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The first time this happened was two weeks after Mrs. Cameron's funeral. Rafe was twelve, and I was ten. We were two years apart, and yet there were multitudes between how we experienced death. At least I had the rain to blame when my parents passed. Rafe had nothing.
I still remember what my granddad told me before I visited Rafe. He said Rafe may not talk, but I should still speak to him. That his arms will be wrapped in bloody bandages, but I shouldn't point that out.
He said that Rafe was sick with something that wasn't easily cured by medicine. And sitting with him and letting him know that he wasn't alone would help him in a way.
I kept that in mind as I walked into his fifteenth hospital room.
Rafe was completely pale despite being swallowed by the feiry dusk filtering through the window. He wore an oxygen mask around his nose and mouth, his eyes all droopy and bloodshot. The loose hospital gown made his body disappear.
"Rafe," I whispered. "I'm here."
He kept watching the sunset as I sat on the stool by his bed. The monitors attatched to him beeped in a steady rhythm. I took a deep breath before speaking, failing to hide the tremble in my voice. "I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said what I told youโ"
"Not everything is about you, Charlie." Rafe turned sharply. His voice was cracked and jagged from the smoke that went into his lungs. "You're not the only reason."
"But I am a reason. I pushed you to the edge." I looked away, attempting to restrain the tears that threatened to fall. God, I should stop making this about me. "I was never one of your reasons, Rafe. I was one of the people you could rely on. You should've come and talked to me."
"I saw the way you looked at me after I kissed you, Charlie." Rafe mumbled through his tired words. "You never wanted to see me again. You were so fucking distraught. I shouldn't have ever made you feel like thatโ"
"And I told you it was okay. It's okay to shock or freak me out. I'm sorry if I looked at you and you felt otherwise, but you're allowed to destroy me, Rafe." I stood and made sure that Rafe was looking at me. "But please, don't ever leave me. We're best friends, Rafe. There's nothing I couldn't forgive when it comes to you. But how could I tell you that it's okay when you keep choosing to end it before I could get to you?"
Rafe pulled his mask off. The glacier blue of his eyes penetrated through the sheen of tears over my eyes. "I don't want to end it, Charlie. I just want the pain to stop."
My heart shattered into a million sharp pieces. It was easy to forget who Rafe was with his harsh words and bruised fists and drug habits. Underneath, he was just a boy who knew nothing but pain. And it wasn't easy coming out of something you were born in.
"It will someday, Rafe. Because if there's anybody in this world who deserves happiness, it's you." I perched on his bed, wiping away my tears. "You just have to give yourself the chance to be happy."
"What? You don't think I tried?" Rafe's voice shook. He looked away and wiped his own tears with the back of his hand. "Why do you think I finally went after you, Charlie?"
"I don't think that's what you really want, Rafe. And it's definitely not what you need." I wanted to reach for his wrist like I usually do, but remembered that there must've been a reason why he thought we could be more than friends. So I held him by the shoulder. "You can't rely on other people for own happiness. It must come from you. Or else it wouldn't be real."
"You're too good at this." Rafe grumbled. "You're too good at making me feel better."
"That's my job." I laughed softly.
"Why are you friends with me, Charlie?" Rafe met my look. There was a slight luster that returned in his eyes. "We don't have a lot in common. You're too good and I'm a fuck up."
I didn't have to give it a thought. "We're more similar than you think, Rafe. We're both fuck ups in our own ways. More like fucked over by the world." He snickered at my words, and although it faded quickly, it was a start. "You don't get to choose your home, I think. It chooses you. And it's a lot more special that way."
"I'm gonna get better." Rafe said, more to himself. "Dad's probably gonna send me away again. I'll just use my time there better instead of trying to fuck the nurses."
I sighed, knowing he'll be gone for two months again. It mostly works around the first few months he's back, but whenever it gets hard again, Rafe takes it tenfold. It's a good place and all, but it didn't do its intended long-term effect.
"This is not your fault, Charlie." Rafe muttered as he reached for my hair. I didn't pull away when he tucked my overgrown brown hair behind my ear.
"This isn't your fault either, Rafe." I said.
We spoke some more about a car he decided he was going to buy before the nurse came in and told me that visiting hours were over. I told him goodbye even if I didn't want to. It didn't matter that he didnโt talk about what actually happened in the garage where he was found. He was here and he was already trying to heal.
I stepped out the door, and Mr. Cameron pushed off the wall. He looked distraught in his tight pink dress shirt. He probably ran here from his office. "Is he okay?"
I nodded, and he breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank you for being here, Charlie. He'll get better. You have nothing to worry about, I promise."
Before opening my mouth, I carefully chose my words. "Can I be honest with you, Mr. Cameron?"
Ward's eyes lit up with wary curiosity. "Of course, Charlie."
"I really don't mean to overstep, but I don't think sending Rafe away is the... way to deal with this. I'm sure the facility is good and all, but his problems aren't there." I swallowed hard when I saw anger and uncertainty flash in his eyes. "I'm not saying your past actions weren't effective. We were all doing what's best for him. But I think you should ask him to tell you what he really needs. And you should listen, instead of standing here out in the hallway, thinking of where he'll go before even knowing what he has to say."
I was fully prepared for Ward to tell me to get out from his view, but instead, he sighed deeply and rubbed his gray stubble. "Um, thank you, Charlie. I'll think about it." He looked at me. "You know him better than I do."
I nodded before telling him goodbye as well. I headed down the lobby, where I asked JJ to pick me up because Uber was impossible after sunset.
Sifting through the white coat doctors and patients, I found JJ looking up at the modern chandelier hanging from the second floor. He was like an angel from the walls of Versailles. Bathed in white in his casual hoodie and boardshorts.
But when he looked at me, the sadness in his eyes had returned.
Somehow, I knew that the next events would lead me to lose him tonight.
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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โNext time I see him, Iโm gonna smash his head through his windshield.โ JJ gritted his teeth with more force than necessary. One text about being bored at the hotel led us to the coastal boardwalk. He half chuckled when two kids ran past him while blowing bubbles, and I couldnโt think of anything more heartwarming.
โRafe said he was sorry. He just has trouble regulating his emotions sometimes, you know.โ I pulled my boater hat tighter around my head. It was one of those sunny days that made my flyer miles to the northern hemisphere sexier. โWe should probably try to get through one date without punching someone or being threatened.โ
โRight, first time we did this my father was a dick.โ JJ brought his muscular arm around my neck and pulled me against his body. He rubbed his knuckles into my head, making me yelp. โSecond time, your friends were dicks. What can I say? Ya make me crazy.โ
โJJ! Weโre in public!โ I hissed, trying not to focus on the swell of his biceps right under my nose.
โSo what? Everyone should know ya mine.โ JJ nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck. โDonโt want more of your friends kissing you while Iโm watching NASCAR just six floors above.โ
โHey, I pushed him away.โ I sighed. I saw a carnival food booth next to a book stand. โShould we go eat? Iโm hungry.โ
โAbsolutely.โ JJ led the way, pulling me by the wrist. He occasionally turned around with his signature grin, sending the butterflies in my stomach haywire. โThree hotdogs, sir.โ He said to the attendant. โAnd a side of Nachos, please.โ
โThereโs only two of us, JJ.โ I said, already reaching for my pocket.
โTold ya Iโm gonna make sure your tummy eats well.โ JJ rubbed my stomach like I was pregnant. โPlus, I could totally finish two hotdogs on my own.โ
I chuckled before handing JJ the cash. โIโm gonna check out the book stand.โ
โActually, Imma go with ya. I wanna know what has my boyfriend so nerdy.โ JJ and I walked towards the small table underneath an umbrella. It was just a few spines raised to face us. The owner told us not to be shy and just take a look.
โKnow ya love romance books,โ JJ picked up a novel with a crushed lavender lilies against white birch. โIโve been seeinโ this around school too.โ
โRead that and the second book. I really liked it.โ I was about to reach for a title I didnโt have yet when a deafening explosion caused JJ to topple over me. My vision blurred in smoky gray and all I could think about was his weight above me. I didnโt even realize that something exploded before the ringing in my head stopped.
JJ immediately held my face. His face was filled with worry, searching for anything wrong. โAre you okay? Talk to me, Charlie.โ
I nodded quickly. โIโm okay.โ I scanned him as well. There was no bleed. His tank top was unscathed, and all there was in his face were the wounds that slowly healed. โIโm okay, JJ.โ I said again. What the hell happened?
JJ and I stood up. Thankfully, nobody around us seemed to be harmed. Black smoke was coming from the booth that was supposed to be cooking our hot dogs. The place where JJ was supposed to be standing a while ago.
A grunt distracted me, and I found the book stand owner palming the planked flooring. I immediately helped him up while JJ went to the stand and called through the smoke. โHey! Yaโll alright in there?โ
โWeโre good! We got away from the fire quickly! Good thing there ainโt anyone standing at the customerโs booth.โ I heard the attendant say while I picked up the books from the ground. I tried to convince myself that my thought train was wrong, but it was picking up evidence in full steam. JJ was supposed to be burnt if he didnโt come with me to look over novels.
JJ was almost hit by an ambulance the day after we kissed.
The curse is here. And itโs getting more violent.
โLooks like we gotta look for another place, Charlie bear.โ JJ chuckled, emerging from the thinning smoke. He helped me arrange the rest of the books. I should stay away from him. Walk away because Elizabeth Teach is not yet done screwing my bloodline over. If I donโt stop this then Iโll be the reason that JJโs dead.
โHey,โ JJ held my hand. โYa good? You look pale. Should we get a cab to the hospital?โ
โNo,โ I yanked my hand away from his. It felt like severing a connection that gave me life. โJJ, I think we shouldโโ
My phone rang out the opening to AC/DCโs Back in Black. โHold on,โ I said to JJ. He had his eyebrow raised patiently.
I picked up the phone. It was Sarah. โHello, Sarah?โ
โCharlie? Hey. Do you think you could come to the hospital?โ Sarah spoke with an all too familiar tremble.
