stinky stink ewww

i unstalled my counting c4ls app, im sick and tired of this

i'll try recovery

hi im ok im alive, my recovery is going kinda well

i havent wheighted myself in more than a month but im confident in my body so its ok :)

HAVING LUNCH ATMMMM(16:10)

safe meal and an absolute banger!!

sad to say that im relapsing hard and i restarted fasting 22h a day, i noticed a change in my body and my parents n people around me kept triggering me so :/

girl lunch :3 (trying not to feel disgusting and eat)

what im bringing to school tmrw for lunch!!

a whole peach, a 3/4 of an apple(it didnt fit) and a protein bar<3

ok so today i had both breakfast n lunch so i was definitely too afraid to eat a full meal at dinner too

initially opted for an apple and then i got hungry and ate some cereals

while i was cutting the apple my mom kept bodychecking me and pinching the fatty part of my arms and stomach

and then a friend of mine, while i was eating, said "why are you eating at 23pm? what are u, in bulk?" i felt sick and threw up the shit i had in my mouth

its 2:30 pm and i havent still ate anything

i'll do better tomorrow and eat something at school