storyofmanythoughts

a piece of my heart will forever beat for you

i know I’m not easy to love but please be patient with me.

It is exhausting always putting you first.

You cannot expect things to be how it use to be. You cannot expect my body to react the same way it use to. You haven’t touched me in six months. It doesn’t work this way. Why is that so hard to understand?

trying to be an angry man's peace is the worst thing a woman will go through

Watching a parent go through cancer forever changes who you are as a person. You have to be strong and suffer a huge loss all at once while watching them slip away. The images from that stay with you. It’s not easy. Four years later and it still hurts.

maybe I’m too hard to love.

How can I be a safe space for every person in my life aside from the one person that means the most. What have I done?

How is it that the one person who hurt me the most is also the only one who can make me feel better?

If I ask you about her, I already know. So why lie?