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i want and i want and i ache and i crave and i want and i want and i

#i know it’ll get better but rn it hurts so bad #why tf am i stuck in this cycle #i feel insane rn i want to throw up #i’m really sad and almost dreading this weekend when i was so excited

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happyheidi

‘My cat Max’ by Irina ♡

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The wonders of being young 💓💓

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petitworld

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𝖤𝗇𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖣𝖺𝗏𝗂𝖽 𝖣𝖾𝖺𝗇 & 𝗂𝖺𝗆𝖬𝗒𝗌𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅

#i keep thinking of hayden #i wish i could just get past my shit for him

petitworld

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#am i ace? am i aro?#the thought of being touched or held feels.. so icky #my mom always told me that as a baby i hated being snuggled and held #i always felt restricted #and in high school and college and young adulthood i’ve associated being held with being loved #being loved means being worthy #and i’ve come to realize i don’t need to be touched to be loved or held to he comforted #i think.. it’s safe to say that whatever is going on right now may not last.. but for now i feel that i am mostly ace and aromantic leaning

happyheidi

x- x / x - x 🍃

#i’m not mad at myself but i’m very sad to be causing shelby and hayden so much pain #both of them are amazing #i’ve never had to break up with great people like this before #and for simply because i’ve come to realize.. i don’t wanna date like that anymore #i don’t want to be affectionate or lovey or relationshippy #i have before but now things changed and i associate it with what i’m supposed to want

artndetails

greeneries. x

#i hate feeling like i’m a whore #i hate that society would call me one #idk what that means to me. i’ve been chasing around this idea in my head #why does feeling like a whore make me hurt so bad #i know society just uses these names for people that derive from the norm #and that society isn’t always good #it’s just hard

morganathewitch

Forest path~

#i feel like i’m talking to way too many people sometimes #i had a great time cuddling with david last night #but also my crush on annie is getting crazy #but i don’t want to be involved with 5 people omg #nicky told me something that had me a bit messed up and i already know imma think about it a lot #nicky told their friend that i have a crush on this girl and their friend was like ‘literally how much attention does kim need’#and it bummed me out #of course people don’t understand but it’s not about attention i don’t want all these peoples undying attention #i just enjoy these people in different ways #i love hanging out as friends or in a couple way where we hold hands or cuddle #i don’t want a lot of attention i just enjoy our time together and i don’t want to be stifled by limitations #i feel free and happy with the fact that i could crush on or kiss anyone #but… it was a hurtful reminder that even people that seem to like me just.. don’t understand and will judge #but i’m happy and that’s what matters

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lindagoesmushrooming

#thank christ that shelby is so understanding #i feel like i’m covering all my bases for the most part with shelby hayden thorne #i’m still really confused about david because we haven’t really talked about anything i just keep bailing on him #and i have held his hand after i said i wanted to be just friends #but it’s hard bc it’s like … i wanna be just friends that can hold hand once in a blue moon

virtuallyinsane

#i fear that things are getting a bit too serious :(#every time shelby stays the night i’m like what am i doing this is my homie #i literally was thinking about it and i’m like.. am i aromantic lately… the thought of being lovey with anyone is weird #i can hold hands cuddle and kiss but i don’t feel swooned by romance like i used to #am i changing for good?

llovinghome

#i want to hold hands but not hurt anyone’s feelings

fernhug

tamagotchi in the garden

#the first time i crush on a girl in forever and my friend swoops in before i can even admit my crush #darn it!!!#das ok i have a lot going on and don’t wanna be weird and she’s probably not down to casually date and be poly #but dang nothin like a good ole reminder that i am homo!!!

peacebewithu

🐝 bumbles and daisies 🌼

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oneleggedflamingo

12.06-22

I love these.

- Vivera Rossi

#the fear of hurting people and being a bad person makes me immobile #on another note these pictures fill me with nostalgia

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