โHospital? Why?โ I asked. My heart rattled in my throat. โIs it my granddad?โ
I didnโt dread her next words any less. โNo, your granndadโs fine at home. Itโs Rafe. Again.โ
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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โThis is your weekly budget. I donโt know how you spend money, so I just based it off my own weekly budget. Adjusted for hotel prices.โ I handed JJ the stuffed envelope fresh from the lobbyโs ATM. Getting JJ to agree that the first step was getting out of his house was the hardest part. The actual first step was a breeze.
JJ opened the envelope, already sprawled across the double bed. He didnโt even need a second to adjust to the carpeted floors or the 32-inch plasma TV against the wall. โYour weekly budget is my allowance for two years? I could buy a brand-new motorcycle with this.โ His tone was full of offense, yet he just gave me a mocking look.
โIโ I didnโt mean anything by that.โ I dropped my head down, clutching the soft cotton beddings. I only sat at the edge of the bed because I didnโt want JJ to think that I meant something else by getting him a hotel room. โIt wasnโt meantโโ
โChrist, donโt sweat it boy.โ With one swift tug, JJ pressed me against his warm chest again. My legs were awkwardly swung across the duffel bag JJ packed in haste. He didnโt have many clothes. โYouโre too nervous for someone I already kissed three times.โ
My heart skittered in my chest. Three kisses that haunted me at night, lingering my mind like a bad idea. I held his hand, following his red string that flowed out into the window covered by blackout curtains. Kiara would be so lucky to be loved by someone like JJ.
And I was the one standing in the way.
โIโll pay you back someday. Although Iโm pretty sure ya wonโt even notice the money gone if youโre willing to give this to me for a week.โ JJ massaged my hair before planting kisses into my scalp. I was often conscious about my curls being unraveled, but with JJ, I knew it was no use.
โNo, thatโs not your focus. Your focus is getting a job and finding somewhere you could settle. Although you shouldnโt rush because you have a month here.โ I pushed myself up to face JJ. He didnโt even flinch when I pressed my palms against his stomach muscles. Was he that strong, or was I that lightweight? โAlthough you have to tell me if nobody is really willing to hire you. As your boyfriendโ"
JJโs face instantly lit up with the widest grin he ever showed me, his white teeth bared. I burnt up, covering my mouth and mentally beating myself up because I couldnโt fathom where that came from. โFriend! I meant friend!โ I clarified.
โToo late, boyfriend.โ JJ pulled my chin and took my lips in his. It wasnโt his usual intensity I tasted, it was reliefโ one that made me feel that heโs no longer carrying his sadness alone. โBoyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend.โ He continued to tease through our kiss. โCharleston Genrette is my lilโ boyfriend.โ
โJJ, I have to go. Rafeโs picking me up at the convenience store down the street.โ I smiled when he finally pulled away.
JJ rolled his eyes, settling his hands on my hips. โReally gotta teach ya how to drive someday. Hate thinking about you in a car with some other guy.โ
I just laughed at JJ before telling him goodbye. I rode the empty elevator down the lobby, every side giving me a glimpse of my reflection. I was surprised to see myself grinning and blushing not because I was flustered, but because I was happy. Itโs an addictive feeling. No wonder people go crazy without happiness.
I thought it was a good idea to have Rafe pick me up at 7-Eleven just a few blocks away from this Four Seasons-esque beach side place. I didnโt have to answer any questions about what Iโm doing at a hotel.
But when the elevator doors opened, there he was sitting in the lobby. Before I could even close the doors again, Rafe already saw me and stood up. โGet out of there.โ He growled, his gaze darkened.
I took a tentative step out of the elevator, but Rafe made the whole decision for me by pulling me out completely. His grip was steel tight around my wrist. Bone crushing against bone. โRafe! It hurts!โ
Rafeโs face softened for a moment. He mustโve seen how scared I just gotten. I never got scared of Rafe until now. Iโve seen him fight with Ward, scream at teachers, but this new kind of quiet anger he cornered me against the pillar was something new. โWhat are you doing here?โ I held my wrist, soothing against the points that throbbed.
โI should be asking you that, Charlie. What room is he in? How the fuck can he afford this?โ Rafe stepped closer, caging me in his full presence. He reeked of whiskey and smoke, and I craned my head up to see that his pupils were fully blown. โYouโre sixteen, Charlie. He has no business taking you to hotels like thisโโ
โItโs not what you think!โ I stomped slightly on the white tiles. โJJ isnโt like that. Weโre friends. He needed a place to stay because things at home got really bad and this is the only course of action that he felt comfortable with.โ
โI donโt care.โ Rafe shook his head. Sharp strands of his marsh brown hair fell over his eyes. โHeโs using you to get stuff. Canโt you see that he took you to the most expensive hotel in OBX? Next thing heโs gonna ask from you is a car. Hell, pay for his drugs too.โ
โWhy do you always assume the worst of him?โ I narrowed my eyes at Rafe. I carefully watched his next actions: The way his jaw tightened, his heavy breaths, his jiggling knee. โYouโre high and drunk. We shouldnโt have this conversation rightโโ
I only realized that Rafe was kissing me after the shock had left my system. He brought his hands to my back and pressed his rough lips onto mine, completely engulfing me in his presence. I tried not to pay attention to the alcohol that stained my mouth. I tried to push him away by pounding on his chest. โRafeโโ
Rafe stumbled backwards. I brought my fingertips to my lips that pounded against the impact. โCharlie, Iโm so sorry.โ He reached a shaking hand, and I immediately shifted away from him. โFuck. I screwed up. Iโm so sorry.โ
โNo, no. Itโs okay, Rafe.โ I shook my head. โBut donโt touch me first. Please.โ
The silence grew between us. I couldnโt bear to look at him. He just stood there with his hands tucked into his shorts, the crowds going on with their lives around us. There was a difference between knowing how Rafe felt about me and knowing that he did something about it. I dealt with the first knowledge with avoidance. I donโt know if I could do the same with this.
โYou have to understand why I did that, Charlie.โ Rafe finally spoke again. His voice hoarse from regret. โYouโre slipping away from me, and I had to make sure that you still end up as mine. Youโre supposed to be mine, Charlie. JJโs just some kind of distraction. You said it yourself; heโs meant to be with another person. So, youโre mine.โ
โRafe,โ I took a sharp breath. What I was about to say hurt me almost as much as Rafe was hurting right now. โI just donโt see you that way. You know that I love you, but only as a friend.โ
Rafe groaned like the pain of my words was physical. I took his hand, trying to get him to calm down. Going on was gonna make it worse now, but not telling the truth would make it worse in the future. โYou should take more pride in that. Because boyfriends or husbands could come and go. But it takes a lot more to destroy a friendship.โ
โWhy not me?โ Rafe refused to look at me. His words were filled with so much bitterness. โIโm richer. Taller. Fuck it, Iโm hotter. I could give you everything you want in life, Charlie. I could be nicer if you ask me to be. Why not me?โ
I took a second to think about what I should tell Rafe, but nothing except what JJ said to me surfaced. โI donโt know, Rafe. Itโs just that way. You know when you know. And sadly, I didnโt feel that with you.โ My hands barely held his larger face. โBut donโt get me wrong. You are an awesome, handsome, captivating and smart man. And whoever is attached to that string of yours will be one of the luckiest people. It would be more unfair to you if weโre together because I could never want you the way you want me.โ
I gave him a soft smile. I wish I could tell him how I realized that I loved JJ when I realized that I couldโve lost him before I even met him. That it was the most amazing, liberating feeling and that someday heโd feel it too. But I kept quiet. I just watched Rafe work through the storms in his eyes.
After a moment, Rafe finally looked at me. There was pure sadness in them, and the guilt of being the cause made me sick to my stomach. โI love you too, Charlie. I fucking loved you first. That day you told me about the curse was the day I fell in love with you. You were the only honest person in my life.โ He held me by my nape. โThank you for that half decent kiss. Iโll think about it until I fucking die.โ
I tried calling out to Rafe. But he didnโt turn. I stopped chasing him when he got to his SUV and screeched out of the parking lot. In times like these, he would tell me he needed me to keep him from reaching his breaking point.
Now that I was the reason he was on the edge, what should I do?
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The glass crunched under my shoes as I slowly walked through the front door. It was like a tornado devastated this house. Newspapers and books left face open across the floor. Amber shards broke the afternoon sunlight, glistening amidst broken pieces of furniture. The old couch had a massive slash through it, sending fluff through the darkness.
I found JJ slumped against the kitchen island. Blood dried below his nose. Patches of purple and black bloomed across his bare torso. His lips and cheeks had numerous cuts, yet he still downed a beer bottle as he eyed me with contempt I deserved. He was a soldier that barely survived war on a battlefield that never shouldโve been.
โThe hell are ya doinโ here?โ JJ grumbled. The smooth velvet in his voice was gone. All that was left was a bitter nectar that I could taste through the metal of guilt in my throat. โI told you to never come back. I was gonna come to you when I wasโฆ better.โ
I clutched the handle of the first aid kid I bought, thinking about how I should approach him. Yet fire ignited in his ocean irises before I could do that. โGET OUT OF HERE CHARLIE!โ JJ pointed out the door; his voice cracked from sheer exhaustion.
โNO!โ I shouted back. Both JJ and I seemed to be surprised that I could raise my voice like that. He dropped his hand and looked away from me.
I knelt beside him, reaching for the sterile wipes first. โWe should go to the hospital later. Get a doctorโs evaluation about your injuries. Iโll help you get a lawyerโโ
โThe hell am I going to a hospital!โ JJ roared, flinching away from me before I even wiped the blood off his face. โIโm not sending Dad to prison. Iโm fine.โ
Iโve thought about it. I was certain at least someone wouldโve offered to report Luke for him before. โOkay, thatโs your choice.โ I pressed the cloth under his nose. JJ hissed and clutched my wrist, making me wince slightly too. โWeโre going to focus on what weโre doing next.โ
โYouโre not doing anything, Charlie.โ JJ groaned. โThis was just a one-time thing, ya know. Dadโs an idiot. Just caught em off guard when he found me in bed with ya. Shouldโve came out to him first, eh?โ He laughed softly.
โWhen was the first time he hit you, JJ?โ I asked.
