little sibling fucktoy

being on the receiving end of one of his beatings when he grabs me by the hair and starts bashing my head against the wall while i cry and scream for him to stop

and he does, but only once i finally go quiet. he lets go of me and my head hurts like hell, but i sleep it off and the next day i cant even remember why it was hurting so much !!

it becomes part of big bro’s routine. he gets pissed at me, he beats me for a little bit, then he starts slamming my head against the wall or the tile floor until all the anger’s out of his system

the damage starts small. i start doing slightly worse in school, i’m forgetting certain details, sometimes he asks me a question and i just stare off with a blank expression

it gets worse as time goes on though. i stop going to school altogether and stay home with him all day so he can help me with my online classes. i can barely recall my address now. my response to any question is to just laugh and smile dumbly at whoever asked it, a little drool falling from the corner of my mouth

and my big brother loves me so much more this way !! i never put up a fight anymore when he’s knocking me around, and when he’s horny all he has to do is lay me down and i don’t complain at all