fly away

Brooks: i miss when we would lie on the beach together and you would wear those huge sunglasses that would cover your face and i would always try to steal them from you coz i don't like when you hide your face

Brooks: you have em, babe, they're all yours 😍

Brooks: see, that's why i'm working hard to come see you. i don't want you to get all anxious and sad again. i hate when you're anxious and sad. i'm not overworking myself, i promise, just working hard to see you

Brooks: you had me scared for a long time. letting myself love you was a really really hard thing to do knowing you might not love me back

Brooks: you are way too special to just be a driveby infatuation. you're claire hernandez, adorably geeky. i love you so much

Claire: i miss when i would steal your shirts without you knowing and you'd be looking everywhere for it and when you'd realize i had it you'd get literal heart eyes

Claire: which reminds me i have your nirvana shirt not sorry

Claire: im going to be fine, therapy is going extra good so don't you worry about me. as long as i can call you when needed im fine 😚 just don't go crazy trying to get all the money, shit ill help you pay. i just wanna see you soon

Claire: i know the feeling, it was hard trusting you enough to love you as much as i do. it was hard but im glad i did

Brooks: you know what i miss? when you get tired of walking or just feel lazy and you make me give you piggyback rides. you're always so light and i like having your arms wrapped around me so tightly

Brooks: i give all MY kisses to you 😘😘😘

Brooks: waiting to go back to campus is too long of a wait. i'm gonna raise the money, promise. i just need to work a few extra shifts at my job and i'll have just enough if your parents let me stay at your place

Brooks: i remember when you told me i couldn't make you fall for me. i was so worried that if i tried and ended up falling for you, you'd be right and you wouldn't love me and i'd love you. it freaked me out

Brooks: but i like being your softie ☺️

Claire: i miss when id force you to watch documentaries and you'd always end up falling asleep with your head in my lap because you always fell asleep with a stupid smile and cute hair

Claire: that's all i want, all your kisses 😊

Claire: baby, you shouldn't have to work that hard just to come see me. just do your best, okay. are you kidding? my parents are in love with you, they're convinced youre the reason the doctor told me i could start lowering my anxiety med dosage. which you probably are.

Claire: i always knew you'd prove me wrong, probably because i was already staring at you lovingly from the back of english all last year.

Brooks: i miss playing with your hair and keeping your cute little body close to mine all the time 😞

Brooks: 😘😘😘 some kisses for my lady

Brooks: i'm trying to pull together enough money to come visit you, but it's really hard

Brooks: i love you more than i ever thought i could love someone

Claire: i miss feeling all little and adorable when you wrap your arms around me. i even miss holding your hand now 😦

Claire: you're the cutest you get all the kisses 😘😘😘

Claire: babe, no, i don't want you to worry too much about doing that. sh i know it's hard and if you can't then ill count down the days till we take over the campus

Brooks: daily remind that i miss your cuddles too ☺️

Brooks: and that you're a nerd 😜

Brooks: and that i love you too kiddo

Brooks: so much

Claire: falling asleep without you to protect me isn't fun 😡

Claire: and kisses would be rad too 😍

Claire: i want you back, your parents are poopie heads anyways

Claire: daily reminder that i miss your cuddles 😘

Claire: and that you're a loser 🙊