dear diary,

hi!!🌸 this is a personal side blog for @cottagecoregothic. please be respectful and hope you have a lovely day!!

idk why i can't imagine a world where i am actually known

SO EMBARRASSING JESUS CHRIST I NEED TO SHUT KY MOUTH

there is no version of me that wasn't assaulted and i will mourn that forever

I hate men I hate men cis men I hate u I hate u dont talk about me don't save my gucking pictures don't say anyygung abiut my body get away from me get the fuck away from me

I POSTED ONE PICTURE AND THESE FREAKS DESCENDED ON MY ACCOUNT TALKING ABOUT TITS IM DONE IM FUVKING DONE I HATE THIS FUCKING APP DONT COMMENT ON MY BODY DONT FUCKINH DO TJAT I FEEL FUCKING BILE IN MY MOUTH WJAT IF THEY SAVED THAT FUCKING PICTURE GOD FUVKING HELL

it took a lot for me to be here so i try so hard to be be kind to myself and appreciate myself but sometimes i just can't stand being me. i can't stand what i see in the mirror and i can't stand who ive become

im just so tired of being lonely. im sick of it