ꉂ kara ᵎᵎ

uhhh hi

I’m kara

anger holder, persecutor, and protector

no im not the evil alter <3

he/him/xe/xem

idk what the hell to put here uhh

scenecore my beloved

my stupid headmate: @amia-ami

ok.. yeah… this seems so legit… because this is totally the real tumblr staff..

@rosecherrywaves @tc-selmarillian @icysalamender @willgwam

So. Our collective girlfriend. We told her we had OSDD some time ago, in like, January or something. So tell me why the actual fuck she doesn’t even know the goddamn basics of the disorder?! I literally had to tell her twice, “no, babe, I do not ‘become another person’, we are separate people.” She was so fucking bad about it and so goddamn ignorant that we split an alter specifically to deal with her bullshit. (We split very easily.) She does not understand I AM MY OWN PERSON. WE ARE OUR OWN PEOPLE. OUR INTROJECTS ARE NOT COSPLAYERS. She claimed after talking to Lelouch, who is the one I mentioned earlier that formed to deal with her, that she “totally gets it now.” Do you know how many times she’s said that? Over and over and over. Turns out, she had done zero research until Lelouch and I pressured her into it. You’d think with someone who’s suspecting autism and absolutely loves going down rabbit holes of information would look up her own boyfriend’s life-changing disorder at least once. Nope! Apparently not! And every time we’ve asked her what she’s confused about, she gives us a vague “everything.” She blames her ignorance on her “autistic need to put everything in a concrete, nonchanging box.” Your autism does not excuse you blatantly ignoring our boundaries and not caring to research something that affects our daily life?! It does not excuse you making fun of Nick for having a boyfriend in source, it does not excuse you flirting with Herman who’s asexual, it does not excuse you comparing our introjects to source and only seeing their source, it does not excuse you sexualizing James (who is gay) right after he came out of dormancy and had never fucking met you, as well as many other new alters immediately being pushed into romance. I know she’s apologized. I know she’s trying to change. I’m still just pissed. Her going insane over Nick having a boyfriend in source makes me even more terrified to tell her that I’m dating one of my headmates, and I’ve been dating him longer than we’ve been dating her. It feels like I’m cheating. But I can’t bring it up, because I could ruin the relationship for all the others, and I’ve already ruined enough for them.

PLEASE ANTI-ENDOS I NEED THIS