strange beautiful

…I’ll face the issue soundly, with a clear head, and a strong will. In fact, my will is unimportant now. I am a different being than I was a year ago.

There are a few things in life so beautiful they hurt: swimming in the ocean while it rains, reading alone in empty libraries, the sea of stars that appear when you’re miles away from the neon lights of the city, bars after 2am, walking in the wilderness, all the phases of the moon, the things we do not know about the universe, and you.

But with you I am deeply passionately, unrequitedly in love.

You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her.

Be careful when you cast out your demons that you don’t throw away the best of yourself.

Being a nerd, which is to say going too far and caring too much about a subject, is the best way to make friends I know.