’s time to start all over huh?

It’s been 38 days and 2405 edges since my last orgasm. My edges have been going so fast recently cause of how desperate and horny I am all the time 🤤 but doing 100 a day still isn’t easy 😅

So I’m already very behind again on my blog so I’m gonna touch on some of the more fun and bigger things I’ve been up to to try and catch up 😅 maybe I’ll just start posting smaller updates instead of such long big ones. Either way I just need to be more consistent about it 😅

But anyways, going back about a week ago, with the Fourth of July coming up, I had walked my way into another punishment 😅 I kinda asked for this one, there was certainly that voice in the back of my head saying “this is a baaaaaad idea” but uhm I thought it would be funny 🙈 so Daddy had asked me to add an American flag to my name on wire. Alright easy enough. I plopped it on at the end, not thinking anything of it. Then daddy said “excuse me” and my heart dropped and I was of course starting to feel very submissive, but I had no idea what I did till Daddy asked if that’s where that emoji belonged. And that was when I got my brilliant idea (🙄 rolling my eyes at myself for this one) to play dumb. I moved the flag in between my one hundred and peach emoji, of course knowing that’s not at all what Daddy meant. I asked if that was better and he told me almost.

And this was the make or break decision, and I knew I didn’t have a lot of time because it shouldn’t take me long to move the flag to the front.

But I got the brilliant idea to add either the New Zealand flag or the Australian flag instead 😅 since I didn’t have any other place to move the American flag and I wanted to poke one last timeeee 🙈

I initially wanted to do the New Zealand flag, but I couldn’t find it fast enough, and my eye caught on the Australian flag and just decided to roll with it.

I only left it in my name long enough to be sure that Daddy saw the flag 😳🙈😅 as soooon as he read the message I flew to change it to the American one cause I just knew I was about to be in a world of trouble. And of course, he let me know just that 😅

Daddy asked what our Australian friend thought my punishment could be. And I transferred messages back and forth between them, only for him to suggest putting the American flag in bruises on my tits 😑 those would coverrrr them and would be sooo hard to do. Thankfully daddy seemed to ignore that idea 😅 and later the next day told me about the punishment he’d thought up. I was supposed to get the other sub in our chat to learn and recite the pledge of allegiance by the Fourth of July, aaaaaannnnddd I was supposed to talk to the other dom from our chat and get her to teach me a pledge she’d made about Daddy’s dick, and I was supposed to learn that for the fourth.

I figured getting her to help would be a lot easier than getting him to. So at worst, maybe I would earn a 50% bad punishment, but I was certainly gonna try and get them both on board with helping me 😅

So the next day, after work and after filming a little tik tok for Daddy I set off and got to work trying to convince the two of them to help me.

Like I thought, it was easy to get her to help me (although when I told her I picked the Australian flag and not the New Zealand flag, I thought I might lose her support) the only problem was that she didn’t remember all of the pledge 😅 so there was going to have to be a lot of work on her side to figure it out for me so I could memorize it for Daddy.

Eventually, she came up with it for me, and I was beyond grateful 🙏🏻 cause yet again, there was no real reason to help me. And she didn’t even ask me for anything in return (yet).

While getting help from her I continued to try and get help from the other sub. He even told me he was very tempted to just tell me no and let me get my punishment. But then realized he could probably get quite a bit out of me for learning this pledge. He decided that he wanted my last favor he owed me and either those American flag bruises, or the last 5 baseball logos I’d promised him cranked out by his time Friday at 8 am. I groaned internally and picked the 5 baseball logos and my favor.

But ya know, I convinced them both to help me in the end, and avoiding whatever punishment Daddy would think up for me 😳😳😳

After all that hard work I went out and got a pedicure, and during that, Daddy mentioned how he wished he’d put me in my tack bra and I very sassily told him he should’ve, and I quickly earned a tack bra for when I got home up until I asked to be tucked into bed. Oops. But I definitely sassed my way into that one 😅

My only problem was forgetting to put my tack bra on when I got home 🙈

So about 45 minutes later when Daddy texted me asking about if I was home, it hadn’t clicked what he was asking for yet, till he asked if I had it on. And I jumped out of bed telling Daddy I was gonna put it on right away, but as I was rushing Daddy told me no and to stop and not worry about it now. And like that small bit of relief washed over me, until he said that now I’d be putting it on at bedtime. And just like that the little inside me was like “whine, pout, tantrum, now”. I hadn’t worn my tack bra overnight beforeee and I knew it was gonna be serious ouchies and probably pretty hard to sleep, especially considering I sleep mostly on my stomach or side. Thankfully daddy let me take my stuffies out of the box to help me sleep.

I got started writing my blog post about how to keep Daddy happy, and got myself a little message from the other dom 😅 from the get go she asked me for a favor since she’d helped me so much the other day. She explained about how Daddy was bragging about how I wouldn’t notice his football had changed into a rugby ball, and she asked if I would point it out and make a huge deal about it to him (In all honesty, I probably would’ve noticed myself eventually 😂). And since she did help me so much yesterday, I definitely felt like I owed her a favor 😅 aaaaannnddd she’s had my back quite a few times already (she’s also punished me but for understandable reasons). Also, hearing that Daddy was bragging that I wouldn’t notice definitely helped urge me to support her cause 😛.

So I did the only reasonable thing, I asked Daddy why his football changed colors, and called him unamerican for changing the ball so close to the Fourth of July 😬🙈 time to hide.

And boy oh boy oh boyyy was it hard to not just spill the beans to Daddyyyy.

As soooon as he started questioning me I was feeling so submissive and little and I just shrunk down and did what I could to stall while asking the other dom what to do 😅 I felt bad because I didn’t wanna just rat her out right awayyy especially after what she’d done for meeee cause obviously there would be a punishment at the end of that rainbow.

But then Daddy started taking away my stuffies.

And Daddy counted down 😳🥺 which just really finished the job making me feel so so so little. And it took everything to not save Teddy at 2. But then Daddy came for another one so I just had to give in 🙈 plusss I was starting to really not like hiding things from Daddy, even though I knew it was gonna get her in trouble with him. So I showed Daddy what he wanted to seeee 🙈 and apologized to the other dom for ratting, but she did put me in that situation 😅🙈 what was I supposed to doooo 🙇🏼‍♀️

But thankfully Daddy thought she was funny in our conversation, so I got Teddy back for the night. And goodness knows I was gonna need all my stuffies to fall asleep with my tack bra on.

I had managed to earn a couple bowls, so I smoked them, took some melatonin, finished getting ready for bed, lied down, and hoped I would stay on my back all night 😅

Nope.

Definitely woke up a few times when my sleeping self wanted to get more comfy and roll onto my stomach, and got some nice pokes. But thankfully I was able to find a comfortable spot on my side to fall back asleep in that wasn’t that bad.

Thankfully morning came, and I was able to take my tack bra off, it stung taking it off, the tacks having been settled for so long in the same spot, and it left me with some nice pokes all over. Sent daddy a quick picture, put my stuffies back in the box, and got ready for work.

The next day was fun too, after work I had a haircut, and Daddy had managed to catch me before I left and told me to put either my tack bra on or my large plug in before I left. I begrudgingly had to pick the tack bra cause I had just started my period 🙇🏼‍♀️ so no plugs for me just cause my body was in full on revolt mode. So with my tack bra on I left for the salon.

Once I got there and finally in (cause you know Covid) my hairstylist took one look at the sweatshirt I had on and was like “do you have anything on under that?” And I was like “Noo??” Very confused cause no hairstylist had ever been concerned with me wearing a sweatshirt before. But she promptly told me it was too bulky and I’d have to take it off. Thankfully it was me her, and two other women in the salon and that was it 😅 cause all I had on underneath was my tack bra.

I was like oh of course this had to happen today.

Only I would have to strip in my salon while wearing this😛

So I stripped cause fuck it 🤷🏼‍♀️ if I move quick enough hopefully they won’t notice and just think there are polka dots under my bra, not racks of course.

So with my little smock and my tack bra on I sat in that chair for almost three hours just knowing that I had all those tacks making those fun marks on me for Daddy.

I sent daddy a lil selfie and made my way home, I knew that night was the Tourettes show and I was really excited for it and didn’t wanna miss anythingggg.

Thankfully cause of the time zone I didn’t miss a thing 😋

Tourettes was obviously super fun again, I was happy to get to see it a second time ☺️ it would be cool to get to see it a third but I’m not sure with things opening back up again. While watching Daddy let me take out my stuffies from my box after seeing another little snuggling with hers, and I turned on my cam in the show so Daddy could peek in on me too hehe.

I had a great time watching it with Daddy, and even flashed at the end with everyone else hehe sadly daddy missed ittt but I think he got real happy when I told him I did 😋

I’ll be bummed when it’s back in person and not online anymoreeee ☹️ but I’m enjoying it while it lasts ☺️

And making sure I gave daddy all his goodnight kisses from me and my stuffies, I went to bed

So since I’m pretty sure I’m still supposed to put this here ~ it’s been 33 days since my last orgasm and 2005 edges, and now I’m doing 100 a day so I can hit 3000 edges before I’m allowed to cum. 🙇🏼‍♀️

If you’re looking to please Daddy here’s a little comprehensive list on how you could do that 😋

1. Follow the rules, especially box rules

This should probably go without saying, but you gotta follow the rules to make daddy happy, especially the box rules. The others can be pushed a teeny tiny bit but box rules. Nuh uh. Those stay right where they are and breaking them is not a good idea 😅

2. Finish tasks in a timely manner

You know you shouldn’t wait till the last minute to get any tasks done. They should be done as soon as possible to make daddy the happiest, and definitely never finish your last edge two minutes before midnight.

3. Be a little bratty

A little brattiness and sassiness can go a looonggg way, and just a little brattiness can make things a little fun and exciting 😋 and of course give Daddy the opportunity to twist that brattiness around and use it against you. Fun for everyone right 😜

4. Try new things 😋

You don’t have to like them, and you don’t even really have to try them for long, but Daddy definitely likes it when you’re willing to step a little out of your comfort zone and try something new ☺️ and Daddy never pushes too far too fast. Somehow Daddy always knows when I’m ready for the next step up, way before I do.

5. Tattle on him 😜

Heheheh Daddy loves getting tattled on. He even encouraged it early on to get the ball rolling.

6. Send him kisses from stuffies

Daddy really likes getting goodnight kisses from stuffies and little girls, but definitely from stuffies too, if you realllyyy wanna please daddy send him kisses from both 😋

7. Embrace your inner patriot

Don’t mess around with daddy’s 🇺🇸 you will create a massive mess for yourself

8. Communicateeee

Super important, will 10/10 make Daddy much happier than if you didn’t, and you’ll never bug him

9. Be a good girl ☺️

Just be yourself and open and honest to trying new things, stay on task and try to make daddy as happy as you can 😋😋

Now this is just a small list of the things you can easily do to please daddy, like and subscribe if you want a more in-depth tutorial on how to be bratty but only just a little 😋

It’s now been 31 days and 1867 edges since my last orgasm. It’s been a month now since I started getting denied. That kind of blows my mind 😅

Sunday was a fun day because I was finally going to have one of my friends with benefits come over for part of the day. Recently I told him all about what I had been up to in this dynamic and everything. At this point I had to because he really wanted to see me, and I had no explanation for why daddy’s name was on my chest aside from the honest to goodness reason. So I told him, and thankfully he took it very well. He was mostly amused but definitely interested and respectful of my kink. And he wanted to meet up as soon as possible.

So we set up originally for Saturday but he had to cancel so we pushed it to Sunday. I was honestly so anxious when Sunday finally rolled around, mainly because I knew what was going to maybe happen but I still wasn’t positive how it was going to go.

The night of daddy had me sleep in the bathroom and that had me waking up feeling nice and submissive in there. Having to wait for daddy to wake up and let me out.

After finishing some edges and getting ready my friend showed up and he was pretty relaxed. We had already made some jokes about what was going to happen and went up to my room to hang out.

It was really nice talking at first, he asked me more questions about why I liked it. He said the most interesting part was that it was online and that what I was doing was all self inflicting. He didn’t really understand what my daddy gets out of the dynamic. But I tried to explain.

He was very sweet about it though, even referring to my daddy as my daddy. Which made me feel a bit fuzzy inside.

We also talked a little bit about what was going to happen and what we were still ok doing. I could tell he was out of his element but that was ok, I didn’t need him to do anything crazy, at the moment daddy handles that stuff for me. And ultimately my friend loves to give more than receive so even asking him to just deny me the whole time is a lot.

The whole day was intense and fun and just made me feel so submissive to be working so hard to hold back every orgasm I almost got.

It was especially hard because he like usual he went down on me for quite some time 🤤 only stopping when I could feel myself getting super close and couldn’t let him push me over the edge. After he played with me for awhile, he spanked my pussy with his hand seven or eight times, which felt sooo good on my sensitive clit, but made me jump a bit.

And then of course I needed to repay the favor. I ended up on my knees for him, his cock down my throat, causing me to start drooling down my chest. It was so hot knowing that I was about to give him an orgasm, the very thing that I’ve been craving for soooo long. And the very thing I still wasn’t allowed to have.

