"What happened to me? You," he simply argues, "God, I don’t fucking wanna see you sad anymore. Hate those damn tears… just wanna be happy with you, want you in my life, like this or… or differently, just… in any way."

tell me this is not love...OF COURSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH HER please Rid 🥹 and i love when he calls her "angel" but when i read "baby" i'm just melting...same goes to their veeery very hot scenes but now that i think about it, comparing what they had at the beginning and now, like even that bathroom scene felt so intimate, lovely, undoubtedly extremely hot but so nice and emotional at the same time and it's also this evolution that's happening alongside their bond, it's getting really deep (hah, what a pun) and while reading this chapter i felt it the most by now, as a reader, because it was just a party and they'd spent so much time together before that but still, like, because it's him and because it's her it felt like more, everything was dripping with care and it was so visible for me, i love how this aspect changes with them, like they can't JUST fuck anymore ah i'm in love with them 🫠

also i didn't think i could be so pleased with Nara tbh 😂 she did an amazing job and i just hope it's gonna last this way, like someone said, she seems like she'd not go for jk anymore knowing and seeing how he feels about our oc and i'm here for it, i can be team nara if it stays like that 🥲

"‘Cause I’m not chasing them back. Just… just chasing you all day, am I not?" "My pretty baby," he praises; you’re not sure if he’s telling you or moreso himself, "you’re so beautiful… makes me sick."

Rid pleaseeee my heart 😭😭😭🧡 THEY'RE SOOO IN LOVE and that bathroom scene was hot yeah but when they came back it was ksjnlsjverjkhbshjbvj love love loveee making at its finest and loveliest

Of course you’re his first thought.

yeah let me just...hide in that blanket...forever...

Kim Namjoon has an ability to encourage that Jungkook has found to be rare. You’re different. Namjoon is different. Genuine trust in his abilities, pushing him forward.

can i just say i love your cmi namjoon so much and it's not so different to the irl namjoon effect but his character is so calming and genuine and nice as much as he can be while also being a boss, every time there's a part with him i feel calm and happy because he's this stable presence for jk and for this story by now too 🪴

The waves of sudden and powerful delight pull him underwater; if he wasn’t drowning in adoration yet, he most certainly is now. Moments like these stop him from walking away.

that's why they'll end up together eventually, ANOTHER REASON WHY I'M SO SURE, just...Rid, it's amazing how gently you write love, so so gentle in its overwhelming nature, it's so beautiful 🥹🧡

"That… you’ll be okay. I will be, too. But right now it hurts, okay? Maybe we can talk a bit later, but now just… We need to give ourselves a moment to think. To be without that damn pain just once." "And you think putting a barrier between us will hurt less?!" you prod. You’re not ready to leave. You really, genuinely, aren’t. "I don’t need that distance. You think you’re bad for me, right? But I won’t be happier without you around, I—"

and there's this and i absolutely understand them both. because it hurts to fight and to see someone close fight while you're basically the reason why, or a big part of it, it hurts and maybe if you go with the flow you get to stop that pain for a bit and that close person won't have to suffer this much

but it takes away this one pain and instead you've got another huge one, probably bigger, because you part ways...our oc gets it and i hope finally jk will get it too, it's not hurting less just hurting differently 😭 Rid i know you'll make them be together eventually but woah what a ride 😭