JJโs expression dropped into the same darkness he greeted me with before trying to smile again. โYa know what, Imma let that slide because youโre so cuteโโ
โWhen was the first time he hit you, JJ?โ I asked again.
โFuck you, Charlie.โ JJ spat out.
I shook my head, throwing the bloody wipes away. I took out the alcohol and poured it all over a cotton ball. I needed to get him to admit that this was happening before he could even agree to walk away. โThis might hurt; you could hold me again. Iโm here. Just donโt crush my bones.โ
JJโs stomach rose and dropped as he took a deep breath. He clutched my tiny wrist while I sanitized all his open wounds, wiping away all the evidence of bloodshed until all thatโs left to treat were the cracks. โI was three,โ He began. โIt was a week after my mom abandoned us. He couldnโt get a babysitter, so he left me to fend on my own. I had my trucks and blocks to keep me company, but I was so fucking hungry because last thing I ate was breakfast. So, when he finally walked through the door I clung to his legs andโโ
His voice broke, and I felt a part of me die inside too. โAll I wanted was food. He made me beg. He treated me like I was a greedy thief when all I wanted was to eat.โ
It took all my strength to stop trembling and hold back my tears. This shouldnโt be about me. This was about him. So, I focused on the medicine and his words. Not on how I felt.
โEverybody said theyโd call the cops.โ JJ eased the tension in his body, practically falling limp against old wooden surface of the island. โNobody ever did.โ
โI know,โ I whispered softly. I pressed the band aids against his skin gently. โNothing could change the years you suffered in his hands. But I could help you walk away, JJ. I could help you leave.โ
โHow?โ JJ finally turned to me, his eyes hidden behind layers of tears. โI donโt have any fucking money, Charlie. People here wonโt even hire me because I beat the shit out of one ass customer when I was 15. Iโm no good for a degree. This house and Dad are all I have. Itโs not always this bad.โ
โBut it never has to be bad.โ I held his larger jawline in my palms. I finally understood the sadness in his gaze that I couldnโt seem to place. No wonder I felt like I was drowning in the ocean of his eyes when that ocean was created by years of hidden tears. โIf moneyโs the issue, I could help you with that. I just want to get you out of here.โ
JJ grunted, rubbing his thumbs against my pulse point. โItโs not your responsibility to save meโ"
โBut I could. This is me trying to do one good thing after the million wrongs done to you, JJ.โ I looked into his eyes with a newfound understanding. Somehow, it felt easier to breathe around him now that the truth was laid between us. I wiped away the streaks of tears from his cheeks.
JJ stared down at me. I couldnโt read what he was thinking. I was almost ready for him to push me away, but instead he grabbed my jaw and kissed me. The usual hunger and intensity were absent, replaced by a gentle embrace around my mouth. He didnโt probe with his tongue; he just pressed and remained there. As if he was checking if what was happening was real.
โWhat do you need me to do?โ JJ asked while he breathed heavily against my lips.

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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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The sound of wood splintering into two broke my sleep.
JJ was no longer wrapped around me. I shifted to my side, gazing through bleary eyes and a thunderous headache, and found him blocking the doorway. His back muscles rippled under the glowing sunlight. He was nothing less than angelic and I havenโt even seen his morning face yet.
โLooks like your toyโs awake.โ My blood froze through my own confusion. He was blocking Luke from entering.
โLeave him out of this, dad.โ JJ gritted through the edges of his morning voice. I hoped Luke didnโt hear the slight tremble in his voice. โYou have a problem with me, not Charlie.โ
โI have a problem with anyone thinking itโs okay to do what you just did under the roof Iโm paying for!โ Luke roared. I clutched the sheets, unsure if I should come to JJโs defense like the last time or stay here. I shifted to my side and found Luke holding two pieces of broken wood, each sharp enough to pierce through skin many times over. Yet none as sharp as the glare he gave me through the crack that JJ didnโt fully cover.
As if a boyโs greatest sin is to fall in love with another man.
I shrank back to the headboard, holding JJโs blanket like it could shield me from the monster just outside the door. JJ turned his head to me, never fully facing me but enough to let the sunlight highlight his face. โItโs okay, Charlie.โ He spoke with slight laughter that I wasnโt sure how he could manage. โJust crawl out the window and walk away. Iโll be fine.โ
โNoโ"
โGet out!โ JJ yelled with a particular hollowness. He never yelled at me before. โGet out of here and never look back. No matter what you hear donโt you dare come back here.โ
โYouโre such a disappointment, JJ. Wasnโt it enough that youโre a screw up? You had to be a boy fucker too?โ
Some part of me wanted to stay and take whatever blow Luke was going to deliver. But my trembling, shaking, useless body won and lifted the window. I landed on the unkept flower bed, the dried leaves marking the times JJ snuck out of the same space.
I followed what JJ told me. I kept on walking the uneven gravel pathway with my bare feet. I never looked back.
Not when I heard glass break.
Not when I heard a body slam against a wall.
Not when I heard the boy I loved groan from the unimaginable pain from the man who was supposed to love him.
I fell to the ground. Small stone digging into the flesh of my legs. Yet I couldnโt care less about it when the world kept spinning around. Never-ending tears fell from my eyes. My shaking hands kept reaching out to wipe them away but more kept on falling. I couldnโt breathe. My stomach was killing me, clawing at all my senses. I lurched to the ground and opened my mouth when my throat was constricted, but nothing came out.
This was nothing compared to what JJ is going through inside.
Was this the curse? Was fate, Elizabeth Teach, or the fucking grim reaper trying to kill JJ through his father? Thatโs a low blow from the universe. A damn low blow.
But I looked back to his house. The unkept white paneling. The overgrown grass. The chaos inside. This wasnโt something thatโs happening because I loved JJ. This was something thatโs been happening before I ever came into his life. This happened because the world is fucked-up way before that. A world that gave children to people that didnโt deserve to be parents. Luke wasnโt a father; he was many things, but not that.
I wondered how many times JJ had to curl up against his bed the same way I did. How many times pure terror seized his body. How many times did he have to fight back only to be doubled down again. How many times did he wish someone would save him but nothing and nobody ever came.
I wanted to go there. Grab a knife from the kitchen and put an end to it all.
And yet the world held me here. Bound me to the ground because I wasnโt strong enough to end this. The same way the whole of Outer Banks knew about what happened in this house and never did anything that lasted to get JJ out of here.
This wasnโt JJโs fault. It never was. No matter what he did that started all this, it will never be his fault.
This was Lukeโs fault.
This was the townโs fault.
Even without the curse, this was still my fault.
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC
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The second my back hit JJโs bedroom door, his lips crashed into mine. His mouth breathed the heat of a thousand flames into mine before closing in with the ice in his teeth. He lifted me like I weighed nothing, his toned stomach pressed against my crotch. JJ completely consumed me, and all I did to fight back was tug his hair slightly.
We fell onto his creaky bed. JJโs lips never left mine while my fingers fumbled with the buttons of his dress shirt. He finally pulled away, breathless and bathed in the blue moonlight as he threw his leather jacket to the corner. Instead of unbuttoning his shirt like expected, JJ pulled it off and sent the buttons to scatter across the room. โCanโt wait, pretty boy.โ He muttered before kissing me again.
My clothes came off next. His large hands were eager to slip the button holding my pants to my legs and was even more excited to touch my bare thighs with his searing palm. My long coat and corset disappeared into the darkness, leaving me with my linen dress shirt and tie. I was so drugged up from JJโs lips and hands that I didnโt even realize what was about to happen until his teeth dug into my lower lip. Iโve been wanting this for so long now, but my guts kept kicking my head. This was happening. Iโm not ready.
โJJโโ I breathed. My pulse pounded against my neck. โPleaseโโ
JJ instantly froze, still pinning me onto the mattress. He cursed against my swollen lips before pulling away, his hands now holding my face. โToo much all at once, eh?โ
โIโm sorry.โ I mumbled. And suddenly, the night crashed back into me like a flood. The look of betrayal in my friendโs face, the curse that I should be keeping JJ away from, the fact that I almost had sex with him. Too many things all at once in my head. It tore away the floodgate keeping my tears from falling. โI donโt think Iโm ready. I donโt wanna do itโโ
โHey, hey. Donโt cry cause ion know what Iโm gonna do.โ But JJ knew. He collected me into his arms, resting my head on his bare chest. My nose fitted perfectly between his firm chest, the same way my legs tucked into his lap. โYa donโt have to explain yourself. Chickened out the first time a girl offered to suck my junk too.โ He chuckled.
โReally?โ I laughed softly through my sobs. I never wouldโve thought someone with so much confidence would have a moment of weakness.
โMhm,โ JJโs voice vibrated through my own body. โDonโt wanna do a blow by blow, no pun intended, but I get it.โ His hand went down to my thigh again, but when I trembled, he immediately pulled away. โPlus, Iโm not only into you because of this. Thereโll be plenty of time for me to bend you into my will. So donโt be scared anymore.โ
โIโm not scared,โ I sighed through the hiccups. โJust a bit shaken cause you know, I thought youโre that kind of guy.โ
โOuch!โ JJ yelped dramatically, making me laugh even more. He held his chest for a moment like he was shot before ruffling my curls. โI may be a dick, but not that much.โ
โI just know most guys wouldnโt be so cool about someone going into bed with them and then suddenly backing out.โ I said.
โThatโs why Iโm claiming ya cute lilโ ass before most guys could get to you.โ JJ continued to thread his fingers through my hair. โYa just gotta stop resisting the Maybank charm.โ
I wouldโve normally had a sharp retort. I shouldโve pushed away and walked out of JJโs room. But I snuggled further into his sharp beer scent that was enough to bind my head into a blur. โIf I did date you, what would we do?โ
โHeh,โ JJ didnโt even take a moment to consider. Like heโs given this thought a million times. โI would take ya to parties and dates every day and every night. Ya gotta get some sun cause you live in the OBX and youโre this pale? Also, Imma make sure your skinny arms gets fedโ"
โI eat! I finish a box of pop tarts in three days!โ I rose up and glared playfully at JJ. The rich laugh he gave me was priceless.