He surprised me a bit when he came in my mouth, I’d asked him a couple times if he’d cum on my face hehe but I guess he got caught up in the moment 😛 there’s always next time.

After that we kinda cooled down for a bit and just cuddled to recharge, which didn’t take long at all. And pretty soon I found myself face down into the mattress, getting absolutely railed. It felt so amazing, I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from cumming, begging him to stop before I did. I just really really didn’t want to ruin the almost month I’d spent in denial.

He took me for awhile like that, spanking me occasionally, me asking him to spank harder, but I knew he was trying. He grabbed and pulled on my hair, and then asked if I still wanted to try anal.

My heart skipped a beat because I didn’t think we’d actually do it.

I nodded and said of course, and handed him my lube and we readjusted, me leaning over the side of my bed, and thankfully cause of all my time with my plugs and the occasional dildo in my ass, I took him pretty easily, taking a second to adjust before he could really start moving. And holy shit, I remember again why my first anal experience was so good, and the third now made the second terrible experience completely disappear from mind. Because this felt sooo fucking good. Most I struggled the whole time not to cum. I had to ask him to stop so much because I just couldn’t contain myself. And when he tried to reach around and rub my clit I had to push his hand away cause I would’ve been an absolute cumming mess.

After some euphoric fucking, he came in my ass, which didn’t feel as good as getting my pussy filled, but it still felt really good.

I asked him soon after if he would add to my bruises. Give my ass some to match my tits. And he said he would try so long as I told him how. So I bent over and handed him a wooden spoon and showed him where best to hit and how, and he hit me pretty hard a few times, but nothing that left more than red marks that faded fairly quickly. I could tell this wasn’t his cup of tea, he was purely doing this because I had asked him to, and had even told me that it wasn’t a turn off but wasn’t a turn on.

He tried again with his hands, and left some better marks (but still faded quickly) and was pretty impressed with the fact that he could see his handprint on my ass.

Hopefully next time he’ll make it pretty colors.

After that we hopped in the shower together, we played a bit in there, him edging me a bit more before I gave him head again. He felt bad for my knees even though I insisted that they were ok, and we got out and moved back to my room where I finished him for the third time.

Man.

Three orgasms. One day. That’s no fair.

And iiii caused them.

But I can’t even cause them for myself.

Goodness this whole thing had me feeling a crazy amount of submissive even though my friend wasn’t the most dommy, but he tried and I had a really fun time, and I can only imagine that we’ll keep bumping things up. He already made a joke about me buying a whip 😜 but overall, it was a super super fun day, and even though I didn’t get to cum, I felt very satisfied with myself.

So that was the jist of my little adventure the other day.

It’s been 29 days and 1767 edges since my last orgasm. I just keeeeeep getting closer and closer to being able to cum again 🙌🏻

So since I started work this week I feel I didn’t do as much during the week, which makes sense considering half my time now is spent at work. Thankfully daddy hasn’t had me wear anything like my tack bra to work yet 😅 but I do love wearing my collar, especially out where everyone can see it.

But since I’m a week behind and there wasn’t as much every day, I’m going to break this up a little differently so I can catch up and feel more on top of my posts.

~Monday~

Today was my first day back at work, and Daddy had agreed to let me make coffee the night before to bring in with me and wait for him to wake up. By nine daddy let me have my coffee even though he was still in bed 😋 I was very grateful cause it had been so long since I needed to be up and functioning at work.

Daddy later asked me how my day was going, and as a daycare teacher I have challenging students to handle from time to time, and I had some new kids testing me. Daddy suggested taking away their stuffies, and in the moment, I hadn’t really thought about it. And I agreed with him heh cause these kids were just being deliberately naughty. And boy did daddy use that against meeee.

Once I got home daddy asked me to do him a favor, and that favor was to put all my stuffies in his box ☹️🥺😢

I was soooooo sad.

So so so so so so soooooo sad.

I had barely had them all back and now they were all going back into the box.

I hadn’t signed up for a credit card like daddy and I had talked about and it had been quite a long time. And littles that don’t listen get their stuffies taken away. 😞🙇🏼‍♀️.

For a little while daddy spied on me while I worked on applying for the credit cards. I’ve been running into bumps, but now I just need to find and scan some paperwork and I think I’ll be good to go 😋

Then I started my edges with daddy watching, and he suggested an idea for a fun new blog post. He suggested I write a post that was like a little manual on how to please daddy. I thought this was a fun idea, but I genuinely forgot about it until now. But I think I’d still like to write that post 😋

Once I finished edging daddy went to do his workout, and I set out to make daddy an “I’m sorry I didn’t listen” picture.

Eventually I finished my picture and showed it to daddy who told me he really liked it 😋, and then offered me a deal. I could smoke a bowl so long as I listen to an album he likes. I agreed obviously and he sent me the album. I really liked the album and added it to my phone quickly so I wouldn’t forget.

Then I sent daddy a goodnight video, an especially sad one that night of me pouting about my stuffies being stuck in the box.

~Tuesday~

Another work morning. Daddy suggested changing the coffee rule and I really appreciated that, because it was really hard waking up so early and going to work and right away needing to wait so long till I got my coffee.

Later after work I finished my edges relatively early for myself, so I floated downstairs and out the door and went home.

The night so far had been pretty uneventful aside from the new album I had been given to listen to.

After all that I was pretty pooped. So I fell asleep trying to write my blog post. Daddy was kind and agreed to let me finish my post in the morning before he woke up, and I was happy to.

After that I got my bedtime things together and sent daddy his goodnight video and kisses 😋

~Wednesday~

Work again.

Went home and was trying to get some writing for my blog done when daddy suggested putting me in the corner for awhile on Skype. I agreed and hopped into the corner, daddy said to do fifteen minutes so I set my timer. It was again hard to wait. And I knew I really really had to wait and not fidget and peek at my phone cause daddy was there watching me.

Daddy let me up before the time was up. And figured I should put on my tack bra since he wasn’t able to torment me with my mom home. I was to wear it for 25 edges, and those had to come after the 50 I had already owed daddy still.

I put them on and had some chores to do, told daddy about how the other sub has been trying to get me to be dommy. I just don’t know how and it’s hard for me to be so creative in the moment, especially when someone’s waiting. And the other sub does not make it easy to get dommy hah. But daddy encouraged me and tried to help me, giving me some tips on how to find and learn to embrace my dominant side. It’s hard for me to believe it’s there, but I bet it is. If it wasn’t why would I looove tattling. That’s like a little bit of control I get, but it’s also something very little of me to do hehe.

