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- today was pretty much a lazy day i spent little to no time studying I was too brain dead today.

One Wednesday

Week late Ik

I had trouble with my account but it is all good now.

Classes already started off strong. What I’ve been doing this semester is trying to study ahead so the class is more of like a review. So far this method have been good. Let’s see how my semester unfolds.

January 22:

- I reunited with my research mentor and officially I get to start my project on Monday so I’m so excited for that.

- I then went on a coffee date with my best friend.

- attended my first analytical chem lab; it was amazing.

- currently is 8:58pm and I’m reviewing a little bit of everything.

See you there.

The blogs will start next semester once again. I’ve been sad because I failed two classes. I’m feeling much better and in good news, I got an official contract to be a researcher for my university.

A setback is not failure

- went to an in class two hour calculus review

- did many practice exercises

- finished exercises from one more chapter for my physics exam

I’m satisfied but I feel I could’ve done more lol. Tomorrow I’ll be going to my professors office hour as well as my counselor because next week I have to get my next semesters schedule.

I’ve been BOOKED and BUSY

November 14: had to go do a physics lab and then return to study and at night I had a dinner with a friend.

November 15: I had a whole day long reunion of my research because we were talking with the people who invest on it apart from having a poster session. Took the worst traffic ever, came home exhausted but got some Chinese take out popped two melatonin and fell into a 12 hour coma.

November 16 and 17: mostly spent time with my family because they had many plans, however I studied both for calculus and physics.

November 18: had a 12 hour pomodoro study for calculus

November 19: has a 12 hour pomodoro for physics

November 20: took my lectures and went straight to an uni theater to study and I’m almost done with all my calculus assignments so I’m so pumped.

Now currently getting ready for bed since tomorrow I yet again have a busy day

- today was a pretty chill day, I even got to oversleep a little lol.

- did some calculus exercises and then I went to my English class to watch some presentations.

- I reviewed till 8pm at university and then I left to my apartment cause I was starving.

-todays studies were a little all over the place because my friend got very sick so I went to buy some things for her.

- regardless, I did calculus exercises that were in my plan for the day, tomorrow I’ll revise the exercises I have done so far to make sure they are correct before I approach more exercises.

It’s been a rough time, but I’m back and I’m feeling better and much relieved.

November 11th

-finished physics lab report

- turned in English work

-did a detailed study plan for my physics and calculus 2 exams in two weeks.

- got through my study goals for the day.

About to meditate, call my bf, and have a well deserved sleep from working since 11am till 9pm

Hope all of you are having an amazing night. If u have been updated with this blog, yk I made it to hold myself accountable for daily studying(I will be continuing it do not fear) but recently I took a long break for the sake of my mental health and getting to spend time with my family. I needed a break because I have been all over the place and I had to talk to my mentor about it. I made the mistake this semester of taking more than I can handle taking a total of 4 hard courses, which is the reason for my terrible progress this semester. I was going absolutely insane. I had to make the choice to drop one of the courses that I was taking and didn’t need right now but because I take more in my cup than I can handle, I wanted to “get it out the way” since I like me a challenge. I will be taking the course eventually cause I still need it to graduate even though is not a requisite for any class so my bachelors will continue running smoothly, which was amazing news to hear. This is an advice to all college students, college freshmen, high school students, do not take more than you can handle. You are in college to learn, it is not a competition, the career and the journey is yours only and if you truly want to learn and succeed, you can’t put your mental health at risk, because the same way you will mentally decline, your grades will do so as well. It’s best to be mentally healthy and sharp and ready to learn, than put yourself through literal hell just to say that you finished the courses early. Go at your pace, this journey is personal, and don’t give up pretties, there is a degree waiting for you after sacrifice. I will be continuing studying my passion, chemical engineering, but I will be taking more care of my health as I do it, so I can perform at my very best. The blogs will continue <3.

- I finished most of the exercises

- I can confess I’m getting so anxious and so afraid of failing another test. I’m terribly overwhelmed rn.

- I can confess my studies were a little all over the place because my anxiety peaked today.

- however I finally understand reactions of alkenes and Alkynes

-I also did most of the exercises for physics

I’m a little mad because I feel I wasted so much time because I couldn’t focus for long spans cause by my stress, but overall I got many things done so it wasn’t a totally bad day

-spent since 11:30am till 9pm studying; in that time I finished all my organic chemistry content and did some more for physics, aiming to finish tomorrow.

-tomorrow I’ll try to finish the practice exercises for organic chem as well for physics so Saturday and Sunday is for revising and any last minute doubts that may come through.

I am unbelievably overwhelmed and afraid to fail, specially in organic chemistry because I need to have a break through and start getting As again.