JJ pulled me down again, holding my chin in his rough palms while my legs went over one muscular leg. His gaze became more serious, darkening under the blue hues of the night. โIโm gonna treat ya like royalty, Charlie. Make every moment that you fell for me worth it. Iโll make sure you know just how much Iโฆ like to be with you.โ
I held my breath, wondering if he was supposed to drop the other L word. That pause said more than his words. I clutched onto his pants, unsure what to tell him.
JJ mustโve seen how nervous I got again. The mischief went back to his face, smirk widening like the Cheshire cat. โAnd I would totally fuck your ass more than once a day.โ
โEโeveryday?โ My eyes widened. The tremor in my voice returning. โThat would probably hurt, right?โ
โGotta be honest, the first time, it would.โ JJ grinned, soothing me by shuffling my hair again. โWhy? Ya excited?โ
โNo.โ I looked down, flushed with the way JJ brings life through my veins.
JJ chuckled deeply before petting my cheeks twice. He got up and began rummaging through his clothes. He threw me an oversized faded blue hoodie and some basketball shorts. โThatโs too small for me so hope they fit ya.โ
He was probably kidding. I slipped into his hoodie. The sleeves completely swallowed my arms; there was enough for about another arm. The shorts went down to half my lower leg. โHeh, thatโs cute.โ JJ smiled at himself as he pulled down his pants. He stood before me only in his black boxers that hugged his tree trunk thighs well, but it shaped his other tree even better. โWhat? I sleep like this in my own bedroom. Got a problem?โ
โNot really.โ I shook my head as I scooted away to give him space. But JJ just pulled me flush against him again, his arm looped around my waist.
The stillness of the night settled in. Not even the marsh at the back of the Maybank property made a slight noise. It was only me and JJโs breathing against my neck. โAre you an angel, Charlie?โ
โHuh?โ I asked as JJ snuggled into the crook even further.
โCause I think the world sent ya the moment it got fucking destroyed.โ He muttered, voice reverberating against my back.
I took his hand in mine, except it was my hand that disappeared into his. โIf anything, you were the one who came into my life and saved me.โ
JJ smiled against my skin. And suddenly, everything bad that happened tonight ceased to exist.
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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There were so many connections I couldโve focused on at Sarahโs birthday parties. And yet through the marble pillars wrapped in strawberry satin and other guests forming webs of glowing red trails, I watched the string around Kiara Carerraโs finger. She was simply radiating beside Cleo, wearing a mermaid sequin dress that caught under the warm fairy lights.
It made me sick, but I couldnโt stop tracing where her string led to. JJ downed his second beer bottle, his own red ribbon whipping in the air. Throughout the night, JJ kept giving me smirks like we had some secret. I kept looking away, immediately hit by regret. Wishing I held his stare so I wouldnโt focus on the fact that he isnโt meant to be mine.
โGood evening, everyone.โ Sarah stood on stage, absolutely stunning in a velvet red gown that hugged her figure, flowing down onto a trail behind her. โYou all probably know that in actual debutante balls, the highlight is when the debutants will dance with their escorts. Since technically this is one, Iโm gonna have to ask my friends to come to the middle and dance with me because no way am I doing this alone.โ
โIโm your brotherโs friend!โ Kelce yelled through the guestsโ laughter.
โAnybody under the age of twenty, youโre not escaping this.โ Sarah glared at our table before she made her way down. Topper immediately rushed to hold her hand. In the middle of the dance floor, a closed box stood. About thirty ribbons sprouted from the openings and spilled onto the floor like tentacles. I thought it was just decoration at first.
Rafe grabbed me by the arm and dragged me before I could protest. โIf Iโm gonna have to be forced to dance, it might as well be with you.โ
โWhatโs the ribbons for?โ Topper asked just as we all gathered around the box. JJ stood at the opposite end with his friends, already eyeing me like I was his prey.
โThatโs the twist. We donโt get to choose our partners. Everyone would take one ribbon like this.โ Sarah bent down to pick one strand up. We all followed her. I chose the most inconspicuous looking one even if they were all equally shiny under the chandelier.
โNow, weโre all gonna pull on my countโโ Everybody turned to when Rafe tugged on his. It barely shook the box, but it made everyone hold their breath.
โSorry,โ Rafe muttered. โThought she said pull.โ
โAs I was saying before my brother got too excited,โ Sarah cleared her throat as she looked at Rafe with wide eyes. โOn my count, we will pull. And the person on the other end of the ribbon will be your dance partner. Because itโs said that we all have invisible red strings bound to lead us to the person weโll spend forever with. And I hope that maybe this dance could be the start of that.โ
โDonโt you find this a little bizarre?โ Rafe leaned into my ear. โConsidering you could see the actual thing? How many of us are even destined to talk after tonight.โ
โIโm used to it.โ I shrugged. He was right, though. Apart from John B, Sarah, JJ, Kiara, Pope and Cleo, everyone else were meant for someone outside this room.
Rafeโs voice dropped lower. โDo you think thereโs a chance our ribbons are tied together and you just canโt see it?โ
I turned to him, unsure what he meant. But when I found him bent down to my level, cold eyes burning through mine like he wanted to scour some kind of answer, I wasnโt sure what to tell him. I wasnโt ready for him to be upfront about his feelings for me, especially in a crowd like these. Seeing the red ribbons grow like spider webs was already overwhelming enough.
โThis one, I mean.โ Rafe lifted his physical red ribbon for the party game. โConsidering weโre standing together.โ
โOh,โ I breathed. He mustโve seen me grow pale as a ghost. โI donโt know. Iโm not sure how Iโd be able to dance with you though. We barely did it at your graduation ball. Youโre like two feet taller than me.โ
โEveryone is two feet taller than you.โ Rafe straightened himself.
I chuckled at his insult, but when I caught JJ frowning at the side of my vision, I immediately closed my mouth. I looked at him fully, and he only had his eyebrow cocked up at me. As if I was doing something questionable.
โOkay,โ Sarah began. โLetโs pull in three, two, oneโ.โ
The box unraveled to the ground as the ribbons stretched upwards. My ribbon was pulled from the other side before I could decipher whoโs at the other end. Another pull shook me towards the center. I held my end with two hands because the other person was strong. I saw Sarah laugh when she got paired with John B so itโs not them. On my other side, Kiara groaned when she realized that Rafe was her partner.
โCan ya lookinโ at other people?โ JJ tilted his head while looking at me with a tangled expression. He shook his ribbon carelessly, and sure enough, I felt the wave shock through the ribbon I held.
My mouth hung open for a second. This cannot be happening. โDid you switch with someone?โ
โYou couldโve seen it if you werenโt looking at Rafe with those sad puppy eyes,โ JJ swept the ribbon clean from my hands. Before I could react, he lassoed the string around my waist and pulled me flush against his larger body. โDoes he make you laugh like I do?โ
โIโ I wouldnโt be friends with him if he doesnโt make me laugh.โ I nervously mumbled. I looked around the venue, feeling everyoneโs eyes on us. I was the only boy paired with a guy. I donโt mind being upfront with who I am at school, but in front of Kildareโs finest, I had to be wary.
โCharlie,โ JJ pushed my face up as the live orchestra began a symphony with intense violins and mellow harps. โStop looking at everyone else and look at me.โ
โPeople are watchingโโ
โAnd youโre not theirs to dance with tonight. Youโre mine.โ JJ let the ribbon pool around us. He reached for the small of my back, practically making us one with the way he pushed me against his strong lemon and sunburnt scents.
He raised one hand, and I had no choice but to reach for his shoulder and hold his other hand. โThere you go,โ JJ cooed as he began the pace. He took large steps and I struggled to follow them with my clumsy feet. โItโs not so bad, isnโt it?โ
โI never said it was bad. I justโ I didnโt expect to dance with you.โ I looked up at JJ. The sunset hued lighting softened his eyes, and yet his blues still blazed through me.
โDonโt ya ever feel like the universe keeps pushing us together, Charlie?โ JJ asked with a reckless smile that made my legs grow even weaker. โThe red string shit must be real cause I feel that weโre connected or something."
The music swelled, and my entire universe seemed to exist just for this one single moment. My feet no longer fought with JJโs pace while we orbited the dance floor. โWhat makes you think that?โ I asked.
JJ looked up the ceiling in consideration before looking down at me again. โYa just know when you know, Charlie. Iโve been through it all. Thereโs the lowest form, a good fuck for the night. Thereโs a slightly better date that ultimately doesnโt work out. Then thereโs the girlfriend I thought was the one.โ He stopped moving and held my face in his. JJโs eyes have burned through me before, but his look tonight made me feel like I was fully consumed by the embers of his feelings. โAnd then thereโs you.โ
โJJ,โ I whispered his name like some unspoken reverence. In a perfect life, this wouldโve been the night I kissed him back. The night I told him I wanted him too. That I was willing to burn in hell as long as we burned together.
But this wasnโt a perfect life. And definitely not a perfect night.
โWhat the fuck is happening here?โ Topperโs anger smashed through the slice of perfection I had with JJ. We initially thought he was referring to us, but we found him standing before John B and Sarah. JJ let me go and rushed to his best friendโs side while I went to Topper. Before we knew it, all our friends were facing each other.
โHey, whatโs the matter?โ I asked Topper. The music was gone and the guests were clearly holding their breaths.
โI canโt fucking describe it,โ Topper inhaled sharply while Rafe put a hand on his shoulder. โI just know that thereโs something going on between Sarah and that pogue!โ He pointed towards John B.
โPlease donโt make a scene, Topper. Itโs just a dance.โ Sarah pleaded with watery eyes. I wasnโt sure what led to this, or if John B and Sarah ever continued whatever they had when I saw them at the boardwalk. But I wasnโt completely surprised that Topper wasnโt fully in the dark. He was a lot smarter than people thought.
โDonโt think I havenโt noticed, Sarah.โ Rafe interjected. โYouโve been sneaking out a lot. Dodging Topperโs calls.โ
We all watched Sarah. She was in the wrong for straight up cheating on Topper, but I couldnโt help but feel sorry for her too. It was her birthday, she didnโt deserve to be confronted like this in front of the whole town. I should be siding with my friend, but in a way, I know how emotions could be a mess. โI didnโt mean for everyone to find out like this.โ Sarah broke down in tears.