I started edging with daddy on Skype again, and he threw the idea of not shaving my pussy at me, and iiiii did not want to do that 🙇🏼‍♀️ no sir not one bit 🙇🏼‍♀️🙇🏼‍♀️ for as long as I can remember I’ve been getting rid of it and I couldn’t imagine growing it back nowww. But thanfully daddy was really super duper nice and decided to not make me grow out a bush. 😋

I finished my edges mostly, and told daddy about how I finally told a friend of mine about him because he is like a god to nothing.

At my last two edges I fell asleep. I dunno what happened but I just conked out with my tack bra on.

Daddy was kind again and let me finish my two edges and then take the bra off, and I was to try and finish my blog post tomorrow.

With goodnight things on I sent my video and blew kisses to daddy 😋

~Thursday~

I woke up early because daddy didn’t have work and I was supposed to get quite a few things done before he woke up. So I woke up and did my work out pretty right away, just something nice and easy for first thing. It was so hard to write my blog post so crunched first time.

Then daddy woke up and I wasn’t done, but he told me he wasn’t getting out of bed any time soon, so I was a bit relieved but wrote a bit faster. Knowing I was getting to the part about my bruises of Daddy’s bane.

But eventually daddy told me he was getting up

Noooooo 😩 I whined to daddy about it and how I would wrap it up where I was then, and daddy told me he would get back into bed so I could finish it. Once posted daddy read it and I got ready for my late shift at work.

After work was done daddy asked if I had put kitty back in my box after he’d let me sleep with her that night.

Oops. Oops oops oops. I knew I was in trouble but maybeee. I told daddy I forgot, because I did while trying to get other things done. But that’s no excuseeee cause I caused those things like the blog post to occupy me that morning. Daddy had me put her back in the box.

After that daddy let me know that he needed to take the night off from domming, and I can completely understand that when you’re not in the best mood. But daddy still wanted to be involved and I was still his so of course I still finished my daily tasks.

After finishing my edges (with daddy still teasing me a bit throughout), daddy asked if I wanted more edges, and in my last blog I’d written about how I might want more, so I agreed. Since edging has gotten quite a bit easier and faster. So daddy bumped my edges to 69 a day. Hehe funny right? 😋

Eventually I started getting really sleepy and put my bedtime stuff on and sent daddy a goodnight video 😋😋

So it’s been 27 days, and 1560 edges since my last orgasm. July 13th is thankfully coming closer and closer, so long as I don’t do anything to get my orgasm pushed till August.

Anywhoo, to pick up again from where I left off, it was Friday and Daddy let me make my coffee without waiting for him to make his. Today was going to be a little busier for me, I had a lot of training hours I needed to complete for work (haha 15 to be exact), and then the BLM protest at 6 and I still had my edges and a blog post to finish that day.

I hadn’t gotten started on my work yet, so Daddy asked if I’d rather attach my wand, or put my dildo in my ass. I decided to go with the wand, I wasn’t sure if he was even really asking me heh. But to my surprise he told me to go tie it on. And alright, it wasn’t where it was supposed to beeee. My friend had come over and I forgot to unplug it and put it in the box before, so I had to quickly throw it in my dresser to hide it. And I swore I left it there, but I guess my memory did me dirty and I couldn’t find it. I told Daddy and he told me to focus on my training. Eventually I found my wand under my bed and put it right into the box.

After my training was done Daddy had me put my dildo in my ass, letting me know that I should probably put on some shorts so it stays in. I was to keep it in till the protest, and it had honestly been awhile since I’d put my dildo in my ass, and I always forget how good it feels, but how torturous it is to just leave it there, stretching me out and I can only wiggle around on it. Daddy told me I could take the dildo out 45 minutes before I left for the march, which left me with it in for a bit over an hour.

With shorts on, I continued about my day, not able to sit quite right, and unable to think about much else than the toy in my ass.

At five I was able to take it out, I went up to my room, and made a little video for Daddy like he asked, and making sure to show him my little gape.

I finished getting ready for the protest, I was going to wear my crotch rope and my medium plug, but I don’t really have any good clothes that will hide the rope completely, and if I wasn’t with people who don’t know about all that, I wouldn’t mind too much if it peeked out a bit, but not everyone I went with knows the kinds of things I get up too hehe but the plug, that was no problem at all to wear, helped me feel nice and subby for Daddy while I was out.

After the protest I went over to my friends house, so no more tasks for the rest of the night, and I left pretty early the next morning.

The weekends are always the worst for me getting coffee heh. I wake up so early all the time, mainly because I just prefer to, but I know Daddy doesn’t wanna get out of bed so early in the morning on the weekends, so I usually end up with some lunchtime coffee hmmph Daddy makes me work so hard to get him up. He’s lucky I can’t actually jump on the bed and poke at him hehe

But Daddy made me wait, and then surprised me by asking if I had written my blog post with all that waiting I did. Heheh nope, did not do that. So I sent Daddy a little message, but it seemed to be missing something so I added sassy emojis heh. But finally the time was here, and Daddy said we could go make coffee. Thank goodnessss

Daddy was going to be out for most of the day though, so he had a list of things for me to do. I had 100 edges to complete (since I didn’t finish the 50 yesterday), an hour of omegle shows, an hour workout with my large plug in, an hour of my nice clamps, 30 minutes of clover clamps and then pull them off, a blog post, and an hour of corner time. Quite the list, but I do like it when Daddy makes plans for my not so busy days.

I started with corner time, and Daddy suggested I combine my corner time with my clamp time, so I grabbed my clover clamps, set my timer, and got in the corner. Corner time with clamps is soooo much harder than corner time without clamps. Because there’s nothing to do but think, it’s so hard to focus on anything but the pain from the clamps. Thankfully having to stay still helped though so they weren’t getting pulled and bumped around the whole 30 minutes.

But once my timer went off I knew it was time to yoink them off. I grabbed my phone and set it up, and I tried to do it the way Daddy told me to last time, holding my tit with one hand and pulling with the other. I grabbed the chain and I pulled as hard as I could, and the thing wouldn’t budgeee. My nipples were already so sore from the 30 minutes, and I figured I would be able to do it since I did last time, so I just kept trying on both sides. It was so frustrating but they were just not letting go. After a couple minutes of trying I was feeling a whole lot of ouchies, and I hadn’t heard from Daddy so I sent Daddy the videos of me trying and then took them off nicely. I felt pretty disappointed in myself after that, but I feel it might have been the fact that they were just sitting there instead of getting pulled down by my tits in position 8. Regardless, my pussy was still soaked after all that.

After that I did my workout and then got moving on my hour of omegle shows putting my clamps on so I could get that done too. I was supposed to find people who would be willing to download an app and control my vibrator. It was hard to find people, most just wanted me to show off and would disconnect when I brought up my task. Which was understandable.

