絶望

❤ by: susu

I’m assured that you’re the one who indeed approached me. 

Keep my distance...? oh...I see, well, I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable, now would I? such a shame...

"What do you people hope to acquire by simply approaching me?"

But maybe it is you who has approached me, hmmmm?

You…you don’t know what to think.

Maizono-san, that's quite the interesting look you've got going on! quite fashionable...Not as fashionable as me of course...what's your deal?

i fucking made a junko account on youtube to upload the executions on and people started talking to me and it spiraled out of control these are the highlights bye

I’m just not going to share your ideals. Diversity is key, after all.

Uuu, maybe we can be friends then, Ishimaru-san? how fun~! I won't try to change you, I promise!

I do not follow, I lead! I see no reason to give you the pleasure of seeing me cave! Your desire for despair is despicable!

Hmmm, you really do hate me don't you! it fills me with such wondrous despair hearing you say this! but at the same time, I can't help but feel disappointed...it's a shame you don't want to be friends...

What beauty is there to find in suffering? Why plague someone else with hardship just because you’ve faced it? There is no justice in that! It is mindless self indulgence!

But you seem to forget that I have quite the following, so it's not just me. Others seem to love the feeling of despair just as much as me. Why not give it a try? you might like it.

Student life is about supporting your fellow classmates and working together to achieve higher learning! Your plans for despair ruin the entire construct! Are you really just that bored that you feel you have to create chaos?

Ishimaru-san, I think you're missing my point entirely! it's not because I'm bored, it's that I want everyone to feel what I've felt since the day I was born; constant despair. To such a prissy boy like you, the concept must go right over your head! you can't see the true beauty of despair, and you probably never will...how sad.

You are nothing! All you do is play mind games, which is something I am more than capable of handling! To think that you have some dominion over me is clearly something laughable! You are nothing but a mere trouble maker looking for attention! 

...Is that really what you think of me, Ishimaru-san? I thought you of all people would at least try to understand...How cruel. But I suppose I do deserve it. Hmmm, although you are wrong about me looking for attention, that's not my motive at all, I just wanted all of you to feel despair. Is it really that bad...? I suppose....

Appreciate…? Ah, nevermind. Whatever pleases you.

Maybe some day you'll learn to appreciate it. I can only...hope...

You are my most unruly student.

--Hah! like I actually care what you think, idiot!  and I ain't one of your students, you're one of mine. There's no way someone like you could ever hope to 'keep me in check', you can't handle me!

.. Despair? I’ve heard that word thrown around a lot around here.. I don’t think I’m looking for that.

Really...? that's such a shame....I suppose I can't blame you for thinking that, of course, some people just can't appreciate despair the way I do.

Hmph, but yes, good luck indeed, you will definitely be needing it!