STRAWBERRIES

Kung hindi lang para kay Nicnic, parang gusto ko nalang mamatay. Dami daming isipin, problema. haaayy

This is not the life I wanted. Bakit ba para kong pinaparusahan lagi sa mga bagay na diko naman gusto o kasalanan. Dami ko ng utang hayyy diko na alam sa mga susunod kung san pa ako kukuha. Hanggang ngayon.. halos isang taon na ako lang talaga lahat kahit nabuntis at nanganak. Ngayon kawawa ang anak ko madadamay sa kakulangan ko. Hanggang mamayang hapon nalang kuryente nmin, mapuputulan na kami. Lord God I know you provide pero unahin niyo po sanang bigyan ako ng katuwang sa mga pasubok 🙏🏻😭

But seriously, I still think about you. I miss you and how happy we used to be. That was probably the happiest phase of my life. I don’t know what went wrong and why everything ended up like this. At least I have good memories to look back on—memories that remind me that at some point in my life, I experienced being loved…

Maybe the moment I see you happy with someone else will be the only time I can let go of whatever feelings I have. When that time comes, I don't know if I'll be able to handle seeing it, hehe, but of course, I'll be happy for you. genuinely 🥺

i miss you.. i hope you’re ok wherever you are.

Diko alam kung bakit ba ako napunta sa ganitong sitwasyon. Ang hirap, ang sakit. God knows how much I wanted to run to you to seek comfort. Pero hindi ko na magawa…. wala na akong matakbuhan. ang bigat bigat. ikaw kaya kumusta na? Sana nasa mabuti kang kalagayan.