But then finally I found another dom who was willing to play with me. He took control of my vibe, and left it pretty much in the middle the whole time, aside from the occasional tapping to get me to react. He was fun to play with though, definitely brought out my submissive side right away when he told me to stop slouching. I showed him my toys, played with my tits and my clamps for him, and eventually had me spank myself for him before we parted ways. I wish I could get spanked more, but it’s really hard to spank yourself. But my ass just really wants that attention ☹

Edges time. At fifty Daddy asked for an update, so I sent him an image, and Daddy started teasing me while I was edging, making me feel really little and submissive. The edges these days are coming much easier, and especially when Daddy’s watching or talking with me while I’m edging. I finished my 100 edges and sent Daddy another picture, I was absolutely soaked and I was soooo desperate and horny. Its so conflicting at the end of my edges because I don’t want to stop, but continuing is so dangerous because it just makes me want to cum so much more.

After my edges, I went to write my blog post, but it was getting pretty late, and I actually ended up falling asleep in the middle of it. Thankfully I woke up a little bit later and Daddy seemed to find it funny that I fell asleep, and told me to go to bed and have it for him before he wakes up. I was so grateful, sometimes I just get so sleepy when I have full days, but that really just means I need to keep prioritizing better. So I sent Daddy a goodnight video and went to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and got right to work on my blog post, I knew I was gonna have to get it posted before Daddy woke up, and I had a general idea of when he’d wake up, but I really wasn’t sure. Which made writing my blog post that morning that much more exciting, not even knowing how much time I had to finish it. I was almost done, I was planning on writing a bit more, but then I got Daddy’s good morning text and I flewwww to finish my blog and post it hehe. I promised Daddy that I would write another blog post though to make up for the shortness of the last one. Daddy added an hour of workout and 60 minutes of drawing for Daddy to my list. I was allowed to draw whatever I wanted but it was for Daddy and should be about us.

I worked on my picture first, I was pretty excited about my drawing pretty much right as Daddy told me about it I had an idea. I drew a picture of Daddy telling me and all my stuffies a bedtime story like he did the other night, I was really excited and had so much fun drawing it hehe I’ll probably attach an image of it once I can edit this post on my phone.

I sent it to Daddy and he seemed to really like it hehe I really like showing him my little drawings, and they’re so much fun to do and come up with and they really put me into my little space which I really like being able to retreat into like that.

Then Daddy told me about how he didn’t do his push up’s last night and how he didn’t tell the other sub/dom from our group chat, uh oh, and how she was just starting to wake up. He also confided in me that he had gone over his calories uh ohhhhh annddd that he wasn’t planning on telling herrrr oh noooooooo. And you know. Daddy is always trying to get me to tattle on him heh. So… why not? At first I bluffed and told Daddy a message I could send her, and by the time he told me I’d be in so much trouble if I sent the message I had actually sent it to her. Oops. I was really enjoying this heheh it’s a lot of fun being able to tattle on daddy to her. But Daddy was planning on being naughtyyy and if Daddy wants the other sub to tattle on me when I’m naughty, I should be able to tattle on Daddy too hehe

I think it was so much fun because it was the first time he hadn’t pushed me to tattle on him hehe

I went to start my workout because I needed to get moving on my tasks, and Daddy told me to add the large plug because if I’m gonna be a pain in the ass, ya know might as well have my own.

Daddy seemed a little grumpy about me tattling hehe he even thanked me for doing it. But sadly he wouldn’t tell me what happened, but in all honesty the process of tattling on Daddy and seeing his reaction was all I needed.

Daddy told me that he was going to think of an even meaner punishment for me. And after a little bit he came up with it. I told him I didn’t want to know heh cause I couldn’t even imagine what it could be. But then Daddy just completely reversed me into asking for it.

I was supposed to write out Daddy’s name in rubber band bruises on my tits.

When I saw that message my jaw dropped and I dropped into submission. And I loved the last bruises, but these ones were going to be just waaaaayyyy more fun. But I knew the process of making them was going to be rough. But I was very excited. Having Daddy’s name on me was going to be a whole other level of submission for me.

I wrote my blog post, it was a bit short, and I was catching up, but as we know im behind again oops.

Then I got started on my bruises, I really wanted them to look nice. I was going to have them for awhile, and it was Daddy’s name so I wanted to do a good job on it. So I kind of planned it out and worked to make my rubber band a bit smaller so I could fit everything the right size, and still be able to hide it hehe. 

It stung a lot, my right side definitely brusies easier than my left, but after doing the first two letters I got very focused and the pain wasn’t at the forefront of my mind, it was just making Daddy’s name look as nice and visable as possible. 

Daddy turned skype on and caught me at the end of it, and he really really liked them, and that made me really happy cause I was also super into the fact that I had just branded myself with Daddy’s name for the next week or two till it fades. 

After the snaps I started on my edges I told Daddy about how much easier it’s becoming for me to edge and he offered to bump up my daily number and heheh I declined, maybe soon I’ll ask to bump it up a little. 

I finished my edges and did sent some messages between Daddy and the other sub, and then it was time for bed, I tied my rope, put my plug in and send Daddy his goodnight 

So it’s been the same about of edges and days, 23 days and 1265 edges since my last orgasm. I still owe Daddy 50 more tonight, but I’ll probably do some moreee so I can smoke 😋

Picking up from where I left off. Cause I’m still ages behind. Sorry Daddy. Hopefully this will be my catch up post.

So the next day I had woken up to Daddy’s message about not worrying about falling asleep. I was super grateful, and even though Daddy said I wasn’t in trouble I still had to double check in the morning. Since I had already put that blog post off for so long. But Daddy said that accidents happen and that sometimes when it’s an accident he doesn’t like to hurt his babygirl 😋

After chatting about my early bedtime, I bugged Daddy about coffee and he asked me if my room was clean 😳 nope. Definitely not. Honestly Daddy could probably catch me with a messy room more often than not. But of course he had me go take a picture right away, I wasn’t supposed to try and quickly clean anything up.

So I showed Daddy my room and he told me not to touch anything, get my coffee, and then he’d help me clean my room.

I had a feeling it was gonna be the clamps attached to my bed again. And I was right.

After my much needed coffee I retreated back into my room being a good girl and waiting for Daddy and not touching anything. Toothless clamps, tied to the bed, Skype on. Ouch. I knew it was gonna be a lot harder to clean with those clamps verses the nice ones I used last time. So I tied my rope to the bed and attached my clamps and got movinggg. The worst part was bending to pick things up because the clamps would swing with gravity and pull on my nipples so much. The little teeth on them really keeping them nice and tight on as I had to pull on the rope to get to the corners of my room.

I finished pretty quickly thankfully 😅 the speed you clean at when you’re nipples are being relentlessly pinched and pulled on.

