All my life I’ve been looking for perfect people.
All my life I’ve been looking for golden cathedral.
All my life I’ve been looking for something that was never there.
And how do you think, I made it here?
No, cuz all my life I’ve been living a lie
Selling soul for nothing and loving sell out scenes.
They gave me a feeling like I was able to feel it.
The next second they took it I was mesmerized by the glitters.
And I know they’re surreal but they’re looked so good in my eyes.
So I kept them in hoping my life will alter itself
Deep inside I knew it won’t but the hope dies last, yes?
Now I know I was acting so childish and insecure
Going with the crowd never was my road.
I forgot who I was and tried to copy everyone I met.
So much force that I ended up messed up like that.
I gave power to people so they pushed me aside.
I gave up on my voice so they spoke with my eyes.
I was feeling so mad but kept shutting my mouth.
I gave them a crown so they took all of the crowds.
Somebody said to me ‘you need to be strong’.
Little did I know this isn’t how it works?
I thought being strong was synonym to ‘hide your pain’
Turned out it is called weakness and now I’m afraid
To do something wrong but I know this is life.
You need to make mistakes to make everything else fine.
You need to learn how to crumble before you stand up.
You need to do failures so you can success in this run.
d.a.
