I was looking for a job and then I found a job and heaven knows I’m miserable now

Everything in my life is way too stressful

NOBODY can match my freak I don’t care who you think you are

There are things I could never ever tell anyone.

I can’t see myself making it to my 20s

Will a day ever go by where I don’t contemplate ending it

Mass suicide at my house who wanna come

CAN I DIE YET

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Okay just got confirmation everyone DOES hate me I’m not crazy

Everyone hates me and is plotting against me

I don’t know how to be what people want me to be

I hate everyonw and mysellf

I just want to disappear

I have to stop getting this high

Throwback to that one time I kept getting a random woman’s instagram account recommended to me but I didn’t care enough to check it. Then when I eventually did I found out it was my rapist’s mother

Sometimes I wish more bad things happened to me because I feel like everything that has happened isn’t enough to justify me feeling the way I do