โI fucking knew it!โ Topper lunged at John B before Kelce and I could pull him back. But Topper wasnโt the one who swung, it was JJ who hit Topper.
โAsshole!โ Rafe immediately punched JJ back, and I had the feeling it wasnโt at all about what had just happened. Somehow hell broke loose in this room, with my friends finding their own opponents on the other side. Through the gasps of the guests and Ward trying to diffuse the situation, I focused on trying to get JJ off Rafe who already landed a few blows on him.
โJJ! Get off him! Please!โ I grabbed JJ by his collar, but he didnโt even flinch.
โYour friend did it first!โ JJ yelled. โWhose side are you on?โ
โOurs, obviously. Heโs a kook. Youโre nothing but someone to pass time with.โ Rafe snarled.
โReally? Then why did he keep it to himself when we saw John B kiss Sarah for the first time?โ JJ retorted just as Topper and John B stopped screaming at each other when Ward put himself between them. I didnโt even have to look behind to feel everyoneโs eyes on me. The boy unharmed yet couldโve poured water over the flame before it became wildfire.
โYou fucking knew? What kind of friend are you, Charlie?โ Topper spat out.
Pure guilt and remorse twisted in my gut. There was nothing worse than the betrayal I could clearly see on my friendโs faces. Rafe couldnโt even look at me. โIโฆ Iโm sorry, Topper.โ
โIt isnโt his fault.โ JJ finally got off Rafe. His voice was a lot calmer, yet still rough around the edges. โHe just got caught in between.โ
โGet your face out of here before I fucking strangle you next.โ Topper looked at me with pure darkness and rage. I looked away and wiped my tears, shaking from the unaltered rage I saw in Topperโs eyes. I knew he would be angry. I knew it would lead to something like this, but never this.
โTry laying a hand on him and Iโll break your neck!โ JJ started again, but I quickly caught his wrist.
โPlease donโt,โ I pleaded through my sobs. โDonโt make this worse.โ
JJ watched me and his expression instantly softened at the sight of me. I couldnโt stop trembling, but I knew I was in the wrong. This was my payment for ignoring something I shouldโve said ages ago. Just because the man I was falling for told me not to, even if back then I didnโt want to admit I was falling for him.
JJ exhaled before turning our hands, so his grip was around my wrist. He tried to pull me out the doorway, yet I remained frozen in place.
โCome with me,โ JJ grumbled with his roughened voice. โIโll get ya out of here.โ
Against all my reasons and good senses, I followed him out.
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I looked into the mirror and barely recognized the person staring back. Obsidian lace threaded through the burgundy coat that bled into my paleness like spilled wine. A fitted waistcoat hugged by small frame beneath, held together by cold silver buttons down the center. The crisp white collar scraped my jaw with every turn.
Everything about it felt wrong, and yet I have never looked more right in my entire life. The red brought warmth to my complexion. The dark threads turned my nervous sadness into elegance. It traced every line of my body with utter precision that refused to let me hide.
"You've been standing there for fifteen minutes." Rafe leaned against the bedroom door. He looked dashingly effortless in his blood velvet suit. Thin gold chains hung from his neck and wrists, bringing out the coldness of his mellow eyes. "How many times do I have to tell you? You look fine."
"You look perfect, Rafe. Perfect is far from fine." I sighed as I made his way to him.
Rafe sighed, tucking his hands into his midnight slacks. He scanned me from top to bottom. And yet, his look didn't feel like the usual scrutiny he gave the world. There was a slight warmth that almost felt like admiration. "You look far more perfect than me, Charlie." He finally mumbled.
I opened my mouth to disagree, but JJ's unmistakable drawl echoed from downstairs. "Charlie? Charliee, are you here? Should I have brought two pencils and a paper?"
"What's he doing here?" Rafe's face immediately turned sour. As if JJ Maybank was the cause of all his life problems.
"I don't know." I shrugged at Rafe before going out into the quartz painted hallway. "I'm coming down!" I called out while Rafe's footsteps were heavy behind me.
I descended the spiral staircase that led to the marbled chessboard foyer. The chandelier refracted light into a honey-toned rainbow against real white light, and underneath is where JJ stood. The world stopped along with my foosteps. The only thing keeping me here was my grip on the oak banister, but the view brought my entire being to heaven.
JJ was completely different, dressed in a maroon leather jacket with a wine red dress shirt underneath. The buttons on top were undone, exposing his sharktooth pendant between his prominent collarbones. His sun tanned skin glittered under all the lights, and his usually disheveled beach blond hair was pushed back for volume. Stiff strands fell over eyes carved from the darkest depths of the Atlantic, devastating every inch of my body. His flying red ribbon that promised to take him away from me was almost nothing compared to his entirety.
He truly looked like the prince. Of the ocean. Of recklessness. Of everything that made life worth living. And I was simply a boy in jeopardy in desperate need of saving.
"Well fuck me," JJ snapped me back into reality. He looked up at me with the most admiration I have ever seen in someone. So much that his entire face brightened. "Where have ya been hiding this snack, Charlie-boy?"
"OhโUhโ" I scratched the spot where the collar rubbed against my skin. "What are you doing here?"
"Told ya over breakfast a week ago?" JJ scrunched his eyebrows. "You're my date to this thing, pretty boy. I'm here to pick yo' ass up."
"You guys are dating?" Rafe suddenly spoke from behind. For a split second, his eyes widened in shock. But he was quick to return his resting face.
"No, we're just taking each other to Sarah's birthday. That's all." I immediately clarified as I watched Rafe ball his fist.
"Well, come on down, Charlie. I wanna see ya up close." JJ motioned for me to get off the carpeted stairs. "Ya wanna ride with us, Rafe? Just in case you need to watch Charlie over here."
Rafe glared at JJ and I before running down the stairs, mumbling "I can drive myself" before slamming the front door.
"You already proved your point, JJ. You dont have to rub it into his face that you know." I said, finally landing on the cold marble floor. My polished leather loafers blended into the sparkling black tiles.
"Eh, I decide what I wanna do with what we know. You get to decide on your own end." JJ mocked, pointing to the front door where Rafe just ran out. I've thought about the possibility of Rafe seeing me as more than a friend, and I wasn't sure what I should do. I didn't want to scare him and confront him, but I felt that I was dragging his hope along if I didn't shut it down.
JJ stood in front of me. I lifted my neck to see that the mischief in his eyes was gone, replaced by a sincerity darkened by the overhead illumination. "You look so fucking good tonight." He took my hand and pressed a kiss on the back. "Keep this up, and I'm gonna keep tearing down the walls you keep on putting between us."
"Iโ" JJ hushed me with a finger to my lips.
"Ya keep telling me that you have reasons ya don't want me. And although I'm happy ya stopped bullshitting me with fake reasons, doesn't mean I'm stopping." He bent down to whisper into my air, his breath searing my earlobe. "I'm just gonna give more reasons to bring your world into a stop. Until you yourself are gonna lean in and kiss me like there's no tomorrow."
JJ pulled away with a smile that claimed victory well before the fight had even begun. He pulled me closer before fake wincing. "Ooh, ya bring your hairspray?"
"Why?" I tilted my head, confused as to why I would need it. Was my hair going flat already?
"We gonna ride on my motorcycle. Ya need to wear a helmet." JJ grinned. "Your curls gonna get ruined before I even pull on them myself as I kiss your neck in the afterparty."
Because nothing ever works on JJ, I just slap his firm chest slightly. I could never seem to get past his comments without smiling. Or my insides being set in a holy fire.
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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โHowโd you guys meet? I thought you were the only gay person in Kildare.โ Wheezie dug into her third pancake, warm morning sun hitting her glasses. I took it upon myself to cook waffles and pancakes for everyone because JJ was joining us at the breakfast table in the greenhouse. And not because I needed to get away from JJโs morning wood pressed against my spine. And by wood, I mean a literal log.
โWeโre just friends, Wheezie.โ My breath stuttered when JJ bumped by thigh with his knee under the table. I glared at him, only for my heart to betray the rest of my body when I saw his treacherous grin. โAll sorts of genders are allowed to be friends.โ
โFriends, right. Not like I saw you sneaking him into your bedroom last night. Iโm not the kid you used to babysit with Topper. Iโm literally thirteen.โ Wheezie rolled her eyes before digging into her food like it personally offended her.
โSee, even the kid knows. Youโre the only one pushinโ me away, Charlie-bear.โ JJ slung his arm around me and pulled me close to his chest. I tried to escape but he just tightened his hold.
โBy the way, my brother would totally kill you if he saw you here hugging Charlie like that. Or that you in the room next door last night.โ Wheezie pointed at us with her golden fork. The crimson band attached to her hand whisked with her movements, promising her some happy ending in the future.
โWhatโd ya mean?โ JJ ruffled my hair before letting go. His smirk told me that he didnโt care that I spent an hour in the bathroom curling my brown strands.
โJust that I hear stuff.โ Wheezie shrugged. โIโm like a Dolores Madrigal. I know everything going on in this house, like how Sarah is planning this insanely elaborate 19th birthdayโโ
โWheezie!โ Sarah walked into the greenhouse holding small silver envelopes that glistened under the lights. Tall potted plants brushed against her bare legs. The look of mortification melted away when she saw the breakfast spread. โOoh, pancakes! Thank you, Charlie!โ
โYaโ know it couldโve been me who cooked these, right?โ JJ leaned forward.
Sarah sat down and rolled her eyes. I knew that the senior class probably knew each other, but I didnโt know she and JJ were close enough to be at some banter level. โI saw you burn instant noodles at the chateau. Instant noodles, JJ.โ She sighed before giving him a stack of envelopes like it was against her will. โI trust this will go to your friends?โ
โWhatโs that?โ I asked just as Sarah handed me a singular envelope. I opened the wax stamp carefully.
