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โyou were disgusted with yourself but why? why had the guy youโve then woken up beside cause such a twist in your stomach that your spine itched?
your hair lay, thrown along your head as your eyes blinked at the human next to you.
that all to familiar feeling of raw skin on the bed sheets confirmed that you were in the same predicament as he was, his lower half luckily being shielded by the blanket and his curly blonde mullet partially sticking to the side of his face. a snore coming from his puckered and opened lips.
you had slept with billy hargrove.
right after you said to him you hated his guts and wouldnโt be caught dead in the same car as him but ate your words that following weekend, at a party which resulted in too many drinks to handle and your body acting impulsively.
your tongue darted out to lick your lips, the flavor of alcohol having a slight residue still before you made up your mind.
โget the fuck out before he wakes.โ the voice in your conscious said to you over and over, body slipping from underneath his grip and then the cold air from his room stuck to your naked body.
you looked around for your clothes, head on a swivel as your eyes bounced toward billy every millisecond, praying he stayed a sleeping dog.
youโd managed to find your jeans and the white button up your sported before grabbing your shoes and sneakily leaving from his room. the house seemed to still be at a silent hum, as if no one had graced the day yet.
your feet softly padding down the hall before looking over at the wall and seeing it was 6 AM on the nose. your teeth kissed themselves as your feet hurriedly carried you out of the hargrove house. immediately grabbing hold of the fact that you didnโt drive here, and only billyโs car sat parked in the driveway.
you groaned as you then start to make haste down the road, eventually being able to navigate your way home. it was 6:45 by the time your now sheltered soles beat up your wooden porch. your fingers tapped along your jeans before you groaned, not feeling your keys and more so assuming they may still be at billyโs.
โshit!โ you whisper yelled to the ground before your fingers found the loose panel in the shutters of your front window. the key being securely tucked in there before unlocking your front door, gently shutting it to not alert your parents, and immediately running to your room.
you walked back and forth in your room with your hands in your hair and your eyes scrambling for invisible answers.
โfucking billyโฆ i fucked billyโฆ billy fucked me.โ you were shocked at the open admittance and the pure anxiety that mixed into your body.
now he was going to tell the whole basketball team heโd finally got a bite of Y/N. that Y/N is a total sleaze and would give it up after a while.
the millions of scenarios traced through your brain, over and over, nothing coming to the term that billy probably would never say that about you.
but billy was a dick. he had a great one but is was one.
you sighed as you shook your head, slowly accepting your fate before stripping yourself once again and walking into your bathroom. scrubbing your body of the night and preparing yourself for the next time youโd see him.
a good day of rest had past. youโve made up your mind that the best interest was to avoid him. donโt let him even see you walk to your car when you got out of class.
you realized that your keys would still be at his house but luckily your father was a over thinker and had a โjust in caseโ anything, including extra car keys.
youโd had it tossed in your bag, fixing your hair and outfit for the school day before walking downstairs into the kitchen. your mother making some toast and coffee for herself before seeing you grab the toaster strudel she had sitting out for you.
โoff you go?โ she looked at you, her sleepy sullen eyes trying to wake themselves up as she slowly started to move toward the cabinet and grab a mug.
โyeah mom, iโll see you when im back?โ your teeth bit down into the warm breakfast pastry, bits of flake falling back onto the plate.
โno, me and your dad have to go to your aunts for a bit. she wants to show us the new patio her husband built.โ she said with such a fake excitement you could help but slightly snort at her, a chuckle coming from her.
โwell yall have fun.โ you smiled at your mom, rounding the tiny table before placing a kiss on her cheek, making your way to your car and making sure to start your day off as planned. drive slow and get there afterโฆ billy.
your feet tapped on the floor gently as your car had been stationary for about 15 minutes. billy was there before you, as planned, but he had been sitting outside chatting with some girl he was probably going to get a hold of soon.
your chest had tightened just a smidge before forcing the feeling to bury itself. you were supposed to be sworn enemies. enemies donโt hook up after parties, they argue and declare war for their egos being bruised. and to top it off enemies also donโt have sexual innuendos every time they come in contact with one another.
so eventually as you sat there in the car, you conjured the mindset to keep a distance away from him. no fighting, no eye contact, fuck it, your keys were just going to have to stay in his house.
eventually you eyeballed him walk toward the school, some people even unintentionally walking behind him, causing him to blend into the crowd. you got out your car, gripping your backpack strap and sighing as our feet started to lead you toward the doors also. thanking god your first class didnโt have him in it.
about 3 classes had passed, your 3rd period before lunch you did have billy in there, but you sat in the back, swapping seats with one of the girls who was a fiend for billyโs attention. he groaned, noticing that some random girl had now sat in your spot and he had nobody to pass the time with. turning to look over at you, you on the other hand having his entire body blurred in your peripheral and not wanting to even acknowledge his existence.
which he was now confused about. you fed him his own medicine every time you two had interacted and now you werenโt even looking at him. he didnโt even see you when school first started, normally being able to spot your forest green bobcat from a mile away.
