⚰️ love is the red of the rose on your coffin door ⚰️

🚫 There's no justice in photographs

Such lovely eyes you have

‼️Don't stop bury me‼️

this has honestly been the worst 9 months of my life lmfao and its honestly wild how i fucking let this all happen to me

i just fuckin sat there and was like yeah this is fine

but bitch i was not fucking fine !!!! at all !!!!

crying in my friends bathroom for hours at a time, not sleeping, shitty roommate, shitty "relationship", emotional abuse, so many thoughts of hurting/killing myself, actuallt hurting myself, blaming myself for everything that happened, always putting myself second

i thought i was getting better i thought i was helping them and myself but god i just got yelled at and hated and it fucked up my entire sense of self and idk how the fuck im gonna fix it

i honestly dont know how im gonna cope with this

ive been having panic attacks at the thought of seeing them again