โFormal invitations for my birthday.โ Sarah began. โSince I was too angsty as an 18-year-old and I got too drunk on the way to my debutante ball, Iโm throwing myself one. Because dad needs to introduce me to society or something. But also, because I want a redo. I expect everyone one to attendโโ
โYou have to be fucking kidding me.โ I couldnโt stop the words from stumbling out my mouth when I read Theme: Red Strings of Fate. All in cursive letters. But when I realized that everyone at the table was looking at me like I had just murdered someone, I quickly smiled. โI live in this house. Of course Iโll be there.โ
โYaโ better be, cause youโre my date.โ JJโs gaze softened just as Sarah let out the breath she held.
โIโm curious though,โ I looked at Sarah. The crimson ribbon tied to her finger stretched like a slow soundwave, definitely connected to John B. โWhereโd you pick up the theme? Itโs soโฆ inventive.โ
โOh, remember when Sarah sprained her ankle and had to stay for a week? Rose got everyone hooked on this Korean show about red strings and fate and whatever to keep her occupied. Everyone except Rafe because he doesnโt care.โ Wheezie explained.
โWhatโs this about red strings shit?โ Rafe cut through our conversation. He leaned against the doorway, dressed down in just his pleated boxers and a black robe. His sculpted body on full display. โWhatโs he doinโ here?โ He jerked his head towards JJโs direction.
โUm, he just needed a place to stay last night. Your dad said itโs okay.โ I watched Rafeโs expression darken.
โSo, he slept in your bed?โ
โYeah, got a problem with that?โ JJ propped his knee up on his iron chair. I tried to look at him to tell him to stop, but he kept his daring eyes fixed at Rafe.
Rafe stared blankly at us for a moment before walking over the table. I thought he was gonna do something to JJ, but instead he just huffed heavily and swiped a waffle with his bare hands. โYou donโt know what youโre doing. Both of you.โ His gaze landed on me as he ripped off a piece of his waffle with his teeth. โThis is good, Charlie. Thanks.โ
We all watched Rafe walk into the indoor breakfast bar before we all breathed. I wasnโt sure if he was threatening me or warning me. Because he knows that I shouldnโt be this close to JJ when it could straight up kill him.
โI swear sometimes itโs like all of our parentโs dark juju went to him and all the sunshine and rainbows were left for me and Wheezie.โ Sarah shrugged before making a plate for herself.
โLooks like I won our lilโ bet, Charlie.โ JJโs voice dropped into a whisper.
I slapped him on the chest, but it just ended up being a tap against his muscles. JJ laughed. The sun turned his bright face even more glorious. Before I knew it, I was laughing too.

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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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When JJ told me weโd have to walk back to the Cameron estate, I thought he had a few screws too loose. But he occupied me well with random stories about his friends, as well as the occasional brush of his silver rings against my arm. Before I knew it, we were in front of the tall iron gates of the mansion. Only the porch light remained turned on.
โThis is me,โ I looked up at JJ. The ivory moonlight warped his face in perfect shadows. โI really had fun tonight. Except when you told me about that time you got diarrhea from bad tacos. I canโt believe you still went back there.โ
JJ cackled loud enough to wake up the neighbors. โCause I never had โem before. I love tryinโ new things out, Charlie-bear.โ He pulled me into his arms. His burly physique easily dwarfed my skinny, bony frame. โFuckinโ loved every second with yaโ. Canโt wait for your best friend to throw another temper tantrum so I donโt need to stop annoyinโ your cute lilโ ass.โ
I didnโt like the association, but Rafeโs possible outburst reminded me of Luke. That sickening man. โUm, are you going home tonight?โ I asked while still squished into JJโs abs. His worn green shirt barely hid the hard muscle underneath.
JJ took a second before responding. As if he considered if he should lie or tell me the truth. โNah, gonna crash at the Routledgeโs. John B and his dad went to Charleston for some museum shit, but I just gotta dig around for the key. Or sleep on the hammock outside.โ JJ nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck, at least as low as he can get while bending. He didnโt do anything untoward, but his hot breath fanning against my skin was enough to shatter my sensitive stomach. โYaโ could come with me, talk some more. Or not do any talkinโ at all.โ
โActually, you could come up to my room.โ I gripped the sleeve of his shirt for support. His biceps strained against the cloth.
JJ immediately straightened. He licked his lips while looking at me like I was his prey. I immediately rambled again before he could even say anything about not talking. โI would just feel really bad if you have to sleep outdoors tonight. And Mr and Mrs. Cameron are really cool with overnight guests as long as we donโt do anything to wake everyone up. I have a couch in my room so you could take that. We donโt have to share a bed.โ
โBut I want to share a bed, Charlie.โ JJ said, his rapacious smile undying.
I tugged him with his finger through the empty foyer. Itโs strange how places with so much life in the morning could be so dead in the dark. Like the spiral staircase was just sitting in its silent truth, waiting for something to disrupt its contemplation.
I immediately closed the bedroom door behind me before Rafe could come out from his side and see us. But when I turned around, JJ was leaning over me. One arm braced to my side.
โHey, Charlie.โ JJ grinned.
โHโHi.โ My breath stuttered under the speculation of his ocean blue eyes. His sharp gasoline and smoke scent killing all my inhibitions.
โWeโre in a bedroom. Alone.โ His ragged fingertip traced my cheekbone. โRafeโs probably asleep by now.โ
โYeah but weโre here as friends.โ I tried to talk blankly. But JJโs shrug told me that he could see me blushing in the darkness of my bedroom.
โSuit yourself.โ JJ pulled away, and I felt like a life source was torn away from my veins when his heat came with him. He walked around the full wall shelves filled with all my books. โDamn, yaโ some kind of librarian? How did yaโ even read all of these? Youโve only been around 16 years.โ
โI havenโt read everything.โ I sat on the edge of my queen-sized bed, pulling my legs to the side. โIโm more of a collector than a reader. Iโll probably come around reading some of them, but I doubt Iโll finish them in this lifetime. I like watching Netflix more.โ
โThese are all romance books.โ My heart took an unusual rhythm upon JJโs observation. Nobody noticed that before. Not Rafe when he helped me arrange them onto the shelves, not even Granddad. But this boy and his knowing grin did. โAt least I think so. I ainโt know the first thing about literature and shit.โ
JJ leapt onto the space beside me, the mattress quaking in his weight. His limbs sprawled across the bed. It was an expanse of comfort when Iโm on my own, but with JJ the bed didnโt seem enough. โYaโ cravinโ some love, pretty boy?โ
โMaybe,โ I pulled myself close to give JJ his space. He held his head up by one arm, stiffened hair curtaining his eyes. โIt just kept the hope alive for me.โ
โHope for what?โ JJ moved closer, burning me with his body heat once more.
โRomance. Love. That enchanted happy ending.โ I shrugged, avoiding JJโs look. I tried to come up with a reason that didnโt involve the curse but still undid the parts that Iโve been aching to talk about. โItโs just that all my friends have been dating for so long now. Rafe had his first girlfriend when he was 10. It didnโt last to lunch, but I kinda wish I also had that kind of freedom because since then Rafe has been loving and breaking hearts. I wanna fall in love. But then again, nobody ever really showed interest until you.โ
โI think plenty of people are interested in you, Charlie.โ JJ nudged me with his knee. โCan I tell yaโ somethinโ?โ
I nodded, keeping my eyes fixed on that one lint on the comforter.
โYaโ know what happened the night we met. I thought Kiara walkinโ away was the worst thing to happen to me. She really got me. Went with my shit. I screwed it all up.โ Gloom fell over his rich voice. โBut when I turned and saw yaโ by the fire? I told myself Shit, Iโve been dating the wrong person for a year now.โ
Since that night, it felt like my body was on fire whenever my paths crossed with JJ. But his realization pretty much lit my whole world on fire. It was like the night he kissed me again. โDo you wanna know something?โ My eyes darted to his glowing red ribbon slowly waving from his finger, making itโs way out the door. โI think youโre bound to go back to Kiara somehow.โ
JJ crunched his eyebrows. โWhat?โ
โI just think so. My friends told me that you guys looked together or something.โ I lied. I couldnโt tell if JJ bought it or not. His lips curved down into a straight line, like I just told him he must take history again.
โI donโt want her back anymore, Charlie.โ JJ said, the bravado in his voice completely gone. ย โSheโs not the one I imagine kissing every night.โ
โJJ, we canโt.โ I sighed. My hands were trembling, so I tucked them into the holes of my cashmere sweater. I needed to hide, but JJโs presence held back my better senses. โI just donโt think weโre good for each other.โ
โI could be the worst thing to happen to you, Charlie Genrette.โ JJ grabbed my chin and made me face him. I swore I could see the tidal waves in his eyes. It was so easy to drown in the man that did nothing but consume all the barriers I spent years putting up. โOr I could be the best thing, too.โ
I held his hand, feeling the roughness of his knuckles. The hands of someone broken one too many times. โI donโt wanna talk about this. I just wanna sleep.โ
JJ considered me for a second before nodding. โThen letโs sleep.โ
I laid down on my side, letting JJ pull the blankets above us before wrapping his arms around my waist. He rested his chin on top of my fluffy curls, humming some Radiohead song about not knowing what the hell heโs doing here.
I didnโt know what I was doing either. All I knew was that I loved being tucked into JJ like this, fitting like I was always meant to be here in his arms. I loved his breath blowing against my scalp. His large hand spanned the entirety of my stomach. Holding me like I was always his to have.
I let myself think about falling in love with JJ Maybank. There was nothing that could hurt us in this bedroom.
It was the best version of my life.
nightmares dressed like daydreams
โซโซหหห ben brown x lucas bowden x nerdy!male reader
โซโซหหห smut
โซโซหหห ben and lucas propose to resolve your long-standing love triangle with a competition in bed.
โซโซหหห content warning: explicit smut (MDNI), sharing, rough and unprotected sex, come inside, multiple orgasms (reader), dubcon at start, anal sex, dirty talk, muscle worship, squeezing, slight choking, slight size gap
Author's Note: This is definitely inspired by those Barbie, Ken, and their shared boyfriend posts I've been seeing ๐ซฃ
โYโYou want us to do what?โ You pushed up your fogged up glasses, knees pulled close to your chest. Ben and Lucas cornered you against the headboard of your bed. The two boys who captured your poor heart after meeting at some board game event. Little did you know it would start a six month tug of war.