he had thought back to waking up in his bed, back exposed to the sun leaking from his window and the house still being quiet. he assumed nobody made it home last night and max had been out with her little party of friends, more than likely having a sleep over.
his eyes puffy with a solid nights rest but his body feeling that all to familiar feeling of alcohol plus a good body he had obtained. he woke up feeling utterly amazing, a lot better than normal and it definitely had him forcing himself to try to remember but he didnโt. the liquor fully doing itโs job but clearly not enough as he was able to make it home car in tact. and he made sure of that as he peeked out the living room window to notice his car in the driveway.
heโd basically walked around the house with his towel on, not really wanting to search for clothes until he sighed and walked back to his room. his foot immediately pressing down on something hard and jagged.
โshit, shit! agh!โ he groaned loudly his foot flying up to be gripped by his hands before gently bracing himself to fall back onto his closed door as he then seethed.
he looked down at the culprit to his pain and immediately picked up what were a pair of keys. not his keys thoughโฆ his didnโt have a random angel charm on the loop. his fingers gripped at the item, inspecting it before he frowned. he recognized it and squinted in thought before it all started to come back to him.
he had you in his room that past night. he had kissed you all along your body drunkenly and felt everything he had only imagined under his finger tips. yeah you guys had a history of saying the most heinous things to one another. hell you even announced that youโd eat a bowl of glass before youโd ever be nice to billy hargrove. he on the other hand mainly picked at you because he quite liked the feeling of being around you. your annoyance toward him was a weird thing he favored other than being flocked after by girls all day. hence if he did have a date that night, heโd mainly got to you to brag about it but also get your reaction to the person. for some reason he wanted to please you and your opinions on him. and here he was, holding your car keys after you two had fucked like ravenous dogs. he rolled the charm between his fingers, lips piercing in thought before his eyes skimmed over to his poster that leaned off the wall. either it fell or you two had caused it to be that way but that didnโt matter to him.
the rest of the weekend he had made sure to stay out the house, masking his fear of not wanting to get scolded by neil and also hoping max didnโt need to make any random trips that resulted in him being her chauffeur. which thankfully she grew such a closeness to her friends sheโd not asked him for anything for quite some time.
but it was sunday night. the blended family of 4 sat at the table, billy keeping his mouth shut, eating the porkchops susan had successfully made for once. neil chatted with susan, the two of them still seeming like they were in the honeymoon phase even though sheโs seen him be an absolute abusive piece of shit. max had sat on the opposite end of the table, her eyes focused on the plate and her fork poking around the green beans. what is it with kids and vegetables?
other than that, billy had finished his plate, excusing himself before he walked behind max, tapping her shoulder. โiโve gotta ask you something, when youโre done.โ which was his version of requesting her time to answer his question. he felt weirded out at himself for even asking his stepโฆ sister, for anything besides where she was going.
her eyes broke from her trance, peering up at him with a slight mistrust before mumbling okay, shrugging her shoulders and resuming her attempt to finish her food.
billy had walked back to his room his hands clasped in front of him on his bed and eyes running along the ridges in the carpet.
how was he going to ask someone younger than him about relationship advice? what was he even going to ask about you?
โwhat do i get a girl that hates me? noโฆshitโฆ um. how do i tell someone i feel differently about them? how do i tell? what are you a fuckinโ idiot billy?โ he mumbled to himself, annoyed at his terrible navigation of his sudden attachment to you.
time had passed before red hair made itself seen in his doorway, hands still slightly damp from finishing the dishes. โyeah?โ maxโs voice broke him from his overthinking, before he sighed looking at her. brows knitting together in annoyance before speaking his piece.
you sat at lunch, laughing with eddie who was a year older than you. he was a senior along with steve but had to repeat due to his terrible grades and even worse attendance. now he was a senior with you and the rest of class 86โ seemingly not minding it though, seeming you had given him company while he received his influx of madness.
his shaggy hair shook as he dramatically described the past campaign he had ran with the rest of his tiny team, which were really a bunch of freshman who shared the same interest as him.
โthen dustin rolls, doesnโt roll enough damage to take down the vampire and then almost cost his whole troop.โ his smile gleamed at you before you giggled, a faux face of seriousness crossing your features.
โi donโt get itโฆโ immediately eddies laughter ceased in his throat, mouth agape before his neck jutted forward and a confused look crossed his face. a solid โwhatโ was going to come out his mouth before you grabbed a grape from his tray, pelting it off his forehead and smiling again.
โgotcha!โ you teased which resulted in him scoffing and shaking his head again.
from afar you didnโt feel or pay attention to billy watching the whole interaction. the two of you looked as though you were a perfect fit and better yet you enjoyed being around eddie. your smile damn near contagious but his brawny feelings had replaced the desire to want to ask you whatโs going on and to also talk to you. his body reworking itself to now be the iconic asshole, billy hargrove.
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