Rakan ( LOL)

This is a very frustrating moment since I had planned to back up a few things tonight for this very reason but haha crazy how fate works out sometimes… OTL

I hope ya’ll have a wonderful day, I’ll be back…eventually lol.

Do you sometimes get hit with muse inspiration out of nowhere from a long dead franchise that hasn't seen the light of day for twenty years? Because I just have and I'm just staring at this muse like- where the fuck did you come from???

Finally watched Z4! Now I'm all caught up. It reminds me that I need to make a D.escendants / Z / or Monster High verses for Deuce and Zed. But those will come in time since my brainrot for @lcstwarricr is still unreal. But the thoughts for the muses here slowly trickle back, but I'm not going to force anything! It has been nice giving them a much needed break.

...the audience spoke fast LMAOOO

I know I haven't been on this blog for the last couple months, but I'll have you know that I've been highly considering making a smoll animation meme of Scott doing part of a dance from S.oda Pop.

Okay, I removed Kendo from the muse list since he is over on @lcstwarricr now ( and that's where I've been mainly, so this blog is still on a bit of a break). However, I re-added Rakan, but he will be strictly the star guardian version of himself, since he is far easier to throw into other verses if needed. I still have a lot to go, but my muse isn't vibing here today!

Wow... I got a paper-like texture for my ipad screen. And oh my god. How have I completely bypassed this for the last five to six years since I've had my device? It makes drawing feel SO much better, I'm shocked by how much it is really helping me regain my drawing confidence again?? I never truly realized how much the slip n' slide of the glass really threw me off. I was too used to it at the time. I genuinely thought I was losing my drive, but the fact that this simple fixed really made that much of a difference for me. I'll tAKE IT.

Just…thoughts I’m not immediately going to go into yet but they’ve swirled around the last few days 🤔

Decided to do a complete overhaul of this blog. And no worries, I'm not unfollowing anyone, nor am I moving blogs. I am simply overwhelmed and have admittedly been staying away from this blog because of such. I have to be honest to myself that I cannot catch up on drafts currently. But I'm not accepting anything right now until I get myself organized ( and finish the muses on my poor muse list that had been left unfinished damn) I may be a bit stricter of what characters I want to RP with too, so I may adhering majorly to a primary muse list / Muses I'm not vibing with at the moment. I don't want to force a character that is temporarily not around.

Part of me feels like I need to do a complete refresh here. Not move blogs at all, but just. delete drafts and asks. I know I haven't been on at all on this side, so a lot of the dash here has been missed for the past month or so. I'm so behind on A LOT. and it feels... tbh overwhelming and idek what's happening anymore. I really need to regroup and organize myself here. I apologize for the silence and the inconvenience. Part of the reason why I haven't truly made my return back to this blog while I hyper-focus on @lcstwarricr

Ya’llllll, look what I got for my birthday! I never knew they made this until the other week or two, and the fact my fam got it for me 🥺🥺🥺