Unformed Thoughts trying to be figured out.

Gonna lose my mind about glp 1 recent headlines about it only working while you’re on it like that’s some surprise. THATS LITERALLY BEEN THE CASE THE WHOLE TIME

Girls are so pretty it physically hurts

Really annoyed with how flakiness has become so normalized. I just want to hang out with a group of people regularly why is that so hard.

Really annoying when you don’t have anything else you want to do for the day and would prefer to go to bed, except it’s not anywhere close to bedtime and you’re not tired. But I’m just like “but I’m done, there’s nothing more I want to do”

I swear if I can ever figure out how to get out of my own damn way I will be unstoppable

Ok but the way that narratives about yourself stick with the you for decades even when they aren’t true like at all.

I’m grateful to have the experiences I do and think it’s a cool thing to be but fuck it’s also hard sometimes. And I kinda wish I could have the perspective without always having to live the accompanying life.

TERF logic on trans women in bathrooms and locker rooms as being bad because it’s inherently voyeristic and predatory really only makes sense in a world where they also think the same of any WLW - and we see them slowly moving that way.

I really dislike living inside my head sometimes.

Fucking weird emotion where I’m super proud and interested by what I’ve been doing at work but also like it’s not really what I want to be doing with my life overall

I know life is inherently unfair and overall I did get some amazing luck but goddamn it the fact that some people get to live every day in the body I’ve wanted all my life just sometimes really gets to me and hurts and I hate there’s nothing I can do about it.

Really bummed that my closest local friend is going to be moving away soon. It’s taken so long to find someone here and now I’m going to be back to square one. Adult friendships are so fucking hard. This keeps happening over and over and I hate. Why can’t my favorite people all be in the same place.

I just…sometimes I just so want my body to be “normal”. Stop always being such a problem. Be pretty in the ways it’s supposed to be. Function like it’s supposed to. Have the genitals and proportions it’s supposed to. Have it stop being my fault all the time it’s none of those things.

Always gonna be bummed magical shape shifting powers aren’t real and I don’t have them.