Me: yes you can ask questions, get to know your child. Instead of assuming the worse. Ask me what I like to do? What's my spiritual path about ? What meditation you do? How are you sessions? Things like that

Mom: yes you absolutely right I can ask you those things and I will. But at the same time, you come off aggressive and like your always being attacked when we don't agree.

Me: those are two different things. When your getting to know me, why would I disagree or feel like I'm getting attacked or act aggressive? If you're assuming and we're having an opinion that don't agree? Yes that means we don't agree. But getting to actually know me has nothing to do feeling attacked or me being "aggressive."

Mom: we do talk about your spiritual stuff. We do talk about your meditations. We talk about all that stuff. We talked about the stuff you did in the desert.

Me: that's not what I said. I said (repeats the first line above). Those are completely different situations.

Mom: this is what I'm talking about, you're getting aggressive. I can't have this conversation right now it's to much. I need to be more alert, aware and focused to have this conversation. We've been on the phone for to long.

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There's something dark in me this time around

But my days are sunny.

With my heart being cold

And my mind is trying to balance the change of weather inside me

Battling the voice that keeps telling me to run

With the voice saying your worth every drop of rain

But I am the only one in control of those stars coming out at night

And waiting for the sun to rise.