After finishing my cleaning I got to writing a new blog post, and in it I had mentioned about how Daddy had forgotten about my bowls I forgot to show him, and Daddy was quick to remind me that he hadn’t forgotten, and that I would be sleeping in my large plug that night. Oof. I hadn’t done that yet. I already knew it was going to be much more uncomfortable than my medium one. Daddy asked to see the gape when I took it out first thing in the morning.

Daddy had me put in my remote controlled vibe and hop on Skype with him. Almost right away he had me in position eight, and eventually had me drop the chain. And the next messages almost made me throw a lil tantrum. Daddy wanted me to rip my clamps off, cause I hadn’t been able to do that yet. He had me hold one tit in my hand and pull the chain with the other one. And ouch ouch ouch it really just feels like you’re trying to rip your nipple off 😅 and they just don’t wanna let go. But that’s the point, for them to get tighter as you pull on the chain. But eventually, after two attempts at it it pulled off and I was in major ouch mode, only to realize I was going to have to do it again, but on my more sensitive side ☹️🥺 but not gonna lie I was feeling very proud of myself for getting the first one off finally.

Off came the second one just like the first, everything in me told me to just rip it hard and fast but it’s so hard to force your hand to do it, knowing you’re gonna cause yourself so much pain. No matter how much you enjoy the pain. The best part of it though was that Daddy had the vibe going on my clit the whole time which definitely helped distract from the pain in my nipples.

Then it was edging time with my sore nipples and wet pussy. Daddy was nice and gave me 2 bowls for 15 edges and I was determined to earn them.

After finishing 80 edges I decided I’d smoke before finishing the last few to get my last bowl.

The rest of the night was mainly chatting with Daddy and then eventually tattling on him to the other dom/sub hehe which ended in Daddy losing his cookie foreverrr 😅 I felt kinda bad but not a whole lot.

After that was a my goodnight routine and off to bed 😋 not forgetting anything this time haha and especially not forgetting my large plug 😅

Sleeping through the night with the large plug was difficult. I woke up a few times and needed to readjust so I could get comfy and fall asleep again. But when I woke up in the morning I was happy to be able to untie myself and take a video for daddy of me taking my plug out.

Daddy gave me an hour of working out, art, and 30 minutes of corner time on top of my edges. I got started quickly on my workout, I never like pushing that off till the end of the night when I’m already so tired from the day. Then I spent a good 30 minutes working on art and sent a picture to daddy, but I was then off to go see a friend and make signs for a BLM protest.

Daddy had also taken away my bathroom privileges again ☹️ which I likeee but it’s so hard to waittt but at least now it’s getting easier to send daddy videos when he asks for them.

I spent a few hours with my friend, and making my poster counted for the rest of my art time for the day. Once I got home, Daddy reminded me about the 30 minutes of corner time I had almost forgotten about 😅 I flew to the corner quickly to get it done before the end of the night since I still had 50 edges to get done.

50 edges later and another bathroom break (which daddy surprisingly didn’t make me wait for), daddy asked if I was ready for bed, which I was, and he told me to get ready and he would tuck me in and tell me a bedtime story 😁😁😁

This was very exciting, especially cause I didn’t know what kind of story Daddy was gonna tell me 😋

But I was super ready for it and it definitely dropped me into my little space very quickly and I rushed to get my rope on and plug in so I didn’t keep Daddy waiting.

Finally all snuggled in bed with all my stuffies Daddy told me his little story about a little bratty princess and her magic beasts hehe and how she had to give up her orgasms to keep them under control, but that wasn’t enough, and she’d have to edge every day to keep them under control and happy.

Even though the story was a little scary with the beasts running rampant, I really liked the story and it made me really happy and giggly listening to it, I felt nice and little, which made falling asleep so easy with my pile of stuffies 😋 I send Daddy a goodnight video with kisses from all my stuffies too, and fell asleep.

Soooo it’s now been 23 days and 1265 edges since my last orgasm. The bigger those numbers get the more and more desperate I am just constantly. Constantly. It’s getting to the point where if I think about it too much I can almost feel myself edging. Eeeks

The next morning began like most mornings hehe me trying to get Daddy outta bed so I could get my coffee. This morning had been a bit quicker getting it, but I had forgotten about a blog post I had due before noon, thankfully I had managed to get it written and posted in time – similarly to what I’m doing this morning heh.

After my blog was posted, I left for a few hours to go help my family with some work. But once back home, I hopped on Skype with Daddy to get started on my edges. Before I was even started Daddy had me put my clover clamps on, I started edging, but as soon as I got to eight Daddy told me to get into position 8 – kneeling and holding the clamps in my mouth. This position definitely bites, it’s gotten a little bit easier because I’ve done it more and more, but that does nottt make it any less painful. Eventually the pain becomes pretty static, with the clamps pulling my tits up to get the chain in my mouth. But then Daddy told me I could go back to normal, and usuallyyyyy Daddy says to drop them… so…. IIIIIII decided it would be a fantastic idea to not drop them. Because ouch. And Daddy didn’t specifically say toooo.

That was a mistake.

As soon as I did it I knew

Because since we were on Skype Daddy was watching and quickly asked me how we get out of position 8. My heart dropped cause I knew I was in trouble. And I knew I should’ve dropped them, because that’s the only way Daddy has had me get out of position 8. So Daddy put me back in position and told me he was going to leave me there for awhile to teach me an important lesson.

Daddy left me there for 8 minutes, and it was really stinging at the end, since I’d already had them on for 8 edges and the other position 8. Sitting there waiting made me feel incredibly submissive, I had no idea how long Daddy was going to leave me there, and when he let me know it was half way, it was half helpful because I knew the end was coming, but I hadn’t kept track of how much time had past. After the 8 minutes had passed Daddy told me to drop the chain, and of course I did because I definitely learned my lesson, and ouch ouch ouch that was the most painful drop yet.

Daddy let me take the clamps off nicely and I’ll never get over looking at the marks the clamps leave behind, especially the clover clamps. But I went back to edging my pussy was soaked after all that torment to my nipples. Daddy teased me a bit about my far away orgasm, and when I got to the end Daddy had me stop and play ouchie. I pouted a little because my nipples were already so sore, but went and grabbed my nice clamps and put them on and ripped em off. Nine yoinks and Daddy let me go back to edging, with my newly resensitized nipples.

And Daddy wasn’t done tormenting my tits for the night hehe

I finished up my edges pretty quickly, it was easier after playing and getting all worked up and throughout just feeling more and more submissive with the games Daddy was playing with me. I finished my fifty edges and Daddy told me his mean reward he had for me, I was to wear my tack bra till I asked to be tucked in for the night. Instantly I felt really little, having to ask to be tucked in, and just the idea of being tucked in itself makes me feel little and fuzzy inside. But I was also feeling real submissive because now I had to wear my tack bra for what would probably be 6 hours, with tacks pressing on my already verrryyyyy sensitive nipples.

