a tired soul

It kills me inside when I think I have to act cold to protect myself knowing I'm the sweetest and clingiest soul you'd ever meet.

What a beautiful and tragic truth.

I have never been as anxious about my life or my future as i am right now, i really don’t know what the fuck i’m going to do and it’s fucking killing me 

Simți și tu, ca și mine, in fiecare seara când te bagi in pat, ca nu poți sa dormi pentru ca un sentiment te apasă? Ce sa fie acel sentiment? Vină? Regret? Amărăciunea aia creste in tine și răbufnești. Plângi, copile. Nimeni nu te asculta, darămite sa te înțeleagă. Da-i drumul și eliberează-te. E tot ce poți face pentru tine, sa te vindeci singur. Respir emoții in acest întuneric profund. Mă sufoc.

Don't make the mistake of being so understanding and forgiving that you overlook the fact that you're being disrespected.

im only a survivor because im physically here, i was killed in every other way. im afraid i’ve always been dead and that i always will be.

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage