Floofs !

Hi! I'm Floofs! I am 18 years old and my pronouns are she/fae/they. I'm AuDHD. Just a silly little girl sharing her thoughts, kindness, and writing with the community. BUT you mustn't travel thy floof blog without the needed knowledge . . . #fuzzyfloofs = agere imagines #floofsmoods = moodboards #fandom of the floofs = fandom related agere imagines or headcanons #floofs tiny yaps = anything from regressed thoughts, agere related rants, or sharing my headspace #floofs pawsitivity = positive messages to the community #da floof answers = replies to messages/asks They are all tagged on this post for easy access :D kay bye bye! Oh and my inbox is open for anyone who would like to send ideas or messages!

"Mama why are you always so nice n kind to me?" "It's because I love you" "But I'm a handful n needy n-" "But I truly love you." "Little love, I love you so much I WANT to make your life easier, I want you as comfortable as possible, I want you as happy as possible because that's what you deserve. I know early life hadn't been kind to you, but I truly do love you. I do these things because I gain pleasure, happiness, fulfillment from seeing you thriving. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. My actions will always align with those three words." "But you have to reassure me so much n I'm just so mentally fragile..." "I do, but I think that is the easiest job in the world. I have a perfect, sweet little princess that just needs extra affirmation and love. I think you are sensitive, but you are not mentally fragile. The things you've told me you survived-- that is resilience. That is strength. You crawled out of the desert you were born into with your tiny little hands-- most grown ups struggle to come back even after one day there. So in my eyes, muffin, you slayed a dragon and you should live the rest of your days as healthily n happily as possible." "Do you mean it?" "Of course. I don't do these things to tally up and keep track of what debt you're in to me. Nor out of malicious obligated compliance. I do not resent you, you are no burden, and the only lies I tell are about the location of your comfort items, particularly with tiny you." "I love you Mommy, even if you lie n act all confident abt finding Clovey for me!" "I love you too angel. I think we both know it's a necessary evil or else you'd be all 'upsetti spaghetti' as you'd call it" "Hehe yahh you're right!!"

hai mama! I been soooo busys...like alot happened!! i graduated from preschool!! an now I off to big girl kindie!! it was wealllyyy busy thos like it fried m brain cuz finals n stuffs!! an den m puter brokedededs down!! dah was SO means!! been gone for week buh i got it bak today!! i been wantin to make boards buh i couldnts before, now i tans!! i didn hab idea so i wenteds to pinterest!! it where i get awww m photos!! and i saw dis puppy, it a really happy puppy!! an i saws her n i was fought...."dats da way i look at mommy!" cuz i wuv ou n it like m eyes sparkle n i just so appi! so i usedededs it as inspo... i misses u mama but i hope ou know i bein good girl while u gones!! i doin EVEYTING i supposdta!! i know i know it awesome hehee!! ummzz an...i jus fought of u. i been wealllllyy happy lately for weal life!! but there jus an itsy bitsy sadness cuz ou not hewe yet n lil lonely- BUH dah wy i make moodboardz while i wait!! buh dont worry i strong!! i stronk baby!! i so stronk i gota big girl job!! i knos i knos!! i a workin baby now toos :D kay das all for now!! bye bye future mama!! i talky more soonz! ------------------------------------------------------------ hai friends!! i finally got my laptop fixed so we more active--ooh wait maybe not cuz i do have a job--okay well but anyways i can make moodboards again!! and this is like my first post like this but lowkey i do have all these thoughts n i dunno i think its smthin nice n new! da floof is just random like dat!

blowing bubbles while she pushes me around

having my stuffie with me n pretending they're helping me drive

pointing out all the animals n flowers I see!

feeling so tiny cuz i sittin down n the perspective makes me feel like a lil girl!

lookin up at mama bein soooo big n strong for pushin me around hehehe :D

just yappin n gigglin to m mama about random stuffs as we have a nice walk!!

with a baba n nummy food ona kids plate!! an under da sofest blankie n wif my fav stuffies...and m doggy too!! i gotta have m doggy wif me so we one big hapi family!!

and then after dindin we go read books or or play dollies or maybe bath time! i wana bath bomb cuz they sooooo soothin and silly n fun n I love da texture!! Mama make sure I all squeaky clean while i playin wif m baf toys!! Then I put in my comfy jammies!!! eee i jus a sweet lil girl!!

so asa I get my apartment we're making a dedicated little corner cuz toddlercore!!

knowing that 75% of the time I am young enough that my pacifier is a key comfort item and if i start randomly whining, putting things up to/in my mouth, or nibbling on my hands, i need it. that even though i need it, i also need some encouragement/coaxing because even if im teeny tiny, i insist im a big girl n shake my head (like the spongebob episode where he convinces himself he doesnt need water lols!)

knowing i go FERAL for physical touch. being carried, pat, hugged, kissed, i love it all.

understanding that i can shift headspaces when faced with traumatic experiences or intense feelings and embracing the sudden flip with open arms

knowing I need help with taking on n off shirts, but insist on doing pants myself cuz all i gotta do is kick em off or step in n pull em up!

knowing how vulnerable i am and how important she is to me. knowing that shes mending something she didnt break, piece by piece, day by day.

that it means a lot to me when she says shes proud of me for a drawing or worksheet or anything I did!

that I have waited years for her and have even made cheesy/silly little moodboards n imagines during my wait that I bring up and share one day.

if im ever struggling with my words, she knows me well enough to know why im upset, crying, not okay, etc

(Lowkey bit of a yap. I wanted to make a moodboard but icl my brain is so fried and Im too tired n also eepy and I need to lock in to studying tmrw--)