Later in the day I decided I needed to bug Daddy about maybe taking coffee with me to work the next day. I didn’t want to drink it before Daddy had hisss but I wanted to have it there for when he was up. But of course Daddy wanted something out of it, can’t get treats without earning them. Eventually he told me I could bring coffee if I could convince the other sub from our group chat to give up his tea for the whole day. Yikes. As soon as Daddy suggested it I knew the other sub would never go for it hehe he values his tea wayyyy too much to give it up for my cup of coffee.

But

Stranger things have happened. Like when the other sub/dom from the group chat wore her tack bra for me to work so I could keep Toothless out of the box.

So I asked him, and once he responded he was like “for the wholeee dayyy?” and “for one cup of coffee??”. After explaining my dilemma he laughed at my torment. He definitely doesn’t feel pitty for me ever haha, any task I tell him about he laughs at, even my denial he told me it wasn’t so bad. But he does tell me that I impress him with the tasks that I do manage to accomplish.

But he was not so impressed that he was willing to give his tea up for the day. Instead he asked me about my rule, and asked if tea applied to my rule. And technically the rule card I made for it, says no coffee until sir has some. Nothing about tea. So he convinced me to just get tea instead, and see what happened when I told Daddy about it in the morning. I think he was really excited to see if this got me in trouble hehe he hasn’t had any opportunities to tattle on me but I’m sure he’ll jump on the first chance.

(Spoiler alert: Daddy didn’t say a word when I told him I got tea instead)

For the rest of the day it was pretty much business as usual, except I had the tacks pressing into my tits constantly, trying my absolute hardest to not need to bend and pick things up.

Eventually I was ready for bed and asked Daddy to tuck me in, I got all roped and plugged, and Daddy told me to take out the tacks and tucked me all in, I showed Daddy the marks quickly before getting back in bed and sending Daddy his goodnight video. Falling asleep very happy and little with all my stuffies.

The next day I had to wake up and go to work for the first time in forever, so no bugging Daddy for coffee. But I did make myself some tea hehe but in all honesty it was not the same as coffee, never has been. But it at least helped a little bit. Couldn’t help but feel a little guilty drinking it though knowing I was kind of skirting around Daddy’s rulesss oopsss

But once I got home, I still had edges and a blog post to write. I procrastinated for a tiny bit but then got started on my edges, I got two in and skipped three on accident and Daddy was quick to catch my miscount and have me start over. Yikes I haven’t miscounted in awhile, and usually I repeat numbers because I don’t wanna skip one on accident. Daddy had me put my medium plug in for the rest of the night, and Daddy questioned me about how horny I was and why and then why I was feeling so submissive, and for some reason these questions made me squirm a little bit. It made me really kind of think of why I was horny and why I was feeling submissive. But really I’m always feeling horny cause of these edges and completing tasks all day, it keeps me feeling submissive and little and horny for a good 75% of my day, and even when I just get that little reminder from wearing my collar, It just makes me feel submissive and puts me back into that headspace a bit.

I started finishing up my edges, and Daddy was messing around with the other sub/dom from the group chat hehe I think it’s funny watching his emoji’s change depending on whatever they’ve been doing. And we talked for a bit about the groupchat and how he has his exercises and calorie counting to do.

I was allowed to smoke for a bit that night throughout our chatting, and eventualllyyyy I fell asleep. Without finishing my blog post or doing any of my bedtime tasks.

But what was really sweet was that Daddy sent me a message telling me to not be worried because of not finishing my tasks. So when I did wake up and my mini heart attack hit, I felt instantly better seeing that Daddy wasn’t upset with me and that I wasn’t gonna be in trouble. But it always feels weird missing tasks and not getting punishments. It was an accident, especially forgetting my bedtime routine, but the blog… I got lucky on that sliding, I might procrastinate writing these too much. I love writing them and looking back on things and reflecting, they’re really great for debriefing and gathering my thoughts about everything that’s happened. But it’s just so easy to push to the last minute. I just abuse my deadlines so much.

Anyways,

It’s now been nineteen days and 1035 edges since I’ve gotten to cum. All day I’m just horny and desperate to cum, the other night I ended up going on a walk with my plug in and I almost edged just from walking around with it in, I’ve never been thaaat needy before. And this is just the beginning.

But, continuing from where I left off cause I’m still pretty behind, I’d woken up and that morning I was greeted with some fantastic news, I got to take toothless out of the box for 24 hours😁😁😁!! I was super excited to be getting a little treat for being good the night before and finishing my edges and tasks while daddy couldn’t play.

But today I was going to be a bit busy with friends, one was coming over to have dinner and go out a bit and then spend the night, so I wasn’t going to be able to play a whole lot. Daddy told me I better get started on my edges before she came over. I finished 70, and I remember that those 70 got me very dangerously close to cumming🤤😅, but I really wanted to smoke with my friend that night so it was worth it. Daddy had me wear a crotch rope after till my friend came over to keep my nice and sensitive – that certainly worked as I cleaned. We tried using my remote vibe but it was being buggy☹️☹️, maybe next time.

We went out to dinner and Daddy reminded me that I couldn’t pee without permission😳. While at a restaurant it’s really hard for me not to pee because I’ll drink endless amounts of water, and we had bought other drinks as well. But of course, eventually I just had to ask Daddy to go to the bathroom. He said no and made me wait, I hadn’t been feeling particularly little or submissive at this point- since I’d taken the crotch rope off and kind of got used to being with my friend who’s not as kinky. But being made to wait while sitting at the table chatting brought those feelings right back to the surface😳😅. It was everything I could do to keep from pouting at my phone. Eventually he let me go, under the condition of sending him a video of me peeing at the restaurant and like usual my face just went beat red but I had done it beforeee so I knew this time would at least be a little easier.

So to the bathroom I went, it was a little challenging, knowing there were just people outside the door, but I managed and sent the video to Daddy and returned to the table feeling very very very little.

Eventually we got back to my house, but we were planning on leaving for a mutual friends for a little bit. I had asked Daddy if I could pee while I was still at home but again I had to wait, and eventually we had to go and I ended up sitting in the car holding it on my way to my friends house. Once there we were all chatting upstairs while I was asking my Daddy if I could go pee. And finalllyyyy I could, but this time I owed him a selfie of me sitting there with a bra on and completely topless. So I excused myself to the bathroom which was right next door, and it was even more strange hearing them continue the conversation while I tried to quickly undress, take my selfies, and pee. I think it was so weird because two of them have nooo idea what I do and one only knows part of it. But I sent them to Daddy and he told me I only had one more pee for the night. Which wouldn’t have been bad, the night was almost over so technically it would be a new day, but then Daddy told me it was for hiiiis time so suddenly my two hours of with only one pee became five.

The only reason this really stunk was because my friend and I were definitely planning on drinking a lot that night.

So I was gonna need to pee a bunch.

Hmmph 🙇🏼‍♀️

I ended up getting very indecisive about when I wanted to use my last bathroom break. I knew I needed to wait till I really really needed to go so I wouldn’t have to go again before bed. But eventually I asked and was allowed to go about an hour before my friend and I went to bed.

Because she spent the night I wasn’t able to do any of my bedtime things. Its always strange now not sleeping with a crotch rope and a plug.

The next morning as my friend was leaving Daddy told me he had something to tell me that would make me feel veryyy little. I really had no idea what he was going to tell me but I was excited. Until he told me to get all my sad and mad emojis ready. And then Daddy told me that he came 3 times the day beforeeeeee. Ughhhdfhaskdsjf no fair😩😩😩. But I made the mistake of rolling my eyes at Daddy, and if I wasn’t feeling little before I sure was now. Daddy had me pick between getting no coffee today or extra edges. After thinking about it for a second I picked extra edges. I ended up with 10 extra edges to do with the 50. Directly after that Daddy asked if I had sent him pictures of my bowls that night, and I hadn’t. But that was the day Daddy left for his trip so either he forgot by the time the trip was over, or let it slide…? I dunno but maybe I’ll find out hehe 😜

Anyways, Daddy left and drove for five hours, and I did some actual work for the first time in forever. And once I got home I got a really pretty picture from Daddy from where he was fly fishing😋. Daddy had me show him position four and I finally got started on my edges for the day, and Daddy explained how he didn’t have wifi at his hotel, and we went over the schedule he made for me for the next day – which I was really excited for.

We talked for awhile about pretty normal things and then started talking about how long it had been since my last orgasm. And Daddy brought up the idea of letting me cum… but on the other doms birthday😨. When Daddy said that I thought back to a couple nights ago when both Daddy and the other sub came to ask me what they should do for her birthday and oh my god her birthday is in July 😩😩😩, and as of then it was still barely June. It would be an additional 30 days, on top of the 15 I’d already done. I sent Daddy a video and a selfie showing him how upset I wassss. I was absolutely devestateddd because he’d kept talking about it recently so I figured it was going to come any time soon and I just 😩🙇🏼‍♀️🥺🙅🏼‍♀️

Daddy had me make a new box rule, saying I couldn’t cum till her birthday. I made one that was pretty generic, it had a little cake on it, and Daddy asked me to add a new Zealand flag or a kiwi because she’s from new Zealand, so I just drew a whole new one. It was fun, and I think it turned out really cute hehe despite ya know… the rule that it is. I can’t believe I’m going to go ove a month without an orgasm. I have never done that, and never done it while edging the way I am. 50 edges every day is starting to seem normal now 😅

One really good thing did come out of this though, Daddy said that Toothless could come out of the box for good🥰🥰🥰🥰!!! And I can’t even say how happy I was, finally all my stuffies were back together and I can snuggle with them in a big pile whenever I want. 😋❤️😋❤️

Daddy eventually went back inside where he didn’t have service, so I finished my 50 edges and tied my rope and sent my goondnight video.

The next day I was pretty much on my own, which was ok because I had a whole list of tasks to get done that was easily gonna occupy 5 or 6 hours of my time. Daddy and I chatted for a little bit in the morning and then he got started with his day, and I got started with my hour of clamps. Thankfully I got to use my nice clamps, so these ones didn’t feel so bad for the first 30 or 40 minutes, but the last ten were pretty brutal. But it’s always nice that I can play games to keep my mind off it (although it really doesn’t do a great job of it hehe). I yoinked em off and sent a video to Daddy, and got ready to start 20 minutes of my corner time. I started my timer and maaaan was it hard to self regulate my corner time. Having no one there to watch me makes it really difficult to sit still and not talk and check my phone. So of course… I checked the timer. Oops 😬 . It wasn’t even worth it because it just made me want to keep checking it, but for the rest of the time I stayed and sat in the corner like a good girl. I told Daddy about me peaking because I knew he’d want to know, and set off to do my workout. This time an hour long, I pretty much just extended and added a few more exercises to stretch my workout.

I liked that I had so much to do, because I knew I couldn’t mess around and procrastinate it all. Everything was very timed and precise I had to spend an hour doing set tasks so I knew there was no way to jam it all in at the end of the night.

After taking a needed shower, I hopped on Omelge, to find some people to talk to for 20 minutes. I like going on Omegle but it’s always so hard for me to decide who to chat with and who to pass up. So I talked with a few guys before they just started bossing me around, and then settled on another guy who was a little more vanilla but wanted to play truth or dare with me. I figured that would be pretty fun, so I stuck around. He asked me questions about my sexual fantasies, and I asked him about the craziest things he’d done (which he replied anal so like ya know). He was very shocked by my answers heheh, but for dares, I knew I had to be nice to him cause he was not as experienced so I had dared him to just stand up and give me a twirl, and I dared him to write something naughty on him somewhere (lick my dick on his thigh I think he wrote), and after he dared me to take my shirt off I dared him to take his off too. He also dared me to flash him, pinch my nipples really hard for him, and show him all my toys. It was a fun lil game 😋

Art time was fun as usual, I spent an hour finishing up a commission of my friends dog for her, and sent that along to Daddy.

Another 20 minutes of corner time, this time no peaking at the timer.

And then started my edges. By this time it was nearing the end of the day for me, and Daddy was starting his drive home. I gave him the recap on my day, and started finishing up my edges again.

Then finally, to top it all off I finished my last 20 minutes of corner time like a good girl for a total of a whole hour of corner time that day. Daddy made me feel pretty proud of myself for getting everything done, but then mentioned that maybe I should redo my corner time from earlier. And maaaannn I didn’t want tooooo. I’d already done an hourrr and sitting there for 20 minutes with nothing after doing it so much is so haaaaaarrrdd 🥺🥺. So I definitely got a lil bratty with Daddy, and to my surpriseeee… it worked. Huh. Didn’t know that would happen. I know Daddy likes a little brattiness hehe so sometimes I don’t hold back, but I’m always a lil nervous about the punishment that might come from it hehe. Daddy doesn’t know how many times I’ve deleted and changed my mind about very sassy comments 😅

But eventually Daddy got home and I teased him about how he still had to unpack his car and that I couldn’t help him. And eventually I made my way to bed and got all my bed things ready and sent my goodnight video to Daddy all nice and tucked in.