โIf youโre comfortable,โ Ben traced absent-minded circles on your thigh. His hand was large enough to span its entirety. โWeโd take turns on you.โ
โThen youโd decide who you want between us.โ Lucas leaned forward, his half-lidded stare baring into the depths of your existence. It felt like he was reading your confusion; Some days you craved Benโs casual demeanor bleeding into his intensity, while some days you wanted Lucasโ lazy words yet rough actions. He lifted your face with the chin. โSo, what do you say?โ
Before you could even overthink it, Lucas pummeled his mouth into yours. Like a speeding car crashing into a wall at full speed, shards of his bittersweetness pierced your tongue. He explored your mouth as if it was his to take. You were stripped down to nothing, completely at the mercy of his body glistening in the lamplight. At the back of your mind, you felt Ben get off the bed. โFuck, youโre delicious. Made to be ruined by me.โ His teeth dug into your lower lip, letting the metallic tang drip down your chin.
After slicking himself with lube from the nightstand, Lucas aligned himself to your hole. โBreathe baby, Iโm a bit bigger than that fella over there.โ He chuckled, but when you turned your head to look at Ben, he immediately gripped your jaw. He breached you in one slicked thrust that arched your back from the bed. He wasnโt kidding, you could feel the fullness of every inch of Lucasโ cock. โOr donโt. I like you tight anyway.โ
Every thrust came with a certain roughness that knocked your glasses side ward. Lucas held your waist like you were going to fly once he lets go. His pounds knocked the air from your lungs in repeated punctuation, intensified by his uneven thrusts. Sometimes he came in hard and other times he took his sweet time dragging against your walls.
โYou look so good like this,โ Lucas breathed above you. He brought your hand to his sweaty chest, his heart thumping against your palm. โThatโs how good you make me feel. We ruin each other.โ
Your first orgasm hit like a wrecking ball, spurting warmth all over your stomach. Your legs wrapped around Lucasโ waist as he continued to thrust until he reached his own high inside you. He coated your walls with his seed. You kept on moaning until Lucas halted his thrusts suddenly. The weight in your stomach settled, like he emptied his balls inside.
Lucas pecked your lips before pulling out, letting warmth trickle down your thighs. โGood luck, pretty boy.โ He lightly tapped your cheek before Ben came to view. He was fully nude, his muscles far more defined with his equally large cock erect and veiny. He crawled on top of you, rough hands separating your closed thighs. โYou sure youโre still up for this?โ
You nodded profusely, eager to take him in. Ben kept his electric blue eyes on yours as he pushed in. He stole the breaths you just retrieved after Lucas. Your fingers dug into the defined muscles of his back until you felt him fully inside you. His cock head pressed against your prostate, sending sparks of pleasure with minimal effort. โYou alright?โ He ran his hand through your hair.
โMโmove!โ You gasped in a plea. Over-sensitivity burned your senses into a crisp, yet you craved more of the fire.
The first snap of Benโs hips sent your glasses flying. Through the slight blur in your vision, you watched Ben slightly smirk. Every thrust was enough to shake your entire body, so Ben pinned you on the mattress. โFuck, you take me so well boy.โ He squeezed the flesh of your ass, making you yelp through the evenly rough pace. Every repeated movement worked to another burst of pleasure.
Your trembling hands traveled from the gap between his pectorals down to the ridges of his abs and the v-line where his cock pounded into your ass. Your nerves died and came to back life along with his pace, consistently pounding your prostate and shooting sweet pleasure through your veins. โKeep on worshiping me like that, pretty boy.โ He rasped into yours. โIโm all yours if you choose me.โ
Your second orgasm came just as intense as the first, seizing your body into an otherworldly trance. Nightmares and daydreams bleeding into each other. Ben filled your ass up to the brim, mixing in with the remains of Lucasโ own spent. He revived the warmth in your exhausted body. Sooner, he pulled out and collapsed next to you.
Lucas crashed into the empty space beside you, still bare from the rough coupling. They trapped you in the furnaces of their body heat. โSo, who do you want to be with?โ
The admission lingered in your tongue, although you werenโt sure if they would be accepting when their dark gazes raked your body. Watching every tremble of your body. Every slight quiver. Every blush.
โSpeak up, love.โ Ben thumbed your lower lip. โWhatever your decision is, weโd accept it. No hard feelings. We already had you in all the ways we wanted.โ
โIโโ You took a deep breath. โI really like the both of you. I donโt know what to do because I canโt choose. I donโt wanna hurt either of you, but I know that I may be leading one of you on. I feel like Iโm a bad person.โ
Silence fell inside the room. Nothing but the quiet hum of the fan hanging above the three of you.
โWell,โ Lucas began. โYouโre allowed to have the both of us, you know. Weโre in the 21st century.โ
โYeah, I guess.โ Ben spoke a few seconds later, his voice rough from exertion.
โHow would that work exactly?โ You read about that kind of relationship before, but you werenโt sure what it exactly meant.
They both rose up and looked down on you. Lucas had a wide smirk while Ben had a small smile he was trying to hide. โWeโll teach you, pretty boy.โ Lucas purred as he scooped the cum on your stomach and licked it off his fingers.
โAfter we figure out a way not to kill each other first.โ Ben lifts the blanket and drapes it over your bodies. You soon drifted to sleep with both their hands wrapped around your waist, bringing you into a land of uncertainty and curiosity towards unknown territories.
Iโm SAT for your current series and Iโve been tuning in so much checking your feed. I donโt even watch OBX or know much about it all I know is Rafe (Drew Starkey) and JJ (Rudy Pankow) are hot af and Iโd rather have this as the actual plot to OBX and I would actually watch it. So please keep writing because I wanna see where this goes๐
Thank you so much !! This means a lot to me as someone who struggles with motivation a lot lol
Although I would still take this opportunity to promote OBX as its very worth watching ๐ซถ i think there's something for every kind of viewer in the show, i didn't watch it at first thinking its plainly adventure but its so much more than that
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Rafe remained standing on the balcony as he watched me leave in JJโs truck. He was like a ghost with tight jaws and clenched fists against the obsidian banister. The chances of JJ being right about him were low, but not zero.
God, I hated how JJโs words embedded in my head. And now theyโre taking roots in my brain.
โHe looked like he wanted to burn this truck down,โ JJ chuckled as he drove past the tall limestone marble mansions hidden behind iron gates and hedges, occasionally broken by sidewalk palm trees as the street unfolded like a film roll. โYaโ really donโt see how he gives every guy in your life the death stare? He made yaโ move in next to his bedroom. Heโs probably watching yaโ shower and change in your underwear.โ
โRafeโs not like that.โ I shook my head. โAnd it wasnโt him who offered; it was Mr. Cameron. Heโs been trying to get my granddad to sell some of our islands because he wants to develop them into resorts. Heโs been so desperate that he threw his wedding anniversary party and Rafeโs 18th birthday just to get me and Granddad to talk in his office.โ
โI know,โ JJโs tone shifted into gruffness. I watch his fingers flex across the steering wheel he maneuvers with one hand, his free arm propped up on the center storage. โThat fuckerโs been tryinโ to buy up The Cut too. Heard heโs trynaโ get zoning laws messed up so heโd have this way.โ
โWardโs a nice guy, but I wish heโd stop being greedy.โ I sighed.
โBut ion wanna talk about greedy fucks, Charlie.โ JJโs crooked grin returned, his eyes fixed on mine. โWhatdyaโ wanna do?โ
โYouโre the one who invited me in this ridiculous plan.โ I chuckled at JJ. โAnd you donโt have a plan?โ
โNot a plan guy. Usually I just take โem straight to bed.โ His smile spread wider. โBut yaโ ainโt my usual.โ
I ignored the tornadoes JJโs last words spun around my stomach. โConsidering that youโre gonna be wrong about Rafe having feelings for me, you get to decide the last thing youโll do with me before you leave me alone for good.โ
โHm,โ JJ pursed his dry lips in thought, before a devious smirk brings life to his suntanned skin.
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Sunset purple and orange bled from the sky onto the empty parking lot, devouring the gravel around us in angelic hues. JJ opened his trunk for us to sit on, setting our food between us. I just got tater tots with loads of cheese, while JJ got a cheeseburger and two cans of beer.
โSo, what did Rafe say when yaโ walked out the door?โ JJ took a large bite from his burger, the sauce dripping onto the napkins I thankfully set. โDamn, always delicious.โ
โThat I was out of my mind hanging out with you when you gave me the middle finger after we kissed.โ I stabbed my fork into my meal. โBut heโs always like that when we talk about other people. He always has something to say. He just hates humans.โ
โAbout that,โ JJ pulled up his knee before pushing his hair back. His eyes drift away into the diner where our food came from. โI shouldnโt have told ya to fuck off after I kissed you.โ
I wasnโt expecting JJ to apologize. It seemed to be a tough thing to do for him, with the way he avoided looking at me. I never let myself admit it that night, but it did sting that the first guy I kiss would walk away so easily. โItโs okay, I wasnโt clear either with you either. What I meant was youโre fresh out of a relationship and it would feel weird if we just got together immediately.โ
โWas I your first kiss?โ JJ asked suddenly. His smile remained but there was a new seriousness in his eyes, plunging deep into my soul.
โYes.โ I whispered my admission.
I half expected him to laugh or even tease me about it, but JJ just nodded to himself. He went silent again. All I wanted to know when I watched him get distracted by the burning horizon was what he thought. Did he think I was pathetic for not having kissed anyone before? โSo, we cool, right pretty boy?โ He bumped me on the shoulder a bit too harshly. โDamn, sorry.โ
โWeโre cool.โ I nodded. Just as JJ and I took another bite, a man with white hair made his way to us. His white shirt and flannel jacket was greasy and sweaty, giving way to a slight beer belly. He was about three feet away from us, yet he still smelled strong like a distillery. I immediately looked away from him when he saw me. His red string strained into the sky. Something about his presence made me want to cough up all the food I ate.
