staywithme

"and don't you two dare move anything!" harry called out when Niall and Liam were about to leave from their weekly visit. "Ofcourse not." Niall smiled sadly. "good." Harry said. "well..." Liam started "I...uh...found...a letter...from Lou...directed at you....and I brought it for you."  Harry eyes shined for a second. "where is it?"  he asked in his usual sad tone. Liam handed Harry a package and then turned to finally leave with Niall.

Dear Harry,

I knew about everything that happened between Zayn and Liam, but I never did anything about it,I suppose that makes me just as bad as Zayn, just know I wanted to protect you. I hope that will never fail. If it does I love you and don't do anything to stupid.

sincerely yours always,

Louis.

"Harry." Louis breath was heavy, blood dripped out his mouth as he spoke. "yes." the younger boy's face was drenched in tears. "I love you, just know that and I want you to remember the way things used to be, not the way they are now." Louis looked straight into Harry's eyes. "I love you Harry, I really do." Louis said with almost no life left. "I love you too." harry cried harder and pressed a kiss on Louis mouth. Then Louis died, and all though Harry knew that it might be better, he hated it. 

The song played in Liam's head one last time. Zayn had been charged with murder, but on the downside Harry had been charged with attempt to murder. Liam despised himself and blamed himself, but in the end he had just wanted to hold on to the happier times. 

Now he sits behind prison bars, 25 to life and shes not in his arms. He couldn't bring her back with a bullet to the heart, Of the back of a man and tore his world apart.

"Go away from Louis." Harry shouted grabbing a huge kitchen knife. Zayn turned around. "why would I? Huh?!" Zayn yelled with so much rage in his voice. Liam winced. Zayn put his knife back to Louis troath. "who even invited you here?!" harry yelled. "I did." Liam mumbled and Niall looked at him with dissapointment, dissapointment that Liam found worse than when his mom looked at him like that. "what?!" Harry shouted. "I did." Liam said now a little louder. "You fucking idiot!" Harry yelled wearing the same dissapointed look. "He probably just wanted some explanations." Niall's voice sounded weak as he probably lost too much blood. Zayn slit a vain in Louis neck, Harry stabbed him and held Louis in his arms. Liam fainted and Zayn covered him with kisses. everything was a blur burt Niall knew he should call the alarm number, like some sort of last heroic move. Niall wondered how everything had ended up like this. They all used to be bestfriends and now they were hurting eachother, shouting abuse. In Liam's head the song still played. 

"You stupid jerk." Zayn yelled loudly. When Liam heard that the alarm bells in his head did start ringing, but you know...a little too late. he tried to run but he realised he couldn't leave Niall there bleeding to death, if he did that it'd remind him of a song. as the lyrics already played in his head, he ran to the kitchen. 

He sits in his cell, And he lays on his bed. Covers his head and closes his eyes. He sees a smoking gun, And the coward he ran. And in his arms is the bleeding, Love of his life. And she cries, Kiss it all better, I'm not ready to go. It's not your fault love, You didn't know, you didn't know.

Liam texted Zayn, asking for an explanation and of course it is clear that that was a rather stupid action. Zayn said he'd come over and explain stuff, somewhere in Liam's mind the alarm bells should've been ringing, but they weren't because Liam lied to himself and said that Zayn would tell him it all wasn't true...just like all the other times.

"why are you cheating on me?!" Liam cried utterly desperate. "Liam baby I'm not what makes you think that?"  Zayn replied softly, it was this soft voice of Zayn Liam always craved for, the sound he usually missed so much. "the tabloids all say so." Liam cried louder. "Liam babe they're lying, I never hurt you, do I?" Zayn said, and even though Zayn hurt Liam all the time he still replied with, "you never do." then the couple exchanged some words of love.

"Liam please take me back?" Zayn begged on his knees in front of Liam. "I won't hurt you anymore." Zayn promised when he saw Liam hestitate. "Not?" Liam asked softly."Not." Zayn promised,but Liam really should've known that this were just promises in the dark. Who knows, maybe Liam just wanted to believe it was all true.

Liam namely didn't know that Zayn was dating someone else behind his back. Liam however knew he best couldn't tell Niall or the Irishman would be pissed off. Believe me Niall was when he found out when he read this headline:

exclusive: Liam Payne and Zayn Malik back togheter!

"Is this true?!" Niall demanded, his voice so angry it scared everybody. "yes." Liam mumbled looking down. "Fecking hell Liam are you dumb?!" Niall screamed. "Niall calm down."  Louis said, pushing Harry behind him as to protect him. "I just. Why? Why Liam?"  Niall asked shaking his head. "He promised he'd never hurt me again." Liam said softly. "read this yet?" Niall asked with a sad smile.

Zayn Malik spotted kissing mystery girl

Liam thought back about one of the nights he just didn't care what Zayn did to him, when he just let Zayn beat him up. 

Talking to the press was crazy after Zayn left. Liam read the headlines and he felt bad about all what happened, it shouldn't have been like this, ever.

Liam Payne reveals shocking story: Zayn abused me

Liam Payne: 'If it weren't for Niall I could've been killed.' 

Liam Payne recieves dead threaths after break up ith former band mate Zayn Malik

Niall: "Zayn needs help." 

Liam: "I miss the way he used to be." 

At the current moment the now four piece band was having an interview with sky news. "Do you still love him?" the presenter asked, feeling bad for the teen, but hey it was good for the viewing rates. "I do. It's sort of like the song; but you'll always be my hero, even though you've lost your mind." Liam cried softly and Niall put a hand on his friend's back. "Did you guys kick Zayn out of the band?" the presenter asked after sending Liam a pityfull smile. "He left but if he hadn't we would have." Niall said fiercely. "Nobody should be allowed to hurt someone like this." Harry bit his lip. 

Zayn speaks up: "I regret hurting Liam." 

"will you watch my turtle?" Liam asked anxiously as he was about to leave to buy some food. "Liam it's just a turtle." Zayn hissed. "to you maybe but to me it's precious."  Liam raised his voice at his boyfriend and sounded like he was about to cry. "yeah well they'll watch the thing can we go now." Zayn said annoyed. He was alot like this lately and he actually knew how much Liam was hurting but wouldn't let him go. "I'll watch your turtle." Niall said and he and Liam shared a sad smile before Zayn pulled Liam outside their house. Niall knew everything that had been going on between his two friends, Harry and Louis however were so lost in their own little world that they thought everything was still sunshine and happiness. Niall realised they needed to open their eyes and that Liam wouldn't tell them. it was up to Niall and he knew that if he couldn't tell something with words he'd need to use music. 

When I saw you guys dancing in the sun, a shadow fell on my heart   /   You were the worst mistake she ever made   /   And she laughed too loud at your jokes, yes I know you were funny   /   But I couldn't laugh... because I knew where it would lead.   /   Now the anger has drowned out all the jokes, she doesn't laugh anymore / See the pain in her smile

"I don't care Liam." Zayn said bored when Liam was trying to tell something a fan had said. "oh." Liam said tears forming in his eyes. Zayn kissed Liam forcefully and Niall shook his head watching it. He had nearly finished writing the song, it wouldn't take longer than a day and Niall felt that it shouldn't take much longer. 

 And she's tried, yes she's tried to run away, but you would not let her go   /   You are her ball and her chain   /   Now I wish you were dancing in the sun, but the steps were all wrong   /   So release her from her chains now

Niall sighed as he saw Zayn push Liam against the wall, yelling at him. Liam was crying from agony. Zayn had hit Liam several times now and Liam cheek had started to bleed. "let me go." Liam said faintly. "no." Zayn yelled back. 

With your jokes you imprisoned her heart, you never gave her a chance   /   She never knew you couldn't dance...   /   Now the anger has drowned out all the jokes, she doesn't laugh anymore   /   See the pain in her smile

Niall remembered how the relationship between the two males used to be. It was amazing and romantic...and...well...it made Liam naïve. Then Zayn started to change, at first he was just jealous, nothing to bad with that just annoying. Later Zayn hated everything that Liam siad about people who were not him, and it hurt Liam a lot. Niall realised that the older boy should've left at that point when he still could. After the not listening Zayn started to stop allowing Liam to see other people, and now he had resulted in hitting his boyfriend. 

Niall texted all the lads bandmeeting very important - Niall. To his suprise everyone had showed up; Zayn holding Liam in a strong grip, Liam with puffy eyes and bruises, Harry and Louis cuddling and happy. "I need to play you guys a song- and before you guys ask- yes that is important in this case

And she's tried, yes she's tried to run away, but you would not let her go   /   You are her ball and her chain   /   Now I wish you were dancing in the sun, but the steps were all wrong   /   So release her from her chains now   /   With your jokes you imprisoned her heart, you never gave her a chance /  She never knew you couldn't dance...

(Twarres - she couldn't laugh)