Sterek College!AU: Derekâs teammates questions his crush on Stiles. (part: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5)
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Sterek College!AU: Derekâs teammates questions his crush on Stiles. (part: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5)
Thatâs funny. Can someone make a gifset story out of this?

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dan finding meaning in his career (and phil looking on in adoration) // playlist 2017
maybe aliens donât talk to us because weâre creepy. i mean we send them weird mix tapes and we keep trying to find out where they live
And we sent them some unsolicited nudes with directions to our house.
Stripper Dan. Bartender Phil. Dan stays late one night and phils left to clean up and dan kinda complains that his last customer wasn't that good and Phil just brags like "I'm very good so I wouldn't know what disappointing anyone would feel like."
ooh. nice!
- the night feels like it moves quickly, but yet, not quickly enough. customers seem to melt away, meld together into one, as they all get steadily drunker and tell increasingly less coherent stories about their weeks. thereâs only so many blokes and their stories dan can take, physically and mentally. he slips onto a bar stool, cradling the drink he bought before his shift, but never got to finish.
- the bar lights are dim, as usual, but thereâs a few dull little ceiling lamps and they illuminate dan just enough. traces of glitter still linger on his face. itâs migrated from his eyes to his cheeks and really, thereâs no use at scrubbing it off, heâll just have to apply more tomorrow. phil turns around, having been cleaning away the remnants of beer stains and liquor spills, eyes settling on danâs slumped form. didnât you buy that one earlier? he says.
-Â âm suprised you remember, but yeah, you know weâre not allowed to drink during our shifts, dan replies, sipping at the lukewarm alcohol. looks like you could use a new one, phil notes with a chuckle. is it really that obvious?
- bad night? phil asks, too lazy to mix a drink, so he pours a shot instead. bad job, more like. my last customer was a dickhead, got thrown out, dan groans, drinking the shot, chasing it with whatever leftover alcohol he had in his glass. oh, he was yours? heard he violated one of the rules
- yep, tried to get me to fuck him, got his cock out and everything. kept promising me a good time, which i doubt he would have even given me, based on the size of his dick. disappointing, really, dan says, holding his shot glass out for another. phil barks out a laugh, pouring dan another shot, emptying out the bottle. he turns around, puts it with the other empty ones. never had the said about me, now that i think about it, phil responds.
- cocky, never heard that said about my shows, either, dan notes, swallowing the alcohol. it burns and heâs never been a fan of whiskey, but he feels the alcohol swarm in his bloodstream, waking him up. well, put on a show for me? i could be the judge of that, phil whispers, walking out from behind the bar, settling into the seat next to danâs.
- dan laughs, but heâs tipsy enough he doesnât mind. with the help of one hand he easily jumps onto the small stage next to the bar, he straightens slowly, sensuously, his hand automatically grabbing for the pole in the center. thereâs so much to look at; his thigh muscles flexing, his bicep straining, the way his hair falls into his eyes. phil stares, riveted, as he swings around it just once, like heâs testing the sturdiness of the construction.
- dan angles his body back while still holding on to the pole with both hands. he slides the pole between his legs, subtly rubbing his crotch against it while softly swaying his hips. his grip on the pole is so firm, heâs leaning his body outward while his bicep bulges under the weight. deceptively slow, he picks up speed until he finally tenses his arm and lifts his feet off the ground, airborne for almost two revolutions.
- itâs not easy to damp down on his instinctual reaction, but phil manages to keep his relaxed posture, eyes languidly trailing up and down danâs body as he navigates about the small stage. his moves are strong, a certain type of energy hiding just beneath the surface, one he softens with the way he holds his other hand out gently. his eyes, on the other hand, hint at whispered secrets, at late night thoughts and a promise of pleasure he intends to keep.
- unbutton your shirt, phil says, voice purposefully rough though it doesnât take much. satisfaction fills him when danâs entire body reacts to his words with a slight tightening of muscles and a definite hitch to his breath. danâs hands travel down to the buttons of his shirt, hands fiddling with the buttons in a shockingly efficient manner.
- phil waits patiently, shifting subtly at the growing tightness in his jeans. staying quiet isnât easy but still outweighed by his curiosity in observing danâs next move. dan pushes the shirt of his body, letting it fall to the ground. another little hip shimmy and dan turns away, facing the pole, toned ass suddenly the center of philâs universe. thereâs no fancy tricks on the pole, just a spin or two, movement perfunctory at best. there is, however, a lot of grinding and rubbing, interlaced with desperate little gasps and uncontrolled little moans.you look good up there, phil says, because he needs to say something before the tension rips him to shreds.
- dan cranes his neck to look at him, smile just peeking out. iâm glad you like it so far, then. i like your eyes on me. phil groans, quietly. he definitely wants his hands on dan, slide them over his collarbones, down his chest but skirting the rapid rhythm of his heart, aiming for the nipples instead, down over his belly, warm and tight, further to -
- dan seems more focused now as he grips the pole with both hands and leans his torso back, knees bent and bracketing the pole until heâs looking at phil upside down. want more than your eyes on me, though, he says in an eery copy of philâs thoughts. from this angle he can see one of danâs nipples, phil wants to lick it. or maybe bite it, until itâs swollen and red. your hands, your mouth. your - god
- phil knows, but heâs distracted when dan turns, leaning his back against the pole, one hand grabbing it over his head, the other one making its way slowly down the front of his body. iâve wondered, you know? imagined how itâd feel if you touched me
- phil follows the mesmerizing trail of danâs hand towards his jeans. his fingers walk over the fabric folds confidently, flattening out to slide his palm down his thigh. his thumb just barely teases the edge his cock, where itâs bulging against the white and straining denim. trailing back up, danâs fingers drag over his crotch fully. he bites his lip like heâs holding in a moan, eyes burning into philâs.
- the fabric shifts under danâs twitching cock and philâs smile turns just a bit more dirty. he watches dan tease himself through the denim, rough rubs of his palm like he just canât help himself, and dan canât look away either, lip turning dark red where he keeps biting down on it. over and over his gaze returns to philâs thumb and he watches while phil plays with the outside seam of his trousers. danâs adamâs apple bobs on his next swallow, making clear the price he pays for wrenching his gaze away. so, not really a one-way street then.
- phil shifts, subtly, planting both his feet flat on the ground. he slides down in his seat, only a bit, just a suggestion, before he spreads his legs like an invitation. jesus fuck, comes danâs breathy moan, his hand speeding up. he sinks to his knees slowly, looking like a wet dream come to life. philâs dick throbs in sympathy. slinking towards phil and arching his back, needing to stretch under the attention. phil watches his muscles shift as he sits back on his heels, knees spread and eyes downcast.
- his knees spread further and it leaves phil with nothing much to look at but danâs tenting crotch. seemingly for emphasis dan cups himself, body writhing in that prone position. you were right, i suppose. you make me so fucking hard, phil. phil chokes out a moan, reaches down and cups himself, pressing the heel of his hand down hard to relieve some of the pressure. a striptease is one thing. an insanely hot guy writhing on his back, cupping himself and slurring his name is something else entirely.
- dan rocks his hips gently into his palm and phil, he wants to bite at all the exposed flesh, hold onto it while â i wanna know what you feel like, dan interrupts, hips undulating like heâs riding cock and philâs own cock might just bust out of his jeans at the sight. especially when dan keeps up stroking his own body.
- dan pinches his nipple and moans, loud and unabashed, hips snapping forward as he keeps abusing the little nub, pinching it until itâs red and tender looking. do you like it? dan whispers urgently, hips moving in a tight little figure eight. do you like it when i touch myself for you? and yeah, phil more than likes it. dan sees it in his expression right away, a satisfied smirk spreading on his pretty pink lips.
- push your hand further down, phil says. dan does so immediately, like all his stalling had really been him waiting for philâs say so. he sighs when he does, eyes slipping shut as he arches into his touch, spit-covered lips falling open invitingly. heâs just entirely indecent, phil thinks, as he watches the long line of his neck stretch. what about, what about you? he pants out, heavy-lidded gaze drifting to philâs crotch. phil swallows. what about me?