โI need the truck, JJ.โ I instantly recognized the voice. The same man that yelled outside of JJโs bedroom. The man he seemed to be afraid of. โGet his tranny looking ass and your own off my truck.โ
โHey, donโt call him that!โ JJ jumped from where we sat in front of his dad, sizing him up. Fear seized my veins. I wanted to tell JJ to walk away but the way they looked at each other made me realize I wasnโt the powerless one here. They looked at each other with so much disgust and fury that I wasnโt sure if they were even blood related. โYaโ donโt go around callinโ that boy slurs because heโs the reason I graduated. And I borrowed the car. I told yaโ this morninโ, itโs mine for the night.โ
โIโM PAYING FOR THIS PIECE OF SHIT!โ His dad lifted his hand high up in the air so easily it was sickening, and a scream finally tore from my throat. โHEY!โ
They both looked at me. JJโs eyes trembled slightly, pleading with me not to get involved. His dad looked at me like he was ready to murder me as well. โI wonโt do that if I were you.โ
His dad laughed deeply. His voice was coarse, unlike JJโs rich intonation. โYou really want to take on me when you look like you could get knocked down in one punch?โ
JJ muttered for his father to stop as I opened my mouth again. It was too late to back down. โGo ahead, and my grandfather will make sure youโre serving a prison and rehab sentence longer than Lindsay Lohan.โ I jumped from the truck and stepped towards him, attempting to hide the terror that he caused with the narrowing of his eyes. โPeople already know youโre the town drunk; youโre getting sloppy if you let everyone in this town know your domestic behavior too.โ
The car keys jingled as JJ shoved it into his fatherโs chest. โThere, take the car. Just leave us the fuck alone.โ
His dad stared at us for a second that went too long before growling. He pushed all our food off the truck before slamming the doors closed. As he pulled away violently, I watched the beer spill onto the ground. It darkened like blood. And I prayed that JJโs life didnโt get to the point of that much bleeding.
โSorry about your tots,โ JJ chuckled breathlessly. Heโs so quick to return his bravado it was terrifying. He leaned back down to pick up the other can that didnโt get shattered from the impact. โMy dadโs just drunk. He ainโt usually like that.โ
โYou donโt have to do that with me, JJ.โ I spoke. My heart felt heavy seeing him pick up the pieces of someone elseโs mess.
โDo what?โ He rolls all the damaged food into one plastic bag.
โLie.โ I regretted my words as soon as it left my lips. JJ stood up slowly, his eyes held perfectly still like an anchor on the ocean floor. The way someone does when theyโre trying not to break.
โIโm not lying.โ JJ said almost too quickly. His smug smirk came a second too late.
I took the plastic from him and gave him a reassuring smile. โHow do we get out of here now?โ
JJ understood. He always did. He didnโt need to talk about it if he didnโt want to. โI have no fuckinโ idea.โ

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Soooo Charlie being oblivious about everyone thinking Rafeโs his boyfriend and people assuming him and Rafe are sleeping together and Rafe being aware and okay with it and itโs implied that he doesnโt deny it until Charlie found out and confronted Rafe about it. Rafe saying he doesnโt care whether itโs a she or a he. Rafe offering his lap for Charlie to sit on. Rafe holding the door open for Charlie. Rafe telling Charlie that he could do better than JJ. Rafe seems to always have something negative to say about JJ when Charlie brings him up. Rafe is always around Charlie too. What the fuck is going on in here on this day?
In the coming chapters, it will become clearer what's going on between them and what it means for JJ and Charlie
but ngl i feel so valued that someone noticed the little things i planted throughout the chapters so thank youu ๐ซถ this motivates me so much
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เชโโด JJ Maybank x Male OC (Charlie Genrette)
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"It's so stupid, I'm surprised he bought it." Rafe held the door open for me, and I immediately wished we stayed inside the ice cream shop. I loved the Outer Banks, but the sun sometimes makes me want to move to Antartica. "Did he really just walk away from you?"
"Yeah, which means problem solved. Nobody's dying because of me." I dug into my mint gelato before the heat could melt my $25. Rafe gave me a disgusted look, never failing to tell me that I'm basically eating toothpaste.
"You do know that like is different from love." Rafe's longer legs gained speed more than me. I practically had to hop on the sidewalk to match his. "You're allowed to gawk him. Kiss him. Maybe even fuck him. You're just not allowed to fall in love with him." He takes a bite from his own fruit gelato.
"Jesus Rafe, I would never sleep someone if I'm not in love with them." I tell him. There weren't plenty of people out downtown. Normally, I would be more wary talking about such topics in public. "I'm not as, you know, open as you."
"Your problem, not mine." Rafe mutters lowly. "I'm just saying you don't have to prevent yourself from enjoying the joys of sex and romance if you dont focus on the romance part. You're only 16 once. As long as you remember that you deserve better than that guy." He clears his throat. "Plus, the way the curse works is dodgy. What if you think you're in love with someone, but you aren't? Will they still die? And how is JJ alive when you kissed already?"
"I wasn't in love with JJ." I looked up at Rafe. We stood next to a trashcan, scraping the last of our gelatos that barely regulated our body temperature. It cooled our throats for a second, and it was gone the next. "And I don't know why the kiss didn't do anythingโ oh my god hide me."
I ran behind Rafe when I spotted JJ getting out of his truck across the street. The asshole he is, Rafe steps aside just as JJ turned around and faced my direction.
He wore a denim jacket over a white shirt, uncharacteristic when the weather was like hell on earth. I expected him to give me the finger again, but instead, he gave me a tiny smile that made my heart sputter. "Charlie, hey!" He yelled. "Can we talk?"
"I don't think that's a good idea." I shook my head, tossing my cup into the trashcan.
"Stay there, I'm comingโ JESUS CHRIST!" I immediately lifted my head when the screech of rubber against asphalt shot into my head like a bullet. An ambulance flashed like a blur in front of JJ, barely missing him by an inch. Everything happened so fast that I didn't snap out of my shock until JJ went in the middle of the road and yelled "FUCKER! WHAT THE HELL!"
"Maybank, you alright?" Rafe stepped forward slightly.
JJ made his way to us, his casual stride carrying a bit of weight. "Yeah, just don't know what that asshole was doin'. Probably my cousin on the wheel." He laughs slightly before looking at me. "Ya' seem more shaken up, pretty boy. Scared I would die in front of ya'?"
"What? Nโno. I was just worried. You almost got ran over in front of me." I whispered, attempting to ignore the way his windswept blond hair fell over his intense gaze. "Any normal person would've been concerned, you know."
"Yeah, but not everyone would've turned white." JJ caught my cheek between his fingers. I didn't know I was pale, but I did feel like all the blood drained from my arms for a moment. "Donโt ya worry, I'm not going anywhere when I left ya so upset."
"He already told you he doesn't want you. And you gave him the middle finger." Rafe interrupted. He crushed his paper cup before chucking it with a bit more force than necessary. "Get lost, Maybank."
"Hey, why don't ya let Charlie talk for himself? You're always around him. Everyone thinks you're his boyfriend." JJ snapped at Rafe.
I immediately turned to Rafe, already fuming and clenching his fists. I held his wrist tenatively, bringing him back from the dark places I knew his mind always went to. "Hey, Rafe, don't. It's okay. He's not trying to fight you."
"Well, i'on back down from any fight, Charlieโ"
"JJ, don't. Please." I pleaded to JJ. His face softened, although his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. I turned back to Rafe again. "How bout I'll just meet you by your car? I just have to talk to him."
Rafe gave JJ one last death look before walking to his black SUV. I turned around and saw JJ leaning against the streetlamp, hands tucked into his oversized jacket. "What was that? Ya' his personal therapist or somethin'?"
"No, it's something Ward and Rose told me about when Rafe had to go to a... specialist when he was 10. He just needs help regulating his emotions from time to time." I explained. "That's everything I'm in a position to say, to be honest. I really don't know why you seem to strike a chord within him. He isn't that volatile unless there's something that happened between you guys that I don't know."
JJ laughed at me hoarsely. He stood straight and towered over me. "Ya really don't know?" His body heat radiated towards me so hard it made my heartbeat quicker. "And for the record, what I said the night we met is true. I only know Rafe because John B's head over heels with his sister."
"What don't I know?" I craned my head up to meet his gaze.
"He likes ya." JJ raises an eyebrow. "Damn, you really don't know. How could you be so dense?"
It takes a second to process what JJ just told me. I choked back a laugh, covering my mouth. "JJ, Rafe does not like me. More than friends, at least." I whisper. "He likes girls. He brings home a brand new one like every night."
"Nah, I've seen the way he looks at you." JJ shook his head in amusement, his greasy hair tangling into each other. "Tell ya what, go out with me so I could prove my point."
"Excuse me?"
"Go out with me and make sure Rafe knows." JJ pulled me flush against his body by the arm. "If he doesn't care, then I'll be the first to apologize, and I'll gladly leave ya alone, Charlie-bear. But if he reacts and I'm right, well you'll decide what you want to do with that information." He touches my lips again. Flashes of the night we kissed flickered in my head like a movie. I looked at his own pair, remembering how they devastated and rejuvinated me all at once. He's the only guy I ever kissed. And deep inside, I wanted to keep it at that.
"Talk, before I kiss you again." JJ talks low like a secret. He really has to stop brushing his fingers over my lips.
"Iโ What if he gets triggered? That's gonna be on me." I asked JJ. But it's impossible that Rafe looked at me romantically. We were friends, I knew his boundaries, and he knew mine too. Nothing he has ever done told me otherwise. "Actually, no. Let's do it. Because I know that Rafe doesn't care and he's just gonna tell me that you're not worth my time or something because you're not a kook."
"And do you agree with him, Charlie?" His hands land on my curved shoulder blades. JJ's face becomes tight and unreadable.
"Of course not," I laughed nervously. "I couldn't care less if you're a kook or a pogue. What matters is we're friends." I placed some weight on the last word.
"Of course, Charlie. We're friends who happened to mack last night." JJ smirked. "You good tonight? After dinner?"
"Sure." My eyes lingered on his dangerous grin. JJ is basically showing me that he has something else planned for tonight. But for reasons I didn't want to admit to myself, I didn't mind. I didn't mind at all.