i just wanna sink in my bed and disappear into emptiness , i wanna relief him from being stuck with me and i wanna relief my parents from the burden of my existence , i wanna undo all my decisions and i wanna vanish from here , i want to not hurt anymore every time i look in the mirror i want to not hurt when i think of all the nothings i've accomplished and all the things i always have desired but will never obtain

















