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I think the worse feeling is feeling so dumb after really trying your hardest to be vulnerable again. In any type of relationship- romantic or platonic.

onto better things thursday

be careful taking pleasure in hiding things from your loved ones. be careful that it’s not hurting you, even if you’re trying to protect them.

There’s something missing since 2019

being in your early 20s is crazy bc there’s people who are literally married and people who’ve never even dated and people who are trapped in their childhood bedrooms waiting to get out and people who are trying to live out romanticized dream lives and people who are completely on their own and people with multi tiered support systems and we’re all supposedly peers and none of us think we’re doing it right at all

Eye contact, then that little smile

:(

there's something so compelling to me about the fact that sometimes leaving a blade or bullet inside the wound it made is the only way to prevent you from bleeding to death. something about the ironic symbolism of it. when the thing designed and intended to kill you is the only thing keeping you alive.

also yes i do enjoy a bit of penetration imagery and the perverse intimacy of violence. if you must know.

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