this gay is bored

maybe love is just the endless curiosity we have for each other.

bf that doesn’t use social media and gf that is literally chronically online

mommy issues portraited in ahs season 5 makes my head go brrrrrr

also the fact that i wanna go viral is that i wwnt an audience to react to all the shit i spew out like not to be recognized just multiple strangers giving their opinions on my shit like whether its my personal spam or tumblr i never get feedback its like ive been talking to myself for god knows how many years god im so sick of my need for validation

so it turns out im not even gay im bi and i fell for this fuckin gace guy ughh this is the second ace guy ive fell for why am i like this ahhhhhh i just wanna be in love i yearn so much all i do everyday is yearn and yearn and yearn when will this end

OH MY GOD I JUST FINISHED THE FIRST HARRY POTTER BOOK AND BRO!!!!!!!!! THE BOOKS R SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN THE FILMS LIKE HOLY SHIT I FEEL THE NEED TO SCREAM AND SHOUT RN AND ITS 7 IN THE MORNING I STAYED UP JUST TO READ!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO READ THE THICKEST ONES LMAO AHHHHHHHH IM STARTING THE SECOND BOOK TMR (hopefully since i got an important exam… like technically tmr) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP PULLING OUT MY HAIR IM SO FUCKING EXCITED OH MY FUCKING GOD I LOVE HARRY POTTER (still hate the way jkr wrote the story but alas, tumblr users have much content for me to consume) AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVENT READ A BOOK PROPERLY IN YEARS!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY AND IM GOING TO sleep goodnight everyone

i wanna be the young punk rock dgaf flirty sirius black so bad im literally trying so hard to become him wtf why am i not a gay man with luscious curly locks

what if i just dont take off my eyeliner,,, who would stop me? my mum? yeah probably

i hate how much i love my mum and how much i hate her at the same time. i have trouble expressing feelings, i know. i want to make her proud, be the daughter she wants and deserves to have. but at the same time, i want to go against every word she ever speaks. i am a spiteful person. she is not that bad of a person, despite what she did to me in my childhood, and i want her to apologize to me, to admit that she was wrong for treating her daughter so harshly. if i end up becoming a successful person, she would think that her methods, beating a child, worked. maybe thats why i am so rebellious, i want to prove her wrong, that beating her child would have astronomical consequences, but the truth is, i learnt my lessons through her beatings, her method worked, i learnt everything she taught.

i hate to ship any straight ships except for peraltiago and horimiya?

i hate when people say hecking/heck😁 like just say fucking/hell