- danâs hand shifts desperately in his jeans. he bites his lip. donât you wanna touch yourself? phil almost cums right then and there, just from imagining them both getting off with their hands shoved down their pants in desperation. he mirrors danâs movement, shoves his fingers past the hem of his jeans, feels them bite into his hips at the tight fit. he hisses at the wave of pleasure, unsurprised that he could cum from this, would need nothing but a few well-timed tugs. danâs eyes are on him as he spreads his thighs, arches into it as his nerves go haywire with pleasure.
- itâs either the arousal or the dancing, but pink blotches appear high on danâs cheeks, his lips bitten deep red in contrast. he canât seem to help himself, licks them each time his gaze drops to phil palming his cock, the edges of his teeth dragging over the puffy skin. take off your pants, dan. phil says, and dan moans, chest heaving as he pushes the rough material of his jeans down and off. he looks like he could be running a fever, eyes red rimmed and cheeks burning. underwear too, phil commands, rising up off the stool, pushing his own down.
- he shuffling forward, then, onto the stage. he can feel the heat radiating from dan, doesnât miss the shaking in danâs right hand. he presses his mouth onto danâs, sliding into danâs mouth, licks right into it, hands roaming danâs body. he feels mad with it, the need to touch dan, feel dan everything. phil squeezes danâs ass, hard, and dan gasps, presses forward, grinding their cocks together. turn around, phil whispers into danâs ear, pressing a bruise to his neck.
- dan twists, grabs onto the pole, pushes his ass out. without another word, phil sinks to his knees and slides his hands down to danâs ass, spreads his cheeks, and blows right on his hole. itâs a close call, but dan nearly shouts. maybe, just maybe, itâs the alcohol still coursing through him that makes it feel like sparks are flying along his skin, but when phil kisses him, sloppily, and right on his hole, he feels as though heâs going to break into a million pieces.
- phil slides his tongue along his crack, up to the top and down, all the way to his balls. fuck, dan moans, and he canât believe heâs whining already, arousal making his toes. phil licks and kisses and scrapes his teeth at him and really, dan canât concentrate well enough to let out a few sounds.
- he bends at the knee, lifting one leg up onto the pole, heâs that much more open and now, phil can, oh god, dan groans, in a squeak, just as phil spreads him wider with his hands and licks into him with the flat of his tongue. he makes a noise as he does it, humming, so it vibrates around danâs rim. phil laps at him and dan, he canât bear to focus on anything anymore. his cock leaks against his stomach and he aches to touch, but his grip on the pole is already slipping.
- phil tongues at his rim once more, twice, before he pulls away. dan whimpers when he feels it but he rests his forehead against the pole so he can catch his breath, but phil doesnât give him any time, doesnât give him a second, before heâs leaning back and blowing on his hole again. look at you, phil says, and his voice is wrecked, rough and unsteady. heâs thumbing at danâs hole on either side, stretching it as far as itâll go, and it burns, but itâs so good.Â
- phil doesnât mess around this time, points his tongue and swirls it around the rim, pausing every few seconds to lick broad stripes around it, fits his tongue in as deep as it will go. dan canât say a word, not anymore. it feels like the next noise coming out of him is going to have to be his dying breath. he clenches, desperately, around as much of philâs tongue as he can but itâs not enough. he tries to cry out and say it, tries to get enough air in his lungs to let phil know, but he canât. you close? phil asks, as he pulls away
- dan nods because fuck, how can he not be with what phil is doing to him? phil presses his tongue in harder, deeper, faster, dirtier. back arching, dan cums all over his own stomach, panting heavily into the pole while his whole body shudders uncontrollably. the orgasm is intense, phil can tell.
- phil palms himself quickly and it isnât long before he feels the beginning of his orgasm at the base of his spine. itâs like a tidal wave heâs trying to stave off with a bucket and shovel, fucking impossible, and thatâs it, the final straw. phil arches and groans as his orgasm hits, eyes slipping shut when the feeling shoots up his spine, makes his fingers tingle and his mind blank out.
- for a long moment they stay like that, entwined, sharing damp breaths. then thereâs lips on danâs neck, sucking at the aching spot, kissing it gently. hope i didnât disappoint, phil says quietly. dan laughs, but he sounds tired, exhausted, slumps backwards into philâs chest. you didnât, trust me, he murmurs back. philâs fingers run over danâs body lazily as he hums happily.
- now that the haze has lifted and phil is more aware of their surroundings again, of what just happened, but there isnât even an inkling of regret. it feels pure and true and motivates him that much more. maybe itâs the hormones talking, the post-orgasm haze, but heâs sure the two of them can have so much more. heâs more than willing to put some work into it.
see if you can have some fun with this prompt (i hope you enjoy writing this at least a lil. ily btw): when d+p fuck for the first time, phil fully expects dan to be dom af (maybe phil is a lil nervous because he's used to being dom/top) but the second phil touched dan, he's a pliant, begging, whimpering, subby af mess (dan knew he was subby) and kinky sex happens. and dan is so vocal and sensitive.
honestly, iâm just a slut for phil fucking dan from behind, but theyâre both like sitting up, so that dans back is arched and his shoulders are against philâs chest, and phil has a arm wrapped around dans throat, or a finger pinching his nipple, or a hand wrapped around dans cock or his hand over dans mouth/fingers down his throat.
Phil chewed at his thumbnail, contemplating the chest warm against his own. Dan was loud, vociferous, in charge â and he was coming dangerously close to sucking a mark into Philâs neck. His mouth worked lazily against the flushed skin and Phil gasped slightly, trailing his serrated nails down Danâs clothed shoulders. Phil liked it, sure, the muted pleasure blossoming out from Danâs mouth and spreading, warm and heavy, through his chest, but it wasnât what he wanted. He wanted Dan on his back, spread out all for Phil, entirely as Philâs mercy. And with as much control Dan took over even an afternoon outing, Phil wasnât sure if he was going to get his wish.Â
âYou okay?â Dan asked, his breath spilling hot and sweet against the wet skin of Philâs neck. Phil nodded, dragging Dan back down with insistent palms against his shoulders. Dan went happily, scraping his teeth over Philâs pulse point before latching onto an unblemished spot, nipping and sucking like his life depended on it.
âFuck, Dan,â Phil groaned out, tipping his head back when Danâs palm skirted lower, pressing insistently against Philâs cock through the fabric of his jeans. Philâs hands came up off Danâs shoulders to grasp at his hair, clutching tighter than he really maybe should have, but Dan didnât say a thing, just pressed back into the touch. One of Philâs hands flashed down to grip at Danâs hips when he bit down in earnest, sinking his teeth into the juncture of Philâs neck and shoulder.
âShit,â Phil gasped when Dan started moving his hand, shaping Philâs cock through two layers of clothing.
âDo you- bedroom?â Phil asked, dragging Dan up by his hair to kiss him breathless. Dan immediately relaxed against Philâs demanding hands, nodding against his lips.
âCome on,â Phil said his voice a thousand times more wrecked than it had any right to be, especially considering how little they had done. He wrapped his fingers around Danâs wrist, all but dragging him down the hall and through the door. Phil ended up with the backs of his knees hitting the bed frame, his arms full of a squirming and eager Dan. He held Danâs waist while Dan held his head, their lips sliding against each other in messy, delicious harmony. Phil squeezed Danâs hips harder before he realized what he was doing, and let go. Dan whined against Philâs lips, pushing him back onto the bed. Phil went willingly, despite most every dominant instinct in his body telling him not to. He just wanted Dan, in whatever way Dan wanted to have him. If that meant he was going to bottom (for the first time in his life) then so be it. It would be worth it for Dan.
Hot palms slid up Philâs shoulders and he blinked, following Danâs hands when they guided him fully onto the bed then pulled him down onto Danâs body. Dan leaned up to kiss him and Phil kissed back, his fingers twitching with uncertainty.
Eventually, they landed on Danâs hips since he seemed to like that, and Dan sighed happily. Philâs hands skirted lower as he drew Danâs tongue into his mouth, more out of habit than anything.
Then he accidentally ran his tooth-sharpened fingernails across Danâs hipbones, eliciting what was probably the most pornographic sound Phil had ever heard.
âPlease,â Dan whined, the single syllable slurred from Philâs teeth around his tongue. Phil, out of surprise more than anything, did it again.
Dan arched his back and groaned, canting his hips up with almost enough force to throw Phil off of him, but Phil shifted his weight and squeezed his knees and Dan fell still aside from the borderline-violent trembling that consumed him.
âPlease,â Dan groaned again, his voice breaking in the middle of the word. âPhil, please.â
âYouâre a fucking sub,â Phil said, surprise running his mouth before he could restrain himself. Dan bit his lip and nodded, pushing his hips up into Philâs hot palms.
âYeah,â he gasped, his voice too breathy and his face too wanton to make the confession anything other than pornographic. âJustâ fuck, Phil, please-â
âShh, baby,â Phil rumbled, already slipping into his dominant mindset. âIâve got you,â Dan shook and nodded, throwing his head back against the sheets.
Phil made quick work of Danâs clothes, tossing his shirt and pants haphazardly across the room before swooping down to claim his lips once again in a searing kiss, his fingers toying with the elastic band of Danâs Calvin Klein briefs.
âI kind of really,â Phil whispered, leaning in to whisper in Danâs ear like he had some kind of deliciously lewd secret. Which, Dan supposed, tilting his head to the side and gasping into the pillows, Phil did, âwant to finger you âtill you cum, then fuck you till you cum again.â
Dan was too far past words, relying on the curve of his spine and the shine in his half-lidded eyes to communicate just how fucking down for that he was.
âGood boy,â Phil hummed, kissing Dan again while he reached into the bedside table for lube and a condom, dropping both onto the bed beside Danâs shoulders before all but ripping Danâs underwear down his legs and off.
He kissed Dan through the first finger, his hand anchoring Danâs hips to the sheets. When Dan was pushing back on his hand Phil slid in another, relishing in the high, keening sound that tumbled past Danâs lips.
âNoââ Dan gasped when Phil pressed the tip of a third finger against his stretched rim. Phil pulled back to look Dan in the eye, cocking his eyebrow.
âI want it to hurt,â Dan whispered, his breath spilling hot and sinful sweet over Philâs lips.
âYou,â Phil muttered slowly, staring down at the boy underneath him in absolute awe. âAre going to be the death of me.â
Dan huffed out a laugh that morphed into a choked-off cry when Phil slid his fingers out, grabbing the foil packet and the blue-capped bottle from the sheets beside him and slicking up his cock, not even caring about the drop of lube thatâll probably stain his sheets.
âHow do you want me,â Dan breathed, his hands twitching at his sides.Philâs heart stuttered when he realized how Dan wasnât touching because he didnât have permission.
âOn your front,,â Phil decided.Â
âGood,â Dan groaned, surging up to capture Philâs lips in a searing kiss. Phil kissed back as good as he got, raising himself onto his knees in order to let Dan reposition himself on all fours.
âYou good?â Phil asked, scraping his teeth down Danâs shoulder as he kneed Danâs thighs farther apart, gripping Danâs hips tight enough to bruise.
âYeah,â Dan gasped, pressing back onto Philâs hands. âFuck, Philâ peaseââ
âYeah, I got you,â Phil whispered, pushing forward with a groan. Dan cried out and gripped the sheets as Philâs cock slowly pressed into him. Fire danced up his spine and burned through his veins in be best possible way, melting away everything but the sensation of Phil in him, on him, behind him.
Dan didnât register the screaming he heard was coming from his own mouth until Phil hauled him up, pressing Danâs back to his own front and shoving three of his fingers down Danâs throat. The new position only seated Philâs cock deeper within him and Danâs eyes rolled back in his skull, his head falling loose back against Philâs shoulder.
âShhh,â Phil whispered, his other hand coming up to lightly stroke Danâs chest, taking a dusky nipple between his thumb and forefinger and lightly pinching. Dan jolted forward and Phil chuckled lowly, thrusting his hips shallowly and reveling in the noise of pure, unadulterated pleasure Dan made, muffed by Philâs fingers.
âThatâs it, baby,â Phil praised, continuing to thrust languidly. Dan whimpered, his hands coming up behind him to grip at Philâs hips, just for something to ground himself.Â
âIâm gonna fuck you so good, baby,â Phil murmured, latching his teeth onto Danâs neck and biting, hard. Dan whimpered and tried to scream, but Phil pinched his tongue and dragged it out from between his lips.Â
âHush, darling,â Phil muttered against Danâs neck. âIâm gonna fuck you âtill you come, baby, then Iâm gonna keep going till I do.â Danâs cock throbbed at his words, and Philâs smirk widened. âOh, youâd like that, wouldnât you? Like being used for my pleasure, just as a little fuckhole for me toââ He reached around the both of them, taking Danâs cock in hand and stroking in time with the thrust of his hips. Danâs head spun. He knew he wasnât going to last long.
âCome for me, baby,â Phil whispered, tugging the lobe of Danâs ear with his teeth. âCome on. I wanna see you lose it, wanna feel you clench around me as youââ
Dan came with a shudder and a cry, bucking forward into Philâs hand and riding out his high on Philâs powerful thrusts. Philâs hand feel from his cock but his hips didnât let up for a second, pulling his cock barely halfway out before thrusting back in.
âGood for me baby, so good for me, so goodââ Phil babbled, latching his lips to Danâs and swallowing every one of is delicious noises. He couldnât hold back for long, not with Dan clenching around him and making those wicked noises, and he spilled into Dan with one last powerful thrust.
âFuck,â Dan gasped, collapsing face-first onto the sheets, almost catching his chin on the wooden headboard. Phil laughed breathlessly, pulling off and tying up the condom before tossing it in the vague direction of a trash can. He flopped himself over Dan, pressing butterfly kisses onto every inch of open skin he could reach.
âYou fuckhead,â Dan said, pushing Phil off, but he was laughing. âThat mother fucking tickles!â
âMmm,â Phil hummed, kissing his way up Danâs shoulder and to his lips. âCould you ever find it within yourself to forgive me?â
âFor dick like that I just might,â Dan mumbled, holding a serious expression for all of three seconds before dissolving into laughter.
âYouâre an absolute cock.â
âOh, I suppose itâs why you love me.â
âYeah.â Philâs eyes were soft, and he kissed Dan again. âIt kind of is.â
~griffin

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I was thinking about Stiles & Derek meeting by chance a few years after Stiles graduates college. It's a quiet reunion for all that they both feel like the world's suddenly burst into color & sound. They stare for a long moment, then exhale almost in tandem as they move closer together, closing the small distance like they're being pulled by a string or magnetically charged. They're right in front of each other in the space of a breath, unstoppable smiles curving their mouths up, (1/2)
âhiâ pressed into one anotherâs shoulders as they move into each otherâs arms. They hold each other for a long moment, the noise and movement around them ignored as they pull away, fingers trailing down arms, resting on hips, neither letting go completely; the world narrowed down to just the two of them. They look at each other in soft wonder, almost afraid to look away.Â
After another long moment, one of them suggests they sit, they end up close enough to feel each otherâs warmth & talk until the sun sets. At some point, their hands found each other & theyâre both pleasantly surprised to find them still entwined when they get up to get dinner. They stay that way until theyâre seated. By the time the meal is over, theyâre holding hands again, still not eager to let go, but this time itâs not for fear of it all being a wishful dream, but because the warmth of hope and the feeling of a new start thatâs welling up in the scant inches between them.
This is so precious, Rachael <3 I honestly have nothing to add.
Could you do some bondage maybe??
// Bdsm bottom!DanâŚ? đđ
âWhy do you have a drill?â Dan asked, part accusing, part curious as Phil brushed past him in the living room.
âI need to drill something?â Phil offered in reply, holding up a small plastic packet of screws. Dan just looked a cross between intrigued and mildly concerned before he just shook his head and went back to his anime.
He had forgotten all about the strange encounter by the time Phil plopped down on the couch next to him later that night, automatically leaning in to the inviting curve of Philâs chest.Â
âYou up for a scene tonight?â Phil asked, wrapping one arm around Danâs waist and threading one hand through his hair. Dan hummed and nodded, letting a small, sated smile pull at his lips even though they hadnât even started.Â
 Twenty minutes later found Dan standing in the doorway of the bathroom, a towel slung low over his hips, water dripping from his hair and glistening on his freshly-cleaned skin. Phil leaned up against the doorway of their â well, technically his â bedroom, a couch cushion halfway over the threshold. Phil draped the four lengths of red ribbon he had been holding over his shoulder.
 âUm,â Dan said intelligently. Phil cocked an eyebrow, beckoning Dan over. Dan stumbled the four steps across the hall, letting Phil pull the towel from his hips and gently dry his hair.
âThereâs something I learned how to do,â Phil murmured, his voice in the sweet, low cadence of a Dom before a scene. Dan nodded, curling his hands around Philâs biceps, just for something to hold on to.
âIm gonna tie you up, sweetheart,â Phil continued. âOn your knees, arms behind your back. Youâll be supported by this hook. Is that okay?â So thatâs what he needed a drill for, Dan thought dimly. He nodded.
âIs it gonna hurt?â he asked. Phil shook his head. âIâm just gonna make you feel good, baby.â He gently urged Dan onto his knees, crouching down in front of him and cradling his cheeks. âI need you to stay with me long enough to get you rigged, okay, then you can let go, baby.â Dan nodded mutely, going lax as Phil started.
A large, soft knot settled against Danâs solar plexus and Phil started wrapping the ribbon, weaving it in an intricate pattern of diamonds and knots over Danâs skin. Danâs arms were guided to his sides, then tied together. He pulled against them. He couldnât move them. It was relaxing, letting Phil restrain him like this. The soft, repeated motions of Philâs hands weaving and knotting and tucking and tying had Dan slipping faster than anything they had done before. He felt good in Philâs care like this. Pretty. Safe.Â
âDrop your weight,â Phil instructed, and Dan went boneless in his ribbon harness. The knots on his chest and stomach pressed in, but not enough to hurt. It was comfortable, to be suspended like this, unable to move. He let his eyes slide shut.
Philâs hands swept across Danâs ass and he sighed softly, leaning into the touch. He was fulling in sub space by this point, soft and pliant and fuzzy around the edges. Phil caressed his hips and ass, ghosting his thumb across Danâs fluttering hole before pulling his cheeks apart, licking a long, slow stripe from Danâs balls to the cleft of his ass. Dan barely even jolted, like he usually would, barely even squirming in place and just letting out a long, low, contented hum.
Phil worked his lips and tongue and one, then two fingers into Dan, finger- and tongue-fucking him to then through orgasm. Danâs cock jumped against his stomach, spraying white over the lattice of ribbon on his hips and chest.
âGood boy, my good boy,â Phil hummed, sucking a dark red mark into Danâs hip. Dan sighed and mumbled something, but it was too slurred for Phil to hear.
He fucked Dan through a second orgasm, pressing his hips in long and slow and hard, milking Dan for all heâs worth. Phil came inside of him moments later, gripping Danâs hips hard enough to bruise as he rode out his high. He then jacked Dan off, his expert fingers pinching and stroking and rubbing as Dan came for the third time.
Phil was slow untying Dan from the ceiling, leaving the ribbons still wrapped around his body as he carried him to bed, gently cleaning him off with a wet rag before tucking the both of them under the blankets. Dan fell asleep to Philâs protective arms and soft words, and woke up to untied wrists and Philâs gentle snores.
And, Dan realized, as he wrapped sore arms around Philâs middle drawing him closer and burying into his chest, he didnât want anything more.Â
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[insp.]

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Danâs Secret (Note: This is Fiction)
Dan sat in front of his camera in his room, chewing his nails deciding if he wanted to go through with this video idea or leave his biggest secret hidden. Even Phil didnât know this secret. He had a backup plan, a second video idea so Phil wouldnât notice that heâd backed out of filming. He reached for the camera and his finger paused over the record button before he finally pressed it. He took a deep breath and started talking. Heâd rehearsed it and despite his nerves it was all coming out easier than expected.
âHi Guys, so I have a secret to tell you. Iâve kept it to myself for ten years, even Phil doesnât knowâŚâ Dan had kept his door shut, more out of psychological reassurances than necessity; Phil was editing his own video in the office and couldnât hear him. He kept it slow, he could edit out his pauses later. âEveryone knows how I met Phil. I know I lied back in 2012, but I finally admitted the truth in 2015, that Iâm Phil Trash #1. But thereâs more to it than that.â Dan spun around, straining to hear if Phil was approaching. He didnât want Phil to hear him in person and ruin the shoot. He needed to get it out on video and then heâd tell Phil before uploading.
He turned back around and looked down at the paper in his hands, he didnât want to forget anything but a computer screen glow would wash him out, so he kept it old school. He knew the paper could be heard on the mic but needed the notes more than the inconvenience in editing itâd cause later. He took a deep breath again, trying to flush out the redness in his face and neck that was forming. This secret went so deep, his feelings about it well rooted, and it took nearly everything he had to school his reactions.
The guilt his ego submitted him to put him at war in his own head. Knowing his life would be absolutely nothing like it was if it wasnât for this secret. What would he be doing with his life had this not happened? Would he have finished law school? Would he even have gone to Manchester to study law if he still had gone to school for it? Would he be a successful lawyer in London, living his life in suits and courtrooms instead of cartoon onesies in his lounge?
Knowing no one else knew of his biggest secret even though it is so close to the truth scares Dan. Having hidden something so big for so long used to be easy. His audience only knows what is given to them through the camera, but it feels as though they already know. They canât know, but this secret is so influential to who he is and where he is heâs having a difficult time finding the line that separates his truth and his audienceâs truth.
âIâve said before Phil and me talked on Skype a lot before we finally met up in personâŚ.â His hands were shaking and the shame flooded his system. How could he have not told everyone sooner? Itâs not like itâs a terrible secret. He didnât do anything wrong, nothing illegal, but itâs exactly that. He didnât do anything. He wasnât the one who did what heâs so scared about telling everyone. Technically it was Adrian. He was ashamed of what Adrian did. Adrian didnât do anything illegal either, this secret isnât bad for anyone in that manner, but Dan still canât help the feeling flow through him.
âOf course, I messaged him first. I didnât have an active YouTube account with videos and such, so he didnât know I existed yetâŚ.â Dan kept taking deep breaths, ruining each take with tiny breaks. He wanted to get this right, needed to. His perfectionist quality about him kept nagging at him even with his other emotions wreaking havoc on his mind. He kept checking his hair, kept repeating himself until he figured there was a good take in the dozens of repeats for that one bit before moving on.
âI had written my first message to him weeks before I actually sent itâŚâ Adrian had been seven years old when this happened, too young to remember what heâd done. Too young to understand Danâs reaction that day in his old brown room. He was just a hyperactive seven-year-old trying to get his grown older brother to play with him. Busted into Danâs room full of sugar and energy, breaking Danâs nervous concentration.
âI was sitting on my bed in my room at my parentâs house when I was seventeenâŚâ Adrian had run in with his plane and truck toys making noise that only seven-year oldâs can and shoved them in Danâs face, demanding play time.
âMy brother had come in my room without my permission. Remember I was seventeen and just like any other teenager wanted nothing to do with my baby brotherâŚâ Dan had put his laptop down on his bed, reluctantly taking the truck Adrian had forced on him.
âHe wanted to play Plane Crash again, a game he had come up with. Basically, I needed to be the paramedics to his plane crash. Very destructive, mostly because Adrian would jump off my bed and land on me, throwing the plane into the floorâŚâ Adrian had primed up his âdescentâ and Dan waited sitting on his legs on the floor for his brother to launch himself at him. Adrian pretend screamed the horror of the passengers and began flying towards the floor.
âHe jumped but his feet slipped and I had to dive forward to catch him before he bashed his head off my guitar hero drums. He landed on me fine and was alright, but I had landed on my ribs on his truck and was in a lot of painâŚâ Adrian scrambled off Dan and quickly got onto the bed, hiding at the head of the bed, pulling the pillows around him. Dan had a bit of a temper when Adrian bugged him too much and normally yelled for him to get out of his room.
âI laid on the floor holding my side unaware that Adrian had hidden under the covers of my bed because he thought Iâd be mad at him for me being in pain. I stayed still for a long while, breathing through the pain cycles that the square truck had put me throughâŚâ Adrianâs attention to Danâs pain faded quickly and was adverted to the computer sitting inches from him, a simple white screen with text and a blinking cursor.
âOnce the pain started to fade I sat up and saw Adrian on my computer. Nothing really unusual about that, heâd used it before, weâd even watched movies together on it, so he wasnât clueless about itâŚ.â Adrian had forgotten about what had just happened and he saw a red button on the screen and the text looked like one of Danâs school reports that needed saving. Adrian knew that Dan had lost a few too many school reports on his computer and figured heâd help his big brother out by saving it for him.
âI was getting up off the floor and reached for my laptop when Adrian clicked the mouse and turned and smiled at me. âDan I saved your work! Look!â he had said so excited. I knew I paled at that moment. But the reaction went unnoticed with him and he jumped off my bed, took his toys and ran out of my room without a care to what he had just doneâŚâ Dan slowly grabbed his laptop and turned the screen towards him, hoping to everything there was he hadnât left it on YouTube.
âMy heart stopped when I saw he had clicked âSendâ on the message I had written to Phil weeks before. I wrote the message but had spent weeks Almost sending it. I was too scared to reach out to my idol. I had come close so many times, but never had sit sendâŚâ Dan stared at the screen, seeing his message in solid black, on a video of AmazingPhilâs YouTube channel. This was during the time where deleting a comment wasnât possible. If sent, it was out there for good. He couldnât do anything about it. He had to accept that his brother had been the one to force Dan to reach out to Phil for the first time.
âI donât remember how long I stayed kneeling next to my bed, starring at the bold black letters of my message in shock. I was scared of so many things at that momentâŚâ What if Phil didnât see it? What if he never checked his comments and this was lost forever? Dan would never know if Phil wasnât aware or if he was intentionally ignoring him. What if Phil saw it and told him off? The possibility of acceptance and friendship never seemed like a major chance.
âI spent the rest of the night sweating it out in my room. Thankfully Phil responded seven hours later, Iâm glad heâs a night owl like myself. I donât know if I could have lasted that whole night without a responseâŚâ Dan checks his camera viewfinder and realizes heâs been talking for twenty minutes. He hopes he can at least get six minutes of footage out of his ramblings and nervous behavior. He shifts in his chair knowing he must add in his end screen and clears his throat, nervous Phil might be just outside his room listening.
âSo, thatâs my big secret. I wasnât the one who initiated mine and Philâs first contact. My little brother was. Yea I wrote the message and put the text in the comment box, but he hit send when I couldnât. I had done it all a dozen times before, but Adrian was the one who put Phil and Iâs friendship in motion. Iâve kept it from everyone, even Phil. It never seemed like an important bit of information but it still has eaten away at me. I donât know if I would have ever hit send on my own...â Dan sighed in relief getting his weird shameful secret off his chest. He canât say for sure heâd be where he is now without his brother that day. Dan is beyond grateful of Adrian for catalyzing his friendship with Phil and he hates that his brother needs to hide from the very fans he opened the door for years before they even existed. How he needs to be hidden from the people who love Dan so much just because heâs half of the Dan and Phil Adrian helped create. Dan will protect his brother with everything he has, his brother gave him so much and this is the least he can do.
âWho knows, there might not have been a Dan and Phil if it wasnât for Adrian. And of course, Adrian was seven when this happened, he doesnât remember this, but if youâre watching Adrian, thanks bro. I really owe a lot to you for that.â
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I feel like Derek is the sweetest to drunk Stiles. Like once Stiles loses his inhibitions Derek loses his asshole act. So he says yes to EVERYTHING Stiles says, with zero percent snark or eye rolls. Like Stiles could go, I want a pony with your face on it and Derek would just be like, 'okay dear' but the sad part is that Sober Stiles doesn't remember any of this so he can't blackmail his boyfriend for being so mushy to his drunk self.
I am 1000% here for Derek being a pure little cinnamon roll underneath all the gruff and leather. Which, hey, letâs be real here - this is actually canon. Derek Hale talks a big game and he snarls and growls and threatens to rip your throat out but this is alsoâŚ.a bit of an act. Or at least, these are the kind of things Derekâs walls are built of. After all, heâs had to learn to protect himself, emotionally speaking. His first love died and the second woman he opened himself up to murdered almost his entire family. Heâs an abuse victim - several times over by season 3 - and when he lost Laura, he not only lost the very last person he trusted but the very last person who loved him.
Sarcasm is Stilesâ defence and while Derek is snarky and sarcastic and is pretty much the only one who can go toe to toe with Stiles in a game of verbal tennis, we all know he is also this guy
We all know, at Derekâs core, he is cocky and arrogant. We all know he is a book nerd and likes to show off. We all know Derek Hale is, in fact, a dork.Â
And the thing is, while older!Derek is emotionally closed off, is hardened and scared, his experiences having shaped and changed him, we still see glimpses off this boy and it hurts. I mean, ffs, almost ten years later and heâs still using basket balls to flirt???
HELP THIS BOY. HE THINKS HEâS SO SMOOTH.
And to be honest, if we do look at this scene as Derek flirting with Stiles, or at least being playful, it actually really hurts because Stiles is the only person Derek does this with. Derek âbad mouthsâ Stiles a lot but he also likes to play with him a little and itâs like, just for a few small moments every now and again, Derek can be himself. He can be this guy
(coincidence these scenes are also with Stiles?? *looks at the camera like Iâm in the office)Â
He can be the person underneath all the walls. And what is beautiful is that even though Derek likes playing with Stiles in the beginning, he does not like Stiles playing with him back. We see that several times. Heâs not ready for that, it scares him and he is very wary of it. But then you get to this scene
and itâs so beautiful and makes me want to cry because
DEREK LETS STILES PLAY WITH HIM.
And I think, little by little, as they get closer and closer (aka Stiles going to college and âoh my god, Derek?? what are you doing here??â) Derek will let his guard down for Stiles. Will his walls go away? Of course not. But will Stiles build a goddamn stair case up those walls? Will he get to peer over and see a whole other side to Derek, a side Derek is very protective of other people seeing? I have no doubt, because what gets me about Sterek is that Derek Hale, while being someone who shuts everyone out, and understandably so, (even though all he really craves is pack and family) he lets Stiles in, bit by bit. This is why, even though their relationship in canon is never an explicit âI love youâ, I donât give a fuck because what their relationship in canon is is this whole build up of beautiful, beautiful trust.Â
Itâs Derek letting Stiles put his hand on his shoulder when heâs at his most vulnerable. Itâs Stiles being hesitant to put his hand on Derekâs shoulder because he fucking knows Derekâs deal with being touched at this point.Â
Itâs Derek trusting Stiles enough to leave his baby sister with him, even though she is all he has left in this world.
Itâs getting to THIS FUCKING POINT
AND I REALISE I DIDNâT ANSWER YOUR HEADCANON, EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST, BUT MY ANSWER IS YES. DEREK HALE WOULD BE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER TO DRUNK!STILES AND THAT IS 100000% CANON. HEâLL PUT HIM TO BED AND COVER HIM WITH BLANKETS AND LET STILES SNUGGLE WHEN HE ASKS, ALL THE WHILE FREAKING THE FUCK OUT BECAUSE HERE HE GOES CARING ABOUT SOMEONE AGAIN. AND SO HEâLL ROLL HIS EYES AND SAY SOMETHING SNARKY BUT DONâT LET HIM FOOL YOU. HE CARES THE MOST. OUT OF EVERYBODY, DEREK HALE CARES THE FUCKING MOST AND IF YOU CALL HIM UP CRYING AT 3AM AND ASK HIM FOR ICE CREAM, HEâLL GO AND BUY YOU THAT ICE CREAM BECAUSE HEâS ACTUALLY JUST A CONCERNED DORK WHO HASNâT CHANGED HIS FLIRTING GAME SINCE HE WAS FIFTEEN.Â
I feel like Derek is the sweetest to drunk Stiles. Like once Stiles loses his inhibitions Derek loses his asshole act. So he says yes to EVERYTHING Stiles says, with zero percent snark or eye rolls. Like Stiles could go, I want a pony with your face on it and Derek would just be like, 'okay dear' but the sad part is that Sober Stiles doesn't remember any of this so he can't blackmail his boyfriend for being so mushy to his drunk self.
I am 1000% here for Derek being a pure little cinnamon roll underneath all the gruff and leather. Which, hey, letâs be real here - this is actually canon. Derek Hale talks a big game and he snarls and growls and threatens to rip your throat out but this is alsoâŚ.a bit of an act. Or at least, these are the kind of things Derekâs walls are built of. After all, heâs had to learn to protect himself, emotionally speaking. His first love died and the second woman he opened himself up to murdered almost his entire family. Heâs an abuse victim - several times over by season 3 - and when he lost Laura, he not only lost the very last person he trusted but the very last person who loved him.
Sarcasm is Stilesâ defence and while Derek is snarky and sarcastic and is pretty much the only one who can go toe to toe with Stiles in a game of verbal tennis, we all know he is also this guy
We all know, at Derekâs core, he is cocky and arrogant. We all know he is a book nerd and likes to show off. We all know Derek Hale is, in fact, a dork.Â
And the thing is, while older!Derek is emotionally closed off, is hardened and scared, his experiences having shaped and changed him, we still see glimpses off this boy and it hurts. I mean, ffs, almost ten years later and heâs still using basket balls to flirt???
HELP THIS BOY. HE THINKS HEâS SO SMOOTH.
And to be honest, if we do look at this scene as Derek flirting with Stiles, or at least being playful, it actually really hurts because Stiles is the only person Derek does this with. Derek âbad mouthsâ Stiles a lot but he also likes to play with him a little and itâs like, just for a few small moments every now and again, Derek can be himself. He can be this guy
(coincidence these scenes are also with Stiles?? *looks at the camera like Iâm in the office)Â
He can be the person underneath all the walls. And what is beautiful is that even though Derek likes playing with Stiles in the beginning, he does not like Stiles playing with him back. We see that several times. Heâs not ready for that, it scares him and he is very wary of it. But then you get to this scene
and itâs so beautiful and makes me want to cry because
DEREK LETS STILES PLAY WITH HIM.
And I think, little by little, as they get closer and closer (aka Stiles going to college and âoh my god, Derek?? what are you doing here??â) Derek will let his guard down for Stiles. Will his walls go away? Of course not. But will Stiles build a goddamn stair case up those walls? Will he get to peer over and see a whole other side to Derek, a side Derek is very protective of other people seeing? I have no doubt, because what gets me about Sterek is that Derek Hale, while being someone who shuts everyone out, and understandably so, (even though all he really craves is pack and family) he lets Stiles in, bit by bit. This is why, even though their relationship in canon is never an explicit âI love youâ, I donât give a fuck because what their relationship in canon is is this whole build up of beautiful, beautiful trust.Â
Itâs Derek letting Stiles put his hand on his shoulder when heâs at his most vulnerable. Itâs Stiles being hesitant to put his hand on Derekâs shoulder because he fucking knows Derekâs deal with being touched at this point.Â
Itâs Derek trusting Stiles enough to leave his baby sister with him, even though she is all he has left in this world.
Itâs getting to THIS FUCKING POINT
AND I REALISE I DIDNâT ANSWER YOUR HEADCANON, EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST, BUT MY ANSWER IS YES. DEREK HALE WOULD BE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER TO DRUNK!STILES AND THAT IS 100000% CANON. HEâLL PUT HIM TO BED AND COVER HIM WITH BLANKETS AND LET STILES SNUGGLE WHEN HE ASKS, ALL THE WHILE FREAKING THE FUCK OUT BECAUSE HERE HE GOES CARING ABOUT SOMEONE AGAIN. AND SO HEâLL ROLL HIS EYES AND SAY SOMETHING SNARKY BUT DONâT LET HIM FOOL YOU. HE CARES THE MOST. OUT OF EVERYBODY, DEREK HALE CARES THE FUCKING MOST AND IF YOU CALL HIM UP CRYING AT 3AM AND ASK HIM FOR ICE CREAM, HEâLL GO AND BUY YOU THAT ICE CREAM BECAUSE HEâS ACTUALLY JUST A CONCERNED DORK WHO HASNâT CHANGED HIS FLIRTING GAME SINCE HE WAS FIFTEEN.Â
OMG So totally yes! I mean there isnât PDA on the show, but they are Sterek through and through.
My thoughts on why Dan and Phil never adress Phan. Their fan base is fed on "finding phan", "Phan proof" videos and seeing Phan everywhere. Well they get views from that. They play along and up the ante with inuendoes but never speak about it openly. I'm okay with this. It's their lives, their channels they can do what they want. But think about it, if their "brand" relies on us looking for "Phan Proof" then we keep watching their videos to find it. Thus upping their views and them earning more money. YouTube is their job and they need to earn a living. So if by suggesting at Phan by playing along gets them views then they do it. If they say Phan is real then the phandom may relax a bit in views and their paychecks would show it. So by avoiding Phan related questions they drive up their view counts. So even if this is just them being them then all the better. But if it's a plan then that's okay too. They're either being themselves or playing it up. Either way their friendship is super strong and they know what they're doing. Smart on their behalf if I do say so.
Not Brothers (Author's Note: let me know if I should continue this)
Dan knew heâd messed up. He couldnât deny that now. Not when he was lying on a hospital bed with fifteen people rushing around him trying to bring him back. Heâd had enough existential crisis in his life to know this wasnât an out of body experience, but he wasnât exactly present in his body either. The heart monitor was flatlining, the doctors were calling for a charge and âClear!â within seconds of each other. The shock hurt, stung more than anything and it was getting worse. With another yell of âClear!â and a burning in his chest he heard before he felt the air hauling into his lungs, gasping full like a new born.
A quick puff of relief from the doctors was all his returned life force brought them before they were rushing around again, working on getting him stable. The ceiling wasnât much to look at but it was yearned for once the bright torches were flashed across his vision testing his pupils. Somehow he knew he wasnât to be blamed for his current state but couldnât help but feel guilty for landing himself in A&E. He was there watching as the doctors and nurses coaxed his body back into function, waiting patiently for the calm to come.
âSir are you able to talk?â a nurse leaned over and asked him, her eyes studying his for signs of what he didnât know.
âYes.â He croaked.
âGood. Do you know your name?â she bit out.
âUmâŚDan?â that was right, wasnât it? It felt right.
âYouâre not sure?â
âMostly.â
âOkay. Is there anyone you want us to contact?â her eyebrows stitched together, not giving too much hope from a man who sort of remembered his own name.
âUmâŚ..Uh, my brother? Phil.â Who else could the black haired man of the same height in his mind be?
âOkay, weâll work on it. Sit tight. Youâll be okay.â She walked off and Dan drowned in the flood of memories all wanting to be at the forefront of his mind all at the same time.
The morning he woke up and walking out of his bedroom ran head first into Phil who was doing the same from his bedroom across the hall.
The time he came out of the lounge to hear crunching come from the kitchen and catching Phil eating his cereal for the millionth time.
When he sat on the toilet and not even twenty seconds later Phil jiggling the handle cause he had to go âright now!â.
Setting up the Christmas tree in their lounge and wrapping presents for their friends they were having over later in the week.
Waking up on a plane when Phil roused him saying they were landing soon after a fourteen-hour flight that Phil couldnât sleep a minute on.
Spending a whole week in bed, suffering from the flu and isolating himself from Phil to keep him from getting sick. But Phil kept bringing him soup and watching movies with him on his bed to keep him company.
Ordering pizza, watching anime and sharing the coke bottle cause germs couldnât tell the difference between them anymore after five years in the same house.
Who else could this Phil be other than his brother? He felt as close as a brother. He knew Phil so well. Best friends didnât know that the other liked to take baths instead of showers. Brothers knew that store brand cereal caused gastric distress but name brands didnât. Best friends didnât know that quilted toilet paper was the only kind not to cause raw spots. Brothers knew that the fear of the dark wasnât a joke, but a legit and heavily rooted fear.
He didnât know what Phil was to him, but he must be his brother. Nothing else spoke otherwise. The memories are fuzzy and quick flashes, but Dan couldnât wait to see his brother. He needed him. This whole situation wasnât making any sense and he wanted someone familiar with him. Even if he wasnât any more familiar than a face he could recognize.
He snapped to at the mention of his name. He couldnât have zoned out for very long, but the clock showed it had been two hours since the woman had asked him his name. His memories of living with his brother Phil had consumed the time easily. Dan turned his head and smile wide at the sight of Phil walking into his room, arms wide, asking for a hug. Dan sat up and reached for Phil, reacting without thinking.
âOh my god Dan what happened? I got a call saying you had been brought to A&E and I rushed right over!â Phil sat on Danâs bed holding his hand.
âI donât remember. Last thing I remember was ordering a ubber in our lounge. Then I wake up, kind of, here.â
âKind of? What do you mean? Phil wasnât breaking eye contact and Dan was glad someone had the courage to look him in the eye.
âWell I kind of watched the doctors bring me back to life. My heart stopped I guess. Other than that I donât know what happened.â
âOh God! Dan! Anything else happen besides that? That you know of?â Phil squeaked out.
âI donât know what Iâm missing, but I have a bit of amnesia. I havenât run into anything Iâve forgotten. My name doesnât sound right to me, but I remembered it. I know what our house looks like. I know weâre brothers. I remembered your name better than my own. You like baths better than showers. I can remember tons of stuff, but I have a feeling Iâm missing out on something.â Dan looked down at their hands and gave Philâs a quick squeeze. He looked up when Phil didnât say anything. He didnât say anything cause he was trying to hold back a smile. âWhat? Whatâs so funny?â
âUmâŚwell I know what youâve forgotten. I canât decide if itâs a good or bad thing though that youâve forgotten.â
âWhat? Iâve forgotten what?â Dan sat up fully.
âWeâre umâŚweâre not brothers Dan. Weâre boyfriends.â Phil deadpanned.

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2022-Year from Hell
The new year had rang in like it usually did, loud and bright with smiles and laughter. The following morning had their phones blowing up with
â@amazingphil @danisnotonfire itâs 2022! Whenâs the wedding?â
â@amazingphil @danisnotonfire whoâs your best man?â
â@amazingphil @danisnotonfire its 2022, call Chris and PJ, itâs time to get married!â
And many more of the like to the point they both had to turn their twitter account push notifications off just to send regular Happy New Yearâs texts to their real-life friends. It was a joke back in 2013 and they had nine years of their fans waiting almost patiently. Knowing they still had an ardent fan base all these years later and being so much older than their 2013 selves was comforting, yet the force in which they were being bombarded with this question was concerning.
Dan had refused to leave the house. It wasnât until Philâs birthday that the sunshine made a direct hit on Danâs face that year. They had remained pretty hidden in a city of nearly eleven million but Dan was convinced theyâd be found and must run back home. A simple set of puppy eyes and the ever-innocent disappointment look from Phil and Dan was climbing out of his Tigger onesie and trying on way too many hues of black for their night out.
The next few months went smoothly; their fifth book was out and they were secretly doing press interviews and photo shoots. They were filming their eighth crafting channel video at horrible video quality and even more terrifying audio in their lounge, trying to scare themselves with the bejeweled frames they were making. They had gotten used to the daily tweets reminding them it was 2022 and being asked how their wedding planning was going. They had ignored the gay dating issue into darkness back in 2014 and were hoping that same approach would work now.
Danâs birthday came and went. Phil made sure Dan wouldnât forget his 31st birthday and he didnât. Their secret trip to Japan for a month was epic and Phil couldnât get Dan to shut up about it until September. They had learned some Japanese and ate so many different foods Dan didnât think he could eat a regular hobnob or crumpet again without sighing in disappointment in their culturally bland foods.
But the ever constant questioning about their wedding had started to grate on both of them. Dan was having a hard time ignoring the questions, accusations and so many suggestions for wedding ideas that was a constant on his twitter these days. It didnât matter what they posted on their channels or what game they played against or with each other there were comments of âThe Weddingâ everywhere. Dan snapped one late September day and started deleting comments and muting twitter followers just to make himself feel better. He wanted to hug every subscriber that defended their platonic friendship and right to privacy, even if that just meant everyone just shut up about the year to them.
Chris had spent the first part of the year apologizing every week or so, feeling eternally sorry for the quick joke he made nearly a decade ago. He had never imagined the torment it would cause his friends for a whole year but Phil was the one to quietly ask Chris to stop apologizing. It wasnât his fault millions of people wouldnât drop the topic nine months into the year Chris had made iconic long before it occurred.
Phil was being level headed over the whole thing to everyone but Dan, breaking his phone by chucking it against the floor five times that year even before Halloween hit. Dan was his best friend, soul mate, confidant, other half and closest family. Knew Dan wouldnât take it personally when he vented at the top of his lungs, screaming until veins bulged in his neck, his voice straining with the last bits of air before his lungs demanded to be filled again. Knew that Dan was there with him even if just in agreement, needing to stay calm for the both of them, otherwise theyâd destroy way too many things in their house from frustration. Knew that when he came down from his anger Dan would give him a moment before suggesting pizza and a coffee, handing him the remote and picking up their latest anime where they left off.
PINOF 13 was more strained than it should have been. Miraculously it came off post-edit just as smooth and filled with laughter as all the others had been, but it took all day to film and they had longer breaks between takes than the takes themselves. They had poured over every second of footage to make sure they couldnât be interpreted as anything more than best friends but knew that a few weeks from posting the video there would be a hundred more âPhan Proofâ videos out there sporting clips from this PINOF.
Dan filmed a couple more videos before Christmas, somehow compiling enough non-2022 themed emails to film an Internet Support Group video. He felt the home stretch of the worst year of his life coming to an end. His and Philâs friendship was just as strong as it had been, tougher so after this year had worn on it so much, but they were both looking forward to 2023 so badly it hurt. Somewhere around the end of August Phil had started marking âXââs on the calendar and they wished willing time to move faster was possible as the year dwindled down to four more days.
Two days before the end of the year everything flipped on its head. Danâs family had taken a holiday to India without him and were on their way back when the biggest aviation malfunction in history just happened to occur on the plane his whole family was in. Just reaching six miles in the sky after takeoff a total system failure rendered the machine a spiraling tube of death and Danâs family was killed with him being none the wiser for at least twelve more hours.
When news did reach him he couldnât even compute what had just happened. His parents were gone, his aunt and uncle taken from him. His brother that he adored was ripped from his life as if they all didnât matter. He remembers the voice that sounded like his speak out the horrid sentence in their lounge and for once in his life it came out without a mumble and Phil heard it clear as day the first time. He was being touched, and a faraway voice was asking him if he was alright. His phone fell from his hand, dropping loudly on his computer but he didnât move. He didnât remember who had called to tell him the unfortunate news, he didnât think heâd ever remember. He just remembered Phil.
Phil reminded him to do everything. Phil reminded him to use the bathroom. Phil reminded Dan to drink water. Phil reminded him to eat at least just a bite. Please. Phil walked him to his room at four am after finding him still sitting on the couch in the dark. Phil brought him to the bathroom with new clothes, fresh towels and a warm bath drawn for him, left for him to wash a weekâs worth of grime off himself. He remembered Phil coming back what felt like two minutes later but what a muffled Phil had said was two hours and he was still just sitting on the tub edge, havenât even moved an inch. He remembered Phil holding him and rocking him as he finally broke and cried. He couldnât stay cold and unemotional any longer and it came out against Philâs bare chest at one in the morning when Dan busted into Philâs room. He didnât realize he had been crying in his sleep or that his nightmares were just regular dreams of the light and bright days of his childhood with his mum, dad and baby brother.
He came out of the haze the following morning, the tears being the catharsis his system needed. He woke up warm and comfortable except his face. His face was crusted dry and overly warm. He understood why the dry tears pulled at his raw face but why it was so warm took him more time. Breathing deeply, he knew Phil was near, very near in fact. Slamming his eyes open he couldnât see, but that was only because his face was pressed into Philâs back, right between the shoulder blades. He inched back to survey the situation he found himself in and Phil roughly woke up when Dan moved away. Phil was nearly falling off the bed and Dan had his Whinnie The Pooh stuffed bear his mom had given him as a child in his hands. He was under the bright green and blue duvet and Philâs hair was so ruffled it looked like a wig. He couldnât help but smile at the weird situation he was in but the act of smiling felt like a betrayal and his face fell again. He didnât want to be happy, couldnât be happy with his family gone.
Phil recognized this on Danâs face and put his fingers on Danâs chin to make him look up, Phil needed Dan to realize that, yes his blood family was gone, but he still had Phil. Phil held Danâs gaze for long moments, unspeaking, unblinking, acting totally unlike his normal self, but being the tiny part of himself that lined up with being thirty-four. He was a man, one who had felt tragic loss and knew the heartbreak Dan was going through. He didnât want Dan to feel that he was alone, but he didnât want to belittle Danâs pain by saying he knew what he was going through, even if he did. So he just looked at Dan.
He looked into the chocolate brown eyes that were locked on his and didnât look away. The questioning that started in Danâs eyes that soon turned to sadness, then worry, concern, fear. Eyes that spoke of his anxiety of being alone in the Howell name, of the big world crashing down on him in such a cruel way, of what the future held for him. Phil didnât look away, wanting to reassure Dan he wasnât alone, shouldnât be scared of the future and that heâd help hold the cruel world at bay until Dan could face it once again. It seemed to help because Danâs lips twitched in the tiniest of smiles and the smile made its way to his eyes, warming them and melting Philâs heart.
Phil didnât mention his birthday when it came around, Dan was just starting to act like a human again. He didnât spend all his time alternating between sub-catatonic states of sleeping too much, starring off into space for too long or walking in circles around their apartment. Phil skyped with his mum on his birthday and the conversation never circled around to Happy Birthday wishes, only stayed on their mutual concern for Dan. Martyn texted the only Happy Birthday Phil got that year and Phil was too focused on Dan to reply.
By mid-February Dan asked Phil to film a short video with him. It was terse, heavily scripted and awkward but it explained his absence and lack of presence on social media. There were no smiles, no upbeat âHello Internetâ and no sense of normalcy in the video but the Phandom rebounded with concern and support just as Phil had predicted would happen. He was moderating everything between his and Danâs channels. He himself had uploaded a couple videos to reassure everyone they hadnât dropped off the face of the earth and to keep himself sane. He needed the Phandom just as much as they needed him during this tsunami of emotions. Â
March had Dan back to a normal schedule even if it was out of sheer will to return to his old self which Phil took as a good sign, even if it was forced. He had returned to tumblr first, spending the normal eight or so hours scrolling, asking Phil to make him tea or bring him maltesers. He made his first tweet on March tenth, asking if having Reeseâs for breakfast was YOLO or just a bad idea? He didnât realize it was his first tweet until all the responses came flying back surprised and happy he was on twitter again. He shrugged and smiled at Phil who smiled right back and they both shoved another Reeseâs in their mouths. March twenty-sixth and he took his first Instagram pics of the pigeon meeting happening in his back garden. What surprised him and Phil the most was what came out of his mouth on March twenty-ninth.
âWhat are we filming for the craft channel this year?â Philâs eyes were so wide Dan didnât realize what happened for a good minute. When it hit him this would be his return video after his family was gone he started laughing. The look of confused horror on Philâs face didnât help and soon Dan was gasping for air while still wheezing in laughter. Once he calmed down enough to explain himself Phil started to laugh right along with him. It felt good to laugh and the pang of guilt at being happy without his family wasnât as strong as it used to be. He could be happy without them; it didnât make them any less important because he had learned to live again. Phil had been a big part in helping him heal the wound their loss had left in him, even gave his heart more room to love Phil even more than before.
Phil wasnât just his best friend; he was his family. He was before but now all of what that word meant to him now was embodied in Phil whether he knew it or not. Dan didnât hug Phil often, it was normally left for show for their fans or special occasions when they had been separated for too long, they werenât a touchy feely set of people. Dan couldnât hold back at this moment and jumped across the sofa so fast it knocked them both against the arm rest behind Phil. Phil didnât question Danâs hug, knew it had something to do with finding importance in the here and now with those held most dear, so he just hugged Dan back, letting his love flow through his arms wrapped around his best friend.
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Dan: âHey Guys! Today weâre going to be making paper jewelry!â Phil: âWeâll weâre going to try. Weâll see if weâve got the skills to make paper earrings!â
They tried their best at making earrings, necklaces and bracelets but they both excelled at the paper rings. They had worked for two straight days to make sure they both got them right. This might be their joke April Foolâs day channel but they couldnât be horrible at everything they chose to make in it. They put on all the crappy jewelry they had made, showing off the brightly colored necklaces, Danâs too glittery earrings and Philâs bracelets that wouldnât stay on. They creepily stared down the camera, laughing too hard and weirdly for comfort before approaching the end of the video.
Dan: âProtip! Never wear your paper jewelry when it rains, youâll lose all your hard work!â Phil: âYes! Dan I did have one more thing to add that everyone can do with their new wonderful paper rings!â Dan: âWhat is that Phil?â Phil: âThey can ask their best friend to marry them!â Phil held out the gray origami ring he had made for Dan and Danâs smile went flat. He starred wide eyed at Phil for a moment and Phil took his hand. Dan puffed out a small smile and looked down at his and Philâs hands, the paper ring so close to his left ring finger. He looked back up and whispered out a small and quick yes.
The video cut out halfway through Danâs yes and it left the Phandom screaming in its wake. Was it a joke because it was on their April Foolâs Day video or was it real? Was it planned or a surprise? Danâs face couldnât have gone that white while being scripted! Phil couldnât have been breathing that heavily and face red from nerves if it was going per plan. Dan and Phil kept quiet and watched with near honeymoon like glee as their fan base flipped out. It was Danâs debut since his family died and the Phandom had no idea if it was a joke or not.
Two days later they both broke the silence on twitter with a picture of them and Danâs real metal back onyx ring with a simple quote, âNo joke guys, 2022 wasnât our